They come to visit sometimes
I wish they wouldn't
Nothing but blank faces and an exchange of empty words
I had already accepted that I was hopeless
But it's much more painful to see their acceptance
I always hated it when they tried to help, but now I long for those days
I see their eyes full of the questions they no longer ask
"Why? Why do you do this? Why do you choose to live in your prison?"
I never had a good answer
I've never really written poetry either but I think I'm gonna start
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They come to visit sometimes
I wish they wouldn't
Nothing but blank faces and an exchange of empty words
I had already accepted that I was hopeless
But it's much more painful to see their acceptance
I always hated it when they tried to help, but now I long for those days
I see their eyes full of the questions they no longer ask
"Why? Why do you do this? Why do you choose to live in your prison?"
I never had a good answer
I've never really written poetry either but I think I'm gonna start
well done, friend
thank you for sharing your stuff
writing helps
again... enlightenment through brutality
brutal - being the slamming and consuming of mass quantities of drugs & alcohol
i believe i am done.
i am taking it one moment at a time
slow & steady
that's more than i can handle... but fuck it... i'll take it...
much too fast
and always
....brutally
but only to enlighten me..
no fuck that shit....
...pray dis-enlighten me
gotta face the real me...
again... enlightenment through brutality
brutal - being the slamming and consuming of mass quantities of drugs & alcohol
i believe i am done.
i am taking it one moment at a time
slow & steady
that's more than i can handle... but fuck it... i'll take it...
much too fast
and always
....brutally
but only to enlighten me..
no fuck that shit....
...pray dis-enlighten me
gotta face the real me...
wine slower than whiskey?
i beg
.... to differ?
never no ...
but maybe
to disgree
who gives a fuck
not me...
here here chad !
and to you ...a merry merry.... nighty nighty
a glass of wine... nice.
a glass of whiskey... even nicer.
nicer being key word for plowed
how many glasses of wine?
whiskey glasses, how many?
how fucking many do you want?
(“wine is fine but whiskey’s quicker” ~ ozzy/rhoads)
how many do you need?
shots? glasses?
drinks light the weed
and i have pills
what do you need resting your head?
what do you need shooting stingers into your arms?
what do you need for your head?
for feeling alive?
or death?
and i do feel death
as if a tombstone cancelled out sunlight
and the raven cried
still i want to know
what do you want?
mirrors line the place tighter and tighter
together
walls seem to be failing
at least the backyard hides my eyes
hides my face
and hides my mouth that is always (ever watched a geeked fucker?)
nice pen straw
still needing
and still needing nice
if you got the wine and the whiskey..
Shit….
I’ll take the wine… to chase the whiskey
And maybe do a marilyn manson
And get me some speed
Just for the whiskey
What do I want?
Wanna shoot stingers
Smash the mirrors
maybe shoot my head
For that’s what a head
… really only neeeeeeds
I do see feel a lot of miracles in my daily life. About 10% more than the great decline. Which keeps me happy. The miracle of being able to count your blessings. The miracle of freedom, and of safety.
The real miracle I am looking for right now is for Chadwick to stop wasting time trying to get himself banned over in AET, but for him to make himself useful and come back here and write us some decent poetry!
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I do see feel a lot of miracles in my daily life. About 10% more than the great decline. Which keeps me happy. The miracle of being able to count your blessings. The miracle of freedom, and of safety.
The real miracle I am looking for right now is for Chadwick to stop wasting time trying to get himself banned over in AET, but for him to make himself useful and come back here and write us some decent poetry!
im not trying to get banned. i said "fuck y'all" to my pals. everyone joking around and cutting up having a good laugh or whatever.
in eye to eye life do you ever say to your friends, "fuck y'all blah blah blah whatever" all in humor?
i am singled out and fucked with because i irritate someone or several and they snitch me off.
that is how i feel it to be true.
but it's A-OK to write in this, the poetry room, all about illegal drugs and the promotion of such illegal substances and the heavy use of alcohol?
I do see feel a lot of miracles in my daily life. About 10% more than the great decline. Which keeps me happy. The miracle of being able to count your blessings. The miracle of freedom, and of safety.
The real miracle I am looking for right now is for Chadwick to stop wasting time trying to get himself banned over in AET, but for him to make himself useful and come back here and write us some decent poetry!
im not trying to get banned. i said "fuck y'all" to my pals. everyone joking around and cutting up having a good laugh or whatever.
in eye to eye life do you ever say to your friends, "fuck y'all blah blah blah whatever" all in humor?
i am singled out and fucked with because i irritate someone or several and they snitch me off.
that is how i feel it to be true.
but it's A-OK to write in this, the poetry room, all about illegal drugs and the promotion of such illegal substances and the heavy use of alcohol?
i do not understand
Well you also started a thread titled 'you are a boring turd'
I think the mods have a point here though, because this is a public forum which everyone reads, not just your friends - and I think the mods are trying to clean up our act a bit now that we are getting more and more younger members joining.
The poetry forum is a bit different (though I have seen threads with too much cursing locked here too) because people are trying to express themselves in a creative way, and the vast majority of their time it's not just gratuitous swearing for the sake of it.
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I do see feel a lot of miracles in my daily life. About 10% more than the great decline. Which keeps me happy. The miracle of being able to count your blessings. The miracle of freedom, and of safety.
The real miracle I am looking for right now is for Chadwick to stop wasting time trying to get himself banned over in AET, but for him to make himself useful and come back here and write us some decent poetry!
im not trying to get banned. i said "fuck y'all" to my pals. everyone joking around and cutting up having a good laugh or whatever.
in eye to eye life do you ever say to your friends, "fuck y'all blah blah blah whatever" all in humor?
i am singled out and fucked with because i irritate someone or several and they snitch me off.
that is how i feel it to be true.
but it's A-OK to write in this, the poetry room, all about illegal drugs and the promotion of such illegal substances and the heavy use of alcohol?
i do not understand
dearest cw
i have not understood some of the scoldings of late
at all
in PPM&A of all fucking places
i do not know how many fucks it takes
but i will give all i have
truly,
cw
it's not just gratuitous swearing for the sake of it.
Fuckin' A...
I hope they don't start clamping down too much on the creative forum. But I am a bit of a boring turd, I'm afraid. I think the difference is we mainly swear at life here, and not people.
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I do see feel a lot of miracles in my daily life. About 10% more than the great decline. Which keeps me happy. The miracle of being able to count your blessings. The miracle of freedom, and of safety.
The real miracle I am looking for right now is for Chadwick to stop wasting time trying to get himself banned over in AET, but for him to make himself useful and come back here and write us some decent poetry!
im not trying to get banned. i said "fuck y'all" to my pals. everyone joking around and cutting up having a good laugh or whatever.
in eye to eye life do you ever say to your friends, "fuck y'all blah blah blah whatever" all in humor?
i am singled out and fucked with because i irritate someone or several and they snitch me off.
that is how i feel it to be true.
but it's A-OK to write in this, the poetry room, all about illegal drugs and the promotion of such illegal substances and the heavy use of alcohol?
i do not understand
Well you also started a thread titled 'you are a boring turd'
I think the mods have a point here though, because this is a public forum which everyone reads, not just your friends - and I think the mods are trying to clean up our act a bit now that we are getting more and more younger members joining.
The poetry forum is a bit different (though I have seen threads with too much cursing locked here too) because people are trying to express themselves in a creative way, and the vast majority of their time it's not just gratuitous swearing for the sake of it.
im not trying to get banned. i said "fuck y'all" to my pals. everyone joking around and cutting up having a good laugh or whatever.
in eye to eye life do you ever say to your friends, "fuck y'all blah blah blah whatever" all in humor?
i am singled out and fucked with because i irritate someone or several and they snitch me off.
that is how i feel it to be true.
but it's A-OK to write in this, the poetry room, all about illegal drugs and the promotion of such illegal substances and the heavy use of alcohol?
i do not understand
Well you also started a thread titled 'you are a boring turd'
I think the mods have a point here though, because this is a public forum which everyone reads, not just your friends - and I think the mods are trying to clean up our act a bit now that we are getting more and more younger members joining.
The poetry forum is a bit different (though I have seen threads with too much cursing locked here too) because people are trying to express themselves in a creative way, and the vast majority of their time it's not just gratuitous swearing for the sake of it.
what the fuck is wrong with boring turd?
as a topic for discussion in a music forum I have known better
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Believe it or not, the only reason for me saying anything on this topic is I really don't want to see chadwick get banned. That would be a damned shame, and this forum would be a much poorer place for it.
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Well you also started a thread titled 'you are a boring turd'
I think the mods have a point here though, because this is a public forum which everyone reads, not just your friends - and I think the mods are trying to clean up our act a bit now that we are getting more and more younger members joining.
The poetry forum is a bit different (though I have seen threads with too much cursing locked here too) because people are trying to express themselves in a creative way, and the vast majority of their time it's not just gratuitous swearing for the sake of it.
I know that when I use the fuck word, its because swearing is oh so cool. Plus, I want to satisfy the people in here who like to read, and are attracted to, the fuck word. I mean, doesn't everybody use the fuck word for this reason?
Don't you feel the same way, dear Somebody-Died-And-Made-Me-Angel?
Exactly like you say Half Full!
Hey, I just wrote a poem for this thread!
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I smoked until my eyeballs
Were golfballs painted blue
I smoked until my brain made
every connection left to make
I smoked until my friends all left the room
And in their place were gargoyles watching every move
I smoked til Elvis left the building
And came in the other side
I smoked til something precious deep inside me
Curled right up and died
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I smoked until my eyeballs
Were golfballs painted blue
I smoked until my brain made
every connection left to make
I smoked until my friends all left the room
And in their place were gargoyles watching every move
I smoked til Elvis left the building
And came in the other side
I smoked til something precious deep inside me
Curled right up and died
You, my friend, just wrote the poem entitled "Drug Abuse"
:?
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I wish they wouldn't
Nothing but blank faces and an exchange of empty words
I had already accepted that I was hopeless
But it's much more painful to see their acceptance
I always hated it when they tried to help, but now I long for those days
I see their eyes full of the questions they no longer ask
"Why? Why do you do this? Why do you choose to live in your prison?"
I never had a good answer
I've never really written poetry either but I think I'm gonna start
Member # 0004
Rather than being birthed like a normal child, Chuck Norris instead
decided to punch his way out of his mother's womb. Shortly thereafter
he grew a beard.
thank you for sharing your stuff
writing helps
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
so what do you got for me chad ?
...cuz i too need to get motherfucked...
i'll be working on some alcohol abuse poetry
december 20th, 2010.
@ least three 5th of wine
hand full of different pills
hand full of bud
enlightenment through vomit and feces
but one hell of a time
simple, direct, and to the point
"maybe you had to much to fast" ~ grateful dead lyrics
"maybe you had to much to fast"
"maybe you had to much to fast"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=19qve36RSDY
"wine is fine but whiskey's quicker" ~ ozzy/rhoads
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3HGnsJp0GNg
i agree with this statement
again... enlightenment through brutality
brutal - being the slamming and consuming of mass quantities of drugs & alcohol
i believe i am done.
i am taking it one moment at a time
slow & steady
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
Send my credentials to the house of detention
that's more than i can handle... but fuck it... i'll take it...
much too fast
and always
....brutally
but only to enlighten me..
no fuck that shit....
...pray dis-enlighten me
gotta face the real me...
wine slower than whiskey?
i beg
.... to differ?
never no ...
but maybe
to disgree
who gives a fuck
not me...
here here chad !
and to you ...a merry merry.... nighty nighty
a glass of wine... nice.
a glass of whiskey... even nicer.
nicer being key word for plowed
how many glasses of wine?
whiskey glasses, how many?
how fucking many do you want?
(“wine is fine but whiskey’s quicker” ~ ozzy/rhoads)
how many do you need?
shots? glasses?
drinks light the weed
and i have pills
what do you need resting your head?
what do you need shooting stingers into your arms?
what do you need for your head?
for feeling alive?
or death?
and i do feel death
as if a tombstone cancelled out sunlight
and the raven cried
still i want to know
what do you want?
mirrors line the place tighter and tighter
together
walls seem to be failing
at least the backyard hides my eyes
hides my face
and hides my mouth that is always (ever watched a geeked fucker?)
nice pen straw
still needing
and still needing nice
the chewing straw guy goes, what do you need?
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
Shit….
I’ll take the wine… to chase the whiskey
And maybe do a marilyn manson
And get me some speed
Just for the whiskey
What do I want?
Wanna shoot stingers
Smash the mirrors
maybe shoot my head
For that’s what a head
… really only neeeeeeds
if it already bleeds
…but fuck that shit
what do I need?
Think I just need to chew on some straw
cuz that's
what I need
and I'm not kidding either.
Quality
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and every day is a
miracle
well at least half
of a miracle
"what a long, strange trip it's been"
The real miracle I am looking for right now is for Chadwick to stop wasting time trying to get himself banned over in AET, but for him to make himself useful and come back here and write us some decent poetry!
Send my credentials to the house of detention
im not trying to get banned. i said "fuck y'all" to my pals. everyone joking around and cutting up having a good laugh or whatever.
in eye to eye life do you ever say to your friends, "fuck y'all blah blah blah whatever" all in humor?
i am singled out and fucked with because i irritate someone or several and they snitch me off.
that is how i feel it to be true.
but it's A-OK to write in this, the poetry room, all about illegal drugs and the promotion of such illegal substances and the heavy use of alcohol?
i do not understand
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
Well you also started a thread titled 'you are a boring turd'
I think the mods have a point here though, because this is a public forum which everyone reads, not just your friends - and I think the mods are trying to clean up our act a bit now that we are getting more and more younger members joining.
The poetry forum is a bit different (though I have seen threads with too much cursing locked here too) because people are trying to express themselves in a creative way, and the vast majority of their time it's not just gratuitous swearing for the sake of it.
Send my credentials to the house of detention
dearest cw
i have not understood some of the scoldings of late
at all
in PPM&A of all fucking places
i do not know how many fucks it takes
but i will give all i have
truly,
cw
"what a long, strange trip it's been"
Fuckin' A...
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I hope they don't start clamping down too much on the creative forum. But I am a bit of a boring turd, I'm afraid. I think the difference is we mainly swear at life here, and not people.
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what the fuck is wrong with boring turd?
"what a long, strange trip it's been"
as a topic for discussion in a music forum I have known better
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The mods have this formula
'Oh fuck, oh shit, oh fucking shittery' - that's probably just about okay
'You fuck, you shit, you fucking shittery'
That will get you banned
It's surely not that hard to grasp!
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SUCK up
"what a long, strange trip it's been"
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Exactly like you say Half Full!
Hey, I just wrote a poem for this thread!
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Were golfballs painted blue
I smoked until my brain made
every connection left to make
I smoked until my friends all left the room
And in their place were gargoyles watching every move
I smoked til Elvis left the building
And came in the other side
I smoked til something precious deep inside me
Curled right up and died
Send my credentials to the house of detention
Send my credentials to the house of detention