massive depression

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  • NY PJ1
    NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    You must care a bit, otherwise you wouldn't be writing it on here. :)


    dont care about the outcome

    on the + side i havent eaten in 1 1/2 days ,, and i can afford to lose some lbs. so thats good

    all my workers just orderd big burgers and steak sandwiches and im typing here
    getting ready to go for a haircut,no appetitie at all amazing for me
  • SENROCK
    SENROCK Posts: 10,736
    NY PJ1 wrote:
    it gets worse by the day
    everyday its more bad news
    god i hope this month ends
    and now cold snow on top of it

    im on a quest to smoke myself to death


    you dont have TIME to be depressed hottstuff. just stop it!!!
    and i think theres been badd news/things happening to ALOT of people. I've hadd way more than my share in the last sixxx months. Everyones story is different but somehow we all get THRU it. please dont smoke yourself to death....WE GOTTA SEE THE NORTH SHORE AGAIN!!!!!
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  • in_hiding79
    in_hiding79 Posts: 4,315
    kenshunt wrote:
    Well if you want to take the prozac test for depression you can here
    http://www.prozac.com/common_pages/quiz.jsp

    I made a 65!! It is safe to say I'm depressed!

    Dammit!! :(
    And so the lion fell in love with the lamb...,"
    "What a stupid lamb."
    "What a sick, masochistic lion."
  • NY PJ1 wrote:
    dont care about the outcome

    on the + side i havent eaten in 1 1/2 days ,, and i can afford to lose some lbs. so thats good

    all my workers just orderd big burgers and steak sandwiches and im typing here
    getting ready to go for a haircut,no appetitie at all amazing for me

    Well, I don't know what your circumstances are so I'll try not to interfere too much.

    As long as you haven't seriously gotten to the point where you're thinking of killing yourself, there's always a little bit of strength in there to push yourself in the right direction - otherwise you wouldn't be at work.
    But sometimes, I think, if your family or friends aren't being very supportive, it's only when you hit rock bottom that you realise only you can make yourself feel better.
  • Poncier
    Poncier Posts: 17,978
    This weekend we rock Portland
  • NY PJ1
    NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    Poncier wrote:


    cant see it but thanx
  • in_hiding79
    in_hiding79 Posts: 4,315
    NY PJ1 wrote:
    lol so ill check the stove 30 x as opposed to 60x? if i take it... super!!


    I check the stove before I leave for work and I don't even make anything on it certain days. I wash my hands constantly which make my hands crack and dry so I have to constantly apply lotion. I carry a HUGE purse that can hold my big bottle of sanitizer and my Lysol wipes. I wipe down elevator buttons, carts at the grocery store, telephones at my work, doorknobs at my work, I have to wipe my keyboard at my computer at work almost 15 times a day, just in case someone uses my desk while I'm at lunch! I wipe down my cell phone, my car's inside and outside handles. I wipe down light switches all over and I'm a perfectionist when it comes to cleaning my apartment. There is NO DUST anywhere. I have to unload the dishwasher in the morning and I start with the utensils first. When I get my nails done I have to use/bring my own tools and I refuse to get a spa pedicure, I only get the kind that they get a small bucket and I clean it out first. I'm fucked up!!
    And so the lion fell in love with the lamb...,"
    "What a stupid lamb."
    "What a sick, masochistic lion."
  • I'm fucked up!!
    :( have you tried therapy... rather than pills? Maybe even hypnosis or something? I've heard it CAN work.
    The Astoria??? Orgazmic!
    Verona??? it's all surmountable
    Dublin 23.08.06 "The beauty of Ireland, right there!"
    Wembley? We all believe!
    Copenhagen?? your light made us stars
    Chicago 07? And love
    What a different life
    Had I not found this love with you
  • TrixieCat
    TrixieCat Posts: 5,756
    I have one question for you J.....

    You want taco or tortilla??

    lol
    :)
    Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
    And I don't feel right when you're gone away
  • NY PJ1
    NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    TrixieCat wrote:
    I have one question for you J.....

    You want taco or tortilla??

    lol
    :)


    i dont get it
  • NY PJ1 wrote:
    i dont get it
    :confused: I think somebody's suggesting you're gay? Although that could be my filthy mind playing up again... but that's how it made sense to me straight away. I'd LOVE a tortilla right now :)
    The Astoria??? Orgazmic!
    Verona??? it's all surmountable
    Dublin 23.08.06 "The beauty of Ireland, right there!"
    Wembley? We all believe!
    Copenhagen?? your light made us stars
    Chicago 07? And love
    What a different life
    Had I not found this love with you
  • TrixieCat
    TrixieCat Posts: 5,756
    :confused: I think somebody's suggesting you're gay? Although that could be my filthy mind playing up again... but that's how it made sense to me straight away. I'd LOVE a tortilla right now :)
    Um no...someone is not suggesting he is gay.

    You don't remember J? lol That lady(?!) asking her(?!) mom if she wanted a taco or tortilla? lol
    You are worse off than I thought....
    Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
    And I don't feel right when you're gone away
  • NY PJ1
    NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    TrixieCat wrote:
    Um no...someone is not suggesting he is gay.

    You don't remember J? lol That lady(?!) asking her(?!) mom if she wanted a taco or tortilla? lol
    You are worse off than I thought....


    ooooooooooooooooooooooooo the airport lol

    i still havent figured out what that was

    that was the only good thing about the flight being delayed
  • kenshunt
    kenshunt London, Ontario, Canada Posts: 2,863
    I made a 65!! It is safe to say I'm depressed!

    Dammit!! :(
    Did you print it off to take to your doctor lol, i scored a 52
    London 2005
    Toronto 2011 night 2
    Hamilton 2011
    London 2013
  • NY PJ1
    NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    kenshunt wrote:
    Well if you want to take the prozac test for depression you can here
    http://www.prozac.com/common_pages/quiz.jsp


    48
  • NY PJ1 wrote:
    48
    hmm... I got 34 :confused: but I did answer sometimes to some things which should have been not often... does this mean I'm almost depressed? :o
    The Astoria??? Orgazmic!
    Verona??? it's all surmountable
    Dublin 23.08.06 "The beauty of Ireland, right there!"
    Wembley? We all believe!
    Copenhagen?? your light made us stars
    Chicago 07? And love
    What a different life
    Had I not found this love with you
  • 46, almost but still ok. lol :)
  • 46, almost but still ok. lol :)


    I clicked sometimes threw a bunch of them.









    I thought I was editing and guess I didn't. :)
  • catefrances
    catefrances Posts: 29,003
    nothing to worry about. my score was only 57.
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • NY PJ1
    NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    but is it better to be higher or lower?