it gets worse by the day
everyday its more bad news
god i hope this month ends
and now cold snow on top of it
im on a quest to smoke myself to death
you dont have TIME to be depressed hottstuff. just stop it!!!
and i think theres been badd news/things happening to ALOT of people. I've hadd way more than my share in the last sixxx months. Everyones story is different but somehow we all get THRU it. please dont smoke yourself to death....WE GOTTA SEE THE NORTH SHORE AGAIN!!!!!
~~~~~~ALWAYS HAVE A GOOD TIME~~~~~~
Sir Mike McCready is....THE MASTER!!! WAHHH!!!
EVENFLOW PSYCHOS H.N.I.C~FEEL THE FLOW!!!
"Pearl Jam fans are obsessed, they'd see the boys in HELL if tickets were sold."-CROJAM95
on the + side i havent eaten in 1 1/2 days ,, and i can afford to lose some lbs. so thats good
all my workers just orderd big burgers and steak sandwiches and im typing here
getting ready to go for a haircut,no appetitie at all amazing for me
Well, I don't know what your circumstances are so I'll try not to interfere too much.
As long as you haven't seriously gotten to the point where you're thinking of killing yourself, there's always a little bit of strength in there to push yourself in the right direction - otherwise you wouldn't be at work.
But sometimes, I think, if your family or friends aren't being very supportive, it's only when you hit rock bottom that you realise only you can make yourself feel better.
lol so ill check the stove 30 x as opposed to 60x? if i take it... super!!
I check the stove before I leave for work and I don't even make anything on it certain days. I wash my hands constantly which make my hands crack and dry so I have to constantly apply lotion. I carry a HUGE purse that can hold my big bottle of sanitizer and my Lysol wipes. I wipe down elevator buttons, carts at the grocery store, telephones at my work, doorknobs at my work, I have to wipe my keyboard at my computer at work almost 15 times a day, just in case someone uses my desk while I'm at lunch! I wipe down my cell phone, my car's inside and outside handles. I wipe down light switches all over and I'm a perfectionist when it comes to cleaning my apartment. There is NO DUST anywhere. I have to unload the dishwasher in the morning and I start with the utensils first. When I get my nails done I have to use/bring my own tools and I refuse to get a spa pedicure, I only get the kind that they get a small bucket and I clean it out first. I'm fucked up!!
And so the lion fell in love with the lamb...,"
"What a stupid lamb."
"What a sick, masochistic lion."
:( have you tried therapy... rather than pills? Maybe even hypnosis or something? I've heard it CAN work.
The Astoria??? Orgazmic!
Verona??? it's all surmountable
Dublin 23.08.06 "The beauty of Ireland, right there!"
Wembley? We all believe!
Copenhagen?? your light made us stars
Chicago 07? And love
What a different life
Had I not found this love with you
I think somebody's suggesting you're gay? Although that could be my filthy mind playing up again... but that's how it made sense to me straight away. I'd LOVE a tortilla right now
The Astoria??? Orgazmic!
Verona??? it's all surmountable
Dublin 23.08.06 "The beauty of Ireland, right there!"
Wembley? We all believe!
Copenhagen?? your light made us stars
Chicago 07? And love
What a different life
Had I not found this love with you
I think somebody's suggesting you're gay? Although that could be my filthy mind playing up again... but that's how it made sense to me straight away. I'd LOVE a tortilla right now
Um no...someone is not suggesting he is gay.
You don't remember J? lol That lady(?!) asking her(?!) mom if she wanted a taco or tortilla? lol
You are worse off than I thought....
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
hmm... I got 34 but I did answer sometimes to some things which should have been not often... does this mean I'm almost depressed?
The Astoria??? Orgazmic!
Verona??? it's all surmountable
Dublin 23.08.06 "The beauty of Ireland, right there!"
Wembley? We all believe!
Copenhagen?? your light made us stars
Chicago 07? And love
What a different life
Had I not found this love with you
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Well, that's an advertisement. Obviously. But it's supposed to be quite effective.
It's worth looking into options. I don't suffer with SAD but I do know that after a while, music stops working for you and you may need other options.
the brooklyn bridge is looking good at the moment
but thats such a big cop out that i could never do it
I hate when that happens! Seriously!!
Hey NY PJ1, what strength is your xanax? Mine is 0.5 !
My zoloft is 150..
I also take about 8 advils daily for my tension headaches and then soma's at night!! Flexiril just doesn't do it for me anymore!! :(
"What a stupid lamb."
"What a sick, masochistic lion."
xanax is the strongest ones
2mg i think
zoloft ,, i dont know cause i never filled the script
although i might have to give it a try
uhhhh, hello?
Zoloft doesn't work.....actually it does a little, i find that I don't wash my hands 100 times a day now, just 56! Sad, just sad!!
"What a stupid lamb."
"What a sick, masochistic lion."
lol so ill check the stove 30 x as opposed to 60x? if i take it... super!!
if you don't take any advice from anyone, which is what people do when they're depressed, you really will hit rock bottom.
sounds like you need to try and give yourself a little shove in the right direction.
p.s. sorry if i'm being annoying. heheh
not annoying at all
but i see ur point about the advice
because im at the point of not caring anymore
http://www.prozac.com/common_pages/quiz.jsp
Toronto 2011 night 2
Hamilton 2011
London 2013
You must care a bit, otherwise you wouldn't be writing it on here.
dont care about the outcome
on the + side i havent eaten in 1 1/2 days ,, and i can afford to lose some lbs. so thats good
all my workers just orderd big burgers and steak sandwiches and im typing here
getting ready to go for a haircut,no appetitie at all amazing for me
you dont have TIME to be depressed hottstuff. just stop it!!!
and i think theres been badd news/things happening to ALOT of people. I've hadd way more than my share in the last sixxx months. Everyones story is different but somehow we all get THRU it. please dont smoke yourself to death....WE GOTTA SEE THE NORTH SHORE AGAIN!!!!!
Sir Mike McCready is....THE MASTER!!! WAHHH!!!
EVENFLOW PSYCHOS H.N.I.C~FEEL THE FLOW!!!
"Pearl Jam fans are obsessed, they'd see the boys in HELL if tickets were sold."-CROJAM95
It takes balls to put out a UKE album!
I made a 65!! It is safe to say I'm depressed!
Dammit!! :(
"What a stupid lamb."
"What a sick, masochistic lion."
Well, I don't know what your circumstances are so I'll try not to interfere too much.
As long as you haven't seriously gotten to the point where you're thinking of killing yourself, there's always a little bit of strength in there to push yourself in the right direction - otherwise you wouldn't be at work.
But sometimes, I think, if your family or friends aren't being very supportive, it's only when you hit rock bottom that you realise only you can make yourself feel better.
cant see it but thanx
I check the stove before I leave for work and I don't even make anything on it certain days. I wash my hands constantly which make my hands crack and dry so I have to constantly apply lotion. I carry a HUGE purse that can hold my big bottle of sanitizer and my Lysol wipes. I wipe down elevator buttons, carts at the grocery store, telephones at my work, doorknobs at my work, I have to wipe my keyboard at my computer at work almost 15 times a day, just in case someone uses my desk while I'm at lunch! I wipe down my cell phone, my car's inside and outside handles. I wipe down light switches all over and I'm a perfectionist when it comes to cleaning my apartment. There is NO DUST anywhere. I have to unload the dishwasher in the morning and I start with the utensils first. When I get my nails done I have to use/bring my own tools and I refuse to get a spa pedicure, I only get the kind that they get a small bucket and I clean it out first. I'm fucked up!!
"What a stupid lamb."
"What a sick, masochistic lion."
Verona??? it's all surmountable
Dublin 23.08.06 "The beauty of Ireland, right there!"
Wembley? We all believe!
Copenhagen?? your light made us stars
Chicago 07? And love
What a different life
Had I not found this love with you
You want taco or tortilla??
lol
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
i dont get it
Verona??? it's all surmountable
Dublin 23.08.06 "The beauty of Ireland, right there!"
Wembley? We all believe!
Copenhagen?? your light made us stars
Chicago 07? And love
What a different life
Had I not found this love with you
You don't remember J? lol That lady(?!) asking her(?!) mom if she wanted a taco or tortilla? lol
You are worse off than I thought....
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
ooooooooooooooooooooooooo the airport lol
i still havent figured out what that was
that was the only good thing about the flight being delayed
Toronto 2011 night 2
Hamilton 2011
London 2013
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Verona??? it's all surmountable
Dublin 23.08.06 "The beauty of Ireland, right there!"
Wembley? We all believe!
Copenhagen?? your light made us stars
Chicago 07? And love
What a different life
Had I not found this love with you
I clicked sometimes threw a bunch of them.
I thought I was editing and guess I didn't.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say