massive depression

NY PJ1
NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
edited December 2007 in All Encompassing Trip
it gets worse by the day
everyday its more bad news
god i hope this month ends
and now cold snow on top of it

im on a quest to smoke myself to death
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  • Lizard
    Lizard So Cal Posts: 12,091
    Awwww....i am having a lot of bad news too (this whole year for that matter).

    Maybe that get together on Friday would be good for you?
    So I'll just lie down and wait for the dream
    Where I'm not ugly and you're lookin' at me
  • Steve Dunne
    Steve Dunne Posts: 4,965
    NY PJ1 wrote:
    it gets worse by the day
    everyday its more bad news
    god i hope this month ends
    and now cold snow on top of it

    im on a quest to smoke myself to death

    What happened? The urban cougar kicked you in the cubes? The gf is pregnant and wants to marry you? The Rangers got shut out again last night?
    I love to turn you on
  • NY PJ1
    NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    Lizard wrote:
    Awwww....i am having a lot of bad news too (this whole year for that matter).

    Maybe that get together on Friday would be good for you?



    it sucks eh?

    nah ill just be a downer to the night

    even my co-workers know to stay away

    its like i sit here alone amongst 500 people ,, its a real weird feeling
    i better take some meds
  • NY PJ1
    NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    What happened? The urban cougar kicked you in the cubes? The gf is pregnant and wants to marry you? The Rangers got shut out again last night?


    no


    better not be


    yes



    lol

    but none of that factors into this
  • NY PJ1
    NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533


    although i cant listen to it at work
    that was an awesome night (and an awesome tune)

    crazy mary live for the 1st time (for me)
    little did i know it would become a regular
  • Blanche
    Blanche Posts: 247
    I haven't been here in a while and I read your threads more than respond to them, however..
    I hope you snap out of this depression thing because your stories usually make me laugh. :mad:
  • Hang in there mate, it'll get better. So I'm told.
    'We're learning songs for baby Jesus' birthday. His mum and dad were Merry and Joseph. He had a bed made of clay and the three kings bought him Gold, Frankenstein and Merv as presents.'

    - the great Sir Leo Harrison
  • NY PJ1
    NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    Blanche wrote:
    I haven't been here in a while and I read your threads more than respond to them, however..
    I hope you snap out of this depression thing because your stories usually make me laugh. :mad:


    i need an incident to happen thats worthy of talking about on here
    its been a week or so

    nothing weird happening

    and i hope so to :)
  • norm
    norm Posts: 31,146
    sorry things are shitty j......hope things turn around soon.....
  • soulsinging
    soulsinging Posts: 13,202
    NY PJ1 wrote:
    it gets worse by the day
    everyday its more bad news
    god i hope this month ends
    and now cold snow on top of it

    im on a quest to smoke myself to death

    so it isnt just the winter eh?

    i think im well on my way to smoking myself to death. i've felt like absolute shit since i picked it up again. once i get through trial this weekend, ill try going off again.
  • mookie9999
    mookie9999 Posts: 4,677
    Hope all is well. At least in between smokes you have Chipotle!
    "The leads are weak!"

    "The leads are weak? Fuckin' leads are weak? You're Weak! I've Been in this business 15 years"

    "What's your name?"

    "FUCK YOU! THAT"S MY NAME!"
  • NY PJ1
    NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    so it isnt just the winter eh?

    i think im well on my way to smoking myself to death. i've felt like absolute shit since i picked it up again. once i get through trial this weekend, ill try going off again.


    winter plays a part

    and as for the smoking , i can barely breathe
  • NY PJ1
    NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    mookie9999 wrote:
    Hope all is well. At least in between smokes you have Chipotle!


    not for awhile mookie,, bad stomach ...cant mess with that place for a few days
  • josevolution
    josevolution Posts: 32,003
    nypj1 i didn't realize that you are having these issues i hope it get's better for you soon .....
    jesus greets me looks just like me ....
  • mookie9999 wrote:
    At least in between smokes you have Chipotle!

    Yeah, eat your way right through this depression! :D





    In all seriousness, I really hope you feel better soon.
  • NY PJ1
    NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    Yeah, eat your way right through this depression! :D





    In all seriousness, I really hope you feel better soon.


    cancer or heart attack from the weight !!! lol
  • mookie9999
    mookie9999 Posts: 4,677
    NY PJ1 wrote:
    cancer or heart attack from the weight !!! lol

    Hey!!!! 11,000 posts! Oh wait, we're trying to cheer you up. Sorry! :D
    "The leads are weak!"

    "The leads are weak? Fuckin' leads are weak? You're Weak! I've Been in this business 15 years"

    "What's your name?"

    "FUCK YOU! THAT"S MY NAME!"
  • NY PJ1
    NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    mookie9999 wrote:
    Hey!!!! 11,000 posts! Oh wait, we're trying to cheer you up. Sorry! :D


    thats even more depressing ,,
  • Hawkshore
    Hawkshore Posts: 2,187
    Maybe try going back to the ghetto for some good ole fryed chicken .....that seemed to bring a smile to you the last time :p
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