massive depression

NY PJ1NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
edited December 2007 in All Encompassing Trip
it gets worse by the day
everyday its more bad news
god i hope this month ends
and now cold snow on top of it

im on a quest to smoke myself to death
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  • LizardLizard Posts: 12,091
    Awwww....i am having a lot of bad news too (this whole year for that matter).

    Maybe that get together on Friday would be good for you?
    So I'll just lie down and wait for the dream
    Where I'm not ugly and you're lookin' at me
  • Steve DunneSteve Dunne Posts: 4,965
    NY PJ1 wrote:
    it gets worse by the day
    everyday its more bad news
    god i hope this month ends
    and now cold snow on top of it

    im on a quest to smoke myself to death

    What happened? The urban cougar kicked you in the cubes? The gf is pregnant and wants to marry you? The Rangers got shut out again last night?
    I love to turn you on
  • NY PJ1NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    Lizard wrote:
    Awwww....i am having a lot of bad news too (this whole year for that matter).

    Maybe that get together on Friday would be good for you?



    it sucks eh?

    nah ill just be a downer to the night

    even my co-workers know to stay away

    its like i sit here alone amongst 500 people ,, its a real weird feeling
    i better take some meds
  • NY PJ1NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    What happened? The urban cougar kicked you in the cubes? The gf is pregnant and wants to marry you? The Rangers got shut out again last night?


    no


    better not be


    yes



    lol

    but none of that factors into this
  • NY PJ1NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533


    although i cant listen to it at work
    that was an awesome night (and an awesome tune)

    crazy mary live for the 1st time (for me)
    little did i know it would become a regular
  • BlancheBlanche Posts: 247
    I haven't been here in a while and I read your threads more than respond to them, however..
    I hope you snap out of this depression thing because your stories usually make me laugh. :mad:
  • Hang in there mate, it'll get better. So I'm told.
    'We're learning songs for baby Jesus' birthday. His mum and dad were Merry and Joseph. He had a bed made of clay and the three kings bought him Gold, Frankenstein and Merv as presents.'

    - the great Sir Leo Harrison
  • NY PJ1NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    Blanche wrote:
    I haven't been here in a while and I read your threads more than respond to them, however..
    I hope you snap out of this depression thing because your stories usually make me laugh. :mad:


    i need an incident to happen thats worthy of talking about on here
    its been a week or so

    nothing weird happening

    and i hope so to :)
  • normnorm Posts: 31,146
    sorry things are shitty j......hope things turn around soon.....
  • soulsingingsoulsinging Posts: 13,202
    NY PJ1 wrote:
    it gets worse by the day
    everyday its more bad news
    god i hope this month ends
    and now cold snow on top of it

    im on a quest to smoke myself to death

    so it isnt just the winter eh?

    i think im well on my way to smoking myself to death. i've felt like absolute shit since i picked it up again. once i get through trial this weekend, ill try going off again.
  • mookie9999mookie9999 Posts: 4,677
    Hope all is well. At least in between smokes you have Chipotle!
    "The leads are weak!"

    "The leads are weak? Fuckin' leads are weak? You're Weak! I've Been in this business 15 years"

    "What's your name?"

    "FUCK YOU! THAT"S MY NAME!"
  • NY PJ1NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    so it isnt just the winter eh?

    i think im well on my way to smoking myself to death. i've felt like absolute shit since i picked it up again. once i get through trial this weekend, ill try going off again.


    winter plays a part

    and as for the smoking , i can barely breathe
  • NY PJ1NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    mookie9999 wrote:
    Hope all is well. At least in between smokes you have Chipotle!


    not for awhile mookie,, bad stomach ...cant mess with that place for a few days
  • josevolutionjosevolution Posts: 29,525
    nypj1 i didn't realize that you are having these issues i hope it get's better for you soon .....
    jesus greets me looks just like me ....
  • mookie9999 wrote:
    At least in between smokes you have Chipotle!

    Yeah, eat your way right through this depression! :D





    In all seriousness, I really hope you feel better soon.
  • NY PJ1NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    Yeah, eat your way right through this depression! :D





    In all seriousness, I really hope you feel better soon.


    cancer or heart attack from the weight !!! lol
  • mookie9999mookie9999 Posts: 4,677
    NY PJ1 wrote:
    cancer or heart attack from the weight !!! lol

    Hey!!!! 11,000 posts! Oh wait, we're trying to cheer you up. Sorry! :D
    "The leads are weak!"

    "The leads are weak? Fuckin' leads are weak? You're Weak! I've Been in this business 15 years"

    "What's your name?"

    "FUCK YOU! THAT"S MY NAME!"
  • NY PJ1NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    mookie9999 wrote:
    Hey!!!! 11,000 posts! Oh wait, we're trying to cheer you up. Sorry! :D


    thats even more depressing ,,
  • HawkshoreHawkshore Posts: 2,155
    Maybe try going back to the ghetto for some good ole fryed chicken .....that seemed to bring a smile to you the last time :p
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  • NY PJ1NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    Hawkshore wrote:
    Maybe try going back to the ghetto for some good ole fryed chicken .....that seemed to bring a smile to you the last time :p


    haven't had a thing since 7pm last night

    although thats because the stomach is on the fritz

    that ghetto chicken wouldn't help the stomach
  • mookie9999mookie9999 Posts: 4,677
    Hawkshore wrote:
    Maybe try going back to the ghetto for some good ole fryed chicken .....that seemed to bring a smile to you the last time :p

    Speaking of which, J, have you tried backyard chicken yet? It's off of Pearl. It looks pretty ghetto. I haven't tried it yet.
    "The leads are weak!"

    "The leads are weak? Fuckin' leads are weak? You're Weak! I've Been in this business 15 years"

    "What's your name?"

    "FUCK YOU! THAT"S MY NAME!"
  • NY PJ1NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    mookie9999 wrote:
    Speaking of which, J, have you tried backyard chicken yet? It's off of Pearl. It looks pretty ghetto. I haven't tried it yet.


    my desk has been ordering breakfast there for 8 years
    its also called wall st. caterers(sp)

    best bacon in all downtown

    i personally order lenny's for breakfast but they all seem to love it

    i think i had chicken there once,,it was ok

    they make a mean turkey club and blt

    sliders are ok ,nothing special
  • chinobaezachinobaeza Posts: 2,489
    hang in....maybe you can go for a walk like a tourist in NY and see how lucky you are for living there! (I now, I love NY)....ar maybe you can have a good moment laughing at my "not perfect" english...life has a lot of beautiful things!
  • NY PJ1NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    chinobaeza wrote:
    hang in....maybe you can go for a walk like a tourist in NY and see how lucky you are for living there! (I now, I love NY)....ar maybe you can have a good moment laughing at my "not perfect" english...life has a lot of beautiful things!


    english isnt that bad


    if it was the summer i would be out in the city in a heartbeat

    but in this weather when i go for a walk,,its to the bus to go home
    (or smoke a stogie)
  • mookie9999mookie9999 Posts: 4,677
    NY PJ1 wrote:
    best bacon in all downtown

    Dutch: Nothing burps better than bacon. Your water looked tasty.
    "The leads are weak!"

    "The leads are weak? Fuckin' leads are weak? You're Weak! I've Been in this business 15 years"

    "What's your name?"

    "FUCK YOU! THAT"S MY NAME!"
  • NY PJ1NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    mookie9999 wrote:
    Dutch: Nothing burps better than bacon. Your water looked tasty.

    im your own personal zagat's
  • mookie9999mookie9999 Posts: 4,677
    NY PJ1 wrote:
    im your own personal zagat's


    No shit! I need to burn my copy and go straight to the source~ LOL!!
    "The leads are weak!"

    "The leads are weak? Fuckin' leads are weak? You're Weak! I've Been in this business 15 years"

    "What's your name?"

    "FUCK YOU! THAT"S MY NAME!"
  • kenshuntkenshunt Posts: 2,863
    NY PJ1 wrote:
    it sucks eh?

    nah ill just be a downer to the night

    even my co-workers know to stay away

    its like i sit here alone amongst 500 people ,, its a real weird feeling
    i better take some meds
    Well i've been on depression pills for a few months now, i dunno if they will help, it just seems to make life more managable for me, so i hope everything gets better soon.
    London 2005
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  • HawkshoreHawkshore Posts: 2,155
    NY PJ1 wrote:
    it gets worse by the day
    everyday its more bad news
    god i hope this month ends
    and now cold snow on top of it

    im on a quest to smoke myself to death

    Come on admit it the real reason your down is because you miss your buds Cory & Lou :)
    Van 92.07.21 / Van 98.07.19 / Sea 98.07.22 / Tor 98.08.22 / Sea 00.11.06 / Van 03.05.30/ Van 05.09.02/ Gorge 06.07.22 & 23 / EV Van 08.04.02 / Tor 09.08.21 / Sea 09.09.21 & 22 / Van 09.09.25 / Van 11.09.25 / Van 13.12.04 / Pem 16.07.17 / Sea 18.08.10
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