Oh I'm 30. The weird thing is, it's been a year (actually a year today!) and I haven't really felt that bad about it until now. I mean of course I had some crying and stuff when I first left, but it wasn't that bad, I think because I felt like he'd still always be there for me and stuff...but now, it's a little different.
So I went out and got absolutely hammered last night. I'm not sure how much I drank but I know I spent $45 and a guy bought me a drink, and then I think there was a shot in there somewhere...so I drank like $50+ of alcohol! It was unfortunate, because the guy who bought me the drink was...well...pretty awesome. So I was sober enough to know that he was...pretty awesome...but not sober enough to make a very good impression. I do have his business card, but no reason to get in touch. I think I just have to hope I run into him in the square (unless this chick I was with goes after him...she was totally moving in on my claim).
oh p.s. thanks everyone for being so supportive. I know I'm being a baby and stuff. Nice to hear your thoughts on the matter.
1. You have a reason to get in touch. You can email him and just say it was nice meeting him and would he want to grab a cup of coffee some time. Wait a couple days.
2. This girl you were with needs to back off your man.
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1. You have a reason to get in touch. You can email him and just say it was nice meeting him and would he want to grab a cup of coffee some time. Wait a couple days.
2. This girl you were with needs to back off your man.
er...I don't know I don't think he was interested. when he was leaving I asked where he was going, and he said maybe a bar down the street and I said "oh want some company" and I know he kinda laughed and I THINK he said no.
yeah of point 2! I saw him and said "there's a REALLy cute guy over there by himself" and this girl and my other friend got up and went over and said to him "my friend thinks you're cute, so you should come join us." (I was pretty mortified at that btw). And then she moves in! whatev!
So now when the dude from the bar responds to your email and accepts your hook up invitation, you'll soon forget about this guy, who was just a bad lay anyway ..
'I want to hurry home to you
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I'm very, very frightening
and I'll overdo it'
So now when the dude from the bar responds to your email and accepts your hook up invitation, you'll soon forget about this guy, who was just a bad lay anyway ..
well I hope so. Well, I won't FORGET about him, he was the most important person in my life for a long time. but I do need to do something now that he is.
well it's been a week since the news has dropped, and it's actually gotten harder. not so much the thinking of him sleeping with someone else anymore, but knowing I can't talk to him. everything that happens my first inclination is to tell *him*, my first inclination when I'm not doing anything is to see if he's online. then I'm like oh right...
well it's been a week since the news has dropped, and it's actually gotten harder. not so much the thinking of him sleeping with someone else anymore, but knowing I can't talk to him. everything that happens my first inclination is to tell *him*, my first inclination when I'm not doing anything is to see if he's online. then I'm like oh right...
That's why you come in here & post a thread about whatever it is- so you can tell all of us & not email the ex.
"If you're looking for someone to pull you out of that ditch, you're out of luck."
well it's been a week since the news has dropped, and it's actually gotten harder. not so much the thinking of him sleeping with someone else anymore, but knowing I can't talk to him. everything that happens my first inclination is to tell *him*, my first inclination when I'm not doing anything is to see if he's online. then I'm like oh right...
I'm sure you knew it was gonna happen sooner or later, right?
And so the lion fell in love with the lamb...,"
"What a stupid lamb."
"What a sick, masochistic lion."
And yes, I'm drunk.... f the birds. They sux right now.
What the?? lol..
'I want to hurry home to you
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I'm very, very frightening
and I'll overdo it'
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1. You have a reason to get in touch. You can email him and just say it was nice meeting him and would he want to grab a cup of coffee some time. Wait a couple days.
2. This girl you were with needs to back off your man.
er...I don't know I don't think he was interested. when he was leaving I asked where he was going, and he said maybe a bar down the street and I said "oh want some company" and I know he kinda laughed and I THINK he said no.
yeah of point 2! I saw him and said "there's a REALLy cute guy over there by himself" and this girl and my other friend got up and went over and said to him "my friend thinks you're cute, so you should come join us." (I was pretty mortified at that btw). And then she moves in! whatev!
Hope you feel better..
I don't think his music sucks, I just don't love it
I'm kinda off him anyway.
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I'm very, very frightening
and I'll overdo it'
well I hope so. Well, I won't FORGET about him, he was the most important person in my life for a long time. but I do need to do something now that he is.
That's why you come in here & post a thread about whatever it is- so you can tell all of us & not email the ex.
It's only a question.
I think we all know the answer to that one.
haha actually, that's exactly why I posted. I've been getting urges to go off on him.
And yes, I'm drunk.... f the birds. They sux right now.
I'm sure you knew it was gonna happen sooner or later, right?
"What a stupid lamb."
"What a sick, masochistic lion."
What the?? lol..
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I'm very, very frightening
and I'll overdo it'