what would you like more than anything right now?

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  • soulsinging
    soulsinging Posts: 13,202
    GreenTeaDisease wrote:
    exercise and weight together are about 75-80% of my stress. I wake up every morning sick to stomach, will I have a perfect work out...I end up psyching myself out and not getting one at all...literally I go to bed at night worrying about workouts, I think about it all day at work, it's the first thing on my mind in the morning. I don't know how to solve this...I need to get back in performance shape, so I HAVE to think/worry about it...but I don't know how to make it so I don't feel like throwing up and bashing my head into brick walls...that's why I want to go to this fantasy place I have created in my mind, so I could just work out in peace.

    for all the shit you gave me about my views on relationships and self-esteem and whatnot, this is not normal and trumps any psychoses i might have. i certainly don't wake up or fall asleep or make myself sick thinking about those things.
  • Sian-of-the-dead
    Sian-of-the-dead Posts: 8,963
    soulsinging wrote:
    law school. courses. classwork. homework. reading assignment. papers. that sort of thing.

    ah cool, and you obviously enjoy this or is it that you have a large amount of work to do?
    Been to this many PJ shows: Reading 2006 London 2007 Manchester & London 2009 Dublin, Belfast, London, Nijmegen & Berlin 2010 Manchester 1 & Manchester 2 2012...

    ... and I still think Drive-By Truckers are better.
  • GreenTeaDisease
    GreenTeaDisease Posts: 3,359
    soulsinging wrote:
    for all the shit you gave me about my views on relationships and self-esteem and whatnot, this is not normal and trumps any psychoses i might have. i certainly don't wake up or fall asleep or make myself sick thinking about those things.

    it's performance anxiety/perfectionism, it's simple. it's actually pretty common too. i'm not saying it's a good thing, but it's not that bizarre. People might not have it for working out per se, but they have it for other things all the time...test taking, work, sports, whatever. whatever happens to be their thing.
  • pjoasisrule
    pjoasisrule Posts: 3,412
    Money
    Alpine Valley 2000
    Summerfest 2006

    "Why would they come to our concert just to boo us?" -Lisa Simpson
  • dunkman
    dunkman Posts: 19,646
    soulsinging wrote:
    you dont speak for me man. i like actual sex more than blowjobs.

    see Souly this is why you and I should rule the world.. i totally agree with this.. nothing is as good as actual sex in terms of sexual gratification... blow jobs are great.. but nothing beats the fudd :)
    oh scary... 40000 morbidly obese christians wearing fanny packs invading europe is probably the least scariest thing since I watched an edited version of The Care Bears movie in an extremely brightly lit cinema.
  • soulsinging
    soulsinging Posts: 13,202
    Sian-of-the-dead wrote:
    ah cool, and you obviously enjoy this or is it that you have a large amount of work to do?

    i have a lot to do and have fallen behind becos i got sick and lazy. i get a break in 2 weeks and i just wanna make it to that.
  • Sian-of-the-dead
    Sian-of-the-dead Posts: 8,963
    soulsinging wrote:
    i have a lot to do and have fallen behind becos i got sick and lazy. i get a break in 2 weeks and i just wanna make it to that.

    ah ok... well, good luck dude! :)
    Been to this many PJ shows: Reading 2006 London 2007 Manchester & London 2009 Dublin, Belfast, London, Nijmegen & Berlin 2010 Manchester 1 & Manchester 2 2012...

    ... and I still think Drive-By Truckers are better.
  • Foxy Mop
    Foxy Mop Posts: 2,823
    the thing I can't have
    ☆ Wishlist Foundation ☆

    This is my kind of love...
    ♥♥♥
  • cat72
    cat72 Oxford, MA Posts: 2,993
    Jeanie wrote:
    The truth, so I can be free.

    I had been wishing for that, and now I am! :D
  • failedpersephone
    failedpersephone Posts: 3,424
    I would wish that the one person that I loved with all of my heart was still alive to know that. I wish that I didn't look at the next 30 years of my projected lifespan as just a waiting game. praying each night that I will be able to see him again. that is all I wish for.
















    well that and maybe some more redvines, because the jar on my desk is empty.
    IF YOU WANT A PLATE OF MY BEEF SWELLINGTON, YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE TO PAY THE COVERCHARGE.
  • FinsburyParkCarrots
    FinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    Shitloads of money. Sod Soon Forget. I'd rather die clutching benjamins than starve to death, loved by rats.
  • JOEJOEJOE
    JOEJOEJOE Posts: 10,829
    failedpersephone wrote:
    I would wish that the one person that I loved with all of my heart was still alive to know that. I wish that I didn't look at the next 30 years of my projected lifespan as just a waiting game. praying each night that I will be able to see him again. that is all I wish for.
















    well that and maybe some more redvines, because the jar on my desk is empty.

    Do you prefer redvines when they are fresh, or when they have been around awhile, and are harder?

    The next 30 years aren't just part of a waiting game. Live your life; the person you meet up with in 30 years will love to hear about the experiences!
  • failedpersephone
    failedpersephone Posts: 3,424
    JOEJOEJOE wrote:
    Do you prefer redvines when they are fresh, or when they have been around awhile, and are harder?

    The next 30 years aren't just part of a waiting game. Live your life; the person you meet up with in 30 years will love to hear about the experiences!

    oh, I am living it - it's rad! but that was true and also very sarcastic at the same time...you know the humor that is intended to be funny but you feel kinda bad for laughing?? yeah like that.

    as for the redvines, I like fresh so they stick in my teefs and I get to look like I just bit into some very rare meat...it makes me bare my teefs more and talk like a "vampire" especially if I had too much coffee...when the redvines are hard they are kinda waxy and that is gross - might as well eat some twizzlers! hahahaa

    (I like to chant your name in my head when I read it...btw)
    IF YOU WANT A PLATE OF MY BEEF SWELLINGTON, YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE TO PAY THE COVERCHARGE.
  • soulsinging
    soulsinging Posts: 13,202
    GreenTeaDisease wrote:
    it's performance anxiety/perfectionism, it's simple. it's actually pretty common too. i'm not saying it's a good thing, but it's not that bizarre. People might not have it for working out per se, but they have it for other things all the time...test taking, work, sports, whatever. whatever happens to be their thing.

    and most of them seek some sort of professional help in coping or overcoming it. the ones who are in denial that it is a problem in their lives end up making it worse or shooting people at the local mall/campus.
  • soulsinging
    soulsinging Posts: 13,202
    failedpersephone wrote:
    oh, I am living it - it's rad! but that was true and also very sarcastic at the same time...you know the humor that is intended to be funny but you feel kinda bad for laughing?? yeah like that.

    as for the redvines, I like fresh so they stick in my teefs and I get to look like I just bit into some very rare meat...it makes me bare my teefs more and talk like a "vampire" especially if I had too much coffee...when the redvines are hard they are kinda waxy and that is gross - might as well eat some twizzlers! hahahaa

    (I like to chant your name in my head when I read it...btw)

    what are redvines?
  • PJaddicted
    PJaddicted Posts: 1,432
    Waiting for my year of vacations to start....next Wednesday....Stratton VT with a group of people from work, our company pays for the entire time!....we always have a blast...then next month off to FL with my family....and after that several more trips, I want to savor them all!

    oxc
    ~*LIVE~LOVE~LAUGH*~

    *May the Peace of the Wilderness be with YOU*

    He is your friend, your partner, your defender, your dog. You are his life, his love, his leader. He will be yours, faithful and true, to the last beat of his heart. You owe it to him to be worthy of such devotion.
    — Unknown
  • failedpersephone
    failedpersephone Posts: 3,424
    soulsinging wrote:
    what are redvines?
    wait...what????

    where are you that you have never heard of redvines?!?!?

    :eek:

    :D

    these are redvines...licorice whips... mmmmmm edible whips. :D
    IF YOU WANT A PLATE OF MY BEEF SWELLINGTON, YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE TO PAY THE COVERCHARGE.
  • Sian-of-the-dead
    Sian-of-the-dead Posts: 8,963
    failedpersephone wrote:
    wait...what????

    where are you that you have never heard of redvines?!?!?

    :eek:

    :D

    these are redvines...licorice whips... mmmmmm edible whips. :D

    we call 'em strawberry laces :D
    Been to this many PJ shows: Reading 2006 London 2007 Manchester & London 2009 Dublin, Belfast, London, Nijmegen & Berlin 2010 Manchester 1 & Manchester 2 2012...

    ... and I still think Drive-By Truckers are better.
  • soulsinging
    soulsinging Posts: 13,202
    failedpersephone wrote:
    wait...what????

    where are you that you have never heard of redvines?!?!?

    :eek:

    :D

    these are redvines...licorice whips... mmmmmm edible whips. :D

    licorice eh? we havent got them here in the midwest apparently. like jack in the box or in'n'out burger :(
  • Allie
    Allie Posts: 2,908
    to have a baby
    "...like a word misplaced, nothing said, what a waste.."
    "Sometimes life should be consumed in measured doses"
    6-01-06
    6/25/08
    Free Speedy
    and Metsy!

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