the moody thread

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  • There's no song for that, though. Maybe someone will write one for me. In the meantime, I'm going to whip up a batch of my mildly famous cranberry-orange oatmeal cookies and a batch of pistachio biscotti. I'm off today, since I'm a state employee. Of NEW JERSEY. :)
    Life is the riddle
    Of which we're caught in the middle.
    A couple of lucky ones
    Tangled up in too much love
    ~cowboy junkies
  • Still don't know what i was waiting for
    And my time was running wild
    A million dead-end streets and
    Every time i thought i'd got it made
    It seemed the taste was not so sweet

    So i turned myself to face me
    But i've never caught a glimpse
    Of how the others must see the faker
    I'm much too fast to take that test

    Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
    turn and face the strain
    Ch-ch-changes
    Don't want to be a richer man
    Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
    turn and face the strain
    Ch-ch-changes
    Just gonna have to be a different man
    Time may change me
    But i can't trace time

    I watch the ripples change their size
    But never leave the stream
    Of warm impermanence
    So the days float through my eyes

    But stil the days seem the same
    And these children that you spit on
    As they try to change their worlds
    Are immune to your consultations

    They're quite aware of what they're going through
    Strange fascination, fascinating me
    Ah changes are taking the pace i'm going through

    Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
    turn and face the strain
    Ch-ch-changes
    Oh, look out you rock 'n rollers
    Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
    turn and face the strain
    Ch-ch-changes
    Pretty soon now you're gonna get a little older
    Time may change me
    But i can't trace time
    I said that time may change me
    But i can't trace time
    "Everyone wants to be the sun that lights up your life, but I'd rather be your moon so I can shine on you during your darkest hour when your sun's not around."
  • shrug

    what's with that halo hovering
    above that thick skull
    spare me
    if i do say so - i think you're covering
    'course there was nothing
    could've prepared me

    for the side effect of this dirty drug
    the way you punish me and then you shrug


    what's with that phone call, baby
    it's like you're trying
    just trying to crush me
    do you feel stronger each time you push me, dear
    did you tell your mom you carpet bombed
    before you left here

    and is it just the side effect of this dirty drug
    or does each apology sound more like a shrug

    are you at home now with your kitty cats
    are you just at home now with the way that you act
    do you split the rent there with all your secrets
    or do you just pretend to all your friends
    they're uninvited guests

    yes and when you want it tidy tell me
    can you still dispel me
    sweep me neatly under the rug
    does your conscience ever mention
    the way that you treat me
    or do you just fend it off with a …
    If you want to tell people the truth, make them laugh, otherwise they'll kill you.

    Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth.
    -Oscar Wilde
  • From the start of life
    To your dying day
    In the dark of night
    And in the burning light of day
    It's a bloody fight
    And you can't walk away
    There's no rest in sight
    And I struggle just to slave
    I'm tired of living on the front line

    Of this

    Unholy war, unholy war
    We try, we fight, until we die
    Unholy war, unholy war
    You see, you know, you'll always be
    Unholy

    I see your burning fuse
    From a mile away
    You take the world's abuse
    Then you bow your head in shame
    You gotta learn to bite the hand
    That pulls your chain
    There's too much sanity
    It will make you go insane
    I'll fight when we're all on the same side

    Of this

    Unholy war, unholy war
    We try to fight until we die
    Unholy

    When you're all alone - Unholy
    With your thoughts of pain - Unholy
    You're a burning fuse - Unholy
    Can you break the strings - Unholy

    You're shaking in your boots
    You met your end today
    Try walking in my shoes
    You'll see we've all got hell to pay
    And we got battle wounds
    In the lion's cage
    We'll all be W's
    Beneath the numbers on the page
    As we cry til the battle is over
    "Everyone wants to be the sun that lights up your life, but I'd rather be your moon so I can shine on you during your darkest hour when your sun's not around."
  • SeeTheSky
    SeeTheSky Posts: 127
    She
    She screams in silence
    A sullen riot penetrating through her mind
    Waiting for a sign
    To smash the silence with a brick of self-control

    Are you locked up in a world
    That's been planned out for you?
    Are you feeling like a social tool without a use?

    Scream at me until my ears bleed
    I'm taking heed just for you

    She
    She's figured out
    All her doubts were someone else's point of view
    Walking up this time
    To smash the silence with a brick of self-control

    Are you locked up in a world
    That's been planned out for you?
    Are you feeling like a social tool without a use?

    Scream at me until my ears bleed
    I'm taking heed just for you...




    She~Green Day
    The time has gone, the song is over, thought I'd something more to say...
  • decides2dream
    decides2dream Posts: 14,977
    Favorite Things
    Incubus

    I'm thinking of my soul's sovereignty
    And I know everything you hate in me
    Fill me up with over-pious badgerings
    To throw them up, oh, one of my favorite things

    Remember all the lessons fed to me?
    Me the young sponge, so ready to agree
    Years have gone, I recognize the walking dead
    Now aware that I'm alive and way ahead

    Too bad the things that make you mad
    Are my favorite things
    And I'm so happy

    I see you looking, I know that you're thinking
    That I'll never go anywhere
    The things that I've done and the things
    That I've seen, I don't really expect you to care


    :cool:
    Stay with me...
    Let's just breathe...


    I am myself like you somehow


  • jamainiac
    jamainiac Posts: 429
    Well she’s walking through the clouds
    With a circus mind that’s running round
    Butterflies and zebras
    And moonbeams and fairy tales
    That’s all she ever thinks about
    Riding with the wind.

    When I’m sad, she comes to me
    With a thousand smiles, she gives to me free
    It’s alright she says it’s alright
    Take anything you want from me, anything
    Anything.

    Fly on little wing,
    Yeah yeah, yeah, little wing
    Exercising her will to lose control...
    she lets go
  • jamainiac
    jamainiac Posts: 429
    Look up Sad in the dictionary... and find...


    Intro To Can't You See (Matt Minglewood)


    This is definitely a song about loneliness.
    Let just say a farm boy from well, Cape Breton, Nova Scotia.
    He might feel that he should do something different than his daddy did.
    Farming, fishing, coal mining, you know what I mean
    Not that he's not proud of his daddy but the big city has a way of luring a country boy.

    He would not be there all too long before he got himself a pretty good job, you know what I mean
    A factory somewhere, might even work himself up to be foreman someday, you can never tell
    That still don't help his loneliness. See a man like that needs a good woman
    Oh, he could find himself a woman pretty quick all right. Some city girls like the way a country boy would treat them
    They would get themselves an apartment, you know on the 25th floor, apartment 2505
    You know what I mean. They would live real well there for quite some time. He'd be bringing home the big bucks
    It would be a year maybe when he'd be coming home from a couple hours of overtime
    He 'd be making that long anxious walk down that short corridor, go in that door and then he'd see it, that note, you know the kind of note I mean, Dear John, I'm gone
    A man like that would have his whole world fall down in front of his face
    He'd find himself at 4 o'clock in the morning down at the nearest railroad station.
    He don't really care where he goes. He don't really want to go home to Cape Breton yet.
    Something about country boys
    They don't like to go home a failure, you know what I mean.



    Can't You See (Toy Caldwell)


    Gonna take a freight train, down at the station Lord
    I don't care where it goes
    Gonna climb a mountain, the highest mountain, Lord
    I might jump right off, ain't nobody going to know

    CHORUS
    Can't you see
    Can't you see
    What that woman's
    Been doing to me

    I'm gonna find me a hole in the wall
    I might crawl inside and die
    Because that lady, mean old woman Lord
    Never had the guts to say good-bye

    REPEAT CHORUS TWICE

    Do it to me

    REPEAT CHORUS TWICE MORE

    Can't you see
    Oh such a crazy mama lady
    She's gonna drive me crazy
    Gonna take a freight train
    Way down at the station Lord
    I ain't never comin back
    Gonna ride that eastbound
    Take it all the way to Cape Breton Island
    Where the train runs out of track
    Yeah, where the train runs out of track

    CLOSE
    Exercising her will to lose control...
    she lets go
  • decides2dream
    decides2dream Posts: 14,977
    i know i've posted these lyrics before, but i don't care......definitely love the *feeling* of these words...


    Soul Meets Body
    Death Cab for Cutie

    I want to live where soul meets body
    And let the sun wrap its arms around me
    And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing
    And feel, feel what its like to be new

    Cause in my head there’s a greyhound station
    Where I send my thoughts to far off destinations
    So they may have a chance of finding a place
    where they’re far more suited than here

    I cannot guess what we'll discover
    We turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels
    But I know our filthy hand can wash one another’s
    And not one speck will remain

    I do believe it’s true
    That there are roads left in both of our shoes
    If the silence takes you
    Then I hope it takes me too
    So brown eyes I hold you near
    Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
    A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

    Where soul meets body
    Where soul meets body
    Where soul meets body

    I do believe it’s true
    That there are roads left in both of our shoes
    If the silence takes you
    Then I hope it takes me too
    So brown eyes I hold you near
    Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
    A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
    A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
    A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
    A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
    Stay with me...
    Let's just breathe...


    I am myself like you somehow


  • vmfury
    vmfury Posts: 1,091
    If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
    If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
    If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
    If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

    I never know what the future brings
    But I know you're here with me now
    We'll make it through
    And I hope you are the one I share my life with

    I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
    If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
    Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

    If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
    If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
    If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
    If you're not for me then why do I dream of me as your wife?

    I don't know why you're so far away
    But I know that this much is true
    We'll make it through
    And I hope you are the one I share my life with
    And I wish that you could be the one I die with
    And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
    I hope I love you all my life

    I don't want to run away, but I can't take it, I don't understand
    If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
    Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

    'Cause I miss you
    Body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
    And I breathe you into my heart
    And pray for the strength to stand today
    'Cause I love you
    Whether it's wrong or right
    And though I can't be with you tonight
    You know my heart is by your side

    I don’t wanna run away, but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
    If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
    Is there any way that I can stay in your arms....
    We’ll meet again, but not yet…not yet. 
  • olderman
    olderman Posts: 1,765
    Cat’s foot iron claw
    Neuro-surgeons scream for more
    At paranoia’s poison door.
    Twenty first century schizoid man.

    Blood rack barbed wire
    Polititians’ funeral pyre
    Innocents raped with napalm fire
    Twenty first century schizoid man.

    Death seed blind man’s greed
    Poets’ starving children bleed
    Nothing he’s got he really needs
    Twenty first century schizoid man.
    Down the street you can hear her scream youre a disgrace
    As she slams the door in his drunken face
    And now he stands outside
    And all the neighbours start to gossip and drool
    He cries oh, girl you must be mad,
    What happened to the sweet love you and me had?
    Against the door he leans and starts a scene,
    And his tears fall and burn the garden green
  • meme
    meme Posts: 4,695
    I went out walking the other day
    Seen a little girl crying along the way
    She'd been hurt so bad said she'd never love again
    Someday your crying girl will end
    And you'll find once again

    CHORUS
    Two hearts are better than one
    Two hearts girl get the job done
    Two hearts are better than one

    Once I spent my time playing tough guy scenes
    But I was living in a world of childish dreams
    Someday these childish dreams must end
    To become a man and grow up to dream again
    Now I believe in the end

    CHORUS

    Sometimes it might seem like it was planned
    For you to roam empty hearted through this land
    Though the world turns you hard and cold
    There's one thing mister, that I know
    That's if you think your heart is stone
    And that you're rough enough to whip this world alone
    Alone buddy there ain't no peace of mind
    That's why I'll keep searching till I find my special one
    ... and the will to show I will always be better than before.
  • jamainiac
    jamainiac Posts: 429
    and I wished for so long...
    I cannot stay
    All the precious moments...
    Cannot stay
    It's not like wings have fallen...
    I cannot say
    Without you something is missing...
    I cannot say

    Holding hands of daughters and sons
    In their phase they're falling down
    Down, down, down

    I have wished for so long...
    How I wish for you again

    Will I walk the long road?
    I cannot stay
    There's no need to say goodbye

    Oh, the friends and family...
    All the memories going round
    Round, round round...

    I have wished for so long...
    How I wished for you today

    And the wind keeps rollin'
    And the sky keeps turning grey
    And the sun is set
    The sun will rise another day

    I have wished for so long...
    How I wish for you today

    I have wished for so long...
    How I wish for you today
    Will I walk the long road?
    We all walk the long road
    Exercising her will to lose control...
    she lets go
  • ladygooddiva
    ladygooddiva Posts: 4,169
    i feel burned out a bit ...
  • jamainiac
    jamainiac Posts: 429
    (chorus)
    It's okay, we've all seen better days
    It's okay, you don't have to run and hide away
    It's okay
    It's okay, yeah we love you anyway

    For in those reckless moments
    When doubt is creeping in your head
    Feeling like you've lost your youth
    And the dreams you had are cold and dead
    I can't reach you anymore
    That's gonna take a different man
    I can't protect you like before
    You've slipped beyond my hands
    But it's okay.......

    I wish that I could light the path
    That leads to a life of no mistakes
    Hold you from the damned be done
    That living out of safety seems to take
    I remember still the child in you
    As if only yesterday
    It was easy to break through
    I only had to kiss the pain
    But it's okay.......

    This is my chance, this is my life
    And my opening hour
    This is my choice, this is my voice
    There may be no tomorrow
    This is my plea, this is my need
    This is my time for standing free
    This is my step, this is my depth
    In a world demanding of me
    But is's okay.......
    Exercising her will to lose control...
    she lets go
  • vmfury
    vmfury Posts: 1,091
    Working so hard, every night and day
    And now we get the pay back
    Trying so hard, saving up the paper
    Now we get to lay back
    Working so hard, every night and day
    And now we get the pay back, the pay back, the pay back

    Champagne kisses, hold me in your lap of luxury
    I only want to fly first-class desires, you're my limousine
    So elegant, the way we ride, our passion, it just multiplies
    There's platinum lightning in the sky
    Look I'm livin' like a queen

    This kind of love is getting expensive
    We know how to live, baby
    We're luxurious, like Egyptian cotton
    We're so rich in love, we're rollin' in cashmere
    Got it in fifth gear, baby
    Diamond in the rough is lookin' so sparkly

    Working so hard, every night and day
    And now we get the pay back
    Trying so hard, saving up the paper
    Now we get to lay back
    Working so hard, every night and day
    And now we get the pay back, the pay back, the pay back

    Sugar, honey, sexy baby
    When we touch it turns to gold
    Sensitive and delicate, kinda like a tuberose
    You know you are my treasure chest
    It's pure perfection when we kiss and
    You're my Mr., I'm your Miss
    Gonna be until we're old

    This kind of love is getting expensive
    We know how to live, baby
    We're luxurious, like Egyptian cotton

    Working so hard, every night and day
    And now we get the pay back
    Trying so hard, saving up the paper
    Now we get to lay back
    Working so hard, every night and day
    And now we get the pay back, the pay back, the pay back

    Cha-ching, cha-ching, we're loaded and we're not gonna blow it
    Cha-ching, cha-ching, we're hooked up with the love 'cause we grow it
    Cha-ching, cha-ching, we got hydroponic love and we're smokin'
    Cha-ching, cha-ching, we burn it, you and I, we are so lit

    And we're so rich in love, we're rollin' in cashmere
    Got it in fifth gear, baby
    Diamond in the rough is lookin' so sparkly

    Working so hard, every night and day
    And now we get the pay back
    Trying so hard, saving up the paper
    Now we get to lay back
    Working so hard, every night and day
    And now we get the pay back, the pay back, the pay back

    :cool:
    We’ll meet again, but not yet…not yet. 
  • decides2dream
    decides2dream Posts: 14,977
    I Have the Touch
    Peter Gabriel

    The time I like is the rush hour, cos I like the rush
    The pushing of the people - I like it all so much
    Such a mass of motion - do not know where it goes
    I move with the movement and ... I have the touch

    I'm waiting for ignition, I'm looking for a spark
    Any chance collision and I light up in the dark
    There you stand before me, all that fur and all that hair
    Oh, do I dare ... I have the touch

    Wanting contact
    I'm wanting contact
    I'm wanting contact with you
    Shake those hands, shake those hands
    Give me the thing I understand
    Shake those hands, shake those hands
    Shake those hands, shake those hands

    Any social occasion, it's hello, how do you do
    All those introductions, I never miss my cue
    So before a question, so before a doubt
    My hand moves out and ... I have the touch

    Wanting contact
    I'm wanting contact
    I'm wanting contact with you
    Shake those hands, shake those hands
    Give me the thing I understand
    Shake those hands, shake those hands

    Pull my chin, stroke my hair, scratch my nose, hug my knees
    Try drink, food, cigarette, tension will not ease
    I tap my fingers, fold my arms, breathe in deep, cross my legs
    Shrug my shoulders, stretch my back - but nothing seems to please

    I need contact
    I need contact
    Nothing seems to please
    I need contact
    Stay with me...
    Let's just breathe...


    I am myself like you somehow


  • vmfury
    vmfury Posts: 1,091
    Though I've tried before to tell him
    Of the feelings I have for him in my heart
    Every time that I come near him
    I just lose my nerve
    As I've done from the start

    Every little thing he does is magic
    Everything he does just turns me on
    Even though my life before was tragic
    Now I know my love for him goes on

    Do I have to tell the story
    Of a thousand rainy days
    Since we first met?
    It's a big enough umbrella
    But it's always me that ends up getting wet

    Every little thing he does is magic
    Everything he does just turns me on
    Even though my life before was tragic
    Now I know my love for him goes on

    I resolve to call him up a thousand times a day
    And ask him if he'll marry me in some old fashioned way
    But my silent fears have gripped me
    Long before I reach the phone
    Long before my tongue has tripped me

    Every little thing he does is magic
    Everything he does just turns me on
    Even though my life before was tragic
    Now I know my love for him goes on.
    We’ll meet again, but not yet…not yet. 
  • decides2dream
    decides2dream Posts: 14,977
    ahhh, that sort of mood today...more gabriel...

    Blood of Eden

    I caught sight of my reflection
    I caught it in the window
    I saw the darkness in my heart
    I saw the signs of my undoing
    They had been there from the start
    And the darkness still has work to do
    The knotted chord's untying
    They're heated and they're holy
    Oh they're sitting there on high
    So secure with everything they're buying

    {Chorus:}
    In the blood of Eden
    Lie the woman and the man
    With the man in the woman
    And the woman in the man
    In the blood of Eden
    Lie the woman and the man
    We wanted the union
    Oh the union of the woman
    The woman and the man

    My grip is surely slipping
    I think I've lost my hold
    Yes, I think I've lost my hold
    I cannot get insurance anymore
    They don't take credit, only gold
    Is that a dagger or a crucifix I see
    You hold so tightly in your hand
    And all the while the distance grows between you and me
    I do not understand

    [Chorus]

    At my request, you take me in
    In that tenderness, I am floating away
    No certainty, nothing to rely on
    Holding still for a moment
    What a moment this is
    Oh for a moment of forgetting, a moment of bliss
    Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

    I can hear the distant thunder
    Of a million unheard souls
    Of a million unheard souls
    Watch each one reach for creature comfort
    For the filling of their holes

    In the blood of Eden
    Lie the woman and the man
    With the man in the woman
    And the woman in the man
    In the blood of Eden
    We wanted the union
    Of the woman and the man

    In the blood of Eden
    Lie the woman and the man
    I feel the man in the woman
    And the woman in the man

    In the blood of Eden
    Lie the woman and the man
    I feel the man in the woman
    And the woman in the man


    In the blood of Eden
    We've done everything we can
    In the blood of Eden
    Saw the end as we began
    With the man in the woman
    And the woman in the man
    It was all for the union
    Oh, the union of the woman, the woman and the man.
    Stay with me...
    Let's just breathe...


    I am myself like you somehow


  • Ayedavanita
    Ayedavanita Posts: 1,443
    If you like Pina Coladas and getting caught in the rain......


    makes me giggle
    "You think I got my eyes closed but I'm lookin' at you the whole fuckin' time..."