the moody thread

Ayedavanita

vmfury wrote:

YAY!!! You're going to LOVE it. Good day to YOU, sweetie. Here's a song for your excitement.



Tonight's the night we're gonna make it happen
Tonight we'll put all other things aside
Get in this time and show me some affection
We're goin' for those pleasures in the night

I want to love you, feel you, wrap myself around you
I want to squeeze you, please you, I just can't get enough
And if you move real slow I let it go

I'm so excited and I just can't hide it
I'm about to lose control and I think I like it
I'm so excited and I just can't hide it
And I know I know I know I know I know I want you

We shouldn't even think about tomorrow
Sweet memories will last for long long time
We'll have a good time, Baby, don't do worry
And if we're still playin' around boy that's just fine

Let's get excited, we just can't hide it
I'm about to lose control and I think I like it
I'm so excited and I just can't hide it
I know I know I know I know I know I want you, I want you

I want to love you, feel you, wrap myself around you
I want to squeeze you, please you, I just can't get enough
And if you move real slow I let it go

I'm so excited, I just can't hide it
I'm about to lose control and I think I like it
I'm so excited and I just can't hide it
I know I know I know I know I know I want you



hahahahahaha!!!!!!

Holy shit! That pulled a HUGE gut wrenching, coughing, tearing, hacking laugh from me, lol.

Anon

"Just as there comes a warm sunbeam into every cottage window, so comes a love - born of God's care for every separate need"

- Nathaniel Hawthorne

vmfury

So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a greater wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you, through the darkest of your days
If a greater wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Well then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go

chiquimonkey

don't it make you smile

vmfury

Your lights are on
But you're not home
Your mind is not your own
Your heart sweats
Your body shakes
Another kiss is what it takes

You can't sleep
You can't eat
There's no doubt
You're in deep
Your throat is tight
You can't breathe
Another kiss is all you need

Whoa, you like to think that you're immune to the stuff
Oh yeah
It's closer to the truth to say you can't get enough
You know you're gonna have to face it
You're addicted to love

You see the signs
But you can't read
You're running at a different speed
Your heart beats in double time
Another kiss and you'll be mine

A one track mind
You can't be saved
Oblivion is all you crave
If there's some left for you
You don't mind if you do

Whoa, you like to think that you're immune to the stuff
Oh yeah
It's closer to the truth to say you can't get enough
You know you're gonna have to face it
You're addicted to love
Gonna have to face it
You’re addicted to love
Might as well face it
You’re addicted to love

Your lights are on
But you’re not home
Your will is not your own
Your heart sweats
Your teeth grind
Another kiss and you’ll be mine

Whoa, you like to think that you’re immune to the stuff
Oh yeah
It’s closer to the truth to say you can’t get enough
You know you're gonna have to face it
You're addicted to love.

vmfury

Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch shepherd need shepherd
But you you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced love like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate.....

mariposa

Hard Road
Sam Roberts

Feel, feel it grow
In your mind
In your mind

Life is how you live it
Through time
Through time

And there's no desert sun
That is hot enough to feed your fire
We shipwreck like fools
Only to become the ocean's choir

And the sun dies until it's reborn
But there's no road that ain't a hard road to travel on

Got lost on the way but you found the road again
Stay true to your friends 'cause they'll save you in the end

There must be something in the air, in the air
Some kind of answer to my prayers, to my prayers
Some kind of answer to my prayers

I've been dying since the day I was born
'Cause there's no road that ain't a hard road to travel on

I have a vision in my mind
Of a life that I've left behind
And can't you see that lost souls can't swim
You know you'll sink but you still jump in
And it's alright to get caught
Stealing back what you've lost
Yeah don't you know that lost souls can't swim
You beat them back or they drag you in

And I can't say that I am sorry for all my medicines

And you try to find a love that'll see you through your darkest days
And her soft brown hair is as long as the Canadian highway
And the sun dies until it's reborn
But there's no road that ain't a hard road to travel on

Been dying since the day I was born
'Cause there's no road that ain't a hard road to travel on

eddies grrl

had a northern lad
well, not exactly had
he moved like the sunset
god, who painted that?

at first he loved my accent
oh, how his knees could bend...
i thought we'd be ok
but i feel that something is wrong

and don't say that you don't

and if you could see me now
i said if you could see me now-

girls, you've got to know when it's time to turn the page
and when you're only wet
because of the rain

he don't show much these days
it gets so fucking cold
i loved his secret places
but i can't go there anymore

well i feel the west in you
but i feel that something's over, too

and don't say that you don't

and if you could see me now
i said if you could see me now-

girls, you've got to know when it's time to turn the page
and when you're only wet
because of the rain
because of the rain



~tori amos

Whizbang

Whizbang wrote:

really bummed....

whether people here know or not, I have a horse. I keep her at a private barn with 3 others. One of the others is an old-timer, 22yrs old. I've known older horses so I guess I didn't really consider him "senior". He's got his sweet moments and has his cranky days (hey, he's 22, he's allowed). His owner has had him for 7yrs, he was retired show horse and was just her speed....level headed, steady. I've ridden him, he's fun. Take care of him like he's mine when his owner can't make it (she's got 2 kids under 4)....so, yes, I'm attatched to him.

He ended up with a career ending injury this fall. Without delving into details that most may not understand, a bone in his hoof has rotated. Painful, yes. Can it heal? yes, though it is an injury that will end any showing and would probably keep him as a good pasture-mate the rest of his life. He's been taking a turn for the worse the last few days and sadly I think his owner and all of us who take care of him know it's time. Just feel like we let him down, like we should have done more so that it wouldn't get to this much distress for him. All he's ever asked for is hay, a clean stall, some turn-out time with his buddy (and some flirt time with my horse ), scratch in his favorite places and some treats.....just has been a bummer of a morning.

Sadly, at 1:15pm EST today, Centurio passed away. His owner made the decision to euthanize him. We all agreed that we didn't want him to go out of this world in agony and that scenario was inevitable. Miss him already.....miss the muzzle, looking for treats....miss the heavy sigh when I brushed his tail (his favorite, always saved it for last). He's in a much better place now, grazing with old friends.

decides2dream

Whizbang wrote:

Sadly, at 1:15pm EST today, Centurio passed away. His owner made the decision to euthanize him. We all agreed that we didn't want him to go out of this world in agony and that scenario was inevitable. Miss him already.....miss the muzzle, looking for treats....miss the heavy sigh when I brushed his tail (his favorite, always saved it for last). He's in a much better place now, grazing with old friends.

awww, my deepest sympathies. i think fairly accurate lyrics to post for your current mood, so sad. a small dedication then:


I Grieve

it was only one hour ago
it was all so different then
there’s nothing yet has really sunk in
looks like it always did
this flesh and bone
it’s just the way that you would tied in
now there’s no-one home

i grieve for you
you leave me
‘so hard to move on
still loving what’s gone
they say life carries on
carries on and on and on and on

the news that truly shocks is the empty empty page
while the final rattle rocks its empty empty cage
and i can’t handle this

i grieve for you
you leave me
let it out and move on
missing what’s gone
they say life carries on
they say life carries on and on and on

life carries on
in the people i meet
in everyone that’s out on the street
in all the dogs and cats
in the flies and rats
in the rot and the rust
in the ashes and the dust
life carries on and on and on and on
life carries on and on and on

it’s just the car that we ride in
a home we reside in
the face that we hide in
the way we are tied in
and life carries on and on and on and on
life carries on and on and on

did I dream this belief?
or did i believe this dream?
now i can find relief
i grieve

ladygooddiva

This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide,
You don’t know the chances. what if I should die?
A place I’d like to find, a deeper state of mind,
You don’t know the chances. I’m so blind!

Another place I find to escape the pain inside,
You don’t know the chances. what if I should die?
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain,
You don’t know the chances. I’m so blind!

Deeper and deeper is all I’m turning to.
Living a life that seems to be a lost reality,
That can never find a way to reach my inner
Self-esteem is low, how deep can I go
In the ground that I lay if I don’t find a way to
Sift through the gray that clouds my mind,
This time I look to see what’s between the lies.
This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide,

You don’t know the chances. what if I should die?
A place I’d like to find, a deeper state of mind,
You don’t know the chances. I’m so blind!

Another place I find to escape the pain inside,
You don’t know the chances. what if I should die?
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain,
You don’t know the chances. I’m so blind!

Deeper and deeper is all I’m turning to.
Living a life that seems to be a lost reality,
That can never find a way to reach my inner
Self-esteem is low, how deep can I go
In the ground that I lay if I don’t find a way to
Sift through the gray that clouds my mind,
This time I look to see what’s between the lies.

fridacorazon

You are that angel who took my heart
Now I'm bleeding, messing up all over my house
I am the girl that's holding a hole
Emptiness is crying it makes me feel alone

If I drink a whisky with my girlfriends
My heart is not with me
If I cook a meal for all my best friends
My heart is not with me
If I sing a song for mom and daddy
My heart is not with me
If I'm by myself thinking about it
My heart is not with me

I'm in my bedroom, I'm in my car
I am at the movies, now I'm in a bar
So, beautiful angel - what can I do?
nothing really matters I rather be with you

If I drink a whisky with my girlfriends
My heart is not with me
If I cook a meal for all my best friends
My heart is not with me
But if you decide to come around me
The wound may stop to bleed
And if you enjoy my smile, my angel
You should stay with me...

vmfury

Accepting all I’ve done and said
I want to stand and stare again
'Til there’s nothing left out, oh
It remains there in your eyes
Whatever comes and goes
I will hear your silent call
I will touch this tender wall
'Til I know I’m home again
Ooh

In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes

Love, I get so lost, sometimes
Days pass and this emptiness fills my heart
When I want to run away
I drive off in my car
But whichever way I go
I come back to the place you are

And all my instincts, they return
And the grand facade, so soon will burn
Without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside

In your eyes
The light, the heat
In your eyes
I am complete
In your eyes
I see the doorway
In your eyes
To a thousand churches
In your eyes
The resolution
In your eyes
Of all the fruitless searches
In your eyes
I see the light and the heat
In your eyes
Oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light
The heat I see in your eyes

In your eyes
In your eyes

Love, I don’t like to see so much pain
So much wasted
And this moment keeps slipping away
I get so tired
Of working so hard for our survival
I look to the time with you
To keep me awake and alive

And all my instincts, they return
And the grand facade, so soon will burn
Without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside

In your eyes
The light, the heat
In your eyes
I am complete
In your eyes
I see the doorway
In your eyes
To a thousand churches
In your eyes
The resolution
In your eyes
Of all the fruitless searches
In your eyes
I see the light and the heat
In your eyes
Oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light
The heat I see in your eyes

In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes

Accepting all I’ve done and said
I want to stand and stare again
Til there’s nothing left out, oh
It remains there in your eyes
Whatever comes and goes
Oh it’s in your eyes

In your eyes

I want to stand and stare again
Oh, it’s in your eyes.

jamainiac

I can’t disguise the pounding of my heart
It beats so strong
It’s in your eyes what can I say
They turn me on

I don’t care where we go
I don’t care what we do
I don’t care pretty baby
Just take me with u

Come on and touch the place in me
That’s calling out your name
We want each other oh so much
Why must we play this game?

Don’t care where we go
I don’t care what we do
I don’t care pretty baby
Just take me with u

I don’t care if we spend the night at your mansion
I don’t care if we spend the night on the town
All I want is 2 spend the night together
All I want is 2 spend the night in your arms

To be around u is so-oh right
You’re sheer perfection (thank u)
Drive me crazy, drive me all night
Just don’t break up the connection

I don’t care where we go
I don’t care what we do
I don’t care pretty baby
Just take me with u

I don’t care where we go
I don’t care what we do
I don’t care pretty baby
Just take me with u

Just take me with u
Oh won’t u take me with u
Honey take me with u

RedOak1999

Had me a drink and a kick and your message
Well you'll never gain weight from a doughnut hole
Then thought that I could decipher your message
There's no one here dear
no one at all

And if I'm wasting all your time this time
maybe you never learned to take
And if I'm hanging on to your shade
I guess I'm way beyond the pale

And southern men can grow gold
can grow pertty
Blood can be pertty like a delicate man
Copper to steel to a hinge that is faltered
that let's you in let's you in let's you in

And if I'm wasting all your time this time
maybe you never learned to take
And if I'm hanging on to your shade
I guess I'm way beyond the pale

Something's just keeping you numb

You told me last night
you were a sun now with your very own
devoted satellite
Happy for you and I am
sure that I hate you
Two sons too many too many able fires

You been waisting all my time this time
Said you never learned to take
And if I'm hanging on to your shade
I guess I'm way beyond the pale

Had me a drink and a kick and your message
You never gain weight from a doughnut hole

SeeTheSky

In keeping with Dream's Incubus theme:

I dig my toes into the sand
The ocean looks like
A thousand diamonds
Strewn across a blue blanket
I lean against the wind
Pretend that I am weightless
And in this moment
I am happy, happy
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were
Here

I lay my head onto the sand
The sky resembles
A backlit canopy
With holes punched in it
I'm counting UFOs
I signal them with
My lighter
And in this moment
I am happy, happy
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were
Here

The world's a rollercoaster
And I am not strapped in
Maybe I should hold with care
But my hands are
Busy in the air

I wish you were here.....

meme

This goes out to my favorite rollercoaster riding buddy

The screen door slams
Mary's dress waves
Like a vision she dances across the porch
As the radio plays
Roy Orbison singing for the lonely
Hey that's me and I want you only
Don't turn me home again
I just can't face myself alone again
Don't run back inside
darling you know just what I'm here for
So you're scared and you're thinking
That maybe we ain't that young anymore
Show a little faith, there's magic in the night
You ain't a beauty, but hey you're alright
Oh and that's alright with me

You can hide 'neath your covers
And study your pain
Make crosses from your lovers
Throw roses in the rain
Waste your summer praying in vain
For a savior to rise from these streets
Well now I'm no hero
That's understood
All the redemption I can offer, girl
Is beneath this dirty hood
With a chance to make it good somehow
Hey what else can we do now
Except roll down the window
And let the wind blow back your hair
Well the night's busting open
These two lanes will take us anywhere
We got one last chance to make it real
To trade in these wings on some wheels
Climb in back
Heaven's waiting on down the tracks
Oh oh come take my hand
Riding out tonight to case the promised land
Oh oh Thunder Road, oh Thunder Road
oh Thunder Road
Lying out there like a killer in the sun
Hey I know it's late we can make it if we run
Oh Thunder Road, sit tight take hold
Thunder Road

Well I got this guitar
And I learned how to make it talk
And my car's out back
If you're ready to take that long walk
>From your front porch to my front seat
The door's open but the ride it ain't free
And I know you're lonely
For words that I ain't spoken
But tonight we'll be free
All the promises'll be broken
There were ghosts in the eyes
Of all the boys you sent away
They haunt this dusty beach road
In the skeleton frames of burned out Chevrolets

They scream your name at night in the street
Your graduation gown lies in rags at their feet
And in the lonely cool before dawn
You hear their engines roaring on
But when you get to the porch they're gone
On the wind, so Mary climb in
It's a town full of losers
And I'm pulling out of here to win.

vmfury

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star.

LeilaMoonTurtle

I'll take a walk so I could curse my ass for being dumb.

Ayedavanita

When you're all alone,
and you need a light,
someone to guide you through the night,
just remember that I am here,
to hold you close and dry your tears.

Oh-ooh

And just when you thought you were falling,
but you know I'll always be right there.

When you're all alone,
and you need a friend,
someone to help you to the end,
when you need someone to catch you when you fall,
I'll be there through it all.

oh-oh

Cause just when you thought you were losing,
but you know I'll always be right there.

And I'll be there through the good times,
and the bad,
and we'll be there for each other,
cause you're the best friend I've ever had.

And just when you thought you were falling,
but you know I'll always be right there.
oh-oooh whenever you need me,
I'll always be right there.