You make me smile
Even the times I'm trying to be serious
You are possessing the quality mysterious
A special style
You, you, you
You make me smile
You make me smile
Even the times our future's looking gloomier
Come through the door and then the room looks roomier
And for a while
You, you, you
You make me smile
You make me smile
That's how I feel, boy
Whenever I'm with you
You make me smile
We're never thinking that it could be so possible
Now on the other hand, it's finally probable
I'll stay a while
'Cause you, you, you
You make me smile
You make me smile
That's how I feel, boy
Whenever I'm with you
You make me smile
That's what you do to me, baby
All the things I seem to feel uptight about
Aren't so devasting after all
This must be what life is all about
Standing tall each time you take a fall
You, you, you make me smile
That's how I feel, boy
Whenever I'm with you
You make me smile
That's what you do to me, baby
You make me smile
That's how I feel, boy
Whenever I'm with you
Can't you see that it's just rainin'
There ain't no need to go outside
But baby, you hardly even notice
When I try to show you
this song It's meant to keep you
From doin' what you're supposed to
Like wakin' up too early
Maybe we could sleep in
I'll make you banana pancakes
Pretend like it's the weekend now
And we could pretend it all the time
Can't you see that it's just rainin'
There ain't no need to go outside
But just maybe, hala ka ukulele
Mama made a baby
I really don't mind the practice
Because you're my little lady
Lady, lady love me
Because I love to lay here lazy
We could close the curtains
Pretend like there's no world outside
And we could pretend that all the time
Can't you see that it's just raining
There ain't no need to go outside
Ain't no need, ain't no need
Can't you see, can't you see
Rain all day and I don't mind
The telephone singing, ringing, it's too early
Don't pick it up
We don't need to
We got everything we need right here
And everything we need is enough
It's just so easy
When the whole world fits inside of your arms
Do we really need to pay attention to the alarm
Wake up slow, wake up slow
But baby, you hardly even notice
When I try to show you this song
It's meant to keep you
From doin' what your supposed to
Like wakin' up too early
Maybe we could sleep in
I'll make you banana pancakes
Pretend like it's the weekend now
And we could pretend it all the time
Can't you see that it's just rainin'
There ain't no need to go outside
Ain't no need, ain't no need
Rain all day and I really, really, really don't mind
Can't you see, can't you see
We've got to wake up slow
Exercising her will to lose control...
she lets go
I'm hungry. Is hungry a mood? Are there any good songs about being hungry? All I had was soup and an orange for lunch b/c I was stuck in a yucky meeting with yucky sandwiches and yucky people talking about yucky work. Yuck.
On an upbeat note, I'm also in the mood to shop. Maybe I'll go to Wegman's and blow $100 on gourmet take out.
Life is the riddle
Of which we're caught in the middle.
A couple of lucky ones
Tangled up in too much love
~cowboy junkies
What a beautiful face I have found in this place
that is circling all round the sun what a beautiful
dream that could flash on the screen in a blink of
an eye and be gone from me soft and sweet let
me hold it close and keep it here with me and
one day we will die and our ashes will fly from the
aeroplane over the sea but for now we are
young let us lay in the sun and count every
beautiful thing we can see love to be in the arms
of all im keeping here with me
What a curious life we have found here tonight
there is music that sounds from the street there
are lights in the clouds
Anna's ghost all around Hear her voice as it's
rolling and ringing through me soft and sweet
how the notes all bend and reach above the
trees now how I remember you how I would
push my fingers through your mouth to make
those muscles move that made your voice so
smooth and sweet and now we keep where we
don't know all secrets sleep in winter clothes
with one you loved so long ago now he don't
even know his name what a beautiful face I
have found in this place that is circling all round
the sun and when we meet on a cloud I'll be
laughing out loud I'll be laughing with everyone I
see can't believe how strange it is to be anything
at all
What's this feeling?
My love will rip a hole in the ceiling
Giving myself to you from the essence of my being
Sing to my God, all these songs of love and healing
Want Moshiach now so it's time we start revealing
You're all that I have and you're all that I need
Each and every day I pray to get to know you please
I want to be close to you, yes I'm so hungry
You're like water for my soul when it gets thirsty
Without you there's no me
You're the air that I breathe
Sometimes the world is dark and I just can't see
With these demons surround all around to bring me down to negativity
But I believe, yes I believe, I said I believe
I'll stand on my own two feet
Won't be brought down on one knee
Fight with all of my might and get these demons to flee
Hashem's rays fire blaze burn bright and I believe
Out of darkness comes light, twilight unto the heights
Crown Heights burning up all through 'til midnight
Said thank you to my God, now I finally got it right
And I'll fight with all of my heart
And all of my soul, and all of my might
What's this feeling?
My love will rip a hole in the ceiling
Giving myself to you from the essence of my being
Sing to my God, all these songs of love and healing
Want Moshiach now so it's time we start revealing
I don't want no sinsemilla.
That would only bring me down
Burn away my brain, no way my brain is too compound
Torah food for my brain, let it rain 'til I drown
Thunder!
Let the blessings come down
Strip away the layers and reveal your soul
Got to give yourself up and then you become whole
You're a slave to yourself and you don't even know
You want to live the fast life, but your brain moves slow
If you're trying to stay high then you're bound to stay low
You want God, but you can't deflate your ego
If you're already there then there's nowhere to go
If you're cup's already full then it's bound to overflow
If you're drowning in the waters and you can't stay afloat
Ask Him for mercy and he'll throw you a rope
You're looking for help from God, you say he couldn't be found
Looking up to the sky and searching beneath the ground
Like a King without his crown
Yes, you keep falling down
You really want to live, but can't get rid of your frown
Tried to reach unto the heights and wound bound down on the ground
Given up your pride and the you heard a sound
Out of night comes day and out of day comes light
Nullified to the One like sunlight in a ray
Making room for His love and a fire gone blaze
What's this feeling?
My love will rip a hole in the ceiling
Giving myself to you from the essence of my being
Sing to my God, all these songs of love and healing
Want Moshiach now so it's time we start revealing
Reeling him in
Where ya been
Where ya been
Where ya been for so long?
It's hard to stay strong, been living in galus for 2000 years strong
Where ya been for so long?
Been livig in this exhile for too long.
Sad....I was trying to clean up my emails and came across some very old ones. They are from an old love and I can't delete them. Why is it that someone who touched you for such a short time you'll never forget while others that were in your life for a long time you've already forgotten? Only a few are worth the memories. This one isn't but I miss him!
Hangin' out on 2nd avenue
eating chicken vindaloo
I just wanna be with you
I just wanna have something to do
tonight, tonight
tonight, tonight
wait now
wait now
wait for me now
hangin' out all by myself
I don't want to be with anybody else
I just wanna be with you
I just wanna have something to do
tonight, tonight
tonight, tonight
alright
tonight, tonight
tonight, tonight
tonight, tonight
alright
tonight, tonight...
"You think I got my eyes closed but I'm lookin' at you the whole fuckin' time..."
All I know
Is everything is not as it seemed
But the more I grow
The less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds, the more I sow
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn, the more I learn
The more I cry, the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try...
All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful
And that's life
It's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love.
folded in your fleshy purse
i am floating once again
while the muted sounds are pumping rhythm
all the walls close in on me
pressure’s building wave on wave
‘til the water breaks – and outside i go, oh
one dot, that’s on or off, defines what is and what is not, one dot
two dot, a pair of eyes, a voice, a touch, complete surprise, two dot
growing up, growing up,
looking for a place to live
growing up, growing up
looking for a place to live
growing up, growing up,
looking for a place to live
my ghost likes to travel so far in the unknown
my ghost likes to travel so deep into your space
three dot, a trinity, a way to map the universe,
three dot
four dot, is what will make a square, a bed to build on, it’s all there,
four dot
my ghost likes to travel so far in the unknown
my ghost likes to travel so deep into your space
all the slow clouds pass us by
make the Empire State look high
as you take me in your sea-stained sweetness
it spills, it tingles and it stings
all the pleasure that it brings
‘til the door has let the outside inside here
well on the floor there’s a long wooden table
on the table there’s an open book
on the page there’s a detailed drawing
and on the drawing is the name i took
my ghost likes to travel so far in the unknown
my ghost likes to travel so deep into your space
growing up, growing up,
looking for a place to live
growing up, growing up
looking for a place to live
growing up, growing up,
looking for a place to live
growing up, growing up,
looking for a place to live
my ghost likes to travel
my ghost likes to travel
moving inside of your space
my ghost likes to travel
my ghost likes to travel
moving inside of your space
my ghost likes to travel
moving inside
my ghost likes to travel
moving inside of your space
my ghost likes to travel
moving inside
my ghost likes to travel
moving inside of your space
the breathing stops, i don’t know when
in transition once again
such a struggle getting through these changes
and it all seems so absurd
to be flying like a bird
when i do not feel I’ve really landed here
whether people here know or not, I have a horse. I keep her at a private barn with 3 others. One of the others is an old-timer, 22yrs old. I've known older horses so I guess I didn't really consider him "senior". He's got his sweet moments and has his cranky days (hey, he's 22, he's allowed). His owner has had him for 7yrs, he was retired show horse and was just her speed....level headed, steady. I've ridden him, he's fun. Take care of him like he's mine when his owner can't make it (she's got 2 kids under 4)....so, yes, I'm attatched to him.
He ended up with a career ending injury this fall. Without delving into details that most may not understand, a bone in his hoof has rotated. Painful, yes. Can it heal? yes, though it is an injury that will end any showing and would probably keep him as a good pasture-mate the rest of his life. He's been taking a turn for the worse the last few days and sadly I think his owner and all of us who take care of him know it's time. Just feel like we let him down, like we should have done more so that it wouldn't get to this much distress for him. All he's ever asked for is hay, a clean stall, some turn-out time with his buddy (and some flirt time with my horse ), scratch in his favorite places and some treats.....just has been a bummer of a morning.
believe it or not, we don't "need" anything. that is only the spoiled brat in us trying to fill some temporary solution to an emptyness that does not exist.
I have eaten so much gold I crapped excellence - drtyfrnk29
Life is either a daring adventure or nothing at all!
"who would i be (the question)"
kindred the family stone
Who would I be if I didn't know you?
Where would I go if I didn't know you?
What would I do if I didn't know you?
Who would I be if I didn't know you?
You don't recognize it, I tell you no lie
That you're the reason why my life has turned right
Every day I'm thankful, but at times I don't show you
My world would be incomplete if I didn't know you
Who would I be if I didn't know you?
Where would I go if I didn't know you?
What would I do if I didn't know you?
Who would I be if I didn't know you?
Everytime you kiss me, you make me remember
That sunny fall day, at the end of September
Boy I can't imagine no, what would I do
If I didn't know you
whether people here know or not, I have a horse. I keep her at a private barn with 3 others. One of the others is an old-timer, 22yrs old. I've known older horses so I guess I didn't really consider him "senior". He's got his sweet moments and has his cranky days (hey, he's 22, he's allowed). His owner has had him for 7yrs, he was retired show horse and was just her speed....level headed, steady. I've ridden him, he's fun. Take care of him like he's mine when his owner can't make it (she's got 2 kids under 4)....so, yes, I'm attatched to him.
He ended up with a career ending injury this fall. Without delving into details that most may not understand, a bone in his hoof has rotated. Painful, yes. Can it heal? yes, though it is an injury that will end any showing and would probably keep him as a good pasture-mate the rest of his life. He's been taking a turn for the worse the last few days and sadly I think his owner and all of us who take care of him know it's time. Just feel like we let him down, like we should have done more so that it wouldn't get to this much distress for him. All he's ever asked for is hay, a clean stall, some turn-out time with his buddy (and some flirt time with my horse ), scratch in his favorite places and some treats.....just has been a bummer of a morning.
I'm floating down a river
Oars freed from their holes long ago
Lying face up on the floor of my vessel
I marvel at the stars
And feel my heart overflow
Further down the river
Two weeks without my lover
I'm in this boat alone
Floating down a river named emotion
Will I make it back to shore
Or drift into the unknown
Further down the river
I'm building an antenna
Transmissions will be sent when I am through
Maybe we'll meet again further down the river
And share what we both discovered...
Then revel in the view
In my fantasy I’m a pantomime
I’ll just move my hands and everyone sees what I mean
Words are too messy
And it’s way past time
To hand in my mouth
Paint my face white and try to
Reinvent the sea
One wave at a time
Speak without my voice and see the world by candlelight
I ain’t afraid to let it out
I’m unafraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all
In my fantasy no such thing as time
Minutes bleed into days
Avant garde
Show me your heresies
And I’ll show you mine
We only speak in pantomimes on this carpet ride
I ain’t afraid to let it out
I’m unafraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all
In my fantasy you look good entwined
In my hair and skin and spit and sweat and spilled red wine
You’re my deep secret
I’m your pantomime
I’ll just move my hands
I promise you’ll see what I mean
Exercising her will to lose control...
she lets go
What an amazing song that i've fallen in love with..a pure gem. It really shines through making one wonder if The Cure could ever cease to amaze. Beautifully tragic in every way...
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"Don't look don't look" the shadows breathe
Whispering me away from you
"Don't wake at night to watch her sleep
You know that you will always lose
This trembling
Adored
Tousled bird mad girl... "
But every night i burn
But every night i call your name
Every night i burn
Every night i fall again
"Oh don't talk of love" the shadows purr
Murmuring me away from you
"Don't talk of worlds that never were
The end is all that's ever true
There's nothing you can ever say
Nothing you can ever do... "
Still every night i burn
Every night i scream your name
Every night i burn
Every night the dream's the same
Every night i burn
Waiting for my only friend
Every night i burn
Waiting for the world to end
"Just paint your face" the shadows smile
Slipping me away from you
"Oh it doesn't matter how you hide
Find you if we're wanting to
So slide back down and close your eyes
Sleep a while
You must be tired... "
But every night i burn
Every night i call your name
Every night i burn
Every night i fall again
Every night i burn
Scream the animal scream
Every night i burn
Dream the crow black dream
Dream the crow black dream...
"Everyone wants to be the sun that lights up your life, but I'd rather be your moon so I can shine on you during your darkest hour when your sun's not around."
I get lost in your eyes
And I feel my spirits rise
And soar like the wind
Is it love that I am in?
I get weak in a glance
Isn't this what's called romance?
And that's what I know
'Cause when I'm lost
I can't let go
I don't mind
Not knowing what I'm headed for
You can take me to the skies
It's like being lost in heaven
When I'm lost in your eyes
I just felt
Don't know why
Something is there
We can't deny
Ooh, when I first knew
Was when I first looked at you
And if I
Can't find my way
If salvation
Seems miles away
Oh, I'll be found
When I'm lost in your eyes
I don't mind
Not knowing what I'm headed for
You can take me to the skies
It's like being lost in heaven
When I'm lost in your eyes
I get weak in a glance
Isn't this what's called romance?
Oh, I'll be found
When I am lost
In your eyes.
I'm excited today!!! No lyrics to go with it though. I just picked up a book my girlfriend told me she read in a day. Going to get started on it now. Have a good day honey!!
"You think I got my eyes closed but I'm lookin' at you the whole fuckin' time..."
I'm excited today!!! No lyrics to go with it though. I just picked up a book my girlfriend told me she read in a day. Going to get started on it now. Have a good day honey!!
YAY!!! You're going to LOVE it. Good day to YOU, sweetie. Here's a song for your excitement.
Tonight's the night we're gonna make it happen
Tonight we'll put all other things aside
Get in this time and show me some affection
We're goin' for those pleasures in the night
I want to love you, feel you, wrap myself around you
I want to squeeze you, please you, I just can't get enough
And if you move real slow I let it go
I'm so excited and I just can't hide it
I'm about to lose control and I think I like it
I'm so excited and I just can't hide it
And I know I know I know I know I know I want you
We shouldn't even think about tomorrow
Sweet memories will last for long long time
We'll have a good time, Baby, don't do worry
And if we're still playin' around boy that's just fine
Let's get excited, we just can't hide it
I'm about to lose control and I think I like it
I'm so excited and I just can't hide it
I know I know I know I know I know I want you, I want you
I want to love you, feel you, wrap myself around you
I want to squeeze you, please you, I just can't get enough
And if you move real slow I let it go
I'm so excited, I just can't hide it
I'm about to lose control and I think I like it
I'm so excited and I just can't hide it
I know I know I know I know I know I want you
The time I like is the rush hour, cos I like the rush
The pushing of the people - I like it all so much
Such a mass of motion - do not know where it goes
I move with the movement and ... I have the touch
I'm waiting for ignition, I'm looking for a spark
Any chance collision and I light up in the dark
There you stand before me, all that fur and all that hair
Oh, do I dare ... I have the touch
Wanting contact
I'm wanting contact
I'm wanting contact with you
Shake those hands, shake those hands
Give me the thing I understand
Shake those hands, shake those hands
Shake those hands, shake those hands
Any social occasion, it's hello, how do you do
All those introductions, I never miss my cue
So before a question, so before a doubt
My hand moves out and ... I have the touch
Wanting contact
I'm wanting contact
I'm wanting contact with you
Shake those hands, shake those hands
Give me the thing I understand
Shake those hands, shake those hands
Pull my chin, stroke my hair, scratch my nose, hug my knees
Try drink, food, cigarette, tension will not ease
I tap my fingers, fold my arms, breathe in deep, cross my legs
Shrug my shoulders, stretch my back - but nothing seems
to please
I need contact
I need contact
Nothing seems to please
I need contact
YAY!!! You're going to LOVE it. Good day to YOU, sweetie. Here's a song for your excitement.
Tonight's the night we're gonna make it happen
Tonight we'll put all other things aside
Get in this time and show me some affection
We're goin' for those pleasures in the night
I want to love you, feel you, wrap myself around you
I want to squeeze you, please you, I just can't get enough
And if you move real slow I let it go
I'm so excited and I just can't hide it
I'm about to lose control and I think I like it
I'm so excited and I just can't hide it
And I know I know I know I know I know I want you
We shouldn't even think about tomorrow
Sweet memories will last for long long time
We'll have a good time, Baby, don't do worry
And if we're still playin' around boy that's just fine
Let's get excited, we just can't hide it
I'm about to lose control and I think I like it
I'm so excited and I just can't hide it
I know I know I know I know I know I want you, I want you
I want to love you, feel you, wrap myself around you
I want to squeeze you, please you, I just can't get enough
And if you move real slow I let it go
I'm so excited, I just can't hide it
I'm about to lose control and I think I like it
I'm so excited and I just can't hide it
I know I know I know I know I know I want you
hahahahahaha!!!!!!
Holy shit! That pulled a HUGE gut wrenching, coughing, tearing, hacking laugh from me, lol.
"You think I got my eyes closed but I'm lookin' at you the whole fuckin' time..."
So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a greater wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go
And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you, through the darkest of your days
If a greater wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Well then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go
Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love
I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go
If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go
Your lights are on
But you're not home
Your mind is not your own
Your heart sweats
Your body shakes
Another kiss is what it takes
You can't sleep
You can't eat
There's no doubt
You're in deep
Your throat is tight
You can't breathe
Another kiss is all you need
Whoa, you like to think that you're immune to the stuff
Oh yeah
It's closer to the truth to say you can't get enough
You know you're gonna have to face it
You're addicted to love
You see the signs
But you can't read
You're running at a different speed
Your heart beats in double time
Another kiss and you'll be mine
A one track mind
You can't be saved
Oblivion is all you crave
If there's some left for you
You don't mind if you do
Whoa, you like to think that you're immune to the stuff
Oh yeah
It's closer to the truth to say you can't get enough
You know you're gonna have to face it
You're addicted to love
Gonna have to face it
You’re addicted to love
Might as well face it
You’re addicted to love
Your lights are on
But you’re not home
Your will is not your own
Your heart sweats
Your teeth grind
Another kiss and you’ll be mine
Whoa, you like to think that you’re immune to the stuff
Oh yeah
It’s closer to the truth to say you can’t get enough
You know you're gonna have to face it
You're addicted to love.
Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch shepherd need shepherd
But you you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced love like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate.....
And there's no desert sun
That is hot enough to feed your fire
We shipwreck like fools
Only to become the ocean's choir
And the sun dies until it's reborn
But there's no road that ain't a hard road to travel on
Got lost on the way but you found the road again
Stay true to your friends 'cause they'll save you in the end
There must be something in the air, in the air
Some kind of answer to my prayers, to my prayers
Some kind of answer to my prayers
I've been dying since the day I was born
'Cause there's no road that ain't a hard road to travel on
I have a vision in my mind
Of a life that I've left behind
And can't you see that lost souls can't swim
You know you'll sink but you still jump in
And it's alright to get caught
Stealing back what you've lost
Yeah don't you know that lost souls can't swim
You beat them back or they drag you in
And I can't say that I am sorry for all my medicines
And you try to find a love that'll see you through your darkest days
And her soft brown hair is as long as the Canadian highway
And the sun dies until it's reborn
But there's no road that ain't a hard road to travel on
Been dying since the day I was born
'Cause there's no road that ain't a hard road to travel on
"All the strength that you might think would disappear, resolving..."
whether people here know or not, I have a horse. I keep her at a private barn with 3 others. One of the others is an old-timer, 22yrs old. I've known older horses so I guess I didn't really consider him "senior". He's got his sweet moments and has his cranky days (hey, he's 22, he's allowed). His owner has had him for 7yrs, he was retired show horse and was just her speed....level headed, steady. I've ridden him, he's fun. Take care of him like he's mine when his owner can't make it (she's got 2 kids under 4)....so, yes, I'm attatched to him.
He ended up with a career ending injury this fall. Without delving into details that most may not understand, a bone in his hoof has rotated. Painful, yes. Can it heal? yes, though it is an injury that will end any showing and would probably keep him as a good pasture-mate the rest of his life. He's been taking a turn for the worse the last few days and sadly I think his owner and all of us who take care of him know it's time. Just feel like we let him down, like we should have done more so that it wouldn't get to this much distress for him. All he's ever asked for is hay, a clean stall, some turn-out time with his buddy (and some flirt time with my horse ), scratch in his favorite places and some treats.....just has been a bummer of a morning.
Sadly, at 1:15pm EST today, Centurio passed away. His owner made the decision to euthanize him. We all agreed that we didn't want him to go out of this world in agony and that scenario was inevitable. Miss him already.....miss the muzzle, looking for treats....miss the heavy sigh when I brushed his tail (his favorite, always saved it for last). He's in a much better place now, grazing with old friends.
believe it or not, we don't "need" anything. that is only the spoiled brat in us trying to fill some temporary solution to an emptyness that does not exist.
I have eaten so much gold I crapped excellence - drtyfrnk29
Life is either a daring adventure or nothing at all!
Sadly, at 1:15pm EST today, Centurio passed away. His owner made the decision to euthanize him. We all agreed that we didn't want him to go out of this world in agony and that scenario was inevitable. Miss him already.....miss the muzzle, looking for treats....miss the heavy sigh when I brushed his tail (his favorite, always saved it for last). He's in a much better place now, grazing with old friends.
awww, my deepest sympathies. i think fairly accurate lyrics to post for your current mood, so sad. a small dedication then:
I Grieve
it was only one hour ago
it was all so different then
there’s nothing yet has really sunk in
looks like it always did
this flesh and bone
it’s just the way that you would tied in
now there’s no-one home
i grieve for you
you leave me
‘so hard to move on
still loving what’s gone
they say life carries on
carries on and on and on and on
the news that truly shocks is the empty empty page
while the final rattle rocks its empty empty cage
and i can’t handle this
i grieve for you
you leave me
let it out and move on
missing what’s gone
they say life carries on
they say life carries on and on and on
life carries on
in the people i meet
in everyone that’s out on the street
in all the dogs and cats
in the flies and rats
in the rot and the rust
in the ashes and the dust
life carries on and on and on and on
life carries on and on and on
it’s just the car that we ride in
a home we reside in
the face that we hide in
the way we are tied in
and life carries on and on and on and on
life carries on and on and on
did I dream this belief?
or did i believe this dream?
now i can find relief
i grieve
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Even the times I'm trying to be serious
You are possessing the quality mysterious
A special style
You, you, you
You make me smile
You make me smile
Even the times our future's looking gloomier
Come through the door and then the room looks roomier
And for a while
You, you, you
You make me smile
You make me smile
That's how I feel, boy
Whenever I'm with you
You make me smile
We're never thinking that it could be so possible
Now on the other hand, it's finally probable
I'll stay a while
'Cause you, you, you
You make me smile
You make me smile
That's how I feel, boy
Whenever I'm with you
You make me smile
That's what you do to me, baby
All the things I seem to feel uptight about
Aren't so devasting after all
This must be what life is all about
Standing tall each time you take a fall
You, you, you make me smile
That's how I feel, boy
Whenever I'm with you
You make me smile
That's what you do to me, baby
You make me smile
That's how I feel, boy
Whenever I'm with you
~ Ice Queen
There ain't no need to go outside
But baby, you hardly even notice
When I try to show you
this song It's meant to keep you
From doin' what you're supposed to
Like wakin' up too early
Maybe we could sleep in
I'll make you banana pancakes
Pretend like it's the weekend now
And we could pretend it all the time
Can't you see that it's just rainin'
There ain't no need to go outside
But just maybe, hala ka ukulele
Mama made a baby
I really don't mind the practice
Because you're my little lady
Lady, lady love me
Because I love to lay here lazy
We could close the curtains
Pretend like there's no world outside
And we could pretend that all the time
Can't you see that it's just raining
There ain't no need to go outside
Ain't no need, ain't no need
Can't you see, can't you see
Rain all day and I don't mind
The telephone singing, ringing, it's too early
Don't pick it up
We don't need to
We got everything we need right here
And everything we need is enough
It's just so easy
When the whole world fits inside of your arms
Do we really need to pay attention to the alarm
Wake up slow, wake up slow
But baby, you hardly even notice
When I try to show you this song
It's meant to keep you
From doin' what your supposed to
Like wakin' up too early
Maybe we could sleep in
I'll make you banana pancakes
Pretend like it's the weekend now
And we could pretend it all the time
Can't you see that it's just rainin'
There ain't no need to go outside
Ain't no need, ain't no need
Rain all day and I really, really, really don't mind
Can't you see, can't you see
We've got to wake up slow
she lets go
On an upbeat note, I'm also in the mood to shop. Maybe I'll go to Wegman's and blow $100 on gourmet take out.
Of which we're caught in the middle.
A couple of lucky ones
Tangled up in too much love
~cowboy junkies
Neutral Milk Hotel
What a beautiful face I have found in this place
that is circling all round the sun what a beautiful
dream that could flash on the screen in a blink of
an eye and be gone from me soft and sweet let
me hold it close and keep it here with me and
one day we will die and our ashes will fly from the
aeroplane over the sea but for now we are
young let us lay in the sun and count every
beautiful thing we can see love to be in the arms
of all im keeping here with me
What a curious life we have found here tonight
there is music that sounds from the street there
are lights in the clouds
Anna's ghost all around Hear her voice as it's
rolling and ringing through me soft and sweet
how the notes all bend and reach above the
trees now how I remember you how I would
push my fingers through your mouth to make
those muscles move that made your voice so
smooth and sweet and now we keep where we
don't know all secrets sleep in winter clothes
with one you loved so long ago now he don't
even know his name what a beautiful face I
have found in this place that is circling all round
the sun and when we meet on a cloud I'll be
laughing out loud I'll be laughing with everyone I
see can't believe how strange it is to be anything
at all
i love, love, love this tune...great imagery.
Let's just breathe...
I am myself like you somehow
My love will rip a hole in the ceiling
Giving myself to you from the essence of my being
Sing to my God, all these songs of love and healing
Want Moshiach now so it's time we start revealing
You're all that I have and you're all that I need
Each and every day I pray to get to know you please
I want to be close to you, yes I'm so hungry
You're like water for my soul when it gets thirsty
Without you there's no me
You're the air that I breathe
Sometimes the world is dark and I just can't see
With these demons surround all around to bring me down to negativity
But I believe, yes I believe, I said I believe
I'll stand on my own two feet
Won't be brought down on one knee
Fight with all of my might and get these demons to flee
Hashem's rays fire blaze burn bright and I believe
Out of darkness comes light, twilight unto the heights
Crown Heights burning up all through 'til midnight
Said thank you to my God, now I finally got it right
And I'll fight with all of my heart
And all of my soul, and all of my might
What's this feeling?
My love will rip a hole in the ceiling
Giving myself to you from the essence of my being
Sing to my God, all these songs of love and healing
Want Moshiach now so it's time we start revealing
I don't want no sinsemilla.
That would only bring me down
Burn away my brain, no way my brain is too compound
Torah food for my brain, let it rain 'til I drown
Thunder!
Let the blessings come down
Strip away the layers and reveal your soul
Got to give yourself up and then you become whole
You're a slave to yourself and you don't even know
You want to live the fast life, but your brain moves slow
If you're trying to stay high then you're bound to stay low
You want God, but you can't deflate your ego
If you're already there then there's nowhere to go
If you're cup's already full then it's bound to overflow
If you're drowning in the waters and you can't stay afloat
Ask Him for mercy and he'll throw you a rope
You're looking for help from God, you say he couldn't be found
Looking up to the sky and searching beneath the ground
Like a King without his crown
Yes, you keep falling down
You really want to live, but can't get rid of your frown
Tried to reach unto the heights and wound bound down on the ground
Given up your pride and the you heard a sound
Out of night comes day and out of day comes light
Nullified to the One like sunlight in a ray
Making room for His love and a fire gone blaze
What's this feeling?
My love will rip a hole in the ceiling
Giving myself to you from the essence of my being
Sing to my God, all these songs of love and healing
Want Moshiach now so it's time we start revealing
Reeling him in
Where ya been
Where ya been
Where ya been for so long?
It's hard to stay strong, been living in galus for 2000 years strong
Where ya been for so long?
Been livig in this exhile for too long.
~ Ice Queen
Hangin' out on 2nd avenue
eating chicken vindaloo
I just wanna be with you
I just wanna have something to do
tonight, tonight
tonight, tonight
wait now
wait now
wait for me now
hangin' out all by myself
I don't want to be with anybody else
I just wanna be with you
I just wanna have something to do
tonight, tonight
tonight, tonight
alright
tonight, tonight
tonight, tonight
tonight, tonight
alright
tonight, tonight...
Incubus
I hear you on the radio
You permeate my screen
Its' unkind but,
If I met you in a scissor fight
I'd cut off both your wings
On principle alone
Hey megalomaniac!
You're no Jesus!
Yeah, you're no fucking Elvis!
Wash your hands clean of yourself, baby
And step down, step down!
If I were your appendages
I'd hold open your eyes
So you'd see
That all of us are heaven sent
And there was never meant to be only one
To be only one
Hey megalomaniac!
You're no Jesus!
Yeah, you're no fucking Elvis!
Wash your hands clean of yourself, baby
And step down, step down!
You're no Jesus
You're not Elvis
You're no answer
Hey megalomaniac!
You're no Jesus!
Yeah, you're no fucking Elvis!
Wash your hands clean of yourself, baby
And step down, step down!
Let's just breathe...
I am myself like you somehow
Is everything is not as it seemed
But the more I grow
The less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds, the more I sow
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn, the more I learn
The more I cry, the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try...
All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful
And that's life
It's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love.
~ Ice Queen
Peter fuckin' Gabriel
folded in your fleshy purse
i am floating once again
while the muted sounds are pumping rhythm
all the walls close in on me
pressure’s building wave on wave
‘til the water breaks – and outside i go, oh
one dot, that’s on or off, defines what is and what is not, one dot
two dot, a pair of eyes, a voice, a touch, complete surprise, two dot
growing up, growing up,
looking for a place to live
growing up, growing up
looking for a place to live
growing up, growing up,
looking for a place to live
my ghost likes to travel so far in the unknown
my ghost likes to travel so deep into your space
three dot, a trinity, a way to map the universe,
three dot
four dot, is what will make a square, a bed to build on, it’s all there,
four dot
my ghost likes to travel so far in the unknown
my ghost likes to travel so deep into your space
all the slow clouds pass us by
make the Empire State look high
as you take me in your sea-stained sweetness
it spills, it tingles and it stings
all the pleasure that it brings
‘til the door has let the outside inside here
well on the floor there’s a long wooden table
on the table there’s an open book
on the page there’s a detailed drawing
and on the drawing is the name i took
my ghost likes to travel so far in the unknown
my ghost likes to travel so deep into your space
growing up, growing up,
looking for a place to live
growing up, growing up
looking for a place to live
growing up, growing up,
looking for a place to live
growing up, growing up,
looking for a place to live
my ghost likes to travel
my ghost likes to travel
moving inside of your space
my ghost likes to travel
my ghost likes to travel
moving inside of your space
my ghost likes to travel
moving inside
my ghost likes to travel
moving inside of your space
my ghost likes to travel
moving inside
my ghost likes to travel
moving inside of your space
the breathing stops, i don’t know when
in transition once again
such a struggle getting through these changes
and it all seems so absurd
to be flying like a bird
when i do not feel I’ve really landed here
Let's just breathe...
I am myself like you somehow
I've seen so many islands
I never felt this way before
In this song here I describe him
The chariots rise
Up high in the sky
What a fool am I
To fall so in love
What a wonderful dream
It seems to be
'Cause I love him
I took the notes of past excursions
And I read them through once more
Only to find them all diversions
From the one true love in store
The chariots rise
Up high in the sky
What a fool am I
To fall so in love
What a wonderful dream
It seems to be
'Cause I love him
Though I have waited long
And they have all been wrong
Now I find in the end
With him I need not pretend
The chariots
They rise up high in the sky
What a fool am I
To fall so in love
What a wonderful dream
It seems to be
'Cause I love him
'Cause I love him.
~ Ice Queen
whether people here know or not, I have a horse. I keep her at a private barn with 3 others. One of the others is an old-timer, 22yrs old. I've known older horses so I guess I didn't really consider him "senior". He's got his sweet moments and has his cranky days (hey, he's 22, he's allowed). His owner has had him for 7yrs, he was retired show horse and was just her speed....level headed, steady. I've ridden him, he's fun. Take care of him like he's mine when his owner can't make it (she's got 2 kids under 4)....so, yes, I'm attatched to him.
He ended up with a career ending injury this fall. Without delving into details that most may not understand, a bone in his hoof has rotated. Painful, yes. Can it heal? yes, though it is an injury that will end any showing and would probably keep him as a good pasture-mate the rest of his life. He's been taking a turn for the worse the last few days and sadly I think his owner and all of us who take care of him know it's time. Just feel like we let him down, like we should have done more so that it wouldn't get to this much distress for him. All he's ever asked for is hay, a clean stall, some turn-out time with his buddy (and some flirt time with my horse
I have eaten so much gold I crapped excellence - drtyfrnk29
Life is either a daring adventure or nothing at all!
kindred the family stone
Who would I be if I didn't know you?
Where would I go if I didn't know you?
What would I do if I didn't know you?
Who would I be if I didn't know you?
You don't recognize it, I tell you no lie
That you're the reason why my life has turned right
Every day I'm thankful, but at times I don't show you
My world would be incomplete if I didn't know you
Who would I be if I didn't know you?
Where would I go if I didn't know you?
What would I do if I didn't know you?
Who would I be if I didn't know you?
Everytime you kiss me, you make me remember
That sunny fall day, at the end of September
Boy I can't imagine no, what would I do
If I didn't know you
Incubus
I'm floating down a river
Oars freed from their holes long ago
Lying face up on the floor of my vessel
I marvel at the stars
And feel my heart overflow
Further down the river
Two weeks without my lover
I'm in this boat alone
Floating down a river named emotion
Will I make it back to shore
Or drift into the unknown
Further down the river
I'm building an antenna
Transmissions will be sent when I am through
Maybe we'll meet again further down the river
And share what we both discovered...
Then revel in the view
Further down the river
Let's just breathe...
I am myself like you somehow
I’ll just move my hands and everyone sees what I mean
Words are too messy
And it’s way past time
To hand in my mouth
Paint my face white and try to
Reinvent the sea
One wave at a time
Speak without my voice and see the world by candlelight
I ain’t afraid to let it out
I’m unafraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all
In my fantasy no such thing as time
Minutes bleed into days
Avant garde
Show me your heresies
And I’ll show you mine
We only speak in pantomimes on this carpet ride
I ain’t afraid to let it out
I’m unafraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all
In my fantasy you look good entwined
In my hair and skin and spit and sweat and spilled red wine
You’re my deep secret
I’m your pantomime
I’ll just move my hands
I promise you’ll see what I mean
she lets go
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Don't look don't look" the shadows breathe
Whispering me away from you
"Don't wake at night to watch her sleep
You know that you will always lose
This trembling
Adored
Tousled bird mad girl... "
But every night i burn
But every night i call your name
Every night i burn
Every night i fall again
"Oh don't talk of love" the shadows purr
Murmuring me away from you
"Don't talk of worlds that never were
The end is all that's ever true
There's nothing you can ever say
Nothing you can ever do... "
Still every night i burn
Every night i scream your name
Every night i burn
Every night the dream's the same
Every night i burn
Waiting for my only friend
Every night i burn
Waiting for the world to end
"Just paint your face" the shadows smile
Slipping me away from you
"Oh it doesn't matter how you hide
Find you if we're wanting to
So slide back down and close your eyes
Sleep a while
You must be tired... "
But every night i burn
Every night i call your name
Every night i burn
Every night i fall again
Every night i burn
Scream the animal scream
Every night i burn
Dream the crow black dream
Dream the crow black dream...
And I feel my spirits rise
And soar like the wind
Is it love that I am in?
I get weak in a glance
Isn't this what's called romance?
And that's what I know
'Cause when I'm lost
I can't let go
I don't mind
Not knowing what I'm headed for
You can take me to the skies
It's like being lost in heaven
When I'm lost in your eyes
I just felt
Don't know why
Something is there
We can't deny
Ooh, when I first knew
Was when I first looked at you
And if I
Can't find my way
If salvation
Seems miles away
Oh, I'll be found
When I'm lost in your eyes
I don't mind
Not knowing what I'm headed for
You can take me to the skies
It's like being lost in heaven
When I'm lost in your eyes
I get weak in a glance
Isn't this what's called romance?
Oh, I'll be found
When I am lost
In your eyes.
~ Ice Queen
YAY!!! You're going to LOVE it. Good day to YOU, sweetie.
Tonight's the night we're gonna make it happen
Tonight we'll put all other things aside
Get in this time and show me some affection
We're goin' for those pleasures in the night
I want to love you, feel you, wrap myself around you
I want to squeeze you, please you, I just can't get enough
And if you move real slow I let it go
I'm so excited and I just can't hide it
I'm about to lose control and I think I like it
I'm so excited and I just can't hide it
And I know I know I know I know I know I want you
We shouldn't even think about tomorrow
Sweet memories will last for long long time
We'll have a good time, Baby, don't do worry
And if we're still playin' around boy that's just fine
Let's get excited, we just can't hide it
I'm about to lose control and I think I like it
I'm so excited and I just can't hide it
I know I know I know I know I know I want you, I want you
I want to love you, feel you, wrap myself around you
I want to squeeze you, please you, I just can't get enough
And if you move real slow I let it go
I'm so excited, I just can't hide it
I'm about to lose control and I think I like it
I'm so excited and I just can't hide it
I know I know I know I know I know I want you
hahahahahaha!!!!!!
~ Ice Queen
Peter Gabriel
The time I like is the rush hour, cos I like the rush
The pushing of the people - I like it all so much
Such a mass of motion - do not know where it goes
I move with the movement and ... I have the touch
I'm waiting for ignition, I'm looking for a spark
Any chance collision and I light up in the dark
There you stand before me, all that fur and all that hair
Oh, do I dare ... I have the touch
Wanting contact
I'm wanting contact
I'm wanting contact with you
Shake those hands, shake those hands
Give me the thing I understand
Shake those hands, shake those hands
Shake those hands, shake those hands
Any social occasion, it's hello, how do you do
All those introductions, I never miss my cue
So before a question, so before a doubt
My hand moves out and ... I have the touch
Wanting contact
I'm wanting contact
I'm wanting contact with you
Shake those hands, shake those hands
Give me the thing I understand
Shake those hands, shake those hands
Pull my chin, stroke my hair, scratch my nose, hug my knees
Try drink, food, cigarette, tension will not ease
I tap my fingers, fold my arms, breathe in deep, cross my legs
Shrug my shoulders, stretch my back - but nothing seems
to please
I need contact
I need contact
Nothing seems to please
I need contact
excellent words, and what rhythyms....ggrrr.
Let's just breathe...
I am myself like you somehow
Holy shit! That pulled a HUGE gut wrenching, coughing, tearing, hacking laugh from me, lol.
- Nathaniel Hawthorne
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a greater wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go
And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you, through the darkest of your days
If a greater wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Well then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go
Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love
I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go
If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go
~ Ice Queen
But you're not home
Your mind is not your own
Your heart sweats
Your body shakes
Another kiss is what it takes
You can't sleep
You can't eat
There's no doubt
You're in deep
Your throat is tight
You can't breathe
Another kiss is all you need
Whoa, you like to think that you're immune to the stuff
Oh yeah
It's closer to the truth to say you can't get enough
You know you're gonna have to face it
You're addicted to love
You see the signs
But you can't read
You're running at a different speed
Your heart beats in double time
Another kiss and you'll be mine
A one track mind
You can't be saved
Oblivion is all you crave
If there's some left for you
You don't mind if you do
Whoa, you like to think that you're immune to the stuff
Oh yeah
It's closer to the truth to say you can't get enough
You know you're gonna have to face it
You're addicted to love
Gonna have to face it
You’re addicted to love
Might as well face it
You’re addicted to love
Your lights are on
But you’re not home
Your will is not your own
Your heart sweats
Your teeth grind
Another kiss and you’ll be mine
Whoa, you like to think that you’re immune to the stuff
Oh yeah
It’s closer to the truth to say you can’t get enough
You know you're gonna have to face it
You're addicted to love.
~ Ice Queen
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch shepherd need shepherd
But you you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced love like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate.....
~ Ice Queen
Sam Roberts
Feel, feel it grow
In your mind
In your mind
Life is how you live it
Through time
Through time
And there's no desert sun
That is hot enough to feed your fire
We shipwreck like fools
Only to become the ocean's choir
And the sun dies until it's reborn
But there's no road that ain't a hard road to travel on
Got lost on the way but you found the road again
Stay true to your friends 'cause they'll save you in the end
There must be something in the air, in the air
Some kind of answer to my prayers, to my prayers
Some kind of answer to my prayers
I've been dying since the day I was born
'Cause there's no road that ain't a hard road to travel on
I have a vision in my mind
Of a life that I've left behind
And can't you see that lost souls can't swim
You know you'll sink but you still jump in
And it's alright to get caught
Stealing back what you've lost
Yeah don't you know that lost souls can't swim
You beat them back or they drag you in
And I can't say that I am sorry for all my medicines
And you try to find a love that'll see you through your darkest days
And her soft brown hair is as long as the Canadian highway
And the sun dies until it's reborn
But there's no road that ain't a hard road to travel on
Been dying since the day I was born
'Cause there's no road that ain't a hard road to travel on
well, not exactly had
he moved like the sunset
god, who painted that?
at first he loved my accent
oh, how his knees could bend...
i thought we'd be ok
but i feel that something is wrong
and don't say that you don't
and if you could see me now
i said if you could see me now-
girls, you've got to know when it's time to turn the page
and when you're only wet
because of the rain
he don't show much these days
it gets so fucking cold
i loved his secret places
but i can't go there anymore
well i feel the west in you
but i feel that something's over, too
and don't say that you don't
and if you could see me now
i said if you could see me now-
girls, you've got to know when it's time to turn the page
and when you're only wet
because of the rain
because of the rain
~tori amos
Of which we're caught in the middle.
A couple of lucky ones
Tangled up in too much love
~cowboy junkies
Sadly, at 1:15pm EST today, Centurio passed away. His owner made the decision to euthanize him. We all agreed that we didn't want him to go out of this world in agony and that scenario was inevitable. Miss him already.....miss the muzzle, looking for treats....miss the heavy sigh when I brushed his tail (his favorite, always saved it for last). He's in a much better place now, grazing with old friends.
I have eaten so much gold I crapped excellence - drtyfrnk29
Life is either a daring adventure or nothing at all!
awww, my deepest sympathies. i think fairly accurate lyrics to post for your current mood, so sad. a small dedication then:
I Grieve
it was only one hour ago
it was all so different then
there’s nothing yet has really sunk in
looks like it always did
this flesh and bone
it’s just the way that you would tied in
now there’s no-one home
i grieve for you
you leave me
‘so hard to move on
still loving what’s gone
they say life carries on
carries on and on and on and on
the news that truly shocks is the empty empty page
while the final rattle rocks its empty empty cage
and i can’t handle this
i grieve for you
you leave me
let it out and move on
missing what’s gone
they say life carries on
they say life carries on and on and on
life carries on
in the people i meet
in everyone that’s out on the street
in all the dogs and cats
in the flies and rats
in the rot and the rust
in the ashes and the dust
life carries on and on and on and on
life carries on and on and on
it’s just the car that we ride in
a home we reside in
the face that we hide in
the way we are tied in
and life carries on and on and on and on
life carries on and on and on
did I dream this belief?
or did i believe this dream?
now i can find relief
i grieve
Let's just breathe...
I am myself like you somehow