Hahaha... yeh, I'd this crush on a guy I worked with a few years back and my 'friend' told him :mad: so he said it to me but I got really embarrassed and jokingly told him not to be so bigheaded that I wouldn't touch him with a barge pole... and my housemate at the time saw what was happening and came up behind me and put his arms around me. I was soooo grateful and thought it was a job well done that I convinced this guy I didn't like him what a fucking weirdo I was
I was an idiot too because I assumed he would think I was ugly. I mean he was cute, there's no way I could have stacked up right? but then later on in college he was with this one girl who totally wasn't cute at all and I was like man...
I actually think that guys assume that we girls always assume we're a good catch and aren't afraid of rejection, and that, if we act like we're not interested or we are standoffish it's because it's true. But that's really not the case, we are totally afraid of being rejected too. we have fears that you don't find us attractive too. All these guys on here say that the girls they like just want to be friends, but that's not necessarily the case...it's highly probable that they are just afraid/ashamed of liking you.
dammit, now I'm reminiscing about all my college crushes...I haven't really had a crush since then. those were the days.
I thought it was 'how do you feel?
I love that song
California Love is my all time favorite Tupac song (even though it's a collaboration with Dre). That is my song.
And STICKBOY!? HOw are you!? Welcome Back!
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I dunno..I always thought it was How do you need it?!...hhmm..gotta check that
Im good Allie! its nice to be back on the Death Row message board amongst all my Pac and Dre fans..I think the actual name of the BBS is...JAIL..or Incarcerated, lol...sumthin like that
Looks like Britney is trying to get her shit together so its kinda hard to crack on her esp when she's not even in the Supermarket tabloids...speaking of crack..I think she finally laid off it :rolleyes: AND she's back with K-Fed ..I hope that Chris Crocker freak is happy now nobodys busting on his girl
Aah, fuck it, I’m just gonna go home, turn on the fuckin’ TV...
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
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I dunno..I always thought it was How do you need it?!...hhmm..gotta check that
Im good Allie! its nice to be back on the Death Row message board amongst all my Pac and Dre fans..I think the actual name of the BBS is...JAIL..or Incarcerated, lol...sumthin like that
Looks like Britney is trying to get it together so its kinda hard to crack on her esp when she's not even in the Supermarket tabloids...speaking of crack..I think she finally laid off it :rolleyes: AND she's back with K-Fed ..I hope that Chris Crocker freak is happy now nobodys busting on his girl
I'm glad,
it's good to see you back
the walk you were doing-that was amazing
and lol about Britney,
but Back with K-Fed? Oh NOOOO
Ok, and we were both wrong...I don't know if this is 100 percent accurate--I googled it,
"How Do U Want It?"
"How do you want it? How does it feel?
Comin up as a n---- in the cash game
livin in the fast lane; I'm for real
How do you want it? How do you feel?
Comin up as a n
in the cash game
livin in the fast lane; I'm for real"
I am now officially humming that beat in my head....
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Tupac RIP :(
I was working in Oakland when they announced over the radio that he had died... it was a sad day :(
i got 99 problems but a bitch aint one, if ya got girl problems i feel bad for ya son
And he still gives his love, he just gives it away, The love he receives is the love that is saved, And sometimes is seen a strange spot in the sky, A human being that was given to fly
I'm glad,
it's good to see you back
the walk you were doing-that was amazing
and lol about Britney,
but Back with K-Fed? Oh NOOOO
Ok, and we were both wrong...I don't know if this is 100 percent accurate--I googled it,
"How Do U Want It?"
"How do you want it? How does it feel?
Comin up as a n---- in the cash game
livin in the fast lane; I'm for real
How do you want it? How do you feel?
Comin up as a n
in the cash game
livin in the fast lane; I'm for real
[Verse One: Tupac]
Love the way you activate your hips and push your ass out
Got a n---- wantin it so bad I'm bout to pass out
Wanna dig you, and I can't even lie about it
Baby just alleviate your clothes, time to fly up out it
Catch you at a club, oh s--- you got me fiendin
Body talkin s--- to me but I can't comprehend the meaning
Now if you wanna roll with me, then here's your chance
Doin eighty on the freeway, police catch me if you can
Forgive me i'm a rider, still I'm just a simple man
All I want is money, f the fame I'm a simple man
Mr. International, playa with the passport
Just like Aladdin bitch, get you anything you ask for
It's either him or me -- champagne, Hennessey
A favorite of my homies when we floss, on our enemies
Witness as we creep to a low speed, peep what a ho need
Puff some mo' funk, ya don't need
Approachin hoochies with a passion, been a long day
But I've been driven by attraction in a strong way
Your body is bangin baby I love it when you flaunt it
Time to give it to daddy n---- now tell me how you want it
(Tell me how you want it! La-dy, yeahhhyeah)
[Chorus]
[Verse Two: Tupac]
Tell me is it cool to f---?
Did you think I come to talk am I a fool or what?
Positions on the floor it's like erotic, ironic
cause I'm somewhat psychotic
I'm hittin switches on bitches like I been fixed with hydraulics
Up and down like a roller coaster, I'm up inside ya
I ain't quittin til the show is over, cause I'ma rider
In and out just like a robbery, I'll probably be a freak
and let you get on top of me, get her rockin these
Nights full of Alize, a livin legend
You ain't heard about these n
play these Cali days
Delores Tucker, youse a mutha---
Instead of tryin to help a n---you destroy a brother
Worse than the others -- Bill Clinton, Mr. Bob Dole
You're too old to understand the way the game is told
You're lame so I gotta hit you with the hot facts
Want some on lease? I'm makin millions, n---- top that
They wanna censor me; they'd rather see me in a cell
livin in hell -- only a few of us'll live to tell
Now everybody talkin bout us I could give a f
I'd be the first one to bomb and cuss
N---- tell me how you want it
[Chorus]
[Verse Three: Tupac]
Raised as a youth, tell the truth I got the scoop
on how to get a bulletproof, because I jumped from the roof
before I was a teenager, mobile phone, SkyPager
Game rules, I'm livin major -- my adversaries
is lookin worried, they paranoid of gettin buried
One of us gon' see the cemetary
My only hope to survive if I wish to stay alive
Gettin high, see the demons in my eyes, before I die
I wanna live my life and ball, make a couple million
And then I'm chillin fade em all, these taxes
got me crossed up and people tryin to sue me
Media is in my business and they actin like they know me
Hahaha, but I'ma mash out, peel out
I'm with it quick I'se quick to whip that f-n steel out
Yeah n---- it's some new s so better get up on it
When ya see me tell a n---- how ya want it
How do you want it?
[Chorus 2X]
[Tupac]
How you want it?
Yeah my n Johnny J
Yeah, we out
[Chorus]
[Tupac]
Tell me
[Chorus]
[Tupac]
Cash game, livin in the fast lane, I'm for real
I am now officially humming that beat in my head....
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Tupac RIP :(
I was working in Oakland when they announced over the radio that he had died... it was a sad day :(
word. same here..I think Googles fuckin up tho..ok, gotta hit Youtube and hear the ACTUAL song now, cause its bothering me, lmao! its GOTTA be How do you NEED it
My walk was actually part Bike ride too, so it wasnt all walk from Miami to Savannah!
when I got to NY I found out about the former NYGiant whos walkin FOR REAL throughout the states to raise money for some cause I forgot, but yea..that was a "Wild" week trip and I'm so fuckin ready to do it again but this time maybe head west or try some new scenery and states
Aah, fuck it, I’m just gonna go home, turn on the fuckin’ TV...
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
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word. same here..I think Googles fuckin up tho..ok, gotta hit Youtube and hear the ACTUAL song now, cause its bothering me, lmao! its GOTTA be How do you NEED it
My walk was actually part Bike ride too, so it wasnt all walk from Miami to Savannah!
when I got to NY I found out about the former NYGiant whos walkin FOR REAL throughout the states to raise money for some cause I forgot, but yea..that was a "Wild" week trip and I'm ready to do it again but this time maybe head west or try some new scenery and states
thanx babe..I got a lot of clarity on that trip but next time I want to try and do it to raise money for some kinda cause like Homelessness or Hunger, etc.
Im actually looking into this:
I see the ads in the subway here everywhere and it caught my attention so I think I might do this
Aah, fuck it, I’m just gonna go home, turn on the fuckin’ TV...
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
wow! all these yrs..guess PJ's not the only lyrics I found out I was singing wrong yrs later! lol
shit...g'head, you can strip me of my "gansta" cred now ..Im not as official as I thought I was..or other people thought I was, hahaha
Aah, fuck it, I’m just gonna go home, turn on the fuckin’ TV...
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
thanx babe..I got a lot of clarity on that trip but next time I want to try and do it to raise money for some kinda cause like Homelessness or Hunger, etc.
Im actually looking into this:
wow! all these yrs..guess PJ's not the only lyrics I found out I was singing wrong yrs later! lol
shit...g'head, you can strip me of my "gansta" cred now ..Im not as official as I thought I was..or other people thought I was, hahaha
lol
I know, I found out from this board that the lyrics in Porch are 'initiatives are taken up by the middle' :eek:
and what is 'gansta'? J/k.
"...like a word misplaced, nothing said, what a waste.."
"Sometimes life should be consumed in measured doses"
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6/25/08
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and Metsy!
oh wow, that would be amazing
Homelessness and hunger are important causes too! Esp. people that go hungry, in this country-that disturbs me!
its about a few days b4 the tour starts so I might start a thread to see who's down and get people in Seattle to get involved.
Aah, fuck it, I’m just gonna go home, turn on the fuckin’ TV...
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
lol
I know, I found out from this board that the lyrics in Porch are 'initiatives are taken up by the middle' :eek:
and what is 'gansta'? J/k.
iz how we spellz gansta in da hood!
and speakin of porch waaay back I used to think it was Cuddle in your voice one last time...and it never really made sense to me..how do you cuddle in a voice??
Aah, fuck it, I’m just gonna go home, turn on the fuckin’ TV...
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
and speakin of porch waaay back I used to think it was Cuddle in your voice one last time...and it never really made sense to me..how do you cuddle in a voice??
HAH! LOL.
then after that I thought it was 'daily minefields' which also doesn't make sense This was before they I had the internets where you could look these things up
"...like a word misplaced, nothing said, what a waste.."
"Sometimes life should be consumed in measured doses"
6-01-06
6/25/08
Free Speedy
and Metsy!
then after that I thought it was 'daily minefields' which also doesn't make sense This was before they I had the internets where you could look these things up
hahah, yea thank god for the internet...shit, like Ed said..for every tool they lend us...a loss of independence. Such a wise man, he is
Aah, fuck it, I’m just gonna go home, turn on the fuckin’ TV...
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
its about a few days b4 the tour starts so I might start a thread to see who's down and get people in Seattle to get involved.
im down to help the needy. after all i am a giver , haha. in all seriousness its a good idea
And he still gives his love, he just gives it away, The love he receives is the love that is saved, And sometimes is seen a strange spot in the sky, A human being that was given to fly
I pick her up, she's late so when she gets in I joke and say "fashionably late like a real date" so she laughs. The next thing she says is "a lot of people are jealous of you" so I say of course they are im with you and she laughs shes like no Jacob is jealous (the guy that she was with after the breakup) and Adam (her x-bf) always thought u had a thing for me but whatever lets just have a good time...so that kind of set the tone for the rest of the night.
Went to dinner, we kept talking...kept holding up conversation...and then she gets a text from Adam saying he misses her and all this shit...so she almost cries and shes like what terrible timing. So she then tells me I don't know what it is I have with guys, every guy im involved with is like in love with me and i can tell you this cause i love you joe and know you wont judge me....so again, tone for only friends thing
We start driving back and im like so what should we do now? shes like well I got a paper due at midnight so I think im just going to do that, and maybe go to jacobs room...so i was like hmmm ok whatever...dropped her off and she told me that this was the best night shes had with a guy in a long time
basically....just friends vibe from her to me, and i guess thats the way its going to be, just sucks dick man
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number three, you don't want to start something when you're about to leave.
Keep in contact with her and wait until next year. make sure the boyfriend area has been cleared out. Really, I would NOT recommend being steady with someone all through college. You close yourself off to a lot of friendships and possible 'love of your life's.
I pick her up, she's late so when she gets in I joke and say "fashionably late like a real date" so she laughs. The next thing she says is "a lot of people are jealous of you" so I say of course they are im with you and she laughs shes like no Jacob is jealous (the guy that she was with after the breakup) and Adam (her x-bf) always thought u had a thing for me but whatever lets just have a good time...so that kind of set the tone for the rest of the night.
Went to dinner, we kept talking...kept holding up conversation...and then she gets a text from Adam saying he misses her and all this shit...so she almost cries and shes like what terrible timing. So she then tells me I don't know what it is I have with guys, every guy im involved with is like in love with me and i can tell you this cause i love you joe and know you wont judge me....so again, tone for only friends thing
We start driving back and im like so what should we do now? shes like well I got a paper due at midnight so I think im just going to do that, and maybe go to jacobs room...so i was like hmmm ok whatever...dropped her off and she told me that this was the best night shes had with a guy in a long time
basically....just friends vibe from her to me, and i guess thats the way its going to be, just sucks dick man
step back for awhile......just be her friend for now. see how things unfold. now is totally the wrong time to try to get involved with her. let a few months go by before confessing any feelings. timing is everything. it's a tough situation when you are friends with someone and feelings develop. unfortunately there is no right answer. good luck.
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haha, he WASN'T a pearl jam fan
I was an idiot too because I assumed he would think I was ugly. I mean he was cute, there's no way I could have stacked up right? but then later on in college he was with this one girl who totally wasn't cute at all and I was like man...
I actually think that guys assume that we girls always assume we're a good catch and aren't afraid of rejection, and that, if we act like we're not interested or we are standoffish it's because it's true. But that's really not the case, we are totally afraid of being rejected too. we have fears that you don't find us attractive too. All these guys on here say that the girls they like just want to be friends, but that's not necessarily the case...it's highly probable that they are just afraid/ashamed of liking you.
dammit, now I'm reminiscing about all my college crushes...I haven't really had a crush since then. those were the days.
As for the timing thing....I was coming down to visit friends in June and she was going to give me her apartment to crash at...is that another sign?
I wrote this last night because I was up until 5am thinkin about it
that's not a sign. college kids crash at apartments, that's what they do. if you were like 10 years older maybe it could be considered as a sign.
no i mean, stay the whole week with her
hmm yeah that's still not saying much. I think she likes you, but from the other stuff, not that.
agreed.
♬♪♫ and I will not, grow tired of crayon stars and fire
♬♪♫ cause a soldier's death is so much better than defeat just hanging around
I'm glad I'm old and married.
8/08 - Ed solo in DC, 6/09 Ed in B'more,
10/10 - Brad in B'more
I love that song
California Love is my all time favorite Tupac song (even though it's a collaboration with Dre). That is my song.
And STICKBOY!? HOw are you!? Welcome Back!
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"Sometimes life should be consumed in measured doses"
6-01-06
6/25/08
Free Speedy
and Metsy!
Im good Allie! its nice to be back on the Death Row message board amongst all my Pac and Dre fans..I think the actual name of the BBS is...JAIL..or Incarcerated, lol...sumthin like that
Looks like Britney is trying to get her shit together so its kinda hard to crack on her esp when she's not even in the Supermarket tabloids...speaking of crack..I think she finally laid off it :rolleyes: AND she's back with K-Fed ..I hope that Chris Crocker freak is happy now nobodys busting on his girl
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
I'm glad,
it's good to see you back
the walk you were doing-that was amazing
and lol about Britney,
but Back with K-Fed? Oh NOOOO
Ok, and we were both wrong...I don't know if this is 100 percent accurate--I googled it,
"How Do U Want It?"
"How do you want it? How does it feel?
Comin up as a n---- in the cash game
livin in the fast lane; I'm for real
How do you want it? How do you feel?
Comin up as a n
in the cash game
livin in the fast lane; I'm for real"
I am now officially humming that beat in my head....
Thread Integrity: Now what would Tupac do in a situation like this?
Tupac RIP :(
I was working in Oakland when they announced over the radio that he had died... it was a sad day :(
Edit:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nlvS_Uk5yJM
"Sometimes life should be consumed in measured doses"
6-01-06
6/25/08
Free Speedy
and Metsy!
no bed=no brian
coke sucks
My walk was actually part Bike ride too, so it wasnt all walk from Miami to Savannah!
when I got to NY I found out about the former NYGiant whos walkin FOR REAL throughout the states to raise money for some cause I forgot, but yea..that was a "Wild" week trip and I'm so fuckin ready to do it again but this time maybe head west or try some new scenery and states
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
It's how do you feel, sorry
it's still a really cool thing you did
"Sometimes life should be consumed in measured doses"
6-01-06
6/25/08
Free Speedy
and Metsy!
Im actually looking into this:
http://www.theovernight.org/
I see the ads in the subway here everywhere and it caught my attention so I think I might do this
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
shit...g'head, you can strip me of my "gansta" cred now
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
oh wow, that would be amazing
Homelessness and hunger are important causes too! Esp. people that go hungry, in this country-that disturbs me!
"Sometimes life should be consumed in measured doses"
6-01-06
6/25/08
Free Speedy
and Metsy!
lol
I know, I found out from this board that the lyrics in Porch are 'initiatives are taken up by the middle' :eek:
and what is 'gansta'?
"Sometimes life should be consumed in measured doses"
6-01-06
6/25/08
Free Speedy
and Metsy!
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
and speakin of porch waaay back I used to think it was Cuddle in your voice one last time...and it never really made sense to me..how do you cuddle in a voice??
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
then after that I thought it was 'daily minefields' which also doesn't make sense
"Sometimes life should be consumed in measured doses"
6-01-06
6/25/08
Free Speedy
and Metsy!
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
no bed=no brian
coke sucks
I pick her up, she's late so when she gets in I joke and say "fashionably late like a real date" so she laughs. The next thing she says is "a lot of people are jealous of you" so I say of course they are im with you and she laughs shes like no Jacob is jealous (the guy that she was with after the breakup) and Adam (her x-bf) always thought u had a thing for me but whatever lets just have a good time...so that kind of set the tone for the rest of the night.
Went to dinner, we kept talking...kept holding up conversation...and then she gets a text from Adam saying he misses her and all this shit...so she almost cries and shes like what terrible timing. So she then tells me I don't know what it is I have with guys, every guy im involved with is like in love with me and i can tell you this cause i love you joe and know you wont judge me....so again, tone for only friends thing
We start driving back and im like so what should we do now? shes like well I got a paper due at midnight so I think im just going to do that, and maybe go to jacobs room...so i was like hmmm ok whatever...dropped her off and she told me that this was the best night shes had with a guy in a long time
basically....just friends vibe from her to me, and i guess thats the way its going to be, just sucks dick man
number two, you are the 'best friend'
number three, you don't want to start something when you're about to leave.
Keep in contact with her and wait until next year. make sure the boyfriend area has been cleared out. Really, I would NOT recommend being steady with someone all through college. You close yourself off to a lot of friendships and possible 'love of your life's.
Play it cool and keep it in your pants.
step back for awhile......just be her friend for now. see how things unfold. now is totally the wrong time to try to get involved with her. let a few months go by before confessing any feelings. timing is everything. it's a tough situation when you are friends with someone and feelings develop. unfortunately there is no right answer. good luck.