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My sister walks the long road...

dcfaithfuldcfaithful Posts: 13,076
edited June 2012 in A Moving Train
Hi everybody, I was just hoping I could get some people together to just drop a line, spin a record, and show some respects for a lost gem. Nicole Lee Clark (my sister), took her own life on June 27th, 2007.

She was a beautiful person, with a unbeatable soul. A loving wife and mother to four kids. She is survived by her husband, two brothers and her four kids (ages 12, 7 and twins age 2.)

My sister meant so much to me and is responsible for getting me into Pearl Jam, a band that has stolen my heart. She looked past her own misery to help others deal with theirs, she struggled with substance abuse for years but she will struggle no more.

I love and miss you Nicole.

Nicole Lee Clark
April 19th, 1977 - June 27th, 2007
7/2/06 - Denver, CO
6/12/08 - Tampa, FL
8/23/09 - Chicago, IL
9/28/09 - Salt Lake City, UT (11 years too long!!!)
9/03/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 1
9/04/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 2
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  • AbookamongstthemanyAbookamongstthemany Posts: 8,209
    That's incredibly sad. I'm so sorry for your loss and those poor little innocent children. :( You all will be in my thoughts.

    I'll put on Long Road.
    If you want to tell people the truth, make them laugh, otherwise they'll kill you.

    Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth.
    -Oscar Wilde
  • mammasanmammasan Posts: 5,656
    I'm so sorry to hear that. My deepest condolences to you and your family.
    "When one gets in bed with government, one must expect the diseases it spreads." - Ron Paul
  • dcfaithfuldcfaithful Posts: 13,076
    Thank you.

    I just moved to Georgia, and I have to fly back home to Utah...it really hasn't completely sunk in yet but I am not looking forward to going home for the first time under these circumstances...

    Family is forever though :).
    7/2/06 - Denver, CO
    6/12/08 - Tampa, FL
    8/23/09 - Chicago, IL
    9/28/09 - Salt Lake City, UT (11 years too long!!!)
    9/03/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 1
    9/04/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 2
  • blackredyellowblackredyellow Posts: 5,889
    I'm so sorry for your loss to you and your family... suicide is the easiest way out for the person who does it, but the hardest for the people it affects.

    I just hit play on my iTunes to find something to play and this was the first song that started on shuffle:

    Goodnight Rose
    by: Ryan Adams

    Goodnight Rose, we're going to win
    Put your troubles behind you and go on to bed
    Let go of the world, there's so much nobody understands
    Don't live your life in such a hurry, life goes by us so so fast
    And the sun will come up again, and I will be here,
    If you get scared just hold my hand
    Tomorrow is yours, and who knows, maybe we'll win
    Don't you think?

    Goodnight Rose, goodnight, goodnight Rose

    Good morning sunshine, a new day begins
    And the hustle and bustle of the traffic reach you kindly
    I can tell that because I can see you smiling
    So go on, give 'em everything you know the winning demands
    Just one more ribbon, Rose, before the mantle place caves in

    And the sun will come up again, and I will be here
    Rose, if you get scared, just hold my hand
    Get out of that dress, go on to bed
    The bar is closed ...

    Goodnight Rose
    Goodnight, goodnight Rose
    Goodnight Rose
    Goodnight, goodnight Rose
    My whole life
    was like a picture
    of a sunny day
    “We can complain because rose bushes have thorns, or rejoice because thorn bushes have roses.”
    ― Abraham Lincoln
  • normnorm Posts: 31,146
    so sorry for your loss.....i will play long road from san diego 06 tonight.....:)
  • pickupyourwillpickupyourwill Posts: 3,135
    We lost another good one. :( I feel so sorry for you and your family--its just an absolute tragedy. I will play Long Road today in memory of her, whom I never had the pleasure of knowing.

    ~~peace & love
  • onelongsongonelongsong Posts: 3,517
    your story brought tears to my eyes. last monday i laid in bed with a gun to my head so i can understand. when you have a disability that controls your life you feel that the world is no longer meant for you. especially if you had a place in this world and it was taken from you. my thoughts are with you and your sister but know it didn't have anything to do with the people around her. this was a personal decision of hers.
    peace
  • josevolutionjosevolution Posts: 30,211
    my condolencense to you and your loved one's specially the children ,i pray that it get's better for all involved ........:(
    jesus greets me looks just like me ....
  • dharma69dharma69 Posts: 1,275
    For your Nicole,

    U2
    MLK

    Sleep, sleep tonight
    And may your dreams be realised.
    If the thunder cloud passes rain
    So let it rain, rain down on she.
    So let it be.
    So let it be.

    Sleep, sleep tonight
    And may your dreams be realised.
    If the thunder cloud passes rain
    So let it rain, let it rain
    Rain down on she.

    Truly sorry for your and the family's loss, the likes of which I could never understand.
    "I'm here to see Pearl Jam."- Bono

    ...signed...the token black Pearl Jam fan.

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  • AbookamongstthemanyAbookamongstthemany Posts: 8,209
    welcome to - ani difranco


    welcome to:
    no amount of stoned makes you feel ok
    welcome to:
    this year's alone - brought to you by christmas day
    welcome to:
    the darkness into which prayin people pray

    it's quiet here except for this song
    now that everybody's gone
    but hey
    least you don't have to play along today

    welcome to:
    something like elation when you first open your eyes
    just cuz it means
    that you musta finally got to sleep last night
    welcome to:
    the precipice between groundlessness and flight

    it's quiet here except for this song
    now that everybody's gone
    but hey
    least you don't have to play along today

    besides which
    welcome to:
    taking the good stuff down off of the shelf
    and welcome to:
    the art of conversation with yourself
    welcome to:
    humming an unbroken tune
    all day long
    yes it's quiet here
    but hey
    least you don't have to play along today
    If you want to tell people the truth, make them laugh, otherwise they'll kill you.

    Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth.
    -Oscar Wilde
  • RolandTD20KdrummerRolandTD20Kdrummer Posts: 13,066
    Condolences. Be strong.
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    and reveling in it's loyalty. It's made by forming coalitions
    over specific principles, goals, and policies.

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  • OneLoveOneLove Posts: 563
    onelongsong wrote:
    your story brought tears to my eyes. last monday i laid in bed with a gun to my head so i can understand. when you have a disability that controls your life you feel that the world is no longer meant for you. especially if you had a place in this world and it was taken from you. my thoughts are with you and your sister but know it didn't have anything to do with the people around her. this was a personal decision of hers.
    peace


    DCfaithful, I am so terribly sorry for your loss. I will play long road for you and your siter tonite. I work with two year olds, so my thoughts are also with her children. This is so sad.

    Onelongsong, I am happy that you made the decision to live. I hope that you will find some peace in your struggle through living a life that is true to yourself. Things will get better, time has a way of healing.
  • Eliot RosewaterEliot Rosewater Posts: 2,659
    dcfaithful wrote:
    Thank you.

    I just moved to Georgia, and I have to fly back home to Utah...it really hasn't completely sunk in yet but I am not looking forward to going home for the first time under these circumstances...

    Family is forever though :).
    I'm so sorry to hear about your sister. You and your family will definitely be in my thoughts. Where in Utah will you be anyway?
  • Ms. HaikuMs. Haiku Washington DC Posts: 7,275
    I'm very sorry dcfaithful.
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  • ?ing my education?ing my education Posts: 313
    I am very sorry for your loss dc. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
    Driving in my car, smoking a cigar. The only time I'm happy is when I play my guitar.

    -from "n.s.u." by Cream
  • cornnifercornnifer Posts: 2,130
    Terribly sorry. Thoughts and prayers to you and your family.
    "When all your friends and sedatives mean well but make it worse... better find yourself a place to level out."
  • ByrnzieByrnzie Posts: 21,037
    onelongsong wrote:
    your story brought tears to my eyes. last monday i laid in bed with a gun to my head so i can understand. when you have a disability that controls your life you feel that the world is no longer meant for you. especially if you had a place in this world and it was taken from you. my thoughts are with you and your sister but know it didn't have anything to do with the people around her. this was a personal decision of hers.
    peace

    Stay strong dude.

    Dcfaithful, my condolences.
  • failedpersephonefailedpersephone Posts: 3,424
    in my thoughts.
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  • faithful227faithful227 Posts: 352
    i am so sorry for your loss. i cannot imagine what you are going through. my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
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  • AbookamongstthemanyAbookamongstthemany Posts: 8,209
    onelongsong wrote:
    your story brought tears to my eyes. last monday i laid in bed with a gun to my head so i can understand. when you have a disability that controls your life you feel that the world is no longer meant for you. especially if you had a place in this world and it was taken from you. my thoughts are with you and your sister but know it didn't have anything to do with the people around her. this was a personal decision of hers.
    peace


    I've been there before, too. It's odd because I never thought I'd have feelings like that. It had always seemed the like it would be furtherest thought from my mind. You just never know what can come over you or what you might be capable of until it happens. Just find peace within yourself and let it grow. It will get better.
    If you want to tell people the truth, make them laugh, otherwise they'll kill you.

    Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth.
    -Oscar Wilde
  • Flannel ShirtFlannel Shirt Posts: 1,021
    I am sorry for your loss.

    May peace be with you and your family.
    All that's sacred, comes from youth....dedications, naive and true.
  • JaneNYJaneNY Posts: 4,438
    My condolences to you and your family.
    R.i.p. Rigoberto Alpizar.
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    R.i.p. Black Tail (cat) - Sept. 20, 2008
  • chadwickchadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    I am saddened for you, your family, and friends.
    Tonight a candle burns for the long road.
    She is at peace now, your gaurdian angel.
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."
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  • mdigenakismdigenakis Posts: 1,337
    I wished for so long...
    I cannot stay
    All the precious moments...
    Cannot stay
    Its not like wings have fallen...
    I cannot say
    Still something is missing...
    I cannot say

    Holding hands of daughters and sons
    In their phase theyre falling down
    Down, down, down

    I have wished for so long...
    How I wish for you again

    Will I walk the long road?
    I cannot stay
    Theres no need to say goodbye

    Oh, the friends and family...
    All the memories going round
    Round, round round...

    I have wished for so long...
    How I wished for you today

    And the wind keeps rollin
    And the sky keeps turning grey
    And the sun is set
    The sun will rise another day

    I have wished for so long...
    How I wish for you today

    I have wished for so long...
    How I wish for you today
    Will I walk the long road?
    We all walk the long road
    "Don't let the darkness eat you up..."

    -Greg Dulli

  • AusticmanAusticman Posts: 1,327
    My Sympathies mate.

    You come on here and spill yours guts whenever you need to bud. I lost my sister in December and without the Jamily I don't know where I'd be.

    That goes for everyone else too. Too many people taking their own lives. Not enough giving them hope.
    I can't go the library anymore, everyone STINKS!!
  • lucylespianlucylespian Posts: 2,403
    Sad man, but it's really you walking the long road.

    Courage on your journey, and peace be with you.
    Music is not a competetion.
  • mca47mca47 Posts: 13,298
    My god, I am so sorry for you loss!!!

    Peace be with you and your sister!
  • keeponrockinkeeponrockin Posts: 7,446
    I'm so sorry.
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  • angelicaangelica Posts: 6,038
    dcfaithful wrote:
    Hi everybody, I was just hoping I could get some people together to just drop a line, spin a record, and show some respects for a lost gem. Nicole Lee Clark (my sister), took her own life on July 27th, 2007.

    She was a beautiful person, with a unbeatable soul. A loving wife and mother to four kids. She is survived by her husband, two brothers and her four kids (ages 12, 7 and twins age 2.)

    My sister meant so much to me and is responsible for getting me into Pearl Jam, a band that has stolen my heart. She looked past her own misery to help others deal with theirs, she struggled with substance abuse for years but she will struggle no more.

    I love and miss you Nicole.

    Nicole Lee Clark
    April 19th, 1977 - June 27th, 2007
    I extend to you my deepest sympathies, my friend, concerning what is obviously a profound loss in your life.

    Thank you very much for sharing your precious sister's story with us all. I am grateful to be touched by her presence, through you.

    I wish you, your family, and your sister's husband and children much peace and comfort through this time. Know that we are all here for you, to be with you through this time. Peace and Love.
    "The opposite of a fact is falsehood, but the opposite of one profound truth may very well be another profound truth." ~ Niels Bohr

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  • AnonAnon Posts: 11,175
    I am so sorry for your loss dc. Sleep peacefull Nicole.
    Stay strong and take care.

    There is freedom within, there is freedom without
    Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup
    Theres a battle ahead, many battles are lost
    But youll never see the end of the road
    While youre travelling with me

    Hey now, hey now
    Dont dream its over
    Hey now, hey now
    When the world comes in
    They come, they come
    To build a wall between us
    We know they wont win

    Now Im towing my car, theres a hole in the roof
    My possessions are causing me suspicion but theres no proof
    In the paper today tales of war and of waste
    But you turn right over to the t.v. page

    Hey now, hey now
    Dont dream its over
    Hey now, hey now
    When the world comes in
    They come, they come
    To build a wall between us
    We know they wont win

    Now Im walking again to the beat of a drum
    And Im counting the steps to the door of your heart
    Only shadows ahead barely clearing the roof
    Get to know the feeling of liberation and relief

    Hey now, hey now
    Dont dream its over
    Hey now, hey now
    When the world comes in
    They come, they come
    To build a wall between us
    Dont ever let them win
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