Where do I go
When heavens not waiting for me
What of my soul
And all of these troublings
Just need to know
Where do I go
God has forsaken me
Thrown to the shore
Due to my blasphemy
Where do I go
Where do I go
I wander alone
Waiting eternity
The streets are so cold
Oh so dead and lonely
Where is my home
Where do I go
Where shall I roam
When heavens not waiting for me
wow. I want to say 'beautiful', but it is to sad and pain-filled to say 'beautiful'.
This one is kinda really about thoughts that I often have. I don't believe in god, or at least in the Christian taking of it all. That being said, I know it could be possible that I am wrong. The fact that I have denounced God and what not would mean I would not be granted access to heaven (looking at the 10 commandments)...basically I have questioned the validity of the existence in God, and therefore he has no place for me in death...but I have been a relatively good person...I have made my sins, but have amended for those...so does that still mean hell, or would i be a lost soul?
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Depop - Thanks for the breakdown. That is some heavy stuff. Amazing too.
Thankyou kindly
It took a long time before i was in a place to share the meaning of it all. Writing it and a lot of the other syuff in here was a big part of what brought me there.
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Some of the most beautiful people I have ever met do not believe in God, but appear to follow the most important christians values. Where as I have met a number of christians who do things they believe are wrong and seem to think that going to church makes up for it, or something. I much prefer to be around honest people who know they are not perfect but do what they beleve is right, than to be around deceitful people who pretend they are perfect but are busy doing what they believe is wrong. And I find it hard to believe that if there is a God, that he would cast away so many truly good loving and kind people, whose deepest desires are love and peace.
i follow this sentiment
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Do you hate me just because I'm lazy
what's unchanged
what's come and gone
all the little things
they all drive me crazy
when I'm resting
when I drown
can't take away sweet sorrow
the one that reminds me of
few steps can move me forward
when I'm swirling inside of dreams
all along I felt it here
deep within yesterday's
and yesterdays tomorrow
deep in lingered souls
chasing dreams I dare not follow
I will I still
feel grasp of that not hollow
I will I still
hold a soul that's become so shallow
all in all these yesterdays
lead me to where I don't know I head
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
hate hate
it's all the rage
wait weight
it's more than I can take
living as a brother in disguise
wage rage
it's on the way
fake fate
skinny dipping deep within
soaking up sun and all the lies
now
go seed the lies
plant the trees
this forest will be our camouflage
with a million tears
shot full of poison
meant to feed on fears
aimed to gain, be prosperous
all amassed fortunes couldn't lie
shoot shoot
gotta be this way
intertwined in convolute
wrapped in words that hypnotize
it's all another deranged play
scribed script
it's here to stay
with whit
we're all delirious
empowering to treat us this way
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
of dead presidents shining house, residency soundless in, their own regime swinging to a fence it's not mine who's can it really be crying out in name blinded, lacklustre through faith I might try to hard never did not like that pretence
I sure see your stance don't agree no I never didn't indifferent in see the shining shores hold the light oh do we need one
fantasy missing moments tainted within reality opaque gods, farfetched morality of the pain fools in passion inquisition, imposition, fucking with your own damned mind hatched thought mastered fools of passion lusting until they are blind light the path, where you overreacted bleaching away all that was fine
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
freedom woes stars and themes taking what we can never know
Heaven knows heathen blows sent from us to see if we can burn our souls
test free will search so far hold it close far from all
in the night the light fades forevermore in the night dark wins out, shadows here for all the fears my way I know I know it goes away my tears I know I know it goes away
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
The leafs, I see fall to heaven, from these trees trampled beneath and there's a moment, relaxation more than one can believe lost in my moment a wing and a prayer fools only whimper holding to preciousest of time with a burden, white papers checkers on the stone freeing the tension the poisonous sound earth wind and fire a yearning compounds
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
I met my own disaster heaven's hell in my own heart making complete the kingdom with rage expelling into the air sometimes I want to slow down observe decaying scenes I know it comes with winter and what gets frozen faults in growth I want to get there faster my drug that I absorb
whither away in the bitter air's ammonia setting in thinking will make it harder can't unsee what's already been for when the show is over nobody will remember just build over the tragedy
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Here and there thereafter when we are lonely and getting bored I like to bend reality play with puppets in my head some I sing my songs to some I leave for dead every day is left a good day every day is shades of grey
when I look at laughter there's still levels of my own dismay the pawns are left all toppled but for the one I feed disrepair life isn't always tranquil hate isn't always fair love can be so awkward don't interpret how I care
you may not feel like that some people have no such luck trapped with endless feelings raging love and hate can't be ignored some days whistled are good tunes some days I don't give a fuck I end it all the same way knowing I'll return for more
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
wading in, misfortunes that come to be an instinct draws, precognitions misconceptions, and a soul obtuse look out to an empty world, but so prepared to make something to make anew
I’m not prepared this all I could ever bring to fools whispered words, god's breath is just a death for folks like me and you
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Does it? That is unilateral? "By the blast of God they perish, and by the breath of his nostrils are they consumed." "Yes, they shall not be planted; yes, they shall not be sown: yes, their stock shall not take root in the earth: and he shall also blow on them, and they shall wither, and the whirlwind shall take them away as stubble." "I will pour out My indignation on you; I will blow on you with the fire of My wrath, and I will give you into the hand of brutal men, skilled in destruction. "
Does death automatically equate to physical mortality demising, or rather automatically relate to "living" itself?
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Comments
This one is kinda really about thoughts that I often have. I don't believe in god, or at least in the Christian taking of it all. That being said, I know it could be possible that I am wrong. The fact that I have denounced God and what not would mean I would not be granted access to heaven (looking at the 10 commandments)...basically I have questioned the validity of the existence in God, and therefore he has no place for me in death...but I have been a relatively good person...I have made my sins, but have amended for those...so does that still mean hell, or would i be a lost soul?
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Thankyou kindly
It took a long time before i was in a place to share the meaning of it all. Writing it and a lot of the other syuff in here was a big part of what brought me there.
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
i follow this sentiment
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
what's unchanged
what's come and gone
all the little things
they all drive me crazy
when I'm resting
when I drown
can't take away sweet sorrow
the one that reminds me of
few steps can move me forward
when I'm swirling inside of dreams
all along I felt it here
deep within yesterday's
and yesterdays tomorrow
deep in lingered souls
chasing dreams I dare not follow
I will I still
feel grasp of that not hollow
I will I still
hold a soul that's become so shallow
all in all these yesterdays
lead me to where I don't know I head
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
live out loud and questioning
right and wrong, we're all lead along
wherever you heart roams
wherever your head lies down
know in me there is a home
know in me there is comforting
living loud and questioning
right and wrong, we're all lead along
moments come that remind of our place
wherever you heart roams
wherever your head lies down
know in me there is a home
know in me there's comforting
right and wrong, we're all lead along
moments come that remind of our place
trust in me, what's troubling
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
it's all the rage
wait weight
it's more than I can take
living as a brother in disguise
wage rage
it's on the way
fake fate
skinny dipping deep within
soaking up sun and all the lies
now
go seed the lies
plant the trees
this forest will be our camouflage
with a million tears
shot full of poison
meant to feed on fears
aimed to gain, be prosperous
all amassed fortunes couldn't lie
shoot shoot
gotta be this way
intertwined in convolute
wrapped in words that hypnotize
it's all another deranged play
scribed script
it's here to stay
with whit
we're all delirious
empowering to treat us this way
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
shining house, residency
soundless in, their own regime
swinging to a fence
it's not mine
who's can it really be
crying out in name
blinded, lacklustre through faith
I might try to hard
never did
not like that pretence
I sure see your stance
don't agree
no I never didn't
indifferent in
see the shining shores
hold the light
oh do we need one
fantasy
missing moments
tainted within reality
opaque gods, farfetched morality
of the pain
fools in passion
inquisition, imposition, fucking with
your own damned mind
hatched thought mastered
fools of passion
lusting until they are blind
light the path, where you overreacted
bleaching away all that was fine
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
stars and themes
taking what
we can never know
Heaven knows
heathen blows
sent from us
to see if we can burn our souls
test free will
search so far
hold it close
far from all
in the night
the light fades forevermore
in the night
dark wins out, shadows here for all the fears
my way
I know I know it goes away
my tears
I know I know it goes away
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
fall to heaven, from these trees
trampled beneath
and there's a moment, relaxation
more than one can believe
lost in my moment
a wing and a prayer
fools only whimper
holding to preciousest of time
with a burden, white papers
checkers on the stone
freeing the tension
the poisonous sound
earth wind and fire
a yearning compounds
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
heaven's hell in my own heart
making complete the kingdom
with rage expelling into the air
sometimes I want to slow down
observe decaying scenes
I know it comes with winter
and what gets frozen faults in growth
I want to get there faster
my drug that I absorb
whither away in the bitter
air's ammonia setting in
thinking will make it harder
can't unsee what's already been
for when the show is over
nobody will remember
just build over the tragedy
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
when we are lonely and getting bored
I like to bend reality
play with puppets in my head
some I sing my songs to
some I leave for dead
every day is left a good day
every day is shades of grey
when I look at laughter
there's still levels of my own dismay
the pawns are left all toppled
but for the one I feed disrepair
life isn't always tranquil
hate isn't always fair
love can be so awkward
don't interpret how I care
you may not feel like that
some people have no such luck
trapped with endless feelings
raging love and hate can't be ignored
some days whistled are good tunes
some days I don't give a fuck
I end it all the same way
knowing I'll return for more
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
an instinct draws,
precognitions
misconceptions, and a soul obtuse
look out to
an empty world,
but so prepared
to make something
to make anew
I’m not prepared
this all
I could ever bring to fools
whispered words,
god's breath is just a death for folks like me and you
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
"By the blast of God they perish, and by the breath of his nostrils are they consumed."
"Yes, they shall not be planted; yes, they shall not be sown: yes, their stock shall not take root in the earth: and he shall also blow on them, and they shall wither, and the whirlwind shall take them away as stubble."
"I will pour out My indignation on you; I will blow on you with the fire of My wrath, and I will give you into the hand of brutal men, skilled in destruction. "
Does death automatically equate to physical mortality demising, or rather automatically relate to "living" itself?
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key