Ophelia's Nun

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  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    Come closely to this market stall. Wind thumps
    its battered canopy. Its scaffold poles,
    rusty to the touch with gritty bumps
    of blue cement protruding from their holes,
    seem to keep this grey old frame upright,
    bolted at the feet between the stone
    cobbles of the market square. The bright
    summer day has drab things look undone.

    Come closer, now. Red peppers on display
    roll full bright oval curves of rounding skin
    between deep contours. A reflective play
    of light upon them shines, concave, a busy spin
    of people fussing in a market sky:
    Greyframed hearts displayed, passing by.
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    Patroklos advances
    in profile like a K in the battle
    thrusting his swordmastering arm
    outward, into
    the hissing throat
    of a poor young soldier:

    Another gentle lad of Ilium,
    mouthing for mother
    with wide sapphire eyes,
    a worth of life in the dust of war,
    a broken youth whose flower

    drops down

    shattered

    and whose hopeless limbs
    die flailing and shuddering
    with a bright silver clatter
    on black bloodgurgling sand.

    And Patroklos
    in his cousin's faceless mask
    stalks the blooded plain,
    chopping down breaths,
    thoughts
    desires
    ambitions
    doubts

    and gentle pointless fears of little things

    whirling on, driven by the whirr of a sword
    forced from behind in a
    deliberate frenzy, a
    western wind.

    Behind him, watching him,
    Nestor screams out
    spittlebearded, old grey
    from the benched ships,
    at the back of the man
    whose gung ho aristeia
    blisters history with the folly
    of lust for kleos of kleoi:

    "Fool! Fool!
    Kill them all,
    There's no glory, no body,
    nobody to call you victor,

    Kill less, conquer more!"

    Patroklos hears,
    Feels the weight of Achilles' breastplate
    bows as shadows line the sand
    and knows now
    It is better then
    to fall
    for glory
    before the enemy's champion
    than to king nothing
    for another king.


    Onward to Hektor.
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    River pulsions lap the landscape kerb
    of public ground; geese waddle through in twos,
    nodding forth like winged pharoahs. Herb
    sweetnesses between bloom pinks, full blues
    and dancing reds, envelop two who drift
    closely, strangers, man and woman, now
    Remarking on their perfume. Sunplays shift
    Brilliantly on the river flow.

    Man and woman. Standing now. A bee
    hovers low above a honey chance.
    Sun sapphire, gold and blue. Near, now. A free
    rush of water sound. A mirror dance
    of glances, pulses, nearness. Now. A kiss,
    a river flood, windmagic, scented bliss!
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    shranamonragh bridgesongs sing ringing shoaljumping salmon splooshing along the owenduff in the black ford river that negotiates the hunting lodge in broadfaced bigchinned liplapping drinking of an erris atlantic that's just a pretty jut crag turnaround

    now I make threesixty observation and in that spin I see bog brownrush and fat summer red mosquito winds, midgetoothed ambling low loping six o' clock summer evening posied marsh orangewater and rivulets in the cutaway

    and peat boreens

    green

    overgrown

    and bog survey sky

    and croagh patrick

    left

    and yet slievemore ahead

    and backrock
    sea horizon blue

    and shimmer glaze silk otter movement from the muddied rise

    to the green

    and

    the green

    to the green, with

    ottersong

    a new notion
    of animal bridgesong


    Shhhhh .....

    shranamonragh


    these are
    bridgesongs

    shranamonragh bridgesongs
    shranamonragh bridgesongs
  • I love the Celtic influences in your poetry. One can tell that the life of the British Isles is an important subject of your poetry.
    Liberal Douchebags that Blame Bush for Everything are Useless Pieces of Trash. I Shit on You.
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    Originally posted by Barroom Hero
    I love the Celtic influences in your poetry. One can tell that the life of the British Isles is an important subject of your poetry.

    Well, I live where I live and try to live everywhere else in my words, if it suits the reader.

    :)
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    In the corner of the living room
    lived Mrs Diamond's spider. He had great
    hairy legs, with muscles. He could zoom
    across the floor so fast that he would eat
    the first fly that came buzzing through the door
    and run smugly to his corner, back again
    before you knew a thing. But more and more
    the spider, who'd been useful now and then
    for keeping that big noisy fly at bay,
    that one that hovered near the garden pond,
    began to feed on all that passed its way:
    the budgie; cat; then Mrs Diamond,
    First her legs, and then her head. My fable?
    Swat your own flies if you're good and able.
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    ' "He's been our visionary of today
    and now he's gone, we've nothing coming up
    To follow him. You could say, in a way
    He went too far in what he did."
    Pure crap,
    of course. By what this chap is saying,
    You'd think he speaks of Mozart or of Bach
    or even Hendrix. Maybe it's just my greying
    head and deafing eardrums that dictate my lack
    of eagerness to clap the latest fellow
    to write a song then die before his prime.
    Age changes me but I can't say I'm mellow;
    I scorn the chap. There's nothing in this time
    That hasn't been done many times before.
    It's all derivative, and quite a dreadful bore. '
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    They each handled a slice of his brain, not caring for gloves
    or niceties, here. MacKenzie stood under the lamp
    turning a piece back and forth. "You know, fellows, one loves
    Trying to guess what the chap here was like." "Ah, a bump
    on the head sort of person, MacKenzie? Phrenology now?",
    quipped O' Farrell, a lump in his palm from the right hemisphere.
    "I suppose, yes", MacKenzie agreed. "I feel one can know,
    with his swollen propensies, this man was quite mad, or damned near.
    For, there was distension; imbalance was likely, and yes,
    I would say that the man was a poet, who thought far too much
    of himself and his work. With no balance. At least that's my guess:
    The temporal lobe feels like sludge, does it not? Ah well, such
    is our job that we spend our days cutting up heads with a neat
    precision, then wondering what kind of life killed this meat."
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    I was inspired for this poem by a memory of someone who used to live in my Halls of Residence in college. People would flee and lock their doors when he patrolled the place looking for poetic inspiration from dirty skirting boards and rusty fire extinguishers.
    I hope he's well. He's probably a bank manager by now.

    He skulks about the hall dressed all in black,
    sucking in his cheeks to look more wan,
    and clutching at a book, poised to attack
    each passer by with treatises on man
    and how the heavens all turn filth begrimed
    shining dark millennia of vice
    when he plods underneath them. In unrhymed
    canticles that ramble imprecise
    existential vaguenesses, this clown
    impersonates Prince Hamlet without skill,
    but captures something of the overblown
    self interest of tragic heroes. Still,
    Prince Hamlet found his laugh with Yorick's skull;
    but this man skulks, lifelong, in postures dull.
  • oldermanolderman Posts: 1,765
    medicine can't be taught without sum forms donors bodies
    lie on slabs while students relieve the tension poking the rubber-like skin with first scalpels and transplant body parts
    if ever widely known
    few would ever done again
    Down the street you can hear her scream youre a disgrace
    As she slams the door in his drunken face
    And now he stands outside
    And all the neighbours start to gossip and drool
    He cries oh, girl you must be mad,
    What happened to the sweet love you and me had?
    Against the door he leans and starts a scene,
    And his tears fall and burn the garden green
  • PJfaninmainePJfaninmaine Posts: 216
    Have to bump this!
    Excellent , Excellent, Fins and olderman, thank you!
    If being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different....I'd rather be completely fucking mental.
    (Angelina Jolie)
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    Inside the open thurible, half crumbled,
    a litter of bright dying, orange fire
    camps on a beach of ash after a humbled
    incense battle blaze of just an hour.

    Stained glass light falls on a surplus gown
    draped long upon a chair. Sun fades the fine
    robes, deep symbol stitched. Left on his own,
    an altar boy sneaks down the cruet wine.
  • oldermanolderman Posts: 1,765
    ritual is to some
    as like forms cotemplate their mating
    and so burn a stick
    to offset some scent
    or regale in the musk of
    a woman's being

    to those who would aspire
    to feast upon her beauty..

    suckle the luciousness
    taste the love..

    taste the love of life's gift which surely must be lust..
    Down the street you can hear her scream youre a disgrace
    As she slams the door in his drunken face
    And now he stands outside
    And all the neighbours start to gossip and drool
    He cries oh, girl you must be mad,
    What happened to the sweet love you and me had?
    Against the door he leans and starts a scene,
    And his tears fall and burn the garden green
  • anOmisanOmis Posts: 223
    Originally posted by FinsburyParkCarrots
    Patroklos advances
    in profile like a K in the battle
    thrusting his swordmastering arm
    outward, into
    the hissing throat
    of a poor young soldier:

    Another gentle lad of Ilium,
    mouthing for mother
    with wide sapphire eyes,
    a worth of life in the dust of war,
    a broken youth whose flower

    drops down

    shattered

    and whose hopeless limbs
    die flailing and shuddering
    with a bright silver clatter
    on black bloodgurgling sand.

    And Patroklos
    in his cousin's faceless mask
    stalks the blooded plain,
    chopping down breaths,
    thoughts
    desires
    ambitions
    doubts

    and gentle pointless fears of little things

    whirling on, driven by the whirr of a sword
    forced from behind in a
    deliberate frenzy, a
    western wind.

    Behind him, watching him,
    Nestor screams out
    spittlebearded, old grey
    from the benched ships,
    at the back of the man
    whose gung ho aristeia
    blisters history with the folly
    of lust for kleos of kleoi:

    "Fool! Fool!
    Kill them all,
    There's no glory, no body,
    nobody to call you victor,

    Kill less, conquer more!"

    Patroklos hears,
    Feels the weight of Achilles' breastplate
    bows as shadows line the sand
    and knows now
    It is better then
    to fall
    for glory
    before the enemy's champion
    than to king nothing
    for another king.


    Onward to Hektor.


    am amazed of yer knowledge in mythology
    patroclos and hektor are the symbol of true freindship
    amasing writting once more mister FPC...
    ~~dont mind yer make up, just make up yer mind~~

    ~~its better to be hated for who you are than be loved for who you are not~~

    F.ZAPPA
  • ISNISN Posts: 1,700
    ritual

    ritual is to some
    as like forms cotemplate their mating
    and so burn a stick
    to offset some scent
    or regale in the musk of
    a woman's being

    to those who would aspire
    to feast upon her beauty..

    suckle the luciousness
    taste the love..

    taste the love of life's gift which surely must be lust..

    we don't have language to describe it.....we must in that case just imbibe it.....
    ....they're asking me to prove why I should be allowed to stay with my baby in Australia, because I'm mentally ill......and they think I should leave......
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    One lunchtime in the playground came the word
    that pretty Prima'd dated grey boy John,
    the nerdy one; all knew that she'd preferred
    Smithy, suave and charming, but he'd gone
    to some good school in Scotland. So, the chase
    was on between two rivals: Tone, thin, sleek
    with shiny teeth and sheeny baby face;
    and Gordy, who'd the curse of looking bleak

    with those big hangdog jowls of his. They made
    a pact to try to win sweet Prima's love;
    on good proviso that they each obeyed
    this rule: The winner would make sure to move
    aside, after a while, and let the other
    have their chance of joy with Prima. Tone
    said "Gordy, how I love you like a brother!
    Of course I promise that this deal is done!"

    Tone had winning playground ways. He wore
    his school tie loose. At lunch, he played guitar.
    He said he'd get the tuck shop bullies: more
    and more dear Prima noticed him from far
    and she, it was, who came to him one day
    when drama class had finished. She said "Tone,
    I'm yours forever." That good day in May
    the two walked home from school. Standing alone,

    Gordy said "Tone said my time would come,
    He promised." Gordy wiggled both his thumbs,
    harrumphed a bit, and mused while walking home
    How Prima would prefer a lad whose sums
    were always right in class, when she got older.
    But weeks went on, and Tone and Prima still
    kept walking hand in hand. Now Gordy, bolder
    in his playground stomp roared "I've my fill!",

    and rounded up his chums, stood around the yard
    behind the bikesheds. Gordy shouted "Tone
    promised me a date with Prima!" "Hard
    luck!", one shouted back. "Yeah, that chap's one
    two faced smiley rotter" said another
    "He promised you you'd get your turn with Prima,
    Saying how he loved you like a brother.
    I've always said that fellow's just a climber."

    * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

    On Tuesday pub nights they meet up for darts,
    counting down the 501s. Now, Gordy,
    through his pint glass spies those loving hearts
    kissing in the corner. When a bawdy
    whisper from a mate, on Pri and Tone's
    fabled "noisy neighbour" love life hits
    his eardrum, Gordy makes these little moans
    and growls "I'll win her yet" before he spits.
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    Old Frank, the college porter ends his shift
    at dawn; these summer months he likes to bike
    out from the Tudor grounds and greet the lift
    of morning mist along the Cam, and hear quick pike
    streak shearing slits in water or the tweet
    of blackbirds in horse chestnut flowered trees,
    trees he sees in pink cone bloom. His feet
    push his pedals faster. His old knees
    creak, but as he speeds upon the long
    river towpath, he feels young, and sings
    a snatch from last night's choral evensong.
    He rides to Bait's Bite Lock. His fishing things -
    His rod, his maggot tin, his sandwiches -
    are balanced on his basket as he steers
    along through Stourbridge Common, past the Bridges
    at the Dragon and Fen Ditton, till he nears
    His spot. He leans his bike down on the bank
    and sits down on the river kerb, and stares
    long upon the dawn red river. Frank
    takes out his fishing gear, prepares
    his rod and hook, then holds his maggot tin
    and opens it. He sees the little pink
    curls of thriving life shining within
    His silver box. He always likes to think
    Just at this moment how these maggots seem
    Quite like the bright young things he's had to keep
    all night at work. He loves the river gleam
    about this time. He stares for pike. There! Deep!
  • exhaleexhale Posts: 185
    you are the greatest painter of scenery, prof. Fins,
    and your words most delightful colours.
    it is your poetry that stimulates the nervs in my brain and makes my mind draw beautiful pictures.

    thank you for sharing
    Write. Wind each new thought upon the stream;
    and in its contradiction of response,
    Or seeming stagnance, see that rippled gleam
    That might suggest true movement. If you sense
    a hidden wave in what seems blanket still,
    Write more, wind each desire, and you'll see
    The willows nod and rustle, and you will
    hear the rushing babble of the free
    gush of water, brimming, charged with light
    That is your reader's understanding heart.
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    Originally posted by exhale
    you are the greatest painter of scenery, prof. Fins,
    and your words most delightful colours.
    it is your poetry that stimulates the nervs in my brain and makes my mind draw beautiful pictures.

    thank you for sharing

    Thank you so very much. :)
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    Judith Neave ran her right index finger, panning left to right, along the third shelf of blue and grey cloth bound books in the case set in the alcove of the living room. White clouded afternoon light, from the back garden behind her shoulder, streamed through the closed French windows upon her forearm and hand as she played the tops of the books like piano keys. Each book reverberated a different memory. The old secondhand Oxford edition of Wordsworth, blue cloth with browning gilt, brought to mind Jeffrey standing clad only in a towel after a bath, on the landing at the first house they bought in Duke Street, reading aloud Maud in a mock parson's drone as she heard her laugh rebound around the bathroom tiles, she happy to take his water for her own wash. They'd been young students together, married, and had got that house when Jeff had accepted his first teaching post at the new Comprehensive. Ha! Yes, she used to scour the market in town for poetry books for him, she never forgot him. Stacks and stacks, he really did read them all, he devoured them. That was long before they could afford to move here. And then there was that time when she was on maternity leave from the University after Jill was born. She'd take the baby into town and buy old collections of Donne or early English translations of Zola, and surprise him with them when he returned from work in the evening. There they were on the shelves, those memories. And look: That original Faber of Eliot, with Prufrock, which he quoted to her by heart that first holiday together, their honeymoon out by the bright dunes at Southwold, snuggled on a red tartan blanket with rather warm Chardonnay, with the cloud perpetually threatening rain and wind blowing her straw hat down to the sea. Oh, that was a touch of realism in the moment of romance! How did it happen, now? Oh yes! There he was in his cream linen shirt and trousers, all sandy, his eyes closed, whispering, she in her pink dress, her breast sighing. all the time watching his lips, "Do I dare?" Then the wind caught that hat she'd left beside her and it blew it up over their heads right up in the air, spinning it round and down to the sea, with the tide coming in for teatime, showering sprays of foam on the glistening sand ...

    Peter and Margaret were the last of the guests to go home. They'd said to Judith if she needed anything, just to call. Jill had been but had now gone to her boyfriend's: She'd said she couldn't take it being here, surrounded by memories, so soon afterwards. Judith was still in the black outfit. It wasn't right to change so soon, was it? The fabric itched a little. She touched an unfamiliar edition of Proust with her fingertips. Then she felt a warm light upon the side of her face. She blinked, turned, and opened the French windows, to let the afternoon sounds of a busy high street resound over her garden wall, through her garden and into the still living room. Flies poured in on the speared cocktail sausages and limp ham sandwiches from the wake, before now untouched on their plates on the table. Judith turned her eyes once again to the strange copy of Proust, "The Remembrance of Things Past", plucked the volume from the shelf and opened it in her palm, the soft dust jacket sensuous against her flesh. Then she saw her husband's name etched in someone else's extravagant hand, a Loop on the J, a flourish on the Y. And just as the sun blinded, she read the dedication.
  • oldermanolderman Posts: 1,765
    i sincerely believe that fins is working on a novel,
    written in the classic tradition of the english language,
    replete with a descriptive passage of his garden,
    rest, his fields of vegetables grown wild,
    his command and vocabulary of the written word
    is indeed impressive, as is his apparent mastery of horticulture..

    thank you mr fins for your great prose and metre
    your contributions to the "challenge"
    your references to mythology
    are inspiring me to return
    with a mature focus
    to read more

    write on fins and keep on thinking free..

    btw .. you have also inspired me to read, with leisure this time, the great novel by (ms.) george eliot title middlemarch..

    when i first read the novel, it was required, therefore i only got the parts i needed (i confess to getting by) to regurge to my prof..

    i believe that the modern tv sitcom may owe it's existence to that novel..

    thanks again mate and have a pint on me!!
    Down the street you can hear her scream youre a disgrace
    As she slams the door in his drunken face
    And now he stands outside
    And all the neighbours start to gossip and drool
    He cries oh, girl you must be mad,
    What happened to the sweet love you and me had?
    Against the door he leans and starts a scene,
    And his tears fall and burn the garden green
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    I shall enjoy that pint, olderman. Thank you Sir. :) Have one on me in return, my friend.
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    I know now those long shadows on the shore
    of seaward gulls like arrows on the sand
    and on the surf's green shallows came before
    my first walk on this shattered ocean band.
    I know those shadows fell upon the trail
    of my proud fathers as they looked beyond
    the racking waters, dreaming of a sail
    to free them from the famine of the land.
    Now I, with them, will build my ship and go
    and leave my shadowed ground once and for all
    to pass where sunpulse motions make the flow
    of gently rippling guidings to the call
    of one beyond the wave, a woman true
    and beautiful, a life revealed and new.
  • oldermanolderman Posts: 1,765
    Originally posted by FinsburyParkCarrots
    I know now those long shadows on the shore
    of seaward gulls like arrows on the sand
    and on the surf's green shallows came before
    my first walk on this shattered ocean band.
    I know those shadows fell upon the trail
    of my proud fathers as they looked beyond
    the racking waters, dreaming of a sail
    to free them from the famine of the land.
    Now I, with them, will build my ship and go
    and leave my shadowed ground once and for all
    to pass where sunpulse motions make the flow
    of gently rippling guidings to the call
    of one beyond the wave, a woman true
    and beautiful, a life revealed and new.

    jeez fins.. i'm pasting this one to the challenge.. hope you don't mind.. i promise to write a good one for ophelia, 'neath the window..
    Down the street you can hear her scream youre a disgrace
    As she slams the door in his drunken face
    And now he stands outside
    And all the neighbours start to gossip and drool
    He cries oh, girl you must be mad,
    What happened to the sweet love you and me had?
    Against the door he leans and starts a scene,
    And his tears fall and burn the garden green
  • oldermanolderman Posts: 1,765
    i walked upon the eastern shore with sand
    hot between my toes as the salt filled air
    consume my senses, strokes me with her hand
    her touch was soft like dream whipped cream tis fair
    she sang of love and weather in love's grasp
    neither hides amongst rocks along the reef
    nor washes to shore in clumps of sea grass
    yet must be found for these are my belief -

    while love's box is replete - songs of merry days,
    the beach is a good walk for remembrance
    of love in the past, so much is sweet lust
    bring on the surf and the sharp sting of rays
    from the jelly fish, whose transluscence
    invades my senses, yet, for now, i trust
    Down the street you can hear her scream youre a disgrace
    As she slams the door in his drunken face
    And now he stands outside
    And all the neighbours start to gossip and drool
    He cries oh, girl you must be mad,
    What happened to the sweet love you and me had?
    Against the door he leans and starts a scene,
    And his tears fall and burn the garden green
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    Originally posted by olderman
    i walked upon the eastern shore with sand
    hot between my toes as the salt filled air
    filled my senses, consumed me with her hand
    her touch was soft like dream whipped cream tis fair
    she sang of love and weather in love's grasp
    neither hides amongst rocks along the reef
    nor washes to shore in clumps of sea grass
    yet must be found for these are my belief -

    while love's box is replete - songs of merry days,
    the beach is a good walk for remembrance
    of love in the past, so much is sweet lust
    bring on the surf and the sharp sting of rays
    from the jelly fish, whose transluscence
    invades my senses, yet, for now, i trust

    Thank you! :)
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    A sigh, a little drop of blood, a touch
    upon a vase of orchids. Window breath.
    An echoed wonder. "Love, you would do much."
    A close of blinds. A still. A peace. A death.
  • oldermanolderman Posts: 1,765
    the still silent morning,
    filtered sunlight in a dusty room,
    an apparition of her form,
    intimates to be here to bid us a final farewell

    the dry wooden floors with madras rugs
    are as quiet moments
    paint us with sorrow
    as the canvas of still life
    lives on
    Down the street you can hear her scream youre a disgrace
    As she slams the door in his drunken face
    And now he stands outside
    And all the neighbours start to gossip and drool
    He cries oh, girl you must be mad,
    What happened to the sweet love you and me had?
    Against the door he leans and starts a scene,
    And his tears fall and burn the garden green
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    To kill and be a thing of nothing kinged,
    You fought on muddy ground and felt black rain
    pummelling your back and on your singed
    lightning struck brow. Through a flooded drain
    you'd plough a hollowness with sodden claws
    of marshland victims scratching at the earth,
    blood grey, to force your master's faithless cause:
    dead land, his monument to hopeless dearth.

    But there has been embayment here, in time.
    I've seen what seven miles of orchards yield:
    emeraldic olives, trees of lime.
    I've piled high sugarcane upon a field.
    You killed for nothing, soaking death in grey.
    I'll taste an orange, fruited of the bay.
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