^^yeah. Mom died this year, dad had major surgery, brother was nowhere to be found in any caregiving process, and newly single, very little funds. Gotta say, I'm not looking forward to the holidays.
Oh this is a terribly hard year for you. It's holiday time that I feel the closest to my deceased parents
but it is too soon for you. I was shell shocked the first year too as I think most people are.
I hope something and someone cheers you and gets you through
and that 2013 is a healing year for you.
I know all about absent siblings unfortunately... their loss.
I'd like to suggest to everyone who is feeling negative or annoyed about Christmas spend the volunteering for the homeless - there are always things happening Christmas day so you can do this. That will most likely bring the real meaning of Christmas home to you. It's a rewarding experience for all involved and might put your negative feelings about consumerism or whatever in perspective, or at least overshadow them.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy. ~ Desiderata
I'd like to suggest to everyone who is feeling negative or annoyed about Christmas spend the volunteering for the homeless - there are always things happening Christmas day so you can do this. That will most likely bring the real meaning of Christmas home to you. It's a rewarding experience for all involved and might put your negative feelings about consumerism or whatever in perspective, or at least overshadow them.
some homeless and domestic violence shelters run "adopt-a-family" programs for Christmas too...I always found it cool to see the kids get so excited, particularly since there aren't any children in my family to buy for.
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
I'd like to suggest to everyone who is feeling negative or annoyed about Christmas spend the volunteering for the homeless - there are always things happening Christmas day so you can do this. That will most likely bring the real meaning of Christmas home to you. It's a rewarding experience for all involved and might put your negative feelings about consumerism or whatever in perspective, or at least overshadow them.
some homeless and domestic violence shelters run "adopt-a-family" programs for Christmas too...I always found it cool to see the kids get so excited, particularly since there aren't any children in my family to buy for.
Thanks for posting this comebackgirl. Every Christmas I 'adopt' a few kids.
I'd like to suggest to everyone who is feeling negative or annoyed about Christmas spend the volunteering for the homeless - there are always things happening Christmas day so you can do this. That will most likely bring the real meaning of Christmas home to you. It's a rewarding experience for all involved and might put your negative feelings about consumerism or whatever in perspective, or at least overshadow them.
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Actually... I did that a couple of years. 2003 and 2004... post 9-11, Iraq War... kinda depressed. Voluenteered at the big Catholic Church in Long Beach for both Thanksgiving and Christmas... anything to get away from my brothers telling me what a great President Bush was and how pin-point bombing was only killing the terrorists.
Anyway... if you do voluenteer... have a good mindset. The people you are helping are GREAT... happy and grateful you are there for them. That is uplifting. The sad part... the great numbers of people in need. It is the same reason why I could not continue voluenteering for the cat and dog rescue services... there are just so many out there. It is disheartening.
The other disheartening factor I ran into was some of the other voluenteers. Many of whom have been doing it for a long, long while and were kind of shitty when talking about the people they were there to help. If you are that jaded in helping these 'leeches'... quit fucking voluenteering. Now, most of the voluenteers... GREAT, WONDERFUL Human Beings that restore my faith in people. But, seriously, if you don't like helping people... don't voluenteer any more.
One last thing... be prepared to man the garbage detail and/or porta potty crew. You will get ordered around by the old people, but you take it because it is a vital task that must be done. I don't complain about the work, because it is voluenteer work, but just remember, newcomers get to man the hefty bags and those horrible dumpsters and Andy Gumps. Bring a good pair of work gloves and clothing you really don't care about.
Merry Christmas.
Allen Fieldhouse, home of the 2008 NCAA men's Basketball Champions! Go Jayhawks!
Hail, Hail!!!
I'd like to suggest to everyone who is feeling negative or annoyed about Christmas spend the volunteering for the homeless - there are always things happening Christmas day so you can do this. That will most likely bring the real meaning of Christmas home to you. It's a rewarding experience for all involved and might put your negative feelings about consumerism or whatever in perspective, or at least overshadow them.
some homeless and domestic violence shelters run "adopt-a-family" programs for Christmas too...I always found it cool to see the kids get so excited, particularly since there aren't any children in my family to buy for.
Thanks for posting this comebackgirl. Every Christmas I 'adopt' a few kids.
That is very cool Merry Christmas to you!
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
some homeless and domestic violence shelters run "adopt-a-family" programs for Christmas too...I always found it cool to see the kids get so excited, particularly since there aren't any children in my family to buy for.
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Here at work... we 'Adopt-A-Family'... and I think it is great. Having a truck that can carry a lot of things and a back that can lift those things (and can put together a bicycle with no problem), I helped deliver the goods a couple of three years or so.
The families are all so grateful and happy and the kids... it is great.
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Now, you know me... I always have two sides to everything:
Most of the families we helped were very young single mother homes with more that two kids. One of the young mothers had 4 kids from three different fathers... she had her first child at age 16.
Now, being Christmas... none of this matters. But, the rest of the year, i hear from my co-workers about 'these people' welching off us good, hard working folks. That very same mother would be chastised and judged as something almost not human... a whore that needs to keepher legs closed. Is THAT the Christmas Spirit? For a week or two you actually care about people who get themselves into deep holes... so, you can blame them for our country's downfall the other 50 weeks? Is that the way to celebrate the life and teachings of Jesus?
I know... that's all on me and yeah, i am judging my co-workers. To me, they ARE being kinda dicks. It's okay to hate these people on whatever grounds you believe... I get it. Just don't try to bullshit me in the last couple weeks of the year that you feel differently. I take it as an insult.
Allen Fieldhouse, home of the 2008 NCAA men's Basketball Champions! Go Jayhawks!
Hail, Hail!!!
I feel if people WANT to put themselves in the middle of that retail madness and are happy to be there, have at it! I absolutely don't get it, but it's no skin off my nose (and assuming they can afford all that shit they're buying, well then good - get some bucks moving around).
Volunteering is an excellent idea, and Cosmo, I agree with you on the adopt-a-family thing...our company did that my first couple years of employment and I was sincerely happy to help...but if we're being honest here, I'll admit part of me was thinking "jeesh, how the fuck DO you have five children at 22?" I hope people in those dire situations search out and receive the help and resources they need to get to a better place - and yes, I try to do my part, small though it may be, throughout the rest of the year.
I'd like to suggest to everyone who is feeling negative or annoyed about Christmas spend the volunteering for the homeless - there are always things happening Christmas day so you can do this. That will most likely bring the real meaning of Christmas home to you. It's a rewarding experience for all involved and might put your negative feelings about consumerism or whatever in perspective, or at least overshadow them.
my family did this several years back, and at least in Winnipeg, people are actually turned away from volunteering on Christmas day. They get too many people thinking this is the only day of the year people need help. they ask you to register first so they know how many people to expect, and ask those turned away to please consider helping on another day of the year, when it's truly needed.
Gimli 1993
Fargo 2003
Winnipeg 2005
Winnipeg 2011
St. Paul 2014
some homeless and domestic violence shelters run "adopt-a-family" programs for Christmas too...I always found it cool to see the kids get so excited, particularly since there aren't any children in my family to buy for.
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Here at work... we 'Adopt-A-Family'... and I think it is great. Having a truck that can carry a lot of things and a back that can lift those things (and can put together a bicycle with no problem), I helped deliver the goods a couple of three years or so.
The families are all so grateful and happy and the kids... it is great.
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Now, you know me... I always have two sides to everything:
Most of the families we helped were very young single mother homes with more that two kids. One of the young mothers had 4 kids from three different fathers... she had her first child at age 16.
Now, being Christmas... none of this matters. But, the rest of the year, i hear from my co-workers about 'these people' welching off us good, hard working folks. That very same mother would be chastised and judged as something almost not human... a whore that needs to keepher legs closed. Is THAT the Christmas Spirit? For a week or two you actually care about people who get themselves into deep holes... so, you can blame them for our country's downfall the other 50 weeks? Is that the way to celebrate the life and teachings of Jesus?
I know... that's all on me and yeah, i am judging my co-workers. To me, they ARE being kinda dicks. It's okay to hate these people on whatever grounds you believe... I get it. Just don't try to bullshit me in the last couple weeks of the year that you feel differently. I take it as an insult.
It's not unique to your co-workers. I even worked for an organization that provided financial help with utilities and rent and also had holiday programs. I would hear my co-workers (who were caseworkers!) griping about the mom who had 5 kids by 4 different men, how they'd ask why the fathers weren't involved and hear "one's dead, one's incarcerated, one's on drugs, and I don't know how to find the other one," and then bitch about why we were assisting people like that. Because it's a family struggling to get by, that's why. You can preach about how she shouldn't have had those kids but it doesn't change the fact that she has them and they need help to stay together as a family. It used to drive me nuts that people termed as "helping professionals" could be so judgmental.
One other note: if you participate in some kind of Adopt a Family program, please include the teenagers in your gift giving! Virtually all programs overlook kids 12 and over. How do you think they feel when their younger siblings are showered with gifts and they get nothing? People used to tell me that they didn't know what to get teens. It's really simple--movie passes, fast food gift certificates, a gift card to Target to buy clothes they'd like. Trust me, it will really mean a lot to them.
Yes we pick the older kids too, generosity shown to a teen can really make a big difference.
They are forming their opinions of the world and people in it.
Volunteering is an excellent idea, and Cosmo, I agree with you on the adopt-a-family thing...our company did that my first couple years of employment and I was sincerely happy to help...but if we're being honest here, I'll admit part of me was thinking "jeesh, how the fuck DO you have five children at 22?" I hope people in those dire situations search out and receive the help and resources they need to get to a better place - and yes, I try to do my part, small though it may be, throughout the rest of the year.
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I don't know the answer. But, I have come to the notion that it doesn't matter how someone got themselves into that situation... but, my best guess is poverty and lack of knowledge plays a greater part... they need help. I'm doing well... so I can spare some money, time and effort. It has to be tough... a 16 year old mother that has to drop out of school... what are her chances at a future?
Me? I've been lucky. I've loved a lot of different women in a short period of time when I was 16 to 22. I swore I was in love and this was the gal I'd be marrying in a few years. My luck... no kids.
Allen Fieldhouse, home of the 2008 NCAA men's Basketball Champions! Go Jayhawks!
Hail, Hail!!!
It's not unique to your co-workers. I even worked for an organization that provided financial help with utilities and rent and also had holiday programs. I would hear my co-workers (who were caseworkers!) griping about the mom who had 5 kids by 4 different men, how they'd ask why the fathers weren't involved and hear "one's dead, one's incarcerated, one's on drugs, and I don't know how to find the other one," and then bitch about why we were assisting people like that. Because it's a family struggling to get by, that's why. You can preach about how she shouldn't have had those kids but it doesn't change the fact that she has them and they need help to stay together as a family. It used to drive me nuts that people termed as "helping professionals" could be so judgmental.
One other note: if you participate in some kind of Adopt a Family program, please include the teenagers in your gift giving! Virtually all programs overlook kids 12 and over. How do you think they feel when their younger siblings are showered with gifts and they get nothing? People used to tell me that they didn't know what to get teens. It's really simple--movie passes, fast food gift certificates, a gift card to Target to buy clothes they'd like. Trust me, it will really mean a lot to them.
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Like the Church voluenteers... if you have been doing it long enough to the point where you refer to the people in line as 'leeches'... you really need to voluenteer doing something else.
There was one old bag that I really wanted to shove her head in the porta potty... both were holes who smelled like shit. and she was soooo proud that she had been 'Helping the needy' for over 20 years. Time to retire, you ol' witch.
Allen Fieldhouse, home of the 2008 NCAA men's Basketball Champions! Go Jayhawks!
Hail, Hail!!!
It's not unique to your co-workers. I even worked for an organization that provided financial help with utilities and rent and also had holiday programs. I would hear my co-workers (who were caseworkers!) griping about the mom who had 5 kids by 4 different men, how they'd ask why the fathers weren't involved and hear "one's dead, one's incarcerated, one's on drugs, and I don't know how to find the other one," and then bitch about why we were assisting people like that. Because it's a family struggling to get by, that's why. You can preach about how she shouldn't have had those kids but it doesn't change the fact that she has them and they need help to stay together as a family. It used to drive me nuts that people termed as "helping professionals" could be so judgmental.
One other note: if you participate in some kind of Adopt a Family program, please include the teenagers in your gift giving! Virtually all programs overlook kids 12 and over. How do you think they feel when their younger siblings are showered with gifts and they get nothing? People used to tell me that they didn't know what to get teens. It's really simple--movie passes, fast food gift certificates, a gift card to Target to buy clothes they'd like. Trust me, it will really mean a lot to them.
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Like the Church voluenteers... if you have been doing it long enough to the point where you refer to the people in line as 'leeches'... you really need to voluenteer doing something else.
There was one old bag that I really wanted to shove her head in the porta potty... both were holes who smelled like shit. and she was soooo proud that she had been 'Helping the needy' for over 20 years. Time to retire, you ol' witch.
there probably comes a time when people who help just get tired and jaded of seeing the same old faces, not helping themselves, but helping themselves, if you know what I mean. couples have more babies so they can stay on social assistance, that sort of thing. it would be hard not to get annoyed I would assume.
Gimli 1993
Fargo 2003
Winnipeg 2005
Winnipeg 2011
St. Paul 2014
I feel if people WANT to put themselves in the middle of that retail madness and are happy to be there, have at it! I absolutely don't get it, but it's no skin off my nose (and assuming they can afford all that shit they're buying, well then good - get some bucks moving around).
Volunteering is an excellent idea, and Cosmo, I agree with you on the adopt-a-family thing...our company did that my first couple years of employment and I was sincerely happy to help...but if we're being honest here, I'll admit part of me was thinking "jeesh, how the fuck DO you have five children at 22?" I hope people in those dire situations search out and receive the help and resources they need to get to a better place - and yes, I try to do my part, small though it may be, throughout the rest of the year.
We all catch ourselves thinking things like that because it's a natural defense, a way of thinking that it couldn't happen to us.
"I'd never be paralyzed in a car accident. I'm a careful driver." (What about the drunk driver that ran a red light at 90 mph and hit you?)
"I couldn't get mugged. I'm a big guy and nobody would try taking me on." (Before he's confronted by somebody with a gun.)
"My home wouldn't be destroyed by a hurricane because I have enough sense not to live by the coast!" (Which doesn't make it immune from any number of other natural disasters like tornado, flood, lightning strike, etc.)
"I'd never get HIV because I'm not promiscuous." (Overlooking the person in a supposedly monogamous relationship with an unfaithful partner.)
The young woman who gets pregnant at 16 and doesn't finish high school doesn't have too many career options. She may have been encouraged to get married or at least to keep her baby. She's most likely to end up on her own, usually supporting 2-3 kids. I've worked with many such women and they are typically employed at fast food restaurants or convenience stores (frequently both).
If you want to help people in these kinds of situations, check your morals at the door. Sometimes people make poor choices or just have bad luck. Believe me, they tend to know they've screwed up! Accept them where they are if you want to help.
there probably comes a time when people who help just get tired and jaded of seeing the same old faces, not helping themselves, but helping themselves, if you know what I mean. couples have more babies so they can stay on social assistance, that sort of thing. it would be hard not to get annoyed I would assume.
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I can totally understand that... That's probably true. Which is why someone like that should probably voluenteer elsewhere. It sitting there and saying how much it warms your heart to help... then, the next minute cursing the ones that are there, seeking help... you've had enough... it's probably time for you to go.
Because there ARE those who are there to help... and gladly help and consider that maybe, some of these people are simply lost causes that still need to eat. Now, who knows, they may feel the exact same way, but they are at least, keeping a stiff upper lip and consider those people who are truely in need of a hot meal served to them by people there who care.
Allen Fieldhouse, home of the 2008 NCAA men's Basketball Champions! Go Jayhawks!
Hail, Hail!!!
We all catch ourselves thinking things like that because it's a natural defense, a way of thinking that it couldn't happen to us.
"I'd never be paralyzed in a car accident. I'm a careful driver." (What about the drunk driver that ran a red light at 90 mph and hit you?)
"I couldn't get mugged. I'm a big guy and nobody would try taking me on." (Before he's confronted by somebody with a gun.)
"My home wouldn't be destroyed by a hurricane because I have enough sense not to live by the coast!" (Which doesn't make it immune from any number of other natural disasters like tornado, flood, lightning strike, etc.)
"I'd never get HIV because I'm not promiscuous." (Overlooking the person in a supposedly monogamous relationship with an unfaithful partner.)
The young woman who gets pregnant at 16 and doesn't finish high school doesn't have too many career options. She may have been encouraged to get married or at least to keep her baby. She's most likely to end up on her own, usually supporting 2-3 kids. I've worked with many such women and they are typically employed at fast food restaurants or convenience stores (frequently both).
If you want to help people in these kinds of situations, check your morals at the door. Sometimes people make poor choices or just have bad luck. Believe me, they tend to know they've screwed up! Accept them where they are if you want to help.
Oh, I know that there by the grace of whatever go I. And like I said, I do hope a better life for them and their children are to be had. Guess it goes back to education and other means of reducing the chances of being in that position to begin with.
Oh, I know that there by the grace of whatever go I. And like I said, I do hope a better life for them and their children are to be had. Guess it goes back to education and other means of reducing the chances of being in that position to begin with.
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Yeah... i felt really bad for that mother... she was just a kid... even though she was 22 or 23. Not very smart, although she was taking night classes to get her G.E.D. I know that doesn't help her chances... but, I'm not going to discourage her.
Realistically, she is looking at a future of low paying jobs with little or no opportunity for advancement. Long hours at work are going to leave her kids with minimal parenting... I just hope she warns them of the road she has taken and steers them clear of it.
But, the reality is... it is the norm, when you are in poverty. Sure, there are anecdotal success stories... but, those are typically the exception, not the rule.
Allen Fieldhouse, home of the 2008 NCAA men's Basketball Champions! Go Jayhawks!
Hail, Hail!!!
I feel if people WANT to put themselves in the middle of that retail madness and are happy to be there, have at it! I absolutely don't get it, but it's no skin off my nose (and assuming they can afford all that shit they're buying, well then good - get some bucks moving around).
Volunteering is an excellent idea, and Cosmo, I agree with you on the adopt-a-family thing...our company did that my first couple years of employment and I was sincerely happy to help...but if we're being honest here, I'll admit part of me was thinking "jeesh, how the fuck DO you have five children at 22?" I hope people in those dire situations search out and receive the help and resources they need to get to a better place - and yes, I try to do my part, small though it may be, throughout the rest of the year.
Agreed. Yes, those people are savages, but it's not like we have to do it. Black Friday.. man oh man. I'm glad Canada doesn't have that.
A couple years ago my niece and nephew were taken to help at a Christmas day dinner soup kitchen; it was good for them to do that especially since their parents, and therefore they, are part of the 1% (not me!).
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy. ~ Desiderata
Oh, I know that there by the grace of whatever go I. And like I said, I do hope a better life for them and their children are to be had. Guess it goes back to education and other means of reducing the chances of being in that position to begin with.
Well, I didn't mean it to be critical of you or anyone who has that kind of reaction at some point because as I said, we all do it as a defense mechanism. I've been amazed at the number of people in recent weeks who've discussed Hurricane Sandy with comments like "I'd never be so stupid to live by the coast!" as if someone deserves to have their house leveled by a once in a hundred years type storm. (A few years ago a tornado touched down about 3 miles from my house. Maybe I should move? :think: )
But it's one thing to have a momentary reaction like that and another to treat people with condescension or outright contempt. The young mom may not have had a stable family life herself, or didn't have the support to stay in school while managing care for a baby. She may have several kids because being a mom is the only gratifying thing she's ever done.
I guess my main point is that it's great to volunteer to during the holidays, but people should help out at other times too. There are other people besides the homeless and poor who can use support. There are many isolated older adults who might like to be an adopted grandparent for the holiday season. If people want to volunteer, just look around, there are so many organizations and so many needs.
Well, I didn't mean it to be critical of you or anyone who has that kind of reaction at some point because as I said, we all do it as a defense mechanism. I've been amazed at the number of people in recent weeks who've discussed Hurricane Sandy with comments like "I'd never be so stupid to live by the coast!" as if someone deserves to have their house leveled by a once in a hundred years type storm. (A few years ago a tornado touched down about 3 miles from my house. Maybe I should move? :think: )
I didn't take what you said negatively, but thank you And I agree.
Also, excellent idea about helping out older folks...lord knows there are many who have no one.
Well, I didn't mean it to be critical of you or anyone who has that kind of reaction at some point because as I said, we all do it as a defense mechanism. I've been amazed at the number of people in recent weeks who've discussed Hurricane Sandy with comments like "I'd never be so stupid to live by the coast!" as if someone deserves to have their house leveled by a once in a hundred years type storm. (A few years ago a tornado touched down about 3 miles from my house. Maybe I should move? :think: )
I didn't take what you said negatively, but thank you And I agree.
Also, excellent idea about helping out older folks...lord knows there are many who have no one.
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Actually... the work at the chuch wasn't all that bad. I just wanted to paint a true picture of what it is like... with the bossy old people and the neverending garbage cans and the smelly dumpsters and the folding up of the brazillion folding tables and chairs and other manual labor tasks and your hair and clothes smelling like garbage when you get into your car. It's not all about handing out plates of food... the old lady that hates the leech people does that.
But, the people being fed are grateful. You DO feel happy (and sad) for them. I get to go home to a cozy warm home... eat whenever I want... til I'm full... take a long warm shower and sleep in a nice comfortable bed... with the sad realization that people I had met that day do not.
Allen Fieldhouse, home of the 2008 NCAA men's Basketball Champions! Go Jayhawks!
Hail, Hail!!!
some homeless and domestic violence shelters run "adopt-a-family" programs for Christmas too...I always found it cool to see the kids get so excited, particularly since there aren't any children in my family to buy for.
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Here at work... we 'Adopt-A-Family'... and I think it is great. Having a truck that can carry a lot of things and a back that can lift those things (and can put together a bicycle with no problem), I helped deliver the goods a couple of three years or so.
The families are all so grateful and happy and the kids... it is great.
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Now, you know me... I always have two sides to everything:
Most of the families we helped were very young single mother homes with more that two kids. One of the young mothers had 4 kids from three different fathers... she had her first child at age 16.
Now, being Christmas... none of this matters. But, the rest of the year, i hear from my co-workers about 'these people' welching off us good, hard working folks. That very same mother would be chastised and judged as something almost not human... a whore that needs to keepher legs closed. Is THAT the Christmas Spirit? For a week or two you actually care about people who get themselves into deep holes... so, you can blame them for our country's downfall the other 50 weeks? Is that the way to celebrate the life and teachings of Jesus?
I know... that's all on me and yeah, i am judging my co-workers. To me, they ARE being kinda dicks. It's okay to hate these people on whatever grounds you believe... I get it. Just don't try to bullshit me in the last couple weeks of the year that you feel differently. I take it as an insult.
It's cool that you do that and it is really cool to see the family's enjoy this.
I think this is the difference between people who give because they really want to give and benefit others and those who give to make themselves look and feel good. Being generous one day out of the year isn't a pass to judge someone else without knowing anything about their history, etc..it really says more about them than the person they're judging. The coolest are the people that give anonymously just for the joy of seeing someone else happy.
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
Volunteering is an excellent idea, and Cosmo, I agree with you on the adopt-a-family thing...our company did that my first couple years of employment and I was sincerely happy to help...but if we're being honest here, I'll admit part of me was thinking "jeesh, how the fuck DO you have five children at 22?" I hope people in those dire situations search out and receive the help and resources they need to get to a better place - and yes, I try to do my part, small though it may be, throughout the rest of the year.
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I don't know the answer. But, I have come to the notion that it doesn't matter how someone got themselves into that situation... but, my best guess is poverty and lack of knowledge plays a greater part... they need help. I'm doing well... so I can spare some money, time and effort. It has to be tough... a 16 year old mother that has to drop out of school... what are her chances at a future?
Me? I've been lucky. I've loved a lot of different women in a short period of time when I was 16 to 22. I swore I was in love and this was the gal I'd be marrying in a few years. My luck... no kids.
And the research is mixed, but there seems to be some link between girls who were sexually abused as children and teenage pregnancy. There is a definite link between child sexual abuse and risk taking behavior in adolescence. I'm sure neglect, poverty, etc also play a role. I agree...regardless of what dynamics led to a situation, if a person needs help, I'm going to help.
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
^^yeah. Mom died this year, dad had major surgery, brother was nowhere to be found in any caregiving process, and newly single, very little funds. Gotta say, I'm not looking forward to the holidays.
Oh this is a terribly hard year for you. It's holiday time that I feel the closest to my deceased parents
but it is too soon for you. I was shell shocked the first year too as I think most people are.
I hope something and someone cheers you and gets you through
and that 2013 is a healing year for you.
I know all about absent siblings unfortunately... their loss.
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but it is too soon for you. I was shell shocked the first year too as I think most people are.
I hope something and someone cheers you and gets you through
and that 2013 is a healing year for you.
I know all about absent siblings unfortunately... their loss.
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
Actually... I did that a couple of years. 2003 and 2004... post 9-11, Iraq War... kinda depressed. Voluenteered at the big Catholic Church in Long Beach for both Thanksgiving and Christmas... anything to get away from my brothers telling me what a great President Bush was and how pin-point bombing was only killing the terrorists.
Anyway... if you do voluenteer... have a good mindset. The people you are helping are GREAT... happy and grateful you are there for them. That is uplifting. The sad part... the great numbers of people in need. It is the same reason why I could not continue voluenteering for the cat and dog rescue services... there are just so many out there. It is disheartening.
The other disheartening factor I ran into was some of the other voluenteers. Many of whom have been doing it for a long, long while and were kind of shitty when talking about the people they were there to help. If you are that jaded in helping these 'leeches'... quit fucking voluenteering. Now, most of the voluenteers... GREAT, WONDERFUL Human Beings that restore my faith in people. But, seriously, if you don't like helping people... don't voluenteer any more.
One last thing... be prepared to man the garbage detail and/or porta potty crew. You will get ordered around by the old people, but you take it because it is a vital task that must be done. I don't complain about the work, because it is voluenteer work, but just remember, newcomers get to man the hefty bags and those horrible dumpsters and Andy Gumps. Bring a good pair of work gloves and clothing you really don't care about.
Merry Christmas.
Hail, Hail!!!
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
Here at work... we 'Adopt-A-Family'... and I think it is great. Having a truck that can carry a lot of things and a back that can lift those things (and can put together a bicycle with no problem), I helped deliver the goods a couple of three years or so.
The families are all so grateful and happy and the kids... it is great.
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Now, you know me... I always have two sides to everything:
Most of the families we helped were very young single mother homes with more that two kids. One of the young mothers had 4 kids from three different fathers... she had her first child at age 16.
Now, being Christmas... none of this matters. But, the rest of the year, i hear from my co-workers about 'these people' welching off us good, hard working folks. That very same mother would be chastised and judged as something almost not human... a whore that needs to keepher legs closed. Is THAT the Christmas Spirit? For a week or two you actually care about people who get themselves into deep holes... so, you can blame them for our country's downfall the other 50 weeks? Is that the way to celebrate the life and teachings of Jesus?
I know... that's all on me and yeah, i am judging my co-workers. To me, they ARE being kinda dicks. It's okay to hate these people on whatever grounds you believe... I get it. Just don't try to bullshit me in the last couple weeks of the year that you feel differently. I take it as an insult.
Hail, Hail!!!
there a woman reaching out to help another
that's nice
Volunteering is an excellent idea, and Cosmo, I agree with you on the adopt-a-family thing...our company did that my first couple years of employment and I was sincerely happy to help...but if we're being honest here, I'll admit part of me was thinking "jeesh, how the fuck DO you have five children at 22?" I hope people in those dire situations search out and receive the help and resources they need to get to a better place - and yes, I try to do my part, small though it may be, throughout the rest of the year.
my family did this several years back, and at least in Winnipeg, people are actually turned away from volunteering on Christmas day. They get too many people thinking this is the only day of the year people need help. they ask you to register first so they know how many people to expect, and ask those turned away to please consider helping on another day of the year, when it's truly needed.
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One other note: if you participate in some kind of Adopt a Family program, please include the teenagers in your gift giving! Virtually all programs overlook kids 12 and over. How do you think they feel when their younger siblings are showered with gifts and they get nothing? People used to tell me that they didn't know what to get teens. It's really simple--movie passes, fast food gift certificates, a gift card to Target to buy clothes they'd like. Trust me, it will really mean a lot to them.
she's probably the one who tripped him. or is trying to nab his box of Smarties.
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They are forming their opinions of the world and people in it.
I don't know the answer. But, I have come to the notion that it doesn't matter how someone got themselves into that situation... but, my best guess is poverty and lack of knowledge plays a greater part... they need help. I'm doing well... so I can spare some money, time and effort. It has to be tough... a 16 year old mother that has to drop out of school... what are her chances at a future?
Me? I've been lucky. I've loved a lot of different women in a short period of time when I was 16 to 22. I swore I was in love and this was the gal I'd be marrying in a few years. My luck... no kids.
Hail, Hail!!!
Like the Church voluenteers... if you have been doing it long enough to the point where you refer to the people in line as 'leeches'... you really need to voluenteer doing something else.
There was one old bag that I really wanted to shove her head in the porta potty... both were holes who smelled like shit. and she was soooo proud that she had been 'Helping the needy' for over 20 years. Time to retire, you ol' witch.
Hail, Hail!!!
there probably comes a time when people who help just get tired and jaded of seeing the same old faces, not helping themselves, but helping themselves, if you know what I mean. couples have more babies so they can stay on social assistance, that sort of thing. it would be hard not to get annoyed I would assume.
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"I'd never be paralyzed in a car accident. I'm a careful driver." (What about the drunk driver that ran a red light at 90 mph and hit you?)
"I couldn't get mugged. I'm a big guy and nobody would try taking me on." (Before he's confronted by somebody with a gun.)
"My home wouldn't be destroyed by a hurricane because I have enough sense not to live by the coast!" (Which doesn't make it immune from any number of other natural disasters like tornado, flood, lightning strike, etc.)
"I'd never get HIV because I'm not promiscuous." (Overlooking the person in a supposedly monogamous relationship with an unfaithful partner.)
The young woman who gets pregnant at 16 and doesn't finish high school doesn't have too many career options. She may have been encouraged to get married or at least to keep her baby. She's most likely to end up on her own, usually supporting 2-3 kids. I've worked with many such women and they are typically employed at fast food restaurants or convenience stores (frequently both).
If you want to help people in these kinds of situations, check your morals at the door. Sometimes people make poor choices or just have bad luck. Believe me, they tend to know they've screwed up! Accept them where they are if you want to help.
I can totally understand that... That's probably true. Which is why someone like that should probably voluenteer elsewhere. It sitting there and saying how much it warms your heart to help... then, the next minute cursing the ones that are there, seeking help... you've had enough... it's probably time for you to go.
Because there ARE those who are there to help... and gladly help and consider that maybe, some of these people are simply lost causes that still need to eat. Now, who knows, they may feel the exact same way, but they are at least, keeping a stiff upper lip and consider those people who are truely in need of a hot meal served to them by people there who care.
Hail, Hail!!!
Yeah... i felt really bad for that mother... she was just a kid... even though she was 22 or 23. Not very smart, although she was taking night classes to get her G.E.D. I know that doesn't help her chances... but, I'm not going to discourage her.
Realistically, she is looking at a future of low paying jobs with little or no opportunity for advancement. Long hours at work are going to leave her kids with minimal parenting... I just hope she warns them of the road she has taken and steers them clear of it.
But, the reality is... it is the norm, when you are in poverty. Sure, there are anecdotal success stories... but, those are typically the exception, not the rule.
Hail, Hail!!!
A couple years ago my niece and nephew were taken to help at a Christmas day dinner soup kitchen; it was good for them to do that especially since their parents, and therefore they, are part of the 1% (not me!).
But it's one thing to have a momentary reaction like that and another to treat people with condescension or outright contempt. The young mom may not have had a stable family life herself, or didn't have the support to stay in school while managing care for a baby. She may have several kids because being a mom is the only gratifying thing she's ever done.
I guess my main point is that it's great to volunteer to during the holidays, but people should help out at other times too. There are other people besides the homeless and poor who can use support. There are many isolated older adults who might like to be an adopted grandparent for the holiday season. If people want to volunteer, just look around, there are so many organizations and so many needs.
Also, excellent idea about helping out older folks...lord knows there are many who have no one.
Actually... the work at the chuch wasn't all that bad. I just wanted to paint a true picture of what it is like... with the bossy old people and the neverending garbage cans and the smelly dumpsters and the folding up of the brazillion folding tables and chairs and other manual labor tasks and your hair and clothes smelling like garbage when you get into your car. It's not all about handing out plates of food... the old lady that hates the leech people does that.
But, the people being fed are grateful. You DO feel happy (and sad) for them. I get to go home to a cozy warm home... eat whenever I want... til I'm full... take a long warm shower and sleep in a nice comfortable bed... with the sad realization that people I had met that day do not.
Hail, Hail!!!
I think this is the difference between people who give because they really want to give and benefit others and those who give to make themselves look and feel good. Being generous one day out of the year isn't a pass to judge someone else without knowing anything about their history, etc..it really says more about them than the person they're judging. The coolest are the people that give anonymously just for the joy of seeing someone else happy.
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"