depleted.
wishing I had a magic wand.
hoping it makes some small difference.
some shit is too hard to hear let alone go through
if hope can grow from dirt like me
fuck fuck fuck
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
depleted.
wishing I had a magic wand.
hoping it makes some small difference.
some shit is too hard to hear let alone go through
if hope can grow from dirt like me
fuck fuck fuck
it will be ok CBG. you are in a tough profession. that stuff is gonna wear on you from time to time. you are making a big difference, and don't think for one second that you aren't. you are strong, and i know that sometimes it is hard to be the strong one when everyone you see every day is going through so much. tomorrow is a new day, and you will not feel depleted after your tour next week.
personally, i am having pretour anxiety. i know i am going to forget something...
one more half day of work and then no work for 10 days!
"You can tell the greatness of a man by what makes him angry." - Lincoln
depleted.
wishing I had a magic wand.
hoping it makes some small difference.
some shit is too hard to hear let alone go through
if hope can grow from dirt like me
fuck fuck fuck
it will be ok CBG. you are in a tough profession. that stuff is gonna wear on you from time to time. you are making a big difference, and don't think for one second that you aren't. you are strong, and i know that sometimes it is hard to be the strong one when everyone you see every day is going through so much. tomorrow is a new day, and you will not feel depleted after your tour next week.
personally, i am having pretour anxiety. i know i am going to forget something...
one more half day of work and then no work for 10 days!
Thanks. I just need to work through it a bit. My clinical supervisor is great at helping with that and it helps that Tim is in the same field so he kind of gets it. I had 3 teens back to back with really heavy trauma. It's a lot to take in. These experiences are shaping who they think they are and they're coping the best ways they know how...even if it doesn't always look so healthy. Next week will be my therapy. Good timing.
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
And feeling like I need a fast forward button. It needs to be January nowwww! I want to be on that airplane!
"Sometimes you find yourself having to put all your faith in no faith."
~not a dude~
2010: MSGx2
2012: Made In America
2013: Pittsburgh, Brooklynx2, Hartford, Baltimore
2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Phillyx2, MSGx2, Fenwayx2 2018: Barcelona, Wrigleyx2
so fucking cold............ weather.com says its 41 right now... there's no way it's legal for them to not turn on the heat when it's 41 right?
I've been planning my trip in this freezing cold for the last 3 days and I'm skipping Glaciers cuz the thought of ice makes me wanna crawl under the covers and not come out till spring.
anxious. I don't think the albuterol is a good fit for me :?
and I just burst into tears watching a clip of that bat kid so I'm probably hormonal :? :fp:
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"Sometimes you find yourself having to put all your faith in no faith."
~not a dude~
2010: MSGx2
2012: Made In America
2013: Pittsburgh, Brooklynx2, Hartford, Baltimore
2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Phillyx2, MSGx2, Fenwayx2 2018: Barcelona, Wrigleyx2
burn my fuckin fingers,next anone is hungry can fuckin cook by himself
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
Really pissed off!!! :x I moved in this apt 2 weeks ago, and I knew about this 1 neighbor that smoked cigarettes, because 1 of my son's ex girlfriends lives here with her beautiful 3 year old daughter. So I knew about this dickhead, and this jerk was out around the back door 2 days in a row just smoking away, and as I was approaching the doorway before throwing away my dogs poop in the dumpster, I just kept staring at him, and could feel myself getting "so mad", as he stood there staring back at me, so I started to approach, and turned away called him an inconsiderate fat bastard... He just doesn't give a rat's ass about smoking right there at the doorway, and this "REALLY" grinds my gears. Before moving in this place I told the rental office that I'm "NOT" going to put up with this asshole, not in so many words.. :fp:
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Yeah, it sucks
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Philly 1, Philly 2, MSG 1, MSG 2, Fenway 2
2018: Fenway 1, Fenway 2
2024: MSG 2, Philly 1, Philly 2, Fenway 1, Fenway 2
I'm freezing too! Wasn't ready for winter yet...
6/19/95 Red Rocks
9/11/98 MSG
11/19/12 EV solo Tulsa
7/19/13 Wrigley 10/19/13 Brooklyn 2 10/21/13 Philly 1 10/22/13 Philly 2 10/25/13 Hartford
10/08/14 Tulsa 10/09/14 Lincoln
9/26/15 NYC Global Citizen
4/16/16 Greenville 4/28/16 Philly 1 4/29/16 Philly 2 5/1/16 MSG 1 5/2/16 MSG 2 8/7/16 Fenway 2 8/20/16 Wrigley 1
4/7/17 RRHOF New York City
9/2/18 Fenway 1 9/4/2018 Fenway 2
9/18/21 Asbury Park
2/4/22 EV Earthlings NYC 2/6/22 EV Earthlings Newark 9/11/22 MSG 9/14/22 Camden
9/3/24 MSG 1 9/4/24 MSG 2 9/7/24 Philly 1 9/9/24 Philly 2
wishing I had a magic wand.
hoping it makes some small difference.
some shit is too hard to hear let alone go through
if hope can grow from dirt like me
fuck fuck fuck
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
personally, i am having pretour anxiety. i know i am going to forget something...
one more half day of work and then no work for 10 days!
"Well, you tell him that I don't talk to suckas."
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
And feeling like I need a fast forward button. It needs to be January nowwww! I want to be on that airplane!
~not a dude~
2010: MSGx2
2012: Made In America
2013: Pittsburgh, Brooklynx2, Hartford, Baltimore
2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Phillyx2, MSGx2, Fenwayx2
2018: Barcelona, Wrigleyx2
I've been planning my trip in this freezing cold for the last 3 days and I'm skipping Glaciers cuz the thought of ice makes me wanna crawl under the covers and not come out till spring.
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"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Philly 1, Philly 2, MSG 1, MSG 2, Fenway 2
2018: Fenway 1, Fenway 2
2024: MSG 2, Philly 1, Philly 2, Fenway 1, Fenway 2
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
and I just burst into tears watching a clip of that bat kid so I'm probably hormonal :? :fp:
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
Hormones have just swung in the other direction :oops: :shifty:
:crazy:
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Philly 1, Philly 2, MSG 1, MSG 2, Fenway 2
2018: Fenway 1, Fenway 2
2024: MSG 2, Philly 1, Philly 2, Fenway 1, Fenway 2
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
And really fucking excited!
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Philly 1, Philly 2, MSG 1, MSG 2, Fenway 2
2018: Fenway 1, Fenway 2
2024: MSG 2, Philly 1, Philly 2, Fenway 1, Fenway 2
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"Well, you tell him that I don't talk to suckas."
~not a dude~
2010: MSGx2
2012: Made In America
2013: Pittsburgh, Brooklynx2, Hartford, Baltimore
2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Phillyx2, MSGx2, Fenwayx2
2018: Barcelona, Wrigleyx2
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Philly 1, Philly 2, MSG 1, MSG 2, Fenway 2
2018: Fenway 1, Fenway 2
2024: MSG 2, Philly 1, Philly 2, Fenway 1, Fenway 2
Wish you were here...
♥~RIP Dad
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