i don't know why i don't know how i don't understand you i don't know you
i don't bother the spirits
i don't hassle you when my boots are away
i don't need your lip
i don't need your family
i don't need your guns
i don't need your drugs
i don't need your money
i don't need to
i don't need my wants
i don't need my needs
i don't look to the wall clock here or there
i don't require a home
i don't need your teeth in my ass
i don't need your bed
i don't need your pain along with my bones fulla holes & barbwire scars
i don't need your birdcages rattling around in my head
i don't need this piece of shit for a car
i don't need lightbulbs going off above my head
i don't need your sharing hand
i don't need your taking hand
i don't need your taste on my lips
i don't need your tour on my wheels
i don't need your views
i don't need what i want
i don't need to need when you are not
i want to swim to the end of the galaxy
and fly to the bottom of the sea
i want to taste music and hear color
i want the fucking wormhole
to go through me
Over the years I have posted a lot of random shit in hopes that he would see it and say something... It's okay now to know that won't happen. It's okay to have the memory. It's okay.
"I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
if i had marble floors and antique vases
would that make me happy?
if i were flush with cash and laden with gold
would that make me laugh?
if i had a rolls and a yacht
would that bring him back?
no
no
and nothing ever will
i’ve said all I have to say
in more ways than one
i love you to death
good bye
if i had marble floors and antique vases
would that make me happy?
if i were flush with cash and laden with gold
would that make me laugh?
if i had a rolls and a yacht
would that bring him back?
no
no
and nothing ever will
i’ve said all I have to say
in more ways than one
i love you to death
good bye
hey...you...keep the faith....yeah..i know its a mirror im talking to...
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
Curiosity never killed the cat-
It helped us get out of bed
and brush teeth instead.
What's next? It has asked us.
Nothing. nothing
Never nothing.
remember a time without pain?
will there ever be a time without pain?
curiosity again.
tears and breaking hearts and sobs and numbness and memories overwhelm us.
Curiosity is there to prod, gently sometimes, or harshly if need be- what's next?
Maybe it will be you who can answer that question.
Because I don't trust a cat.
If curiosity will help you out of bed, we will be there to wipe tears and hold hands and hug bodies and lend ears. Dogs are better in this regards.
"Sun sets on this ocean- never once on my devotion."
"If I had this guy's voice, you could all kiss my ass."
Comments
very nice
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
this I like very nice too : )
tried to emancipate....
Chadwick and Rollings, I thank you (two)
"If I had this guy's voice, you could all kiss my ass."
:geek:
what is this "outside world" that you speak of, justam?
....please do tell
Check your mailbox rollings.
this "mailbox" that you speak of......
Gone, Gone. Away like the wind.
Time, Time. Is no longer waiting.
Growing, Growing. Older within.
Silk and sex
Infinite regard
For the weight upon my chest
both would be better
i don't bother the spirits
i don't hassle you when my boots are away
i don't need your lip
i don't need your family
i don't need your guns
i don't need your drugs
i don't need your money
i don't need to
i don't need my wants
i don't need my needs
i don't look to the wall clock here or there
i don't require a home
i don't need your teeth in my ass
i don't need your bed
i don't need your pain along with my bones fulla holes & barbwire scars
i don't need your birdcages rattling around in my head
i don't need this piece of shit for a car
i don't need lightbulbs going off above my head
i don't need your sharing hand
i don't need your taking hand
i don't need your taste on my lips
i don't need your tour on my wheels
i don't need your views
i don't need what i want
i don't need to need when you are not
(part I)
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
and fly to the bottom of the sea
i want to taste music and hear color
i want the fucking wormhole
to go through me
"what a long, strange trip it's been"
Drowning in
Living in
Dreaming in
want to be enlightened"
want to be enlightened"
"better safe than sorry"
if i don't have it i want to not need it and
i've never been safe and i'm not fucking sorry
"what a long, strange trip it's been"
"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
-- Sen. Chuck Hagel
and the moon splits open wide,
will you finally realize that it is I,
who will always be standing by your side?
"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
-- Sen. Chuck Hagel
would that make me happy?
if i were flush with cash and laden with gold
would that make me laugh?
if i had a rolls and a yacht
would that bring him back?
no
no
and nothing ever will
i’ve said all I have to say
in more ways than one
i love you to death
good bye
"what a long, strange trip it's been"
What makes them want to go?
Is it time?
Why do people take their words?
Words to last all time.
Taking words is worse then leaving, it is leaving speechless.
A meteor hit today.
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
I've lost before,
but never so much.
My heart is breaking into a million pieces.
Losing one is hard,
losing all.....?
Unbearable.
"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
-- Sen. Chuck Hagel
what?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g3Z4PX2JI_c
damnit
Curiosity never killed the cat-
It helped us get out of bed
and brush teeth instead.
What's next? It has asked us.
Nothing. nothing
Never nothing.
remember a time without pain?
will there ever be a time without pain?
curiosity again.
tears and breaking hearts and sobs and numbness and memories overwhelm us.
Curiosity is there to prod, gently sometimes, or harshly if need be- what's next?
Maybe it will be you who can answer that question.
Because I don't trust a cat.
If curiosity will help you out of bed, we will be there to wipe tears and hold hands and hug bodies and lend ears. Dogs are better in this regards.
"If I had this guy's voice, you could all kiss my ass."