a bleeding heart on the front porch
left for all to see
paw prints on the doormat
I was too immature to understand
the vine wraps tight
around her throat
I know its not her fault
every now and then,
I just get this way
tethered to a stake
in the front yard
the graffiti is starting to fade
it should be warmer than this
I'm warmer when she is near
beyond that,..
I don't know,
we don't know
Peace, Love.
"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
-- Sen. Chuck Hagel
a bleeding heart on the front porch
left for all to see
paw prints on the doormat
I was too immature to understand
the vine wraps tight
around her throat
I know its not her fault
every now and then,
I just get this way
tethered to a stake
in the front yard
the graffiti is starting to fade
it should be warmer than this
I'm warmer when she is near
beyond that,..
I don't know,
we don't know
Awesome
Cancel my subscription to the Ressurection
Send my credentials to the house of detention
I'm only sorry it took me this long
to figure it out
and that you no longer matter
when you so obviously
at one time
were the only one
who did matter
I'm sorry the energy spent
could never equal
the sheer volume
of chaos that hides
behind those dark eyes
Peace, Love.
"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
-- Sen. Chuck Hagel
I'm only sorry it took me this long
to figure it out
and that you no longer matter
when you so obviously
at one time
were the only one
who did matter
I'm sorry the energy spent
could never equal
the sheer volume
of chaos that hides
behind those dark eyes
i'm sorry i frustrate you and make you mad
but u do the same to me
i just yearn so much to understand
to fix everything
how can i get the puzzle in your head
not put it together and glue it down
i just want to understand
you dont get how messed up we are
but you dont get alot of things
your not stupid
your far from that
you have just been treated like so
its not your fault they dont know how to help
but it is your fault you think you can get away with everything
you think you can cry and get what you want
that pisses me off so much
i feel like im about to explode
that is the problem
the one who can help is your sister
i have low tolorence for your slack
mabey you just being a brother
i have no clue
i just no that no matter what
i will always try to understand you
alone in my room i take notes
just to help me
remember the things to teach you
how to suceed
you think you can get away
if you start to cry
they fall for it
but i know
and wont let it be
im stubborn, i know
it drives you insane
but it helps you some
i love you but make you mad
i just want to help
try i try
but i fail
again and again
but i will suceed just trust me
ill do my best
im sorry
forgive me
until i frustrate you again
im just trying to unraval ur head
“I told you from the start just how this would end. When I get what I want, I never want it again.” — Courtney Love
“If he doesn’t treat you like a princess, then he doesn’t deserve to be your prince.” — Unknown
“And we’ll move on and go our separate ways. Just know, I’ll miss you everyday, but things just aren’t the same.” — Unknown
i'm sorry i frustrate you and make you mad
but u do the same to me
i just yearn so much to understand
to fix everything
how can i get the puzzle in your head
not put it together and glue it down
i just want to understand
you dont get how messed up we are
but you dont get alot of things
your not stupid
your far from that
you have just been treated like so
its not your fault they dont know how to help
but it is your fault you think you can get away with everything
you think you can cry and get what you want
that pisses me off so much
i feel like im about to explode
that is the problem
the one who can help is your sister
i have low tolorence for your slack
mabey you just being a brother
i have no clue
i just no that no matter what
i will always try to understand you
alone in my room i take notes
just to help me
remember the things to teach you
how to suceed
you think you can get away
if you start to cry
they fall for it
but i know
and wont let it be
im stubborn, i know
it drives you insane
but it helps you some
i love you but make you mad
i just want to help
try i try
but i fail
again and again
but i will suceed just trust me
ill do my best
im sorry
forgive me
until i frustrate you again
im just trying to unraval ur head
very good. very moving.
Peace, Love.
"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
-- Sen. Chuck Hagel
i'm sorry i frustrate you and make you mad
but u do the same to me
i just yearn so much to understand
to fix everything
how can i get the puzzle in your head
not put it together and glue it down
i just want to understand
you dont get how messed up we are
but you dont get alot of things
your not stupid
your far from that
you have just been treated like so
its not your fault they dont know how to help
but it is your fault you think you can get away with everything
you think you can cry and get what you want
that pisses me off so much
i feel like im about to explode
that is the problem
the one who can help is your sister
i have low tolorence for your slack
mabey you just being a brother
i have no clue
i just no that no matter what
i will always try to understand you
alone in my room i take notes
just to help me
remember the things to teach you
how to suceed
you think you can get away
if you start to cry
they fall for it
but i know
and wont let it be
im stubborn, i know
it drives you insane
but it helps you some
i love you but make you mad
i just want to help
try i try
but i fail
again and again
but i will suceed just trust me
ill do my best
im sorry
forgive me
until i frustrate you again
im just trying to unraval ur head
While reading I thought...."men!"
Then I saw you were speaking of the very special "man" in your life...
your brother.
Big picture.... a life spent together no matter what
Parents will leave this world... before they go you will be a united front,
hopefully,
and face much.
Friends lovers will come and go, maybe even spouses
brother sister is for life...cherish and nurture
it is a very special love and friendship
sounds like you have his back :thumbup:
he will have yours also
I envy you I was not lucky enough to have had a brother
i'm sorry i frustrate you and make you mad
but u do the same to me
i just yearn so much to understand
to fix everything
how can i get the puzzle in your head
not put it together and glue it down
i just want to understand
you dont get how messed up we are
but you dont get alot of things
your not stupid
your far from that
you have just been treated like so
its not your fault they dont know how to help
but it is your fault you think you can get away with everything
you think you can cry and get what you want
that pisses me off so much
i feel like im about to explode
that is the problem
the one who can help is your sister
i have low tolorence for your slack
mabey you just being a brother
i have no clue
i just no that no matter what
i will always try to understand you
alone in my room i take notes
just to help me
remember the things to teach you
how to suceed
you think you can get away
if you start to cry
they fall for it
but i know
and wont let it be
im stubborn, i know
it drives you insane
but it helps you some
i love you but make you mad
i just want to help
try i try
but i fail
again and again
but i will suceed just trust me
ill do my best
im sorry
forgive me
until i frustrate you again
im just trying to unraval ur head
While reading I thought...."men!"
Then I saw you were speaking of the very special "man" in your life...
your brother.
Big picture.... a life spent together no matter what
Parents will leave this world... before they go you will be a united front,
hopefully,
and face much.
Friends lovers will come and go, maybe even spouses
brother sister is for life...cherish and nurture
it is a very special love and friendship
sounds like you have his back :thumbup:
he will have yours also
I envy you I was not lucky enough to have had a brother
you should hardly envious, yesterday i got locked out of the house after skool and he sat there waving at me from the window laughing... :lolno:
i do love him though... he helps me understand disabilities too which is helpful
“I told you from the start just how this would end. When I get what I want, I never want it again.” — Courtney Love
“If he doesn’t treat you like a princess, then he doesn’t deserve to be your prince.” — Unknown
“And we’ll move on and go our separate ways. Just know, I’ll miss you everyday, but things just aren’t the same.” — Unknown
Old trees sway in the wind as their new lime colored leaves flutter wildly.
The pine heavy with pollen send sheets drifting through the bright blue and cloudless sky.
My lovely woods in Springtime. Spring has sprung!
A yellow butterfly flits high amongst the trees, fragile, the wind carries it along helplessly.
A mower, out of sight, creates a sleepy buzz .... I close my eyes to dream.
Rolling dark clouds move quickly through my mind, approaching at record speed.
The sound of the mower? No, a freight train, louder and louder, nearly unbearable.
The wind swiftly changes from fantastic to terrible as it lifts the trees high,
high into the the swirling clouds while cracking wood shakes the earth below.
Before my closed eyes, destruction, desolation.
Trees broken, splintered, laying in heaps against a bright white and gray sky.
My woods, my lovely woods, gone.
Instinctively my eyes move up to the heavens,
blurred by tears slipping down my cheeks.
They open to see ....
two yellow butterflies fluttering there on a calm breeze.
No longer carried ... they choose their path.
Fragile and yet so strong, they make their way through a dream yet to be.
Flashbacks
Brainstorm
They say I'm one of the few who can remember
And I remember every thing
I've always thought those that don't remember could, but can't
It's locked away to protect them from themselves
Me, I've always thought it safer to look things in the eye.
Plus, it's the only route I have back to me before.
My peers are amnesiacs
They carry round gaps
Me I carry the horror
And from it I remember the truth
How the gap tooth was just that
A gap tooth
And not the familiar's stalking mask
Cancel my subscription to the Ressurection
Send my credentials to the house of detention
Old trees sway in the wind as their new lime colored leaves flutter wildly.
The pine heavy with pollen send sheets drifting through the bright blue and cloudless sky.
My lovely woods in Springtime. Spring has sprung!
A yellow butterfly flits high amongst the trees, fragile, the wind carries it along helplessly.
A mower, out of sight, creates a sleepy buzz .... I close my eyes to dream.
Rolling dark clouds move quickly through my mind, approaching at record speed.
The sound of the mower? No, a freight train, louder and louder, nearly unbearable.
The wind swiftly changes from fantastic to terrible as it lifts the trees high,
high into the the swirling clouds while cracking wood shakes the earth below.
Before my closed eyes, destruction, desolation.
Trees broken, splintered, laying in heaps against a bright white and gray sky.
My woods, my lovely woods, gone.
Instinctively my eyes move up to the heavens,
blurred by tears slipping down my cheeks.
They open to see ....
two yellow butterflies fluttering there on a calm breeze.
No longer carried ... they choose their path.
Fragile and yet so strong, they make their way through a dream yet to be.
Beautiful
Thanks Pandora
Cancel my subscription to the Ressurection
Send my credentials to the house of detention
Flashbacks
Brainstorm
They say I'm one of the few who can remember
And I remember every thing
I've always thought those that don't remember could, but can't
It's locked away to protect them from themselves
Me, I've always thought it safer to look things in the eye.
Plus, it's the only route I have back to me before.
My peers are amnesiacs
They carry round gaps
Me I carry the horror
And from it I remember the truth
How the gap tooth was just that
A gap tooth
And not the familiar's stalking mask
:wave: Hi Friend, thanks always for the kind words you have for me.
I think you are very special
you are the brave one and know himself well
these lines...
"Me, I've always thought it safer to look things in the eye.
Plus, it's the only route I have back to me before."
I know your face
imprinted now
day and night
like a memory lived
your Face stays
a man ... no a small boy freckled
the pale green eyes don't leave mine
they are drained of life, of humanity
with a glint far down deep
a glint ... the light of evil
that Evil stays
My Words hold you
they strangle
so tight... to take our breath away,
I will not give in ... I will not let go
the Word stays
They say you use tools
tools ... on your prey
this I hear in my mind
and I know in those eyes
that never leave mine
a Tool stays
You say you would gladly
do the same ...
turn the tool upon yourself
this I know
for I have held you
our Hold stays
It was your Father ...
no not mine.
I know you learned this from your
Father.
I know your face
imprinted now
day and night
like a memory lived
your Face stays
a man ... no a small boy freckled
the pale green eyes don't leave mine
they are drained of life, of humanity
with a glint far down deep
a glint ... the light of evil
that Evil stays
My Words hold you
they strangle
so tight... to take our breath away,
I will not give in ... I will not let go
the Word stays
They say you use tools
tools ... on your prey
this I hear in my mind
and I know in those eyes
that never leave mine
a Tool stays
You say you would gladly
do the same ...
turn the tool upon yourself
this I know
for I have held you
our Hold stays
It was your Father ...
no not mine.
I know you learned this from your
Father.
A Father's wish stays.
Powerful, very disturbing, deep.
Are you still writing your poems mainly when getting drunk Pandora? Somehow I don't think so.
Cancel my subscription to the Ressurection
Send my credentials to the house of detention
I know your face
imprinted now
day and night
like a memory lived
your Face stays
a man ... no a small boy freckled
the pale green eyes don't leave mine
they are drained of life, of humanity
with a glint far down deep
a glint ... the light of evil
that Evil stays
My Words hold you
they strangle
so tight... to take our breath away,
I will not give in ... I will not let go
the Word stays
They say you use tools
tools ... on your prey
this I hear in my mind
and I know in those eyes
that never leave mine
a Tool stays
You say you would gladly
do the same ...
turn the tool upon yourself
this I know
for I have held you
our Hold stays
It was your Father ...
no not mine.
I know you learned this from your
Father.
A Father's wish stays.
Powerful, very disturbing, deep.
Are you still writing your poems mainly when getting drunk Pandora? Somehow I don't think so.
I can't read my writing when I do that! Liquor though inspires and arouses ...brings
inhibition and creativity for me.
mostly my writing comes from my dreams... I hold for a day or two
then release it out to paper... seems to help to understand or deal with them
but no as of late no cocktailing mixed in with the writing but maybe
I should work on that....
thanks friend for being there, reading and listening
Comments
left for all to see
paw prints on the doormat
I was too immature to understand
the vine wraps tight
around her throat
I know its not her fault
every now and then,
I just get this way
tethered to a stake
in the front yard
the graffiti is starting to fade
it should be warmer than this
I'm warmer when she is near
beyond that,..
I don't know,
we don't know
"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
-- Sen. Chuck Hagel
Awesome
Send my credentials to the house of detention
to figure it out
and that you no longer matter
when you so obviously
at one time
were the only one
who did matter
I'm sorry the energy spent
could never equal
the sheer volume
of chaos that hides
behind those dark eyes
"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
-- Sen. Chuck Hagel
Love it....
Reaching for the light
they continue to reach for the light
beautiful justam...thank you
Happy Friday!
Leave it to me to find sadness in that. They don't know they've been killed yet, so they continue to try and live.
Sad.
Okay,.. Happy Friday ! Lol.
"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
-- Sen. Chuck Hagel
Happy Friday wolf!
lol fun tyms at da skate center!!!! (i'm the one in the Nirvana shirt) i look stupid but who cares? Nick is hilarious!!!! and a kwl friend!!!!
“If he doesn’t treat you like a princess, then he doesn’t deserve to be your prince.” — Unknown
“And we’ll move on and go our separate ways. Just know, I’ll miss you everyday, but things just aren’t the same.” — Unknown
that is one of the nicest things I've ever seen on youtube
thank you for sharing...it brightened my day!
thanks!!!!! my friends and i are idiots but we have fun
“If he doesn’t treat you like a princess, then he doesn’t deserve to be your prince.” — Unknown
“And we’ll move on and go our separate ways. Just know, I’ll miss you everyday, but things just aren’t the same.” — Unknown
but u do the same to me
i just yearn so much to understand
to fix everything
how can i get the puzzle in your head
not put it together and glue it down
i just want to understand
you dont get how messed up we are
but you dont get alot of things
your not stupid
your far from that
you have just been treated like so
its not your fault they dont know how to help
but it is your fault you think you can get away with everything
you think you can cry and get what you want
that pisses me off so much
i feel like im about to explode
that is the problem
the one who can help is your sister
i have low tolorence for your slack
mabey you just being a brother
i have no clue
i just no that no matter what
i will always try to understand you
alone in my room i take notes
just to help me
remember the things to teach you
how to suceed
you think you can get away
if you start to cry
they fall for it
but i know
and wont let it be
im stubborn, i know
it drives you insane
but it helps you some
i love you but make you mad
i just want to help
try i try
but i fail
again and again
but i will suceed just trust me
ill do my best
im sorry
forgive me
until i frustrate you again
im just trying to unraval ur head
“If he doesn’t treat you like a princess, then he doesn’t deserve to be your prince.” — Unknown
“And we’ll move on and go our separate ways. Just know, I’ll miss you everyday, but things just aren’t the same.” — Unknown
very good. very moving.
"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
-- Sen. Chuck Hagel
Vacant Lot
fire burns pictures
behind closed eyes
bright white light
flashes like lightning
visions
flicker in a strobe light dance
another night
another day
the fire burns
supernatural burn
starts easy stops hard
never ends
fired by demon
or God
possessed to dream
in a dream
left only fearing Fear
after the burn
a vacant lot
that must remain empty
waiting for the light ....
“If he doesn’t treat you like a princess, then he doesn’t deserve to be your prince.” — Unknown
“And we’ll move on and go our separate ways. Just know, I’ll miss you everyday, but things just aren’t the same.” — Unknown
so Pandora.....do you have to drop a viagra into the water ???
Where I'm not ugly and you're lookin' at me
Then I saw you were speaking of the very special "man" in your life...
your brother.
Big picture.... a life spent together no matter what
Parents will leave this world... before they go you will be a united front,
hopefully,
and face much.
Friends lovers will come and go, maybe even spouses
brother sister is for life...cherish and nurture
it is a very special love and friendship
sounds like you have his back :thumbup:
he will have yours also
I envy you I was not lucky enough to have had a brother
you should hardly envious, yesterday i got locked out of the house after skool and he sat there waving at me from the window laughing... :lolno:
i do love him though... he helps me understand disabilities too which is helpful
“If he doesn’t treat you like a princess, then he doesn’t deserve to be your prince.” — Unknown
“And we’ll move on and go our separate ways. Just know, I’ll miss you everyday, but things just aren’t the same.” — Unknown
lol my bestie sent these to me
“If he doesn’t treat you like a princess, then he doesn’t deserve to be your prince.” — Unknown
“And we’ll move on and go our separate ways. Just know, I’ll miss you everyday, but things just aren’t the same.” — Unknown
very cool
Old trees sway in the wind as their new lime colored leaves flutter wildly.
The pine heavy with pollen send sheets drifting through the bright blue and cloudless sky.
My lovely woods in Springtime. Spring has sprung!
A yellow butterfly flits high amongst the trees, fragile, the wind carries it along helplessly.
A mower, out of sight, creates a sleepy buzz .... I close my eyes to dream.
Rolling dark clouds move quickly through my mind, approaching at record speed.
The sound of the mower? No, a freight train, louder and louder, nearly unbearable.
The wind swiftly changes from fantastic to terrible as it lifts the trees high,
high into the the swirling clouds while cracking wood shakes the earth below.
Before my closed eyes, destruction, desolation.
Trees broken, splintered, laying in heaps against a bright white and gray sky.
My woods, my lovely woods, gone.
Instinctively my eyes move up to the heavens,
blurred by tears slipping down my cheeks.
They open to see ....
two yellow butterflies fluttering there on a calm breeze.
No longer carried ... they choose their path.
Fragile and yet so strong, they make their way through a dream yet to be.
Amazing
Send my credentials to the house of detention
Brainstorm
They say I'm one of the few who can remember
And I remember every thing
I've always thought those that don't remember could, but can't
It's locked away to protect them from themselves
Me, I've always thought it safer to look things in the eye.
Plus, it's the only route I have back to me before.
My peers are amnesiacs
They carry round gaps
Me I carry the horror
And from it I remember the truth
How the gap tooth was just that
A gap tooth
And not the familiar's stalking mask
Send my credentials to the house of detention
Beautiful
Thanks Pandora
Send my credentials to the house of detention
I think you are very special
you are the brave one and know himself well
these lines...
"Me, I've always thought it safer to look things in the eye.
Plus, it's the only route I have back to me before."
great advice too!
thanks for stoppin by
Stays
I know your face
imprinted now
day and night
like a memory lived
your Face stays
a man ... no a small boy freckled
the pale green eyes don't leave mine
they are drained of life, of humanity
with a glint far down deep
a glint ... the light of evil
that Evil stays
My Words hold you
they strangle
so tight... to take our breath away,
I will not give in ... I will not let go
the Word stays
They say you use tools
tools ... on your prey
this I hear in my mind
and I know in those eyes
that never leave mine
a Tool stays
You say you would gladly
do the same ...
turn the tool upon yourself
this I know
for I have held you
our Hold stays
It was your Father ...
no not mine.
I know you learned this from your
Father.
A Father's wish stays.
Powerful, very disturbing, deep.
Are you still writing your poems mainly when getting drunk Pandora? Somehow I don't think so.
Send my credentials to the house of detention
inhibition and creativity for me.
mostly my writing comes from my dreams... I hold for a day or two
then release it out to paper... seems to help to understand or deal with them
but no as of late no cocktailing mixed in with the writing but maybe
I should work on that....
thanks friend for being there, reading and listening
Mother of Me
When the insignifcant manages to beat me down
it is you who will raise me with your bare beauty.
When cruelty and injustice close my eyes
it is you who opens them with wonder and hope.
When my ears can listen no more to thoughtless trivia
it is you who carries the tune on a breeze that lifts my soul.
When tears fall and disbelief shadows
it is you who comforts me with the soft rain and morning sun.
When I ponder leaving this world . . .
it is you I shall miss the most,
it is you I do not wish to live without.
You are my Nature . . .
Mother of me.