what's on your mind, right now?

illegal pants

curiosity finally killed the cat

Nothingman54

Bullet in the brain sounds good

of.the.girl

7

Gibson72

I smell.

dimitrispearljam

so many American tourist in Athens..next week ..the opposite..

EmBleve

Gibson72 wrote:

I smell.

oh god. Take a shower.

EmBleve

smarchee wrote:

made homemade pepperoni, green peppers and green olive pizza

listening to the Strokes as I wait

delish. There you go, making me hungry again.

decides2dream

i might've irreparably fucked up my most beloved, cherished....20+ year friendship.
since philosophy class, freshman year, september 1989.
i am so devastated, and there is nothing else i can do now except...wait. and pray and hope....he forgives me.
i feel like such a fuck up in general this past year, things not at all as i want them to be...and yet, i feel paralyzed in my life, no idea what to do. i so need this friendship, it's too dear to me.
:( :( :(

dimitrispearljam

decides2dream wrote:

i might've irreparably fucked up my most beloved, cherished....20+ year friendship.
since philosophy class, freshman year, september 1989.
i am so devastated, and there is nothing else i can do now except...wait. and pray and hope....he forgives me.
i feel like such a fuck up in general this past year, things not at all as i want them to be...and yet, i feel paralyzed in my life, no idea what to do. i so need this friendship, it's too dear to me.
:( :( :(

i hope this will work..i hope he forgives..but remember ..people forgives,but when they do it,doeant mean they forget...so if u got the chance you deserve,cos all deseve a second chance..dont fuck it up..
im pretty sure you will not..hope all will be better..sending positive wishes..

decides2dream

dimitrispearljam wrote:

decides2dream wrote:

i might've irreparably fucked up my most beloved, cherished....20+ year friendship.
since philosophy class, freshman year, september 1989.
i am so devastated, and there is nothing else i can do now except...wait. and pray and hope....he forgives me.
i feel like such a fuck up in general this past year, things not at all as i want them to be...and yet, i feel paralyzed in my life, no idea what to do. i so need this friendship, it's too dear to me.
:( :( :(

i hope this will work..i hope he forgives..but remember ..people forgives,but when they do it,doeant mean they forget...so if u got the chance you deserve,cos all deseve a second chance..dont fuck it up..
im pretty sure you will not..hope all will be better..sending positive wishes..

i sooooo hope so.
i cannot imagine him not being a part of my life.
i am so devastated, but as we know


words when spoken can't be taken back
:(

how i WISH they could!
i can only hope that 20+ years of a truly loving friendship will survive this.


the waiting will drive me mad. this i know. :(
i have a feeling it's going to be a LONG time before i hear from again, if ever.
:( :( :(
and it sucks b/c i so need his friendship right now! and he's been great to me this past year with all the issues i've gone through/going through currently. i can't believe i can no longer reach out to him. he will be back in NY in october....i pray to GOD he will want to get together. i truly don't know how i could ever handle losing his friendship.

dimitrispearljam

decides2dream wrote:

i can only hope that 20+ years of a truly loving friendship will survive this.
.

the thing you just describe will survive..you understand people need time..
i hope all will work well.and get your friend..back..

comebackgirl

decides2dream wrote:

i might've irreparably fucked up my most beloved, cherished....20+ year friendship.
since philosophy class, freshman year, september 1989.
i am so devastated, and there is nothing else i can do now except...wait. and pray and hope....he forgives me.
i feel like such a fuck up in general this past year, things not at all as i want them to be...and yet, i feel paralyzed in my life, no idea what to do. i so need this friendship, it's too dear to me.
:( :( :(

So sorry :( Conflict is a part of any relationship...it doesn't have to be the ending to anything. I sincerely hope your friend is willing to work through it and come out the other side stronger for it. Hang in there. Things have got to turn around for you dammit!!!

Gibson72

I smell nIce now.

small town beck

comebackgirl wrote:

decides2dream wrote:

i might've irreparably fucked up my most beloved, cherished....20+ year friendship.
since philosophy class, freshman year, september 1989.
i am so devastated, and there is nothing else i can do now except...wait. and pray and hope....he forgives me.
i feel like such a fuck up in general this past year, things not at all as i want them to be...and yet, i feel paralyzed in my life, no idea what to do. i so need this friendship, it's too dear to me.
:( :( :(

So sorry :( Conflict is a part of any relationship...it doesn't have to be the ending to anything. I sincerely hope your friend is willing to work through it and come out the other side stronger for it. Hang in there. Things have got to turn around for you dammit!!!

Agreed. *hugs*

mikalina

Thank you, those were the most beautiful words ever sent....

justam

Oh Lord. :P

Gibson72

Are we going to hold hands & sing a song about your youth that you write in university?

AELARA

Why can't things go good? Just once and only :roll: ...

small town beck

I have made up mind. So unlike me.

of.the.girl

Pancakes