I've got this amazing feeling of freedom this week...forgiveness for myself and my stupid mistakes...forgiveness to my best friend who after a year of not talking to me showed up at my house last weekend unannounced ro work out the things that caused us to separate....
Its an amazing feeling finding faith in humanity and the future again. I didn't realize until this week just how much I've grown this year; how much I've learned about myself. I have faults and that's ok to admit now. I spent so much time feeling anger over losing my friend that I didn't realize the good that's come of this miserable year of feeling I couldn't trust anyone anymore. It's a fucking weird realization that this year apart from my friend did a lot of damn good for us both. I wasn't as mad as I thought I was. I was bruised and disappointed and afraid. No more of that.
I just needed to say it out loud. Everything's gonna be okay
Today I'm grateful, truly.
perspective is grand.....
to giventolukin I give perspective...
good shit, I loved reading that...
Super good shit!
Thanks Cav, i'll take the perspective and share my abundance should the time come
Makes much more sense...
2011: East Troy, WI 1 & 2; Toronto ON 1 & 2; Hamilton ON
2012: Berlin, Germany 1& 2; Stockholm Sweden; Oslo Norway; Copenhagen Denmark
2013: Wrigley Field- Chicago, IL; Philadelphia, PA 1 & 2; Hartford, CT; Vancouver BC; Seattle, WA.
2014: Cincinnati, OH; St. Louis, MO; Moline, IL; Milwaukee, WI 2016: Wrigley Field- Chicago 1&2
I've got this amazing feeling of freedom this week...forgiveness for myself and my stupid mistakes...forgiveness to my best friend who after a year of not talking to me showed up at my house last weekend unannounced ro work out the things that caused us to separate....
Its an amazing feeling finding faith in humanity and the future again. I didn't realize until this week just how much I've grown this year; how much I've learned about myself. I have faults and that's ok to admit now. I spent so much time feeling anger over losing my friend that I didn't realize the good that's come of this miserable year of feeling I couldn't trust anyone anymore. It's a fucking weird realization that this year apart from my friend did a lot of damn good for us both. I wasn't as mad as I thought I was. I was bruised and disappointed and afraid. No more of that.
I just needed to say it out loud. Everything's gonna be okay
Today I'm grateful, truly.
i know that exact feeling, glad you're able to feel it too
Thanks buddy!
Me too very grateful.
Makes much more sense...
2011: East Troy, WI 1 & 2; Toronto ON 1 & 2; Hamilton ON
2012: Berlin, Germany 1& 2; Stockholm Sweden; Oslo Norway; Copenhagen Denmark
2013: Wrigley Field- Chicago, IL; Philadelphia, PA 1 & 2; Hartford, CT; Vancouver BC; Seattle, WA.
2014: Cincinnati, OH; St. Louis, MO; Moline, IL; Milwaukee, WI 2016: Wrigley Field- Chicago 1&2
I am not afraid to fly, but I would prefer not to..
a friend says:
"But dude, its bridge school.. You are gonna get to see Eddie again!! Plus, your super cool friend Sara is gonna take you all around and you are gonna get to see the the sights!! California man!! San Francisco!! you gotta do it!!
JUST AS LONG AS THERE ARE NO EARTHQUAKES, YOU WILL BE FINE.."
they had a 3.9 today.. my flight leaves tomorrow.. I am freaking the fuck out!!!
Your friend is right! California man!! San Francisco!! Bridge School!! With Sara!! Try to relax - it's going to be a great weekend!
(I would take good care of your lake rocks, but there will be no need for that testament!)
Safe travels, cav :wave: And don't get too drunk on the flight - the other passengers might not approve of your vgl-edness in booty shorts and cape
Please, Pearl Jam, consider a Benaroya Hall vinyl reissue!
I am not afraid to fly, but I would prefer not to..
a friend says:
"But dude, its bridge school.. You are gonna get to see Eddie again!! Plus, your super cool friend Sara is gonna take you all around and you are gonna get to see the the sights!! California man!! San Francisco!! you gotta do it!!
JUST AS LONG AS THERE ARE NO EARTHQUAKES, YOU WILL BE FINE.."
they had a 3.9 today.. my flight leaves tomorrow.. I am freaking the fuck out!!!
Your friend is right! California man!! San Francisco!! Bridge School!! With Sara!! Try to relax - it's going to be a great weekend!
(I would take good care of your lake rocks, but there will be no need for that testament!)
Safe travels, cav :wave: And don't get too drunk on the flight - the other passengers might not approve of your vgl-edness in booty shorts and cape
and that is why I love you!!!
I am trying to relax.... I am focusing on breathing...
oh sweet breathe..... I NEED DRUGS!!!!
None are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe that they are free.
Abrn Hlls '98 - Clarkston 2 '03 - Grd Rpds '06 - Abrn Hlls '06 - Clvd '10 - PJ20 - Berlin 1+2 '12 - Wrigley '13 - Pitt '13- buff '13- Philly 1+2 '13 - Seattle '13
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
I am not afraid to fly, but I would prefer not to..
a friend says:
"But dude, its bridge school.. You are gonna get to see Eddie again!! Plus, your super cool friend Sara is gonna take you all around and you are gonna get to see the the sights!! California man!! San Francisco!! you gotta do it!!
JUST AS LONG AS THERE ARE NO EARTHQUAKES, YOU WILL BE FINE.."
they had a 3.9 today.. my flight leaves tomorrow.. I am freaking the fuck out!!!
Your friend is right! California man!! San Francisco!! Bridge School!! With Sara!! Try to relax - it's going to be a great weekend!
(I would take good care of your lake rocks, but there will be no need for that testament!)
Safe travels, cav :wave: And don't get too drunk on the flight - the other passengers might not approve of your vgl-edness in booty shorts and cape
and that is why I love you!!!
I am trying to relax.... I am focusing on breathing...
Can't sleep and I need to be up in 2 hrs for my 14 hr day. Work is such a shit show. I know I can't complain though, at least I have a good career with health insurance. It just blows some days!!!!!!!!!!
Can't sleep and I need to be up in 2 hrs for my 14 hr day. Work is such a shit show. I know I can't complain though, at least I have a good career with health insurance. It just blows some days!!!!!!!!!!
Hey Cav- enjoy Bridge School you lucky dog!!!!
Thanx G!!!
Get me past this flight and all will be great...
None are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe that they are free.
Abrn Hlls '98 - Clarkston 2 '03 - Grd Rpds '06 - Abrn Hlls '06 - Clvd '10 - PJ20 - Berlin 1+2 '12 - Wrigley '13 - Pitt '13- buff '13- Philly 1+2 '13 - Seattle '13
so many changes coming up for us....
i'm excited, nervous & a little bit scared....
but i take comfort in knowing that it will all work out...
the move(s), our family, our jobs, our lives....
wow. i am truly a lucky man.
Wow!! No wonder you can't sleep!!
Change is always scary, but without it there can never be progress. Just keep thinking about your life this time next year, it'll all seem like a blur. Either that or you'll swear to never go through all this shit ever again!
Can't sleep and I need to be up in 2 hrs for my 14 hr day. Work is such a shit show. I know I can't complain though, at least I have a good career with health insurance. It just blows some days!!!!!!!!!!
Been to this many PJ shows: Reading 2006 London 2007 Manchester & London 2009 Dublin, Belfast, London, Nijmegen & Berlin 2010 Manchester 1 & Manchester 2 2012...
... and I still think Drive-By Truckers are better.
So do I - ( I love the guy in the middle playing the guitar ) secret crush on him....
Patterson? I love him (he's a really nice guy too!)
My big crush is the guy on the left; Jason Isbell... Homanahomanahomana
Mmmmm now Jason Isbell's on my mind
Been to this many PJ shows: Reading 2006 London 2007 Manchester & London 2009 Dublin, Belfast, London, Nijmegen & Berlin 2010 Manchester 1 & Manchester 2 2012...
... and I still think Drive-By Truckers are better.
On my mind right now, friendships, my boots need reheeling, my meeting this afternoon, my lack plans for the weekend...
2009 - Manchester. 2010 - Dublin, Belfast, London, Berlin, Arras, Werchter. 2011 - PJ20 i & ii, Montreal, Toronto i & ii, Ottawa, Hamilton. 2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes. 2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii.
On my mind right now, friendships, my boots need reheeling, my meeting this afternoon, my lack plans for the weekend...
I can't help it, his voice does funny things to me :oops:
Been to this many PJ shows: Reading 2006 London 2007 Manchester & London 2009 Dublin, Belfast, London, Nijmegen & Berlin 2010 Manchester 1 & Manchester 2 2012...
... and I still think Drive-By Truckers are better.
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
Don't freak out guys, I am just that scared of flying
**Last will and Testament**
RCKCNDY gets my Lionel Ritchie booty shorts
More to come... once I remember you all..
:shock:
I get the infamous booty shorts!??!
Gosh Cav...I'm flattered!
Hope you have a good time at Bridge School, wait..since you're with Sara, I know you'll have a goo...er GREAT time!
Get Xanax...I had to for Alpine...I HATE flying.
3.9 earthquakes are nothing, you probably won't notice...well, maybe if you happen to be in bed...it will feel like a minute in a vibrating bed...not that I know about those...
I kinda want a poster...I'll try to watch the live stream and look for a VGL 'Terry' like humaniod.
The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun.
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Super good shit!
Thanks Cav, i'll take the perspective and share my abundance should the time come
2011: East Troy, WI 1 & 2; Toronto ON 1 & 2; Hamilton ON
2012: Berlin, Germany 1& 2; Stockholm Sweden; Oslo Norway; Copenhagen Denmark
2013: Wrigley Field- Chicago, IL; Philadelphia, PA 1 & 2; Hartford, CT; Vancouver BC; Seattle, WA.
2014: Cincinnati, OH; St. Louis, MO; Moline, IL; Milwaukee, WI
2016: Wrigley Field- Chicago 1&2
Thanks buddy!
Me too
2011: East Troy, WI 1 & 2; Toronto ON 1 & 2; Hamilton ON
2012: Berlin, Germany 1& 2; Stockholm Sweden; Oslo Norway; Copenhagen Denmark
2013: Wrigley Field- Chicago, IL; Philadelphia, PA 1 & 2; Hartford, CT; Vancouver BC; Seattle, WA.
2014: Cincinnati, OH; St. Louis, MO; Moline, IL; Milwaukee, WI
2016: Wrigley Field- Chicago 1&2
but i'll finally be home for christmas
Your friend is right! California man!! San Francisco!! Bridge School!! With Sara!!
(I would take good care of your lake rocks, but there will be no need for that testament!)
Safe travels, cav :wave: And don't get too drunk on the flight - the other passengers might not approve of your vgl-edness in booty shorts and cape
I am trying to relax.... I am focusing on breathing...
oh sweet breathe..... I NEED DRUGS!!!!
Abrn Hlls '98 - Clarkston 2 '03 - Grd Rpds '06 - Abrn Hlls '06 - Clvd '10 - PJ20 - Berlin 1+2 '12 - Wrigley '13 - Pitt '13- buff '13- Philly 1+2 '13 - Seattle '13
www.cluthelee.com
www.cluthe.com
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
Ooooooh I'm having visions of your arrival
No worries, all will be good
i'm excited, nervous & a little bit scared....
but i take comfort in knowing that it will all work out...
the move(s), our family, our jobs, our lives....
wow. i am truly a lucky man.
www.cluthelee.com
www.cluthe.com
Abrn Hlls '98 - Clarkston 2 '03 - Grd Rpds '06 - Abrn Hlls '06 - Clvd '10 - PJ20 - Berlin 1+2 '12 - Wrigley '13 - Pitt '13- buff '13- Philly 1+2 '13 - Seattle '13
Hey Cav- enjoy Bridge School you lucky dog!!!!
Get me past this flight and all will be great...
Abrn Hlls '98 - Clarkston 2 '03 - Grd Rpds '06 - Abrn Hlls '06 - Clvd '10 - PJ20 - Berlin 1+2 '12 - Wrigley '13 - Pitt '13- buff '13- Philly 1+2 '13 - Seattle '13
Wow!! No wonder you can't sleep!!
Change is always scary, but without it there can never be progress. Just keep thinking about your life this time next year, it'll all seem like a blur. Either that or you'll swear to never go through all this shit ever again!
Alcohol!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UPATjKDzyao
... and I still think Drive-By Truckers are better.
So do I -
My big crush is the guy on the left; Jason Isbell... Homanahomanahomana
Mmmmm now Jason Isbell's on my mind
... and I still think Drive-By Truckers are better.
On my mind right now, friendships, my boots need reheeling, my meeting this afternoon, my lack plans for the weekend...
2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes.
2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii.
I can't help it, his voice does funny things to me :oops:
... and I still think Drive-By Truckers are better.
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
tell her I said hi.
I forgot to shave. my balls are in the trunk - need to remember that
I need a backup travel coffee mug. I left mine here at work yesterday so I had to get coffee at McDonald's today. Just throws the whole day off.
I'm like that with Mark Lanegan
Interesting thoughts today buddy.
you can tackle two in one night and do star anna and a bar.
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true, it's a far drive tho...but it would be cool to see some pj freaks!
I get the infamous booty shorts!??!
Gosh Cav...I'm flattered!
Hope you have a good time at Bridge School, wait..since you're with Sara, I know you'll have a goo...er GREAT time!
Get Xanax...I had to for Alpine...I HATE flying.
3.9 earthquakes are nothing, you probably won't notice...well, maybe if you happen to be in bed...it will feel like a minute in a vibrating bed...not that I know about those...
I kinda want a poster...I'll try to watch the live stream and look for a VGL 'Terry' like humaniod.
- Christopher McCandless