i am SO sick and tired of......everything really.
i want positive change, i am trying for positive change.....but i just feel so......stuck.
ugh.
fuck 2012 better be a better year....a trifecta of shit, idk if i can handle.
and i know there are people worse off, so much worse off but damn, there's plenty who are better off too. :x i want a do over.
It's super cool to be treated like rubbish for no fucking reason.
If I don't wake up feeling better, I may have to forfeit tonight's pj20 showing :(
Makes much more sense...
2011: East Troy, WI 1 & 2; Toronto ON 1 & 2; Hamilton ON
2012: Berlin, Germany 1& 2; Stockholm Sweden; Oslo Norway; Copenhagen Denmark
2013: Wrigley Field- Chicago, IL; Philadelphia, PA 1 & 2; Hartford, CT; Vancouver BC; Seattle, WA.
2014: Cincinnati, OH; St. Louis, MO; Moline, IL; Milwaukee, WI 2016: Wrigley Field- Chicago 1&2
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
Where do I go to soothe my head?
Guess I'll turn to music instead
After dealing with a dimwit grief counselor who offered no kleenex or even paid fucking attention...looking forward to something that should help...thanks to the PJ20 movie tonight
How can I go from being so happy to being so gawddamn :( :(
work, unable to help my best friend who is struggling with hugely important issues right now (which she hid so it didn't concern me on holiday), mobile company trying to charge me £260 too much for a monthly bill, cold and general poorlynesss/tiredness/rubbishness
2009 - Manchester. 2010 - Dublin, Belfast, London, Berlin, Arras, Werchter. 2011 - PJ20 i & ii, Montreal, Toronto i & ii, Ottawa, Hamilton. 2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes. 2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii.
How can I go from being so happy to being so gawddamn :( :(
work, unable to help my best friend who is struggling with hugely important issues right now (which she hid so it didn't concern me on holiday), mobile company trying to charge me £260 too much for a monthly bill, cold and general poorlynesss/tiredness/rubbishness
aww, Leanne....hope things start to get better soon!!!
How can I go from being so happy to being so gawddamn :( :(
work, unable to help my best friend who is struggling with hugely important issues right now (which she hid so it didn't concern me on holiday), mobile company trying to charge me £260 too much for a monthly bill, cold and general poorlynesss/tiredness/rubbishness
Just close your eyes and think about the disgusting polluted waters of Niagara Falls washing all over you
Sorry Leanne, I hope real life gets to a PJ kind of place
1998 ~ Barrie
2003 ~ Toronto
2005 ~ London, Toronto
2006 ~ Toronto
2008 ~ Hartford, Mansfied I,
2009 ~ Toronto, Chicago I, Chicago II
2010 ~ Cleveland, Buffalo
2011 ~ Toronto I, Toronto II, Ottawa, Hamilton
2013 - London, Pittsburgh, Buffalo
How can I go from being so happy to being so gawddamn :( :(
work, unable to help my best friend who is struggling with hugely important issues right now (which she hid so it didn't concern me on holiday), mobile company trying to charge me £260 too much for a monthly bill, cold and general poorlynesss/tiredness/rubbishness
Just close your eyes and think about the disgusting polluted waters of Niagara Falls washing all over you
Sorry Leanne, I hope real life gets to a PJ kind of place
that did make me smile though Adam....you politely trying to explain the brown water and scum to your boys on the boat
How was your first day?
and thanks Matt
2009 - Manchester. 2010 - Dublin, Belfast, London, Berlin, Arras, Werchter. 2011 - PJ20 i & ii, Montreal, Toronto i & ii, Ottawa, Hamilton. 2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes. 2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii.
my Girlfriend got me the PJ20 book for my birthday. Looks like the DVD will go on the Christmas list along with the U2 Achtung Baby deluxe reissue thing. All good things, since I am really difficult to buy gifts for.
my Girlfriend got me the PJ20 book for my birthday. Looks like the DVD will go on the Christmas list along with the U2 Achtung Baby deluxe reissue thing. All good things, since I am really difficult to buy gifts for.
nice!
just ordered the pj20 blue-ray deluxe package and the pj20 backpack for hubby. tried to order the cute vans slip-ons for me, but...out of stock. :(
hopefully will get them back soon tho, looks like oct-nov according to 10c...so yea, maybe birthday present for me. :P
gonna get the book and soundtrack thru barnes&noble, way cheaper...i guess all of it will be birthday/christmas for us both. our canadian trip was going to be all that, but i guess we just added to it.
Exactly... I'm laughing now, until I get back to work tomorrow and it starts all over again of course I need a vacation, an ocean and the beach would be perfect right about now!
Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
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^^this
also
a neurologist & reprogramming my brain
Where I'm not ugly and you're lookin' at me
see ya tonight! :wave:
:thumbup:
Where I'm not ugly and you're lookin' at me
If I don't wake up feeling better, I may have to forfeit tonight's pj20 showing :(
2011: East Troy, WI 1 & 2; Toronto ON 1 & 2; Hamilton ON
2012: Berlin, Germany 1& 2; Stockholm Sweden; Oslo Norway; Copenhagen Denmark
2013: Wrigley Field- Chicago, IL; Philadelphia, PA 1 & 2; Hartford, CT; Vancouver BC; Seattle, WA.
2014: Cincinnati, OH; St. Louis, MO; Moline, IL; Milwaukee, WI
2016: Wrigley Field- Chicago 1&2
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
i am messed up and stuff. sorry folks.
you doing well today, Sheila?
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
I thought the thread dissappearing was Odd
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
But I'm still crying a lot. But that will pass soon. I hope.
Guess I'll turn to music instead
After dealing with a dimwit grief counselor who offered no kleenex or even paid fucking attention...looking forward to something that should help...thanks to the PJ20 movie tonight
work, unable to help my best friend who is struggling with hugely important issues right now (which she hid so it didn't concern me on holiday), mobile company trying to charge me £260 too much for a monthly bill, cold and general poorlynesss/tiredness/rubbishness
2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes.
2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii.
aww, Leanne....hope things start to get better soon!!!
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Sorry Leanne, I hope real life gets to a PJ kind of place
gonna make chicken ceasar salad shortly
2003 ~ Toronto
2005 ~ London, Toronto
2006 ~ Toronto
2008 ~ Hartford, Mansfied I,
2009 ~ Toronto, Chicago I, Chicago II
2010 ~ Cleveland, Buffalo
2011 ~ Toronto I, Toronto II, Ottawa, Hamilton
2013 - London, Pittsburgh, Buffalo
that did make me smile though Adam....you politely trying to explain the brown water and scum to your boys on the boat
How was your first day?
and thanks Matt
2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes.
2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii.
i want to be back on tour and in my happy place!!!
:twisted:
all that yummy pj20 stuff in the goods section, damn you!
is it silly for a 42 year old women to covet pearl jam vans slip-on sneakers?
i want!
(and sure, i want the blue-ray deluxe set...the soundtrack...and the book )
Let's just breathe...
I am myself like you somehow
Abrn Hlls '98 - Clarkston 2 '03 - Grd Rpds '06 - Abrn Hlls '06 - Clvd '10 - PJ20 - Berlin 1+2 '12 - Wrigley '13 - Pitt '13- buff '13- Philly 1+2 '13 - Seattle '13
nice!
just ordered the pj20 blue-ray deluxe package and the pj20 backpack for hubby. tried to order the cute vans slip-ons for me, but...out of stock. :(
hopefully will get them back soon tho, looks like oct-nov according to 10c...so yea, maybe birthday present for me. :P
gonna get the book and soundtrack thru barnes&noble, way cheaper...i guess all of it will be birthday/christmas for us both. our canadian trip was going to be all that, but i guess we just added to it.
Let's just breathe...
I am myself like you somehow
what a year! :x :roll: :?
just have to try and laugh...or we'd cry, eh?
Let's just breathe...
I am myself like you somehow
Exactly... I'm laughing now, until I get back to work tomorrow and it starts all over again of course I need a vacation, an ocean and the beach would be perfect right about now!
Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
Ack!!! Positive thoughts to everyone!!
PJ20 was SOOOOOO good!!!