what's on your mind, right now?

dankind

RogueStoner said:

Hopefully today was not a preview of the rest of my year.

It was. Enjoy. 

hedonist

I hope that those who need or want help search it out and find it.

RogueStoner

dankind said:

RogueStoner said:

Hopefully today was not a preview of the rest of my year.

It was. Enjoy. 

That was mean. Even for you. 

RogueStoner

My 6 y.o. melted my heart at bedtime. We're cuddling and he says to me, "Mommy, Daddy's a donkey and you are my heart."

RogueStoner

hedonist said:

I hope that those who need or want help search it out and find it.

Amen!!! Especially those that are oblivious to needing help. 

23scidoo

Father..

hedonist

Hope they're good thoughts, 23...I miss mine immensely.

Part of me feels like some tough shit will go down this year, not necessarily of my own accord, but of life's.  And I get that.

And, I will do my best to ride those waves.

pickupyourwill

With such low, freezing temperatures around these parts, it seems official, that hell really has, frozen over.

I wonder what force of nature I've accidentally pissed off this time.  Forgive me for breathing wrong again.

23scidoo

hedonist said:

Hope they're good thoughts, 23...I miss mine immensely.

Part of me feels like some tough shit will go down this year, not necessarily of my own accord, but of life's.  And I get that.

And, I will do my best to ride those waves.

Not at all Hedo..big troubles..

jnimhaoileoin

So I'm on a dating website and I came across this guy. He's 36 and basically he says he's more interested in guys but isn't 'out' and doesn't want a relationship with a guy. He wants a family and so is looking for a platonic relationship with a girl he can have kids with. All a bit odd but certainly got me curious!

It's very sad that at 36 he feels he can't be open about being gay or seek a relationship with a guy

Thoughts_Arrive

What my mum just said to me (you're never going to get married; who'd want you?)

PJ_Soul

Thoughts_Arrive said:

What my mum just said to me (you're never going to get married; who'd want you?)

Well that's a fucked up thing for her to say. Christ. What is her problem? I hope she isn't usually like that. If she is, you should have as little contact with her as possible.

Thoughts_Arrive

PJ_Soul said:

Thoughts_Arrive said:

What my mum just said to me (you're never going to get married; who'd want you?)

Well that's a fucked up thing for her to say. Christ. What is her problem? I hope she isn't usually like that. If she is, you should have as little contact with her as possible.

We were having an argument about her refusing to accept my niece's boyfriend because of his Asian background and she taunted me with that. It had nothing to do with the argument. I have a ticket to see Star Wars in an hours time but told my sister I'm not going. Not in the mood now. I just want to obliterate myself on something.

PJ_Soul

Thoughts_Arrive said:

PJ_Soul said:

Thoughts_Arrive said:

What my mum just said to me (you're never going to get married; who'd want you?)

Well that's a fucked up thing for her to say. Christ. What is her problem? I hope she isn't usually like that. If she is, you should have as little contact with her as possible.

We were having an argument about her refusing to accept my niece's boyfriend because of his Asian background and she taunted me with that. It had nothing to do with the argument. I have a ticket to see Star Wars in an hours time but told my sister I'm not going. Not in the mood now. I just want to obliterate myself on something.

So she's not only vicious, but racist too?? Sounds like a pretty toxic relationship man. Sorry. :( Anyway, dude, almost everyone finds someone to love eventually, if they really want to. It was a mean, callous AND stupid thing for her to say. You should go to the movie so you don't dwell on the dumb shit your mom spewed. There is no merit to what she said, so try not to give a shit. Honestly, the only thing you should be upset about is that your mom has issues. Don't let it get to you so much that it ruins you and your sister's plans..... The movie entertaining BTW. It will likely help to get your mind off of this.

Thoughts_Arrive

PJ_Soul said:

Thoughts_Arrive said:

PJ_Soul said:

Thoughts_Arrive said:

What my mum just said to me (you're never going to get married; who'd want you?)

Well that's a fucked up thing for her to say. Christ. What is her problem? I hope she isn't usually like that. If she is, you should have as little contact with her as possible.

We were having an argument about her refusing to accept my niece's boyfriend because of his Asian background and she taunted me with that. It had nothing to do with the argument. I have a ticket to see Star Wars in an hours time but told my sister I'm not going. Not in the mood now. I just want to obliterate myself on something.

So she's not only vicious, but racist too?? Sounds like a pretty toxic relationship man. Sorry. :( Anyway, dude, almost everyone finds someone to love eventually, if they really want to. It was a mean, callous AND stupid thing for her to say. You should go to the movie so you don't dwell on the dumb shit your mom spewed. There is no merit to what she said, so try not to give a shit. Honestly, the only thing you should be upset about is that your mom has issues. Don't let it get to you so much that it ruins you and your sister's plans..... The movie entertaining BTW. It will likely help to get your mind off of this.

Decided to go. I've seen it before. Still feel terrible.
She's a devout Catholic that goes to church every Sunday and prays at home yet hates others. I don't go to church and am not religious yet I am more of a Catholic than she will ever be.

PJ_Soul

Thoughts_Arrive said:

PJ_Soul said:

Thoughts_Arrive said:

PJ_Soul said:

Thoughts_Arrive said:

What my mum just said to me (you're never going to get married; who'd want you?)

Well that's a fucked up thing for her to say. Christ. What is her problem? I hope she isn't usually like that. If she is, you should have as little contact with her as possible.

We were having an argument about her refusing to accept my niece's boyfriend because of his Asian background and she taunted me with that. It had nothing to do with the argument. I have a ticket to see Star Wars in an hours time but told my sister I'm not going. Not in the mood now. I just want to obliterate myself on something.

So she's not only vicious, but racist too?? Sounds like a pretty toxic relationship man. Sorry. :( Anyway, dude, almost everyone finds someone to love eventually, if they really want to. It was a mean, callous AND stupid thing for her to say. You should go to the movie so you don't dwell on the dumb shit your mom spewed. There is no merit to what she said, so try not to give a shit. Honestly, the only thing you should be upset about is that your mom has issues. Don't let it get to you so much that it ruins you and your sister's plans..... The movie entertaining BTW. It will likely help to get your mind off of this.

Decided to go. I've seen it before. Still feel terrible.
She's a devout Catholic that goes to church every Sunday and prays at home yet hates others. I don't go to church and am not religious yet I am more of a Catholic than she will ever be.

Good, I'm glad you decided to go.
I hope your mom has a revelation or something so that she is no longer haunted by hate.

Thoughts_Arrive

PJ_Soul said:

Thoughts_Arrive said:

PJ_Soul said:

Thoughts_Arrive said:

PJ_Soul said:

Thoughts_Arrive said:

What my mum just said to me (you're never going to get married; who'd want you?)

Well that's a fucked up thing for her to say. Christ. What is her problem? I hope she isn't usually like that. If she is, you should have as little contact with her as possible.

We were having an argument about her refusing to accept my niece's boyfriend because of his Asian background and she taunted me with that. It had nothing to do with the argument. I have a ticket to see Star Wars in an hours time but told my sister I'm not going. Not in the mood now. I just want to obliterate myself on something.

So she's not only vicious, but racist too?? Sounds like a pretty toxic relationship man. Sorry. :( Anyway, dude, almost everyone finds someone to love eventually, if they really want to. It was a mean, callous AND stupid thing for her to say. You should go to the movie so you don't dwell on the dumb shit your mom spewed. There is no merit to what she said, so try not to give a shit. Honestly, the only thing you should be upset about is that your mom has issues. Don't let it get to you so much that it ruins you and your sister's plans..... The movie entertaining BTW. It will likely help to get your mind off of this.

Decided to go. I've seen it before. Still feel terrible.
She's a devout Catholic that goes to church every Sunday and prays at home yet hates others. I don't go to church and am not religious yet I am more of a Catholic than she will ever be.

Good, I'm glad you decided to go.
I hope your mom has a revelation or something so that she is no longer haunted by hate.

She's been this hateful and abusive my whole life.
There's many hurtful things she's said in the past.

pickupyourwill

In this extreme cold temperature, I worry about the homeless out there.  It reminds me of that scene from Scrooged, where he is confronted with a victim of his hate, that poor, kind homeless man in the sewer that froze to death holding that pocket watch.  Keep that image in your head, folks, as we endure the wrath of Elsa (from Frozen) and her evil brother Trump.  Keep it in mind as the many homeless around us are being picked on, and picked off, this week and next by such evil forces.    I tried so hard to do good with my prayers, for the homeless, for my family and friends.  I spent so much time trying to kill their evil with kindness, hugs and kisses.  I put so much effort and good karma into a world that still judges me harshly and unfairly in the end.   I pray that we all get through these harsh circumstances.   The world is over-populated, but the evil force of nature in charge of this nonsense should realize that genocide and fear are not the way.  The Holocaust is to serve as a horrible warning of what human and alien nature should never return to again.  We're better than that.   

~peace & love~

Thoughts_Arrive

Where to go. Can't return home. Got nowhere to turn to. Noone to turn to. Sitting in my car or aimlessly driving around.

23scidoo

Thoughts_Arrive said:

Where to go. Can't return home. Got nowhere to turn to. Noone to turn to. Sitting in my car or aimlessly driving around.

Big hug for you..