One of the reasons I fell in love with my guy and his mind:
He was just shaving off his beard, and stepped out of the bathroom with only a towel and a Hitler-esque mustache (though his is brown and grey). We yukked it up, and as he went back to finish, he turned around and ominously said, "And I married a Jew", then slowly closed the door while giving me the stink-eye.
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Lots of us are with you. Keep posting . Do whatever helps. Ive been a health anxiety sufferer for 15 years and its unexplainable the level im at. Love and light.
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I'm generally not an anxious person, try not to really let my mind wander but yesterday I was crippled by anxiety and ended up in a very dark and dangerous place. It really hit me when I heard about bars and restaurants closing in New York City even though I live in Canada. I wasn't bothered by the chaos at work ( grocery store ) or really anything else but the bars and restaurants closing in NY did me in. Since then the anxiety has been coming and going in waves, I'll be good and then all of a sudden I'm on the verge of breaking down because all I'm thinking about is that I may not get another chance to take my son to a Blue Jays game or that last Sunday could have been the last time watching him play hockey or I'm not going to get to see my brother who is living in Ireland again. I generally know that those thoughts should be false but for some reason my mind isn't allowing me to think that. Ok I think I'm going to be good for a bit. Thanks.
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"No matter how cold the winter, there's a springtime ahead"
Sending hugs and warm thoughts. All will be well eventually, even if things have changed.
Thank you, I needed to hear that.
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"No matter how cold the winter, there's a springtime ahead"
Takes my pal in NC to let me know that voting is back on tomorrow. Oy. Thanks @lolobugg !
One of our managers was handing out papers on how to file for unemployment, so there's that. I see the gallery shutting down temporarily by the end of the week.
I'm generally not an anxious person, try not to really let my mind wander but yesterday I was crippled by anxiety and ended up in a very dark and dangerous place. It really hit me when I heard about bars and restaurants closing in New York City even though I live in Canada. I wasn't bothered by the chaos at work ( grocery store ) or really anything else but the bars and restaurants closing in NY did me in. Since then the anxiety has been coming and going in waves, I'll be good and then all of a sudden I'm on the verge of breaking down because all I'm thinking about is that I may not get another chance to take my son to a Blue Jays game or that last Sunday could have been the last time watching him play hockey or I'm not going to get to see my brother who is living in Ireland again. I generally know that those thoughts should be false but for some reason my mind isn't allowing me to think that. Ok I think I'm going to be good for a bit. Thanks.
I'm generally not an anxious person, try not to really let my mind wander but yesterday I was crippled by anxiety and ended up in a very dark and dangerous place. It really hit me when I heard about bars and restaurants closing in New York City even though I live in Canada. I wasn't bothered by the chaos at work ( grocery store ) or really anything else but the bars and restaurants closing in NY did me in. Since then the anxiety has been coming and going in waves, I'll be good and then all of a sudden I'm on the verge of breaking down because all I'm thinking about is that I may not get another chance to take my son to a Blue Jays game or that last Sunday could have been the last time watching him play hockey or I'm not going to get to see my brother who is living in Ireland again. I generally know that those thoughts should be false but for some reason my mind isn't allowing me to think that. Ok I think I'm going to be good for a bit. Thanks.
Sending hugs and warm thoughts. All will be well eventually, even if things have changed.
I think you need this ^^^ too, @jnager79. Much love.
Thank you for that. Today was a better day, it was my day off and I have drastically cut back on social media and tv news. I've still been anxious throughout the day but better than yesterday. One day at a time.
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"No matter how cold the winter, there's a springtime ahead"
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London 2005
Toronto 2006 May 9/10
Toronto 2009
Toronto Sept 11/12 2011
London 2013
Detroit 2014
Toronto 2016 May 10/12 Chicago 2018 N2
"No matter how cold the winter, there's a springtime ahead"
Bad- Anxiety at all time high Good- Connected with co-workers who are suffering as well but were waiting for someone else to start the conversation. Feels good to know we can help each other through this. Bad- Hands have broken out from the horrible soap at work and washing my hands every 30 minutes. Good- Co- worker brought me a container of O'keefes working hands, amazing stuff. Trying to get through this one day at a time, today was better than yesterday.
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Toronto 2003
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Toronto 1993
London 2005
Toronto 2006 May 9/10
Toronto 2009
Toronto Sept 11/12 2011
London 2013
Detroit 2014
Toronto 2016 May 10/12 Chicago 2018 N2
"No matter how cold the winter, there's a springtime ahead"
A little while ago, I read a post on these boards that flashed me back to a time when I was a kid and an adult was in control. I'm surprised it hit me so hard - that it hit me at all, really. I wasn't even involved in the conversation, just a reader. But damn, sometimes a phrase can trigger a flood of memories, whether good or bad.
''On his brain weighs the curse of thirty bills unpaid Gets up, lights a cigarette he's grown to hate Thinking if he can't sleep, how will he ever dream?''
Athens 2006. Dusseldorf 2007. Berlin 2009. Venice 2010. Amsterdam 1 2012. Amsterdam 1+2 2014. Buenos Aires 2015. Prague Krakow Berlin 2018. Berlin 2022 EV, Taormina 1+2 2017.
I wish i was the souvenir you kept your house key on..
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He was just shaving off his beard, and stepped out of the bathroom with only a towel and a Hitler-esque mustache (though his is brown and grey). We yukked it up, and as he went back to finish, he turned around and ominously said, "And I married a Jew", then slowly closed the door while giving me the stink-eye.
I fucking love him.
2016: Lexington and Wrigley 1
Toronto 2003
Toronto 2000
Barrie 1998
Toronto 1993
London 2005
Toronto 2006 May 9/10
Toronto 2009
Toronto Sept 11/12 2011
London 2013
Detroit 2014
Toronto 2016 May 10/12
Chicago 2018 N2
"No matter how cold the winter, there's a springtime ahead"
Love and light.
astoria 06
albany 06
hartford 06
reading 06
barcelona 06
paris 06
wembley 07
dusseldorf 07
nijmegen 07
this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
Toronto 2003
Toronto 2000
Barrie 1998
Toronto 1993
London 2005
Toronto 2006 May 9/10
Toronto 2009
Toronto Sept 11/12 2011
London 2013
Detroit 2014
Toronto 2016 May 10/12
Chicago 2018 N2
"No matter how cold the winter, there's a springtime ahead"
Toronto 2003
Toronto 2000
Barrie 1998
Toronto 1993
London 2005
Toronto 2006 May 9/10
Toronto 2009
Toronto Sept 11/12 2011
London 2013
Detroit 2014
Toronto 2016 May 10/12
Chicago 2018 N2
"No matter how cold the winter, there's a springtime ahead"
Takes my pal in NC to let me know that voting is back on tomorrow. Oy. Thanks @lolobugg !
One of our managers was handing out papers on how to file for unemployment, so there's that. I see the gallery shutting down temporarily by the end of the week.
And...voting is back off again.
2016: Lexington and Wrigley 1
Toronto 2003
Toronto 2000
Barrie 1998
Toronto 1993
London 2005
Toronto 2006 May 9/10
Toronto 2009
Toronto Sept 11/12 2011
London 2013
Detroit 2014
Toronto 2016 May 10/12
Chicago 2018 N2
"No matter how cold the winter, there's a springtime ahead"
Toronto 2003
Toronto 2000
Barrie 1998
Toronto 1993
London 2005
Toronto 2006 May 9/10
Toronto 2009
Toronto Sept 11/12 2011
London 2013
Detroit 2014
Toronto 2016 May 10/12
Chicago 2018 N2
"No matter how cold the winter, there's a springtime ahead"
Good- Connected with co-workers who are suffering as well but were waiting for someone else to start the conversation. Feels good to know we can help each other through this.
Bad- Hands have broken out from the horrible soap at work and washing my hands every 30 minutes.
Good- Co- worker brought me a container of O'keefes working hands, amazing stuff.
Trying to get through this one day at a time, today was better than yesterday.
Toronto 2003
Toronto 2000
Barrie 1998
Toronto 1993
London 2005
Toronto 2006 May 9/10
Toronto 2009
Toronto Sept 11/12 2011
London 2013
Detroit 2014
Toronto 2016 May 10/12
Chicago 2018 N2
"No matter how cold the winter, there's a springtime ahead"
Prague Krakow Berlin 2018. Berlin 2022
EV, Taormina 1+2 2017.
I wish i was the souvenir you kept your house key on..
I hope she's okay.
This time was the latter. Wowza!
Bring on the good, man.
Prague Krakow Berlin 2018. Berlin 2022
EV, Taormina 1+2 2017.
I wish i was the souvenir you kept your house key on..
Gets up, lights a cigarette he's grown to hate
Thinking if he can't sleep, how will he ever dream?''
Prague Krakow Berlin 2018. Berlin 2022
EV, Taormina 1+2 2017.
I wish i was the souvenir you kept your house key on..