Been having a really hard time, for about 18 months now, with the purpose of it all. Its not just about death and destruction.....what is even the point of life at all, even when happy? I know it's cliche. The "Why are we here?" mindset. But i cant stop. It never bothered me until well after my kids were born. never thought about it until around 40 years old. I need a book or something.
Not that you asked me, but my answer is: There is no ultimate purpose. We just are, just like all the other animals on Earth. We're a part of the whole though, so I suppose there is a reason for us being here. The atoms, protons, quarks, et al that we are made of are a part of the wide universe, and therefore necessary. After that, I figure it's all just about how you feel.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy. ~ Desiderata
to someone in mind proverbs 16;25 john 8;50 john 7;18 proverbs 29;23 your ignorant of God and his commands you ignore his rules to satisfy your own desires and God detests the self seeking exaultant ones your glory is wicked done by thievery and all wickedness your glory consists not from God and you worship yourself not your maker matthew 23;12 james 4;10 proverbs 15;25!!! proverbs 8;13!!! isaiah 10;12 written as an example.... colossians 2;20,21,23
Today...Out of nowhere my sister tried to kill herself.. And we don't even know why..
Tree, My heart aches for you and your family.
We also have another 10c family in energy need tonight, too.
Yes. It has just been a treacherous last few days. I still get moments of just pure, deadly rage over what they are going through. My heart aches for them.
dreamt of eddie bc i slept on a different side this afternoon lol it was weird he looked young and we were talking about nice cars but tonight im sleeping on my homeside...
Been having a really hard time, for about 18 months now, with the purpose of it all. Its not just about death and destruction.....what is even the point of life at all, even when happy? I know it's cliche. The "Why are we here?" mindset. But i cant stop. It never bothered me until well after my kids were born. never thought about it until around 40 years old. I need a book or something.
I wonder why that happens to so many people when they are around 40. Have you ever read a book called Everybody Wants To Go To Heaven But Nobody Wants To Die by David Crowder? It might cheer you up and it makes you think... I hope you're feeling a lot better soon.
I'm in a cafe and a different version of "Summertime," that I haven't heard before is on the speakers. It's Billy Stewart or Billy Stuart. Male voice, jazzy, saxophone, very cool.
There is no such thing as leftover pizza. There is now pizza and later pizza. - anonymous The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
1 John 4:4 Roman8:31 Psalms 118:6 Hebrews 10:30,31 Gotta go.....!!! You don't scare me because I know you are bad and wrong and have no favour.....!!! Angels speak...!!!!!
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even if I look and act really crazy.
2016: Lexington and Wrigley 1
DEP, I'm listening to a song where your post is sublime and perfectly-related.
Bunch of oddballs in this place. Happy to be a part of it, them, you, us.
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proverbs 16;25
john 8;50
john 7;18
proverbs 29;23
your ignorant of God and his commands
you ignore his rules to satisfy your own desires
and God detests the self seeking exaultant ones
your glory is wicked done by thievery and all wickedness
your glory consists not from God and you worship yourself
not your maker
matthew 23;12
james 4;10
proverbs 15;25!!!
proverbs 8;13!!!
isaiah 10;12 written as an example....
colossians 2;20,21,23
He's on my mind now.
We also have another 10c family in energy need tonight, too.
2016: Lexington and Wrigley 1
I'm very thankful to have made some stupendously amazing and beautiful friends in this little community.
Prague Krakow Berlin 2018. Berlin 2022
EV, Taormina 1+2 2017.
I wish i was the souvenir you kept your house key on..
but tonight im sleeping on my homeside...
The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
Psalms 49:6-(7)-8
Roman8:31
Psalms 118:6
Hebrews 10:30,31
Gotta go.....!!!
You don't scare me because I know you are bad and wrong and have no favour.....!!!
Angels speak...!!!!!
2016: Lexington and Wrigley 1