my best friend passed a year ago today... i miss her so much...RIP Deb
so im just calmly trying to get thru this sad day
awhile ago my phone rang, good thing i didn't pick up. asshat must have a new number to get past call block and left a voice mail full of the same ol 'poor me' bullshit. damn narcissist never change. more than likely he burned bridges with his last gf...i.e. narcissistic supply source. goddamn. that was the last f'n thing i needed to hear (especially today.) it isn't the least bit my nor my kids problem. i'm attempting to brush it off....not going to let anyone's toxic drama crash the tranqulity here
my best friend passed a year ago today... i miss her so much...RIP Deb
so im just calmly trying to get thru this sad day
:( I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending good vibes to you.
"Sometimes you find yourself having to put all your faith in no faith."
~not a dude~
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2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
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Why people want to be high all the time. What the fuck are you running from? Can't relax without drugs? Can't really 'hear' music without having your mind altered? Don't you want to preserve some brain function for later? Are you really alive if you 'need' to be under the influence all the time? Poor coping skills when life comes at you? What!?
''Sometimes realize, I could only be as good as you'll let me''..
I love that line. Contemplating it represented a huge shift in my thinking a few years back. Grateful for that
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"Sometimes you find yourself having to put all your faith in no faith."
~not a dude~
2010: MSGx2
2012: Made In America
2013: Pittsburgh, Brooklynx2, Hartford, Baltimore
2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Phillyx2, MSGx2, Fenwayx2 2018: Barcelona, Wrigleyx2
my best friend passed a year ago today... i miss her so much...RIP Deb
so im just calmly trying to get thru this sad day
awhile ago my phone rang, good thing i didn't pick up. asshat must have a new number to get past call block and left a voice mail full of the same ol 'poor me' bullshit. damn narcissist never change. more than likely he burned bridges with his last gf...i.e. narcissistic supply source. goddamn. that was the last f'n thing i needed to hear (especially today.) it isn't the least bit my nor my kids problem. i'm attempting to brush it off....not going to let anyone's toxic drama crash the tranqulity here
My sister passed away a year ago Monday. Amazing how the mind can protect you from realities that you can't possibly be immersed in on a daily basis. But then all of a sudden it was September 15th and it just smacked me right in the face. I wasn't good for much Monday or Tuesday; today I forced myself out of the funk, tomorrow will be better. I am sorry that you lost your best friend, that must be so hard - you seem to have been in the right state of mind though. Psychotic exes can tell when we are in a serene or fragile state I think. I hope yours left you alone. I'm grateful I didn't have to deal with mine. I don't answer the phone if he does call; there's nothing positive in any interaction with him so i avoid. Funny how when we feel alone, there is someone else who is feeling loss and sadness at the same time. I didn't write anything on Monday but when I saw your post i just wanted to let you know that I hope you are doing okay and I have no advice, I just know what you're going through to a certain extent. I wish I could talk to my sister, that's what gets me the most - reaching for the phone and then realizing she's not there to answer. Puts a lot of things in perspective; but I have a lot of coming to terms yet to do. Hope you are doing well and that your best friend is possibly having a laugh with my sister somewhere bright and happy. That would be nice.
my best friend passed a year ago today... i miss her so much...RIP Deb
so im just calmly trying to get thru this sad day
awhile ago my phone rang, good thing i didn't pick up. asshat must have a new number to get past call block and left a voice mail full of the same ol 'poor me' bullshit. damn narcissist never change. more than likely he burned bridges with his last gf...i.e. narcissistic supply source. goddamn. that was the last f'n thing i needed to hear (especially today.) it isn't the least bit my nor my kids problem. i'm attempting to brush it off....not going to let anyone's toxic drama crash the tranqulity here
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so im just calmly trying to get thru this sad day
awhile ago my phone rang, good thing i didn't pick up. asshat must have a new number to get past call block and left a voice mail full of the same ol 'poor me' bullshit. damn narcissist never change. more than likely he burned bridges with his last gf...i.e. narcissistic supply source.
goddamn. that was the last f'n thing i needed to hear (especially today.) it isn't the least bit my nor my kids problem. i'm attempting to brush it off....not going to let anyone's toxic drama crash the tranqulity here
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2012: Made In America
2013: Pittsburgh, Brooklynx2, Hartford, Baltimore
2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Phillyx2, MSGx2, Fenwayx2
2018: Barcelona, Wrigleyx2
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~not a dude~
2010: MSGx2
2012: Made In America
2013: Pittsburgh, Brooklynx2, Hartford, Baltimore
2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Phillyx2, MSGx2, Fenwayx2
2018: Barcelona, Wrigleyx2
Good luck
Till there aint nothing left worth taking away from me.....
Funny how when we feel alone, there is someone else who is feeling loss and sadness at the same time. I didn't write anything on Monday but when I saw your post i just wanted to let you know that I hope you are doing okay and I have no advice, I just know what you're going through to a certain extent. I wish I could talk to my sister, that's what gets me the most - reaching for the phone and then realizing she's not there to answer. Puts a lot of things in perspective; but I have a lot of coming to terms yet to do. Hope you are doing well and that your best friend is possibly having a laugh with my sister somewhere bright and happy. That would be nice.