How wonderful my day was today- spent it laughing, playing basketball with my son and a couple of his friends, then swimming, and then more laughing. Great day :thumbup:
How certain people are human cockroaches...hiding in the dark shadows waiting to scurry out when you walk away and scoop up your scraps, lol. Pathetic! :roll:
"You think I got my eyes closed but I'm lookin' at you the whole fuckin' time..."
Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
How certain people are human cockroaches...hiding in the dark shadows waiting to scurry out when you walk away and scoop up your scraps, lol. Pathetic! :roll:
I want cake
I need sleep
I have lots of reading to do
I want soft cake
hmm maybe I have ice cream
ugh I want cake not ice cream
fuck it I'm going to sleep then read
I see JB outside the front window.
An old dead pine tree fell into the cul de sac the other day.
He's sawing it up, hot and sweaty.
Man working.
We have a printer buddy.
Have known him years and years.
He died last Saturday from a massive heart attack.
He was 59.
JB is almost 55.
I think it is so strong but really
It's all so fragile.
So very fragile.
whay have I gotten myself into. This woman is a nympho!!! Vitamins or Viagra. Decisions , decisions.
where is this going. that's what's on my mind HA!
ummmm , yeah. When we first met , it was cool. Kinda lowkey and getting to know each other.
As a man , of course I wanted to sleep with her from the second we introduced ourselves.
Now trying become a better human being , I was seriously trying to keep things more mature? So what develops and how it develops, etc.
Cut to last monday, she asks me to stay over. But that "I" had to be on good/best behavior. Ok, might be hard to keep my hands to myself , but I can respect that. It was SHE who stripped first and since, it's been "when can we hook up next"!!!!!
Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
I was at McDonalds the other day....and a couple of booths over........some guys cell phone goes off.......and his fuckin ringtone was "Gimme that fillet-o-fish, gimme that fish"...........i fell out of the booth laughing
Roomie was talking about all of the porn the previous owner left on his 'new(ish) to him' computer today that he had to try to clear out.
Uh, I thought you already had your grandson over to clean all of that out. :roll:
Anyhoo. Roomie starts going on about how that's not his thing.
Seriously, dude. When the fuck would you make casual conversation with your roommate who is your daughter's age about it being your thing? Either way - I don't want to know.
I was at McDonalds the other day....and a couple of booths over........some guys cell phone goes off.......and his fuckin ringtone was "Gimme that fillet-o-fish, gimme that fish"...........i fell out of the booth laughing
whay have I gotten myself into. This woman is a nympho!!! Vitamins or Viagra. Decisions , decisions.
where is this going. that's what's on my mind HA!
ummmm , yeah. When we first met , it was cool. Kinda lowkey and getting to know each other.
As a man , of course I wanted to sleep with her from the second we introduced ourselves.
Now trying become a better human being , I was seriously trying to keep things more mature? So what develops and how it develops, etc.
Cut to last monday, she asks me to stay over. But that "I" had to be on good/best behavior. Ok, might be hard to keep my hands to myself , but I can respect that. It was SHE who stripped first and since, it's been "when can we hook up next"!!!!!
i see i see, do you want this to have long term potential?
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
I'm thinkin about Dimitris and his upcoming travels he must be so very happy. Good times!
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
ummmm , yeah. When we first met , it was cool. Kinda lowkey and getting to know each other.
As a man , of course I wanted to sleep with her from the second we introduced ourselves.
Now trying become a better human being , I was seriously trying to keep things more mature? So what develops and how it develops, etc.
Cut to last monday, she asks me to stay over. But that "I" had to be on good/best behavior. Ok, might be hard to keep my hands to myself , but I can respect that. It was SHE who stripped first and since, it's been "when can we hook up next"!!!!!
i see i see, do you want this to have long term potential?
on my mind?
how cold it is oh the humanity of it all..
hmmm, long term potential? I would have to say no. For several reasons.
Last night I found myself being defensive to what , in reality, were seemingly innocent statements. Also I was told , that at certain tmes there is a coldness and hardness about me. Uncomfortable to say the least.But I see her point and think there is definate truth to what she said. Feels less natural as time goes by. Plus there are certain personality quirks(?) that I find less than endearing. Frankly they get on my nerves. It feels that I have to force basic human courtesy(cant find the right words for this)
I am just not sure ( now having tested the waters so to speak) that I'm ready to move on from my exwife. At present, it's right at a year since we were seperated and 10 months since the divorce. I realize just how much I love my exwife and am still IN love with her.My problem there is , the ex has already moved on and is presently married to husband #3 ( I was #2).
Sooooo, it looks like I still need some time alone sorting this all out. FML!!!!!
Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
i need time to write. i need to be alone. be in hiding. escape. write and then resurface where all of my concerns have disappeared. i need to write my own or escape into PJ lyrics. get out of my own head. life is moving too quickly... stop, escape, jump.... NOW! take control.
hmmm, long term potential? I would have to say no. For several reasons.
Last night I found myself being defensive to what , in reality, were seemingly innocent statements. Also I was told , that at certain tmes there is a coldness and hardness about me. Uncomfortable to say the least.But I see her point and think there is definate truth to what she said. Feels less natural as time goes by. Plus there are certain personality quirks(?) that I find less than endearing. Frankly they get on my nerves. It feels that I have to force basic human courtesy(cant find the right words for this)
I am just not sure ( now having tested the waters so to speak) that I'm ready to move on from my exwife. At present, it's right at a year since we were seperated and 10 months since the divorce. I realize just how much I love my exwife and am still IN love with her.My problem there is , the ex has already moved on and is presently married to husband #3 ( I was #2).
Sooooo, it looks like I still need some time alone sorting this all out. FML!!!!!
None of my business, but why do you have to look for long term potential already? From what you've said about your ex-wife it sounds like you already know that you're not ready to move on yet, I think that the defensiveness that you felt are part of those barriers that you've put round yourself, possibly to avoid getting hurt again. Would your girlfriend be able to give you a bit of space and keep the relationship light whilst you work through this?
Can't stop thinking about flying to Amsterdam on Friday! ...and my flight from Amsterdam to Dublin is also on my mind. That concert I'm catching while in Ireland occasionally pops up too.
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You can never have enough Neil in the mix. -EV 10/24/10
There's only one commandment: Don't be an asshole. -EV 5/6/10
Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
where is this going. that's what's on my mind HA!
I need sleep
I have lots of reading to do
I want soft cake
hmm maybe I have ice cream
ugh I want cake not ice cream
fuck it I'm going to sleep then read
is it raining?
An old dead pine tree fell into the cul de sac the other day.
He's sawing it up, hot and sweaty.
Man working.
We have a printer buddy.
Have known him years and years.
He died last Saturday from a massive heart attack.
He was 59.
JB is almost 55.
I think it is so strong but really
It's all so fragile.
So very fragile.
As a man , of course I wanted to sleep with her from the second we introduced ourselves.
Now trying become a better human being , I was seriously trying to keep things more mature? So what develops and how it develops, etc.
Cut to last monday, she asks me to stay over. But that "I" had to be on good/best behavior. Ok, might be hard to keep my hands to myself , but I can respect that. It was SHE who stripped first and since, it's been "when can we hook up next"!!!!!
Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
Also -
I was at McDonalds the other day....and a couple of booths over........some guys cell phone goes off.......and his fuckin ringtone was "Gimme that fillet-o-fish, gimme that fish"...........i fell out of the booth laughing
Uh, I thought you already had your grandson over to clean all of that out. :roll:
Anyhoo. Roomie starts going on about how that's not his thing.
Seriously, dude. When the fuck would you make casual conversation with your roommate who is your daughter's age about it being your thing? Either way - I don't want to know.
FML
i see i see, do you want this to have long term potential?
on my mind?
how cold it is
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
Last night I found myself being defensive to what , in reality, were seemingly innocent statements. Also I was told , that at certain tmes there is a coldness and hardness about me. Uncomfortable to say the least.But I see her point and think there is definate truth to what she said. Feels less natural as time goes by. Plus there are certain personality quirks(?) that I find less than endearing. Frankly they get on my nerves. It feels that I have to force basic human courtesy(cant find the right words for this)
I am just not sure ( now having tested the waters so to speak) that I'm ready to move on from my exwife. At present, it's right at a year since we were seperated and 10 months since the divorce. I realize just how much I love my exwife and am still IN love with her.My problem there is , the ex has already moved on and is presently married to husband #3 ( I was #2).
Sooooo, it looks like I still need some time alone sorting this all out. FML!!!!!
Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
i need time alone to write.
None of my business, but why do you have to look for long term potential already? From what you've said about your ex-wife it sounds like you already know that you're not ready to move on yet, I think that the defensiveness that you felt are part of those barriers that you've put round yourself, possibly to avoid getting hurt again. Would your girlfriend be able to give you a bit of space and keep the relationship light whilst you work through this?