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My husband just killed himself, and I wanted to let you know that..
Killoran
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he really appreciated your music.
I know it is highly unlikely that anyone from the band actually reads this stuff, I just wanted to say it.
He's an incredibly talented guitar player, and I'm not talking all this new Good Charlotte type crap.. he developed his own scale and everything. He can play everything.
Indifference was the first song he ever recorded, and the last one I remember him screaming.
I just wanted to say thank you for writing good music. I'm sorry, I just don't know what else to do.. just.. thank you.
I know it is highly unlikely that anyone from the band actually reads this stuff, I just wanted to say it.
He's an incredibly talented guitar player, and I'm not talking all this new Good Charlotte type crap.. he developed his own scale and everything. He can play everything.
Indifference was the first song he ever recorded, and the last one I remember him screaming.
I just wanted to say thank you for writing good music. I'm sorry, I just don't know what else to do.. just.. thank you.
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we hope you are okay, i think we are all a little shocked.....if we can ease your pain in anyway, let us know, as we are a loving bunch. im sorry. take care.
(somebody had to say something) hope this helped
i'm so sorry, from the bottom of my heart. i don't know what to say except god bless you. you can't take away love. it lasts forever... strength to you and yours.
~it is shining it is shining~
"Well, you tell him that I don't talk to suckas."
Circle comes around each time
The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
I am really sorry for your loss.
Mars Bitches!
-Black Bush
I think the bands management or if not them, the moderators of this forum can alert the management of this post, and the band will at least know of the passion your husband had for the band and the music, I hope so anyway.
Treasure his music and your shared memories, and again I am sorry for your loss.
Jason
You think you need
And when you think more than you want
Your thoughts begin to bleed."
E.V. Society
"And by the way, their real and their spectacular!"
I hope that you just remember that life is a journey and we are all going to get to the end.
The only person I have ever loved died three years ago. and it still is just sitting in my chest.
love is worth it all and I will see him again soon...you will see your love soon as well.
we are here for you ...music but nothing can keep the pain away ...i am soooooo very sorry for your loose
It just sucks.. I can't remember his voice very well anymore, he's only 26.. I want to get his demo tape, but his brother may want it.
Sorry.
my spaceship
i´m very moved, and i´m very shocked about to hear that, i wish and i hope the best for you and your family. you´re not alone; if you have something you want to talk about, the pj fans will stand by your side.
to see if i still feel,
i focus all the pain,
the only thing that´s real...
from my window to yours
You make me feel uncalm and I think I like it - 311
JEFF ROX MY SOX!
"Jeff is just a badass all the way across the board" ~aNiMaL~
"Chill out Kaddikat"
A week before he died he smashed all the CDs while in a fit of rage, yet all the Pearl Jam CDs survived, so I'm going to get those as well.. if he didn't smash those, too.. I doubt he did.
Thanks again
my spaceship
-Eddie Vedder
6/24/06 Cincinatti, Ohio
6/14/08 Manchester, Tennessee
I'm not sure if I'll be able to handle listening to Pearl Jam ever again, but I'm definately going to try..
my spaceship
i'm sorry for your loss...
this community is pretty tight... hope you're a fan too.
http://www.wishlistfoundation.org
Oh my, they dropped the leash.
Morgan Freeman/Clint Eastwood 08' for President!
"Make our day"
Yep.. I've been a fan since I was.. 8 or 9ish? No idea.. my older sister loves Pearl Jam, so I followed her I guess.
I just got back from the viewing/funeral, and I told him about all the support.. that everyone misses him, but he didn't get up.. so.. that was awful.
His forehead was all bruised, not even the makeup could cover it.. his cheek too. He has a cut on his nose that wasn't there when I left a week ago.. and on his hands.
Only a few people were actually mad at me and showed it.. they skipped over me for hugs, which is fine, I guess. I understand.. no one blames me more than myself.
I went back to the house (which is a tiny trailer from the 60s), the carpet was taken out, the bed frame was against the wall - I guess he did it on the bed.. because his pillow (the thing I wanted more than anything else) was gone, as well as the mattress, sheets, and one of the blankets.
okay.. no more of that. It makes me feel sick. I can't handle it.
Just.. thank you guys. Please excse my poor grammar/spelling - I'm terribly tired, I haven't been sleeping or eating, and I'm just really out of it. Thanks.
my spaceship
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PLAY ALASKA U PUSSIES
He loves me more than anything, and he's so scared of losing me. He thought I was leaving him, so he started drinking again. I think it was mostly the alcohol. He changes completely when he's drunk.
my spaceship