My husband just killed himself, and I wanted to let you know that..

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  • how long were you two married?
    This is the best I could come up with.
  • smokeabudsmokeabud Posts: 253
    Killoran wrote:
    He loves me more than anything, and he's so scared of losing me. He thought I was leaving him, so he started drinking again. I think it was mostly the alcohol. He changes completely when he's drunk.


    U speak of him in terms as if he is still alive.

    this is a strange thread.. :confused:
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  • KilloranKilloran Posts: 27
    how long were you two married?

    We got married in December, on my 18th birthday - 8 December.
  • KilloranKilloran Posts: 27
    smokeabud wrote:
    U speak of him in terms as if he is still alive.

    this is a strange thread.. :confused:

    I just can't refer to him in past tense. I can't.
  • Cropduster84Cropduster84 Posts: 1,283
    This is quite upsetting, I think i speak for everyone when I say our thoughts are with you.
    'The more I studied religions the more I am convinced that man never worshipped anything but himself.' - Sir Richard Francis Burton
  • KilloranKilloran Posts: 27
    This is quite upsetting, I think i speak for everyone when I say our thoughts are with you.

    Thank you..
  • everyone's here to help, even if in small ways. ciao.
    ThisIsNotAnExit
  • KilloranKilloran Posts: 27
    Yeah, thanks.

    If Pearl Jam ever comes to MA, then I'd like to go, and tell them how much they mean to Jason and all that.. but the odds of anything of the sort happening are slim.

    but thanks
  • KilloranKilloran Posts: 27
    No, I think if you got in touch with the band somehow, over here or write a letter they would be happy to acknowledge what you want to say to them.

    It's the whole contact thing that's an issue. I can't actually talk to people, I could when Jason was around.. but now I've gone back to Old Killoran, being all panicky and shy.

    I'm fine with writing, but I wouldn't send a letter.. basically because I'm afraid it'd never be read.
  • drsnjrgdrsnjrg Posts: 58
    I'm so sorry for your loss, my heart goes out to you. We don't "know" each other but if you need a shoulder or anything, don't hesitate.
  • KilloranKilloran Posts: 27
    Aw, thanks.. everyone's so sweet.
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