How you feeling right now???

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  • hedonisthedonist standing on the edge of forever Posts: 24,524
    Nice, HF! Looking forward to what I know will be a badass show next month.
  • northerndragonnortherndragon somewhere, nowhere, anywhere Posts: 9,728
    So tired! But just one more week and it is all done. I can't wait.
    And then my concert season begins, so excited for that.
    Anything you lose from being honest
    You never really had to begin with.


    Sometimes it's not the song that makes you emotional it's the people and things that come to your mind when you hear it.
  • whispering handswhispering hands Under your skin Posts: 13,527

    So tired! But just one more week and it is all done. I can't wait.
    And then my concert season begins, so excited for that.

    Yay. For almost over. So excited for you!
  • whispering handswhispering hands Under your skin Posts: 13,527
    Tired.. but relieved to finally feel better.
  • whispering handswhispering hands Under your skin Posts: 13,527

    Tired.. but relieved to finally feel better.

    And now kinda sorta pissed.. yet kinda too tired even for that.. my boss just sent me home, and said take one more day.. he said I still looked half dead.. I know I still feel drained.. but I can't afford this.. I too tired to cry..
  • hedonisthedonist standing on the edge of forever Posts: 24,524

    Tired.. but relieved to finally feel better.

    And now kinda sorta pissed.. yet kinda too tired even for that.. my boss just sent me home, and said take one more day.. he said I still looked half dead.. I know I still feel drained.. but I can't afford this.. I too tired to cry..
    Had you worked and got paid, you'd be in worse shape for tomorrow and miss another day. Hope you can put some of that stress aside for now and just chill and rest. And get better!
  • whispering handswhispering hands Under your skin Posts: 13,527
    hedonist said:

    Tired.. but relieved to finally feel better.

    And now kinda sorta pissed.. yet kinda too tired even for that.. my boss just sent me home, and said take one more day.. he said I still looked half dead.. I know I still feel drained.. but I can't afford this.. I too tired to cry..
    Had you worked and got paid, you'd be in worse shape for tomorrow and miss another day. Hope you can put some of that stress aside for now and just chill and rest. And get better!
    Thank you. :hug:
  • 23scidoo23scidoo Thessaloniki,Greece Posts: 18,412
    Anxious again..
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  • AnnafalkAnnafalk Sweden Posts: 4,004
    23scidoo said:

    Anxious again..

    I was also anxious before today but I've managed to think it away, I hope it will go away for you as well :)
  • 23scidoo23scidoo Thessaloniki,Greece Posts: 18,412
    Annafalk said:

    23scidoo said:

    Anxious again..

    I was also anxious before today but I've managed to think it away, I hope it will go away for you as well :)
    Haha Anna, its nothing serious..its for the game tonight..but thank you..
    Athens 2006. Dusseldorf 2007. Berlin 2009. Venice 2010. Amsterdam 1 2012. Amsterdam 1+2 2014. Buenos Aires 2015.
    Prague Krakow Berlin 2018. Berlin 2022
    EV, Taormina 1+2 2017.

    I wish i was the souvenir you kept your house key on..
  • hauntingfamiliarhauntingfamiliar Wilmington, NC Posts: 10,217
    hedonist said:

    Nice, HF! Looking forward to what I know will be a badass show next month.

    It most certainly will be!! :rock_on:
  • AnnafalkAnnafalk Sweden Posts: 4,004
    23scidoo said:

    Annafalk said:

    23scidoo said:

    Anxious again..

    I was also anxious before today but I've managed to think it away, I hope it will go away for you as well :)
    Haha Anna, its nothing serious..its for the game tonight..but thank you..
    Great :triumph:
  • bluegracebluegrace Posts: 2,357
    Good.
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  • hauntingfamiliarhauntingfamiliar Wilmington, NC Posts: 10,217
    Soaked up some sunshine today and feeling pretty damn good.
  • whispering handswhispering hands Under your skin Posts: 13,527
    Pretty good.
  • bluegracebluegrace Posts: 2,357
    Good. It's so nice just to relax, not doing anything at the moment.
    Kool Kat Club 1992, Moderna museet 1992, Globen 2012, Friends arena 2014
  • hauntingfamiliarhauntingfamiliar Wilmington, NC Posts: 10,217
    bluegrace said:

    Good. It's so nice just to relax, not doing anything at the moment.

    X2 Nice to chill, listen to some great music, drink some coffee and ease into this beautiful day.
  • hedonisthedonist standing on the edge of forever Posts: 24,524

    bluegrace said:

    Good. It's so nice just to relax, not doing anything at the moment.

    X2 Nice to chill, listen to some great music, drink some coffee and ease into this beautiful day.
    Cheers to you both! Chilling with a lovely bowl and this great music. Go figure :)

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JskztPPSJwY
  • whispering handswhispering hands Under your skin Posts: 13,527
    edited April 2017
    Been a weird day.. a lot of PTSD crap I'm fighting today.. glad I don't work today, and that it will be done snowing tonight and 50's tomorrow.. I was having such a 'cloudy' morning that I finally broke down and spent $20 that I don't have to spend on some pot.. it has helped some.. but today is one of those days that I could smoke an ounce.. the pain is terrible today.. inside and out.. and the phantom pains ( symptom of the complex PTSD) is worse than the neuropathy today. Have no idea what triggered it.. just IS today.. yet I am filled with love and joy from my friends here.. so basically I am riding an emotional roller coaster, that I keep expecting to see blood flying from.. but those scars are over 30+ years old.. they don't bleed anymore.. I just keep looking at my arms, and thinking I should see it, because I feel the pain.. weird and tiring day today..
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  • whispering handswhispering hands Under your skin Posts: 13,527
    I wonder if dreaming about my step dad last night triggered it?
  • FifthelementFifthelement Lotusland Posts: 6,905
    (((Hugs))) to you Tree. Sending you strong, healing vibes>>>>>>
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  • whispering handswhispering hands Under your skin Posts: 13,527

    (((Hugs))) to you Tree. Sending you strong, healing vibes>>>>>>

    Thank you. I hate days when this happens. It's so.. it is such a weird thing to experience.. you can't rationalize it away.. knowing it's not real makes it worse.. it is just insane.. and I think the frustration is just as exhausting as the pain, both phantom and real. Thank you.
    :hug:
  • whispering handswhispering hands Under your skin Posts: 13,527
    Much better today.. only neuropathy to deal with today.. I can do that.. so far the phantom pain has subsided.. and thank you Jesus it wasn't the worst one.. my family other than Melissa has yet to experience that one.. the torture pains I can usually 'hide', but the beatings pains are a little harder to hide. I usually am the one hiding away for those..
  • SD48277SD48277 Woodstock, NY Posts: 12,242

    Much better today.. only neuropathy to deal with today.. I can do that.. so far the phantom pain has subsided.. and thank you Jesus it wasn't the worst one.. my family other than Melissa has yet to experience that one.. the torture pains I can usually 'hide', but the beatings pains are a little harder to hide. I usually am the one hiding away for those..

    May today be a much better day for you, Tree. :hug:
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  • whispering handswhispering hands Under your skin Posts: 13,527
    SD48277 said:

    Much better today.. only neuropathy to deal with today.. I can do that.. so far the phantom pain has subsided.. and thank you Jesus it wasn't the worst one.. my family other than Melissa has yet to experience that one.. the torture pains I can usually 'hide', but the beatings pains are a little harder to hide. I usually am the one hiding away for those..

    May today be a much better day for you, Tree. :hug:
    Thank you. You are one of the most wonderful people I have had the honor to
    meet from here. (I can't wait to meet the rest of you all! ) Thank you again, for yesterday. That was a brief moment of happiness amidst the memories that had my brain all whacked.. super big :hug:
  • hedonisthedonist standing on the edge of forever Posts: 24,524
    I feel like I need to listen to RVM on your behalf, Tree.

    You're among the many I look forward to hugging in person.
  • RogueStonerRogueStoner Sunny AZ Posts: 1,716

    Much better today.. only neuropathy to deal with today.. I can do that.. so far the phantom pain has subsided.. and thank you Jesus it wasn't the worst one.. my family other than Melissa has yet to experience that one.. the torture pains I can usually 'hide', but the beatings pains are a little harder to hide. I usually am the one hiding away for those..

    Glad you're feeling somewhat better today. Sending loving thoughts your way. :hug:
  • mfc2006mfc2006 HTOWN Posts: 37,368
    exhausted & excited
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  • northerndragonnortherndragon somewhere, nowhere, anywhere Posts: 9,728
    So tired, but it was a great weekend.
    Anything you lose from being honest
    You never really had to begin with.


    Sometimes it's not the song that makes you emotional it's the people and things that come to your mind when you hear it.
  • whispering handswhispering hands Under your skin Posts: 13,527
    hedonist said:

    I feel like I need to listen to RVM on your behalf, Tree.

    You're among the many I look forward to hugging in person.

    That song was suuuuuch an anthem
    For me for so long..
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