oh god what have i done?

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  • josevolution
    josevolution Posts: 32,359
    chadwick wrote:
    josevolution wrote:
    Sorry to hear about the rough patch you are going thru i'm sure it will pass ....
    and i am quitting the greenery. dude, i am out of my mind...currently.
    and your avatar is not helping matters much.

    but thank you, jose

    Oh sorry i too have slowed way down on the weed just haven't found another avatar to put up :oops:
    jesus greets me looks just like me ....
  • josevolution
    josevolution Posts: 32,359
    And even in your moments of sadness you bring a smile to my face with your writting i hope you allways come here and post and i hope our collective words will help you reach a better place soon ... :)
    jesus greets me looks just like me ....
  • chadwick
    chadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    i heart your avatar. that is one sweet leaf you got there, bud.
    :mrgreen:


    thread integrity...
    women and self, jam me up from time to time.
    and god bless them, each and every one
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."
    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
  • chadwick
    chadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    josevolution wrote:
    And even in your moments of sadness you bring a smile to my face with your writting i hope you allways come here and post and i hope our collective words will help you reach a better place soon ... :)
    jose,,,, that is the nicest thing i've ever been told. you're pretty frickin badass, dude. i really don't know what to say, so thank you for wanting me around. i feel warmed a bit. this will help with my frozen walk around the park. it has got to be nearing the teens out there. lastnight my walk was in 13 degree weather for 1.5 hrs. this was very cold on my nipples.
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."
    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
  • rollings
    rollings unknown Posts: 7,127
    81 wrote:
    Rollings wrote:
    81 ate a dog? oh my god!


    oh god what have i done?

    You're in trouble buddy
  • The Juggler
    The Juggler Posts: 49,599
    go home and get your f-cking shine box chadwick

    :lol:
    www.myspace.com
  • StillHere
    StillHere Posts: 7,795
    Rollings wrote:
    chadwick wrote:
    .... a wooden cane covered in orange-cutie stickers ....

    I love them things
    cutiesboxw214.jpg

    nom nom nom
    peace,
    jo

    http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
    "How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
    "Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
  • rollings
    rollings unknown Posts: 7,127
    StillHere wrote:
    Rollings wrote:
    chadwick wrote:
    .... a wooden cane covered in orange-cutie stickers ....

    I love them things
    cutiesboxw214.jpg

    nom nom nom

    Jo! Peelings Off First!
  • StillHere
    StillHere Posts: 7,795
    Rollings wrote:
    StillHere wrote:
    Rollings wrote:

    I love them things
    cutiesboxw214.jpg

    nom nom nom

    Jo! Peelings Off First!

    hehehehheeee
    maybe ;)
    peace,
    jo

    http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
    "How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
    "Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
  • josevolution
    josevolution Posts: 32,359
    chadwick wrote:
    josevolution wrote:
    And even in your moments of sadness you bring a smile to my face with your writting i hope you allways come here and post and i hope our collective words will help you reach a better place soon ... :)
    jose,,,, that is the nicest thing i've ever been told. you're pretty frickin badass, dude. i really don't know what to say, so thank you for wanting me around. i feel warmed a bit. this will help with my frozen walk around the park. it has got to be nearing the teens out there. lastnight my walk was in 13 degree weather for 1.5 hrs. this was very cold on my nipples.

    Hey we all need a few pick me up words now and again that's what makes this place very cool it's people like you and everyone else who shows some sort of emotions , when i read what other people are going thru it brings emotion to me and that is one human trait we all should allways be able to express .... :)
    jesus greets me looks just like me ....
  • chadwick
    chadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    The Juggler wrote:
    go home and get your f-cking shine box chadwick

    :lol:
    haha. this made me laugh but i have no idea what it means :?
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."
    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
  • mysticweed
    mysticweed Posts: 3,710
    just be careful what you wish for wickweed
    :mrgreen:
    fuck 'em if they can't take a joke

    "what a long, strange trip it's been"
  • chadwick
    chadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    DOWNbytheRiver wrote:
    just be careful what you wish for wickweed
    :mrgreen:
    see, that's exactly what happened many years ago. i was lying in bed one night all by myself and i was having a conversation with my deceased father, ok a one-sided conversation even...

    everything changed after that night.
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."
    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
  • The Juggler
    The Juggler Posts: 49,599
    chadwick wrote:
    The Juggler wrote:
    go home and get your f-cking shine box chadwick

    :lol:
    haha. this made me laugh but i have no idea what it means :?

    just don't go bustin my balls, okay?
    www.myspace.com
  • chadwick
    chadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    gettin stomped in the nuts lately. great times.

    there was this one gal (or twelve)
    she was smokin hot
    pretty smile as white teeth they did shine
    i couldn't leave her side
    i wouldn't but i sure could

    wore a sad ring round her little finger
    not the pinky finger
    her fingers are little in size
    she knows i look at her

    she'll go home sad and unwanted
    maybe another will do the same
    then another
    then another
    and another
    and me falling away far from home
    my legs gave way
    now i in mud puddles
    maybe this why the struggles have me found
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."
    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
  • chadwick
    chadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    not any of you have anything to share?
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."
    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
  • PJ_Soul
    PJ_Soul Vancouver, BC Posts: 51,029
    chadwick wrote:
    Bigda wrote:
    guess you wanted a bit too much, Chadwick.
    and this is how it ends.
    no matter whatever, sorry, bullshit you are going to deliver about them being "too good for you to deserve", etc. the bottom line is you very, very, VERY rarely can have it all. i guess you are grown up enough to have known it yourself big time.

    you will live, Chadwick.
    good points.

    you are right. it is sorry bullshit in my thinking that i do not deserve someone as fantastic. that was a bullshit statement i made. thank you for making note of that.

    however, i am a wreck and feel less than.
    it is easy to see that women have compassion in hugeness. maybe they got with me because i need help in many areas? maybe this, maybe that? i fucked up and stuff. i have a long pain filled road ahead of me and it isn't pretty.
    I have experience such terrible heartache that I thought I'd never get through it, that I was permanently damaged finally. Worst, most miserable time I could ever imagine - any kind of physical pain would have been better. And even I got over it with time time time. That and yes, that long time coming knowledge that I could be happy with myself again. And letting the things that can bring me personal joy into my broken heart; eventually time let that happen, and then all of a sudden I was all better. Thank god for music and the other small amazing things in the world that being so hurt blinded me to for so long. When they came back into focus they were better than they ever had been before in my life, so I guess in the long run being so hurt maybe does end up being a positive.But god, it can be so hard to get there! Hang in there!
    With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy. ~ Desiderata
  • StillHere
    StillHere Posts: 7,795
    PJ_Soul wrote:
    chadwick wrote:
    Bigda wrote:
    guess you wanted a bit too much, Chadwick.
    and this is how it ends.
    no matter whatever, sorry, bullshit you are going to deliver about them being "too good for you to deserve", etc. the bottom line is you very, very, VERY rarely can have it all. i guess you are grown up enough to have known it yourself big time.

    you will live, Chadwick.
    good points.

    you are right. it is sorry bullshit in my thinking that i do not deserve someone as fantastic. that was a bullshit statement i made. thank you for making note of that.

    however, i am a wreck and feel less than.
    it is easy to see that women have compassion in hugeness. maybe they got with me because i need help in many areas? maybe this, maybe that? i fucked up and stuff. i have a long pain filled road ahead of me and it isn't pretty.
    I have experience such terrible heartache that I thought I'd never get through it, that I was permanently damaged finally. Worst, most miserable time I could ever imagine - any kind of physical pain would have been better. And even I got over it with time time time. That and yes, that long time coming knowledge that I could be happy with myself again. And letting the things that can bring me personal joy into my broken heart; eventually time let that happen, and then all of a sudden I was all better. Thank god for music and the other small amazing things in the world that being so hurt blinded me to for so long. When they came back into focus they were better than they ever had been before in my life, so I guess in the long run being so hurt maybe does end up being a positive.But god, it can be so hard to get there! Hang in there!


    without pain how can you know true joy?

    at least that's what i keep telling myself
    peace,
    jo

    http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
    "How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
    "Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~

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