And even in your moments of sadness you bring a smile to my face with your writting i hope you allways come here and post and i hope our collective words will help you reach a better place soon ...
And even in your moments of sadness you bring a smile to my face with your writting i hope you allways come here and post and i hope our collective words will help you reach a better place soon ...
jose,,,, that is the nicest thing i've ever been told. you're pretty frickin badass, dude. i really don't know what to say, so thank you for wanting me around. i feel warmed a bit. this will help with my frozen walk around the park. it has got to be nearing the teens out there. lastnight my walk was in 13 degree weather for 1.5 hrs. this was very cold on my nipples.
.... a wooden cane covered in orange-cutie stickers ....
I love them things
nom nom nom
peace,
jo
http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
"How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
"Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
"How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
"Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
And even in your moments of sadness you bring a smile to my face with your writting i hope you allways come here and post and i hope our collective words will help you reach a better place soon ...
jose,,,, that is the nicest thing i've ever been told. you're pretty frickin badass, dude. i really don't know what to say, so thank you for wanting me around. i feel warmed a bit. this will help with my frozen walk around the park. it has got to be nearing the teens out there. lastnight my walk was in 13 degree weather for 1.5 hrs. this was very cold on my nipples.
Hey we all need a few pick me up words now and again that's what makes this place very cool it's people like you and everyone else who shows some sort of emotions , when i read what other people are going thru it brings emotion to me and that is one human trait we all should allways be able to express ....
see, that's exactly what happened many years ago. i was lying in bed one night all by myself and i was having a conversation with my deceased father, ok a one-sided conversation even...
there was this one gal (or twelve)
she was smokin hot
pretty smile as white teeth they did shine
i couldn't leave her side
i wouldn't but i sure could
wore a sad ring round her little finger
not the pinky finger
her fingers are little in size
she knows i look at her
she'll go home sad and unwanted
maybe another will do the same
then another
then another
and another
and me falling away far from home
my legs gave way
now i in mud puddles
maybe this why the struggles have me found
guess you wanted a bit too much, Chadwick.
and this is how it ends.
no matter whatever, sorry, bullshit you are going to deliver about them being "too good for you to deserve", etc. the bottom line is you very, very, VERY rarely can have it all. i guess you are grown up enough to have known it yourself big time.
you will live, Chadwick.
good points.
you are right. it is sorry bullshit in my thinking that i do not deserve someone as fantastic. that was a bullshit statement i made. thank you for making note of that.
however, i am a wreck and feel less than.
it is easy to see that women have compassion in hugeness. maybe they got with me because i need help in many areas? maybe this, maybe that? i fucked up and stuff. i have a long pain filled road ahead of me and it isn't pretty.
I have experience such terrible heartache that I thought I'd never get through it, that I was permanently damaged finally. Worst, most miserable time I could ever imagine - any kind of physical pain would have been better. And even I got over it with time time time. That and yes, that long time coming knowledge that I could be happy with myself again. And letting the things that can bring me personal joy into my broken heart; eventually time let that happen, and then all of a sudden I was all better. Thank god for music and the other small amazing things in the world that being so hurt blinded me to for so long. When they came back into focus they were better than they ever had been before in my life, so I guess in the long run being so hurt maybe does end up being a positive.But god, it can be so hard to get there! Hang in there!
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy. ~ Desiderata
guess you wanted a bit too much, Chadwick.
and this is how it ends.
no matter whatever, sorry, bullshit you are going to deliver about them being "too good for you to deserve", etc. the bottom line is you very, very, VERY rarely can have it all. i guess you are grown up enough to have known it yourself big time.
you will live, Chadwick.
good points.
you are right. it is sorry bullshit in my thinking that i do not deserve someone as fantastic. that was a bullshit statement i made. thank you for making note of that.
however, i am a wreck and feel less than.
it is easy to see that women have compassion in hugeness. maybe they got with me because i need help in many areas? maybe this, maybe that? i fucked up and stuff. i have a long pain filled road ahead of me and it isn't pretty.
I have experience such terrible heartache that I thought I'd never get through it, that I was permanently damaged finally. Worst, most miserable time I could ever imagine - any kind of physical pain would have been better. And even I got over it with time time time. That and yes, that long time coming knowledge that I could be happy with myself again. And letting the things that can bring me personal joy into my broken heart; eventually time let that happen, and then all of a sudden I was all better. Thank god for music and the other small amazing things in the world that being so hurt blinded me to for so long. When they came back into focus they were better than they ever had been before in my life, so I guess in the long run being so hurt maybe does end up being a positive.But god, it can be so hard to get there! Hang in there!
without pain how can you know true joy?
at least that's what i keep telling myself
peace,
jo
http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
"How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
"Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
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what the fuck is that???
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
dinner in certain parts of the world.
more like a furry canape.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Prague '95 (w/Neil Young), Warsaw '96, Seattle '98, Katowice x2 '00, Berlin '00, Berlin '06, Katowice '07, Copenhagen '07, Belfast '10, Berlin '10, Amsterdam '12, Prague'12, Berlin x2 '12, Vienna '14, Berlin '14..
81 ate a dog? oh my god!
oh god what have i done?
:lolno:
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
and your avatar is not helping matters much.
but thank you, jose
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
it happens to the best of us chad.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Oh sorry i too have slowed way down on the weed just haven't found another avatar to put up :oops:
thread integrity...
women and self, jam me up from time to time.
and god bless them, each and every one
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
You're in trouble buddy
nom nom nom
jo
http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
"How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
"Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
Jo! Peelings Off First!
hehehehheeee
maybe
jo
http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
"How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
"Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
Hey we all need a few pick me up words now and again that's what makes this place very cool it's people like you and everyone else who shows some sort of emotions , when i read what other people are going thru it brings emotion to me and that is one human trait we all should allways be able to express ....
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
"what a long, strange trip it's been"
everything changed after that night.
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
just don't go bustin my balls, okay?
there was this one gal (or twelve)
she was smokin hot
pretty smile as white teeth they did shine
i couldn't leave her side
i wouldn't but i sure could
wore a sad ring round her little finger
not the pinky finger
her fingers are little in size
she knows i look at her
she'll go home sad and unwanted
maybe another will do the same
then another
then another
and another
and me falling away far from home
my legs gave way
now i in mud puddles
maybe this why the struggles have me found
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
without pain how can you know true joy?
at least that's what i keep telling myself
jo
http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
"How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
"Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~