Instant thoughts. (add yours if you like)

StillHere wrote:

prism wrote:

don't you ever get tired from all the dick dancing you do?

??

you're just fine.



was just an instant thought....not at all meant towards you

StillHere wrote:

prism wrote:

StillHere wrote:

??

you're just fine.



was just an instant thought....not at all meant towards you

well that's good because i hate when I'm doing something and i don't know that I'm doing it

hahaha...too funny



the dick dancer knows just what i mean...


actually him pretending not to understand, is just a part of his routine dick dancing routine

Godfather. wrote:

how about just forgive and move forward with your life and enjoy it as it unfolds.

Godfather.

If you're referring to me..Godfather..?
I'm assuming here...and you know what that means,
BUT...if you're referring to me,
THAT is exactly what I'm doing.
As I said in my long, long, long rambling (as usual) post,
I don't know, don't care, don't want to know, what goes on now
I'm feeling freer than I have in over 20 years
I just feel really really really horribly bad for my kids
And I hope they come through with flying colors
It's not about the woman, or even the double life thingy, its about Trust
And also about how they were treated

I'm past it, but I'm also not his child

It's them I feel for

Hope you understand

That being said...I am Sooooooooooooooooo excited to be resuming my life
getting back to being able to be the real me
or even better, the new and improved ME

Thanks for the advice Godfather
(if you were talking to me that is...hahahaaaaa)

If not...well, it's great advice just the same

Peace

oh to breathe
to spread my arms
and fly free
never matter
why or where
as long as
i can just
be
me

sign up for this world
its unlimited you know
gently encouraged to leave
i can only imagine the pain
but do you know
what you're fighting for
we're not here
because we're weak of heart
severely damaged
a bleak picture
difficult to watch
obviously in extreme pain
a whole new soul
growing up under the need
shouldn't be able to do this
this is going off as well
here we are to correct this
or stuff that aside
is it worth it?
an uncertain future
save the dogs if you could
one of the lucky ones
more will be revealed
given another chance

prism wrote:

StillHere wrote:

prism wrote:

don't you ever get tired from all the dick dancing you do?

??

you're just fine.



was just an instant thought....not at all meant towards you

OH and prism....that is a gorgeous photo
absolutely beautiful out there!

mikalina wrote:

Godfather. wrote:

how about just forgive and move forward with your life and enjoy it as it unfolds.

Godfather.

How very true, it's best to forgive and then move on.... good words.

I'm good at forgiving,... I can do it almost instantly. Its the forgetting that I have trouble with.

Godfather. wrote:

how about just forgive and move forward with your life and enjoy it as it unfolds.

Godfather.

Good advice.

I need to remember to have patience too.

im wondering
im waiting
im dying,
as usual
deep inside
not sure i can live with you
definitely know i cant live without
but still that doesnt stop
you coming and going
with self centred impunity
im wondering
im waiting
definitely knowing
im waiting
for the end
again.

StillHere wrote:

catefrances wrote:

im wondering
im waiting
im dying,
as usual
deep inside
not sure i can live with you
definitely know i cant live without
but still that doesnt stop
you coming and going
with self centred impunity
im wondering
im waiting
definitely knowing
im waiting
for the end
again.

stay strong
it's never easy
love gets in the way
good vibes and all good things coming your way

you know i could have marky mark flexing in front me wishing me all the good vibes in the world and still it wouldnt be enough.