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  • justam
    justam Posts: 21,415
    Even though I'm excited we're driving down towards the new house tomorrow, I'm still going to miss our first house and my favorite tree. :geek:
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  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    I think I reached hatred.... now that I think about all I gave to you when you went through this.
    Now that I need you... you're not here, for me or him.
    I'll never forgive you for this, never.
    I think you broke his heart.....I know you did.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • justam
    justam Posts: 21,415
    We drove through West Virginia today. Beautiful mountains, trees, rivers, and clouds. I didn't expect the scenery to look like it does!
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  • mfc2006
    mfc2006 HTOWN Posts: 37,491
    i'm an open door.
    i can try to help.
    it's the way i live
    but sometimes, i wish it was easier.
    I LOVE MUSIC.
    www.cluthelee.com
    www.cluthe.com
  • pearljgirl2010
    pearljgirl2010 Shillington, PA/Tuckerton, NJ Posts: 3,428
    getting the ball rolling...changed my email address, found a new apartment, meeting with the divorce lawyer tomorrow, and just found out that I'm off on Friday...it's been a good week so far :-)
    Need a tour Travel Agent??? Pick me :-)

    Whatever you are, be a good one --Lincoln
  • weed
    weed Posts: 475
    so sick of this
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    I had a dream last night that at the end of the EV solo show Ed started playing some Xavier Rudd and then asked who was going to be hitting a show... I screamed I was trying to do 6... He got up jumped off the stage and we did a double handshake, and he gave me a hug. Needless to say... It was weird, and awesome! :lol:
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • justam
    justam Posts: 21,415
    The mountains in Virginia were gorgeous this morning. We took a tunnel through an enormous mountain. :shock:
    The land got less interesting in South Carolina though because it was flat, drab-looking, and hot.
    We made it to Georgia tonight.
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  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    I can still hear you laughing, and it makes me smile now just as it did then.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • the wolf
    the wolf Posts: 7,027
    Note to self :

    Don’t forget to make sure the dogs are heavily sedated this weekend.

    Forgetting last year was you're biggest fuck up of the year.
    Peace, Love.

    "To question your government is not unpatriotic --
    to not question your government is unpatriotic."
    -- Sen. Chuck Hagel
  • pearljgirl2010
    pearljgirl2010 Shillington, PA/Tuckerton, NJ Posts: 3,428
    really, Divorce Lawyer? You want to sit here and ask me questions about my soon-to-be-ex's volleyball career?? REALLY?? you're saying that he must be in good shape? do I like going to tournaments??? Do we live near the beach and the courts?? I'M DIVORCING THE GUY. I moved out....do we really need to have this discussion??????
    Need a tour Travel Agent??? Pick me :-)

    Whatever you are, be a good one --Lincoln
  • justam
    justam Posts: 21,415
    We made it to Florida today. 8-)
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  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    When did I wake up to someone else's life?
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • justam
    justam Posts: 21,415
    I almost forgot today's date so when I saw the fireworks in the sky, I thought it was the 4th of July...but I guess there will be more tomorrow night. (!) :geek: :)
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  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    riding high on the waves of dreams
    then I awake just to wonder
    what does it mean....

    but will I ever truly wake up from dreaming?
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • patrickredeyes
    patrickredeyes Posts: 8,834
    Last year I was working 400 miles away from home on the 4th of July. Away from my friends and family and getting rained on most of the time. Making great money but very sad inside. Just had got back from touring and seeing 4 PJ shows on the East coast. Was home long enough to wash my cloths and pack again and off I went.

    This year right now I'm 30 lbs lighter and visiting Milwaukee and being with all my friends and family. Saw some great fireworks tonight down by the lakefront and enjoyed being at Summerfest. Tomorrow will take it easy and enjoy a 5 mile morning bike ride and then watch the parade. Glad my dad is still around to enjoy things but wish he would see the big picture. He died for 20 mins last October and I don't think he really knows how lucky he is. While visiting I try to tell him how lucky he is and to help himself more.

    I leave to go back to Denver next Friday and can't wait to continue my goal of getting back into shape and living my life. But I do fear in the back of my head that my mother can't take it anymore with my father. I do what I can and hope for the best.
  • mfc2006
    mfc2006 HTOWN Posts: 37,491
    patrickredeyes wrote:
    Last year I was working 400 miles away from home on the 4th of July. Away from my friends and family and getting rained on most of the time. Making great money but very sad inside. Just had got back from touring and seeing 4 PJ shows on the East coast. Was home long enough to wash my cloths and pack again and off I went.

    This year right now I'm 30 lbs lighter and visiting Milwaukee and being with all my friends and family. Saw some great fireworks tonight down by the lakefront and enjoyed being at Summerfest. Tomorrow will take it easy and enjoy a 5 mile morning bike ride and then watch the parade. Glad my dad is still around to enjoy things but wish he would see the big picture. He died for 20 mins last October and I don't think he really knows how lucky he is. While visiting I try to tell him how lucky he is and to help himself more.

    I leave to go back to Denver next Friday and can't wait to continue my goal of getting back into shape and living my life. But I do fear in the back of my head that my mother can't take it anymore with my father. I do what I can and hope for the best.


    good for you, man! enjoy your time w/ friends & family on the 4th!
    I LOVE MUSIC.
    www.cluthelee.com
    www.cluthe.com
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    Why do I keep spreading myself thin? Every time I have time I spend it with a friend and her kids, driving them places, doing things for them. I'm tired today and don't feel like it....but I promised. I better get my ass in gear, she sounded pissed I wasn't ready to pick them up and take them to my parents pool yet.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • the wolf
    the wolf Posts: 7,027
    CHANGEinWAVES wrote:
    Why do I keep spreading myself thin? Every time I have time I spend it with a friend and her kids, driving them places, doing things for them. I'm tired today and don't feel like it....but I promised. I better get my ass in gear, she sounded pissed I wasn't ready to pick them up and take them to my parents pool yet.

    fuck her. tell her to get a fuckin' car.
    Peace, Love.

    "To question your government is not unpatriotic --
    to not question your government is unpatriotic."
    -- Sen. Chuck Hagel
  • patrickredeyes
    patrickredeyes Posts: 8,834
    mfc2006 wrote:
    patrickredeyes wrote:
    Last year I was working 400 miles away from home on the 4th of July. Away from my friends and family and getting rained on most of the time. Making great money but very sad inside. Just had got back from touring and seeing 4 PJ shows on the East coast. Was home long enough to wash my cloths and pack again and off I went.

    This year right now I'm 30 lbs lighter and visiting Milwaukee and being with all my friends and family. Saw some great fireworks tonight down by the lakefront and enjoyed being at Summerfest. Tomorrow will take it easy and enjoy a 5 mile morning bike ride and then watch the parade. Glad my dad is still around to enjoy things but wish he would see the big picture. He died for 20 mins last October and I don't think he really knows how lucky he is. While visiting I try to tell him how lucky he is and to help himself more.

    I leave to go back to Denver next Friday and can't wait to continue my goal of getting back into shape and living my life. But I do fear in the back of my head that my mother can't take it anymore with my father. I do what I can and hope for the best.


    good for you, man! enjoy your time w/ friends & family on the 4th!

    You also and see you at ACL. :D
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