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  • NY PJ1
    NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    Heineken Helen wrote:
    Yep, it's a strange album... can sound completely different according to your moods and your surroundings. I love when I go home and go for a walk in the forest with my headphones... it's amazing!


    i sat in complete darkness and listened to it over and over

    pretty wild shit
  • catefrances
    catefrances Posts: 29,003
    NY PJ1 wrote:
    i sat in complete darkness and listened to it over and over

    pretty wild shit

    hmm this past week i find myself in a weird place, even for me. and it has to do with into the wild, both the album and the music and the realisations i came to while exposing myself to both. i call it the mccandless factor. tomorrow i am going to see into the wild again just to make sure that how it affected me last thursday wasnt some aberration. and that i wasnt grasping at straws or looking for just anything to help me make sense of what it is i have been feeling. i dont think i am but i like to be sure. anyhoo besides all that, today i bought a plane ticket to NYC. i know thats hardly 'the wild' but i figured if i really need to be alone then i can find a way to be by myself in a city of that many millions.

    if you can hang off a couple of months from smoking yourself to death maybe you and i can endeavour to drink ourselves to death. :D
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • Heineken Helen
    Heineken Helen Posts: 18,095
    NY PJ1 wrote:
    i sat in complete darkness and listened to it over and over

    pretty wild shit
    Oooohh... I must try that one, I haven't yet. But yeh, I've had it on buses, trains, planes... in the forest, at the beach, just walking, wherever. And I just don't know how to put it into words.
    The Astoria??? Orgazmic!
    Verona??? it's all surmountable
    Dublin 23.08.06 "The beauty of Ireland, right there!"
    Wembley? We all believe!
    Copenhagen?? your light made us stars
    Chicago 07? And love
    What a different life
    Had I not found this love with you
  • NY PJ1
    NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    catefrances wrote:
    hmm this past week i find myself in a weird place, even for me. and it has to do with into the wild, both the album and the music and the realisations i came to while exposing myself to both. i call it the mccandless factor. tomorrow i am going to see into the wild again just to make sure that how it affected me last thursday wasnt some aberration. and that i wasnt grasping at straws or looking for just anything to help me make sense of what it is i have been feeling. i dont think i am but i like to be sure. anyhoo besides all that, today i bought a plane ticket to NYC. i know thats hardly 'the wild' but i figured if i really need to be alone then i can find a way to be by myself in a city of that many millions.

    if you can hang off a couple of months from smoking yourself to death maybe you and i can endeavour to drink ourselves to death. :D


    well if u cant find yourself.... million of other can :) lol
    but thats a good idea ,,take a trip here and lets drink ourselves to death
  • NY PJ1
    NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    Heineken Helen wrote:
    Oooohh... I must try that one, I haven't yet. But yeh, I've had it on buses, trains, planes... in the forest, at the beach, just walking, wherever. And I just don't know how to put it into words.


    yea it was quite interesting ... but words cant describe it
  • harmless_little_f***
    harmless_little_f*** Posts: 8,005
    NY PJ1 wrote:
    well if u cant find yourself.... million of other can :) lol
    but thats a good idea ,,take a trip here and lets drink ourselves to death

    Can I come?
    'We're learning songs for baby Jesus' birthday. His mum and dad were Merry and Joseph. He had a bed made of clay and the three kings bought him Gold, Frankenstein and Merv as presents.'

    - the great Sir Leo Harrison
  • catefrances
    catefrances Posts: 29,003
    NY PJ1 wrote:
    well if u cant find yourself.... million of other can :) lol
    but thats a good idea ,,take a trip here and lets drink ourselves to death

    awesome!! my flight gets in on the 7th of feb. and just to add incentive i'll be in NY for my birthday. that has a nice symmetry to it dont you think? drinking oneself to death on one's birthday. ;):D:D:D

    and you and i both know that tis easy for one to get lost in a big city. so if i dont want to be found, it aint gonna happen.
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • MattCameronKicksButt
    MattCameronKicksButt Posts: 4,317
    NY PJ1 wrote:
    yea it was quite interesting ... but words cant describe it

    i'm not sure if you're feeling like this because of something that's happened or if you suffer from sad. if it's the latter, you really should keep visiting the doc. until you get something sorted out.
  • catefrances
    catefrances Posts: 29,003
    harmless_little_f*** wrote:
    Can I come?

    yes by all means, come join us. :D
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • Heineken Helen
    Heineken Helen Posts: 18,095
    cate, you shouldn't have chosen an American city to get lost in then :o unfortunately the streets are all numbered :eek: :D
    The Astoria??? Orgazmic!
    Verona??? it's all surmountable
    Dublin 23.08.06 "The beauty of Ireland, right there!"
    Wembley? We all believe!
    Copenhagen?? your light made us stars
    Chicago 07? And love
    What a different life
    Had I not found this love with you
  • harmless_little_f***
    harmless_little_f*** Posts: 8,005
    catefrances wrote:
    yes by all means, come join us. :D

    as long as you don't mind me drinking myself to death first :)
    'We're learning songs for baby Jesus' birthday. His mum and dad were Merry and Joseph. He had a bed made of clay and the three kings bought him Gold, Frankenstein and Merv as presents.'

    - the great Sir Leo Harrison
  • NY PJ1
    NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    MattCameronKicksButt wrote:
    i'm not sure if you're feeling like this because of something that's happened or if you suffer from sad. if it's the latter, you really should keep visiting the doc. until you get something sorted out.

    its mainly the time of the year ,,crazy as it sounds




    and all are welcomed to my fine city




    and helen not all streets are numbered,,,some have names lol
    shit i even get lost in those areas at times and ive been here 30 years
  • MattCameronKicksButt
    MattCameronKicksButt Posts: 4,317
    NY PJ1 wrote:
    its mainly the time of the year ,,crazy as it sounds




    i don't want to sound too patronising but you must have heard of those light boxes you can get. maybe that will help. i'm just concerned.
  • catefrances
    catefrances Posts: 29,003
    Heineken Helen wrote:
    cate, you shouldn't have chosen an American city to get lost in then :o unfortunately the streets are all numbered :eek: :D

    well helen you know i meant lost weekend lost, not lost lost. my sense of direction is too good for that to ever happen, with or without numbered streets. :D
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • catefrances
    catefrances Posts: 29,003
    harmless_little_f*** wrote:
    as long as you don't mind me drinking myself to death first :)

    sounds to me like a race to the bottom. :D
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • catefrances
    catefrances Posts: 29,003
    MattCameronKicksButt wrote:
    i don't want to sound too patronising but you must have heard of those light boxes you can get. maybe that will help. i'm just concerned.

    explain to me about these light boxes please. :)
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • TrixieCat
    TrixieCat Posts: 5,756
    NY PJ1 wrote:
    its mainly the time of the year ,,crazy as it sounds




    and all are welcomed to my fine city




    and helen not all streets are numbered,,,some have names lol
    shit i even get lost in those areas at times and ive been here 30 years
    oh lord....you have to have it bad if you are now saying everyone is welcome in your city. lol ;)
    Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
    And I don't feel right when you're gone away
  • catefrances
    catefrances Posts: 29,003
    TrixieCat wrote:
    oh lord....you have to have it bad if you are now saying everyone is welcome in your city. lol ;)

    hmm is there something i need to know about new yorkers?
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • TrixieCat
    TrixieCat Posts: 5,756
    catefrances wrote:
    hmm is there something i need to know about new yorkers?
    No, I don't think so. lol It was just a train of thought he was going with a few months back.
    Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
    And I don't feel right when you're gone away
  • NY PJ1
    NY PJ1 Posts: 9,533
    MattCameronKicksButt wrote:
    i don't want to sound too patronising but you must have heard of those light boxes you can get. maybe that will help. i'm just concerned.


    i have no idea what a light box is ?

    unless i know it by a different name?

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