focusing on boring things
GreenTeaDisease
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does it bother anyone else as much as it bothers me? Seriously it's like a gut reaction for me to resist putting my head on things I am not interested in. it sort of makes me head tingle and I feel slightly nauseous.
I need to go to school again...I wish I had the money. work makes me want to gauge my eyeballs out.
I need to go to school again...I wish I had the money. work makes me want to gauge my eyeballs out.
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GreenTeaDisease wrote:does it bother anyone else as much as it bothers me? Seriously it's like a gut reaction for me to resist putting my head on things I am not interested in. it sort of makes me head tingle and I feel slightly nauseous.
I need to go to school again...I wish I had the money. work makes me want to gauge my eyeballs out.
You need a hobby.The best use of Life is Love.
The best expression of Love is Time.
The best time to Love is Now.
I'm never as good as when you're there.........0 -
o my
I know exactly what you mean
and yep it forced me to go back to school
get a loanGreenTeaDisease wrote:does it bother anyone else as much as it bothers me? Seriously it's like a gut reaction for me to resist putting my head on things I am not interested in. it sort of makes me head tingle and I feel slightly nauseous.
I need to go to school again...I wish I had the money. work makes me want to gauge my eyeballs out.http://s278.photobucket.com/albums/kk103/Moonturltemoon/PJ MSG 6-24-08/
Mihi cura futuri.
The elements they speak to me.
http://espn.go.com/espnradiostations/NewYork1050/gallery/35218855.html
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZL3gQO1WxUk
so cute they are0 -
PJPixie wrote:You need a hobby.
a hobby doesn't get me through work...and my hobbies always fall through because when I get home from work it's time to go to bed!0 -
GreenTeaDisease wrote:does it bother anyone else as much as it bothers me? Seriously it's like a gut reaction for me to resist putting my head on things I am not interested in. it sort of makes me head tingle and I feel slightly nauseous.
I need to go to school again...I wish I had the money. work makes me want to gauge my eyeballs out.
does ANYTHING at all make you happy?0 -
LeilaMoonTurtle wrote:o my
I know exactly what you mean
and yep it forced me to go back to school
get a loan
well I already went to grad school, and I'll be paying off those loans until long after I'm dead ($80,000!). My payments are $700/month now...if I went to school again, when I got out I'd be paying like $1400/month!0 -
JOEJOEJOE wrote:does ANYTHING at all make you happy?
yes, school. I LOVE being in school.
and many, many other things that I can't do because I have to spend my life behind this freaking desk wanting to gauge my eyeballs out because I'm manipulating data on electric transmission lines for 12 hours a day.0 -
but u will have eyes
hmm so y data entryGreenTeaDisease wrote:well I already went to grad school, and I'll be paying off those loans until long after I'm dead ($80,000!). My payments are $700/month now...if I went to school again, when I got out I'd be paying like $1400/month!http://s278.photobucket.com/albums/kk103/Moonturltemoon/PJ MSG 6-24-08/
Mihi cura futuri.
The elements they speak to me.
http://espn.go.com/espnradiostations/NewYork1050/gallery/35218855.htmlhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZL3gQO1WxUk
so cute they are0 -
*gouge0
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http://s278.photobucket.com/albums/kk103/Moonturltemoon/PJ MSG 6-24-08/
Mihi cura futuri.
The elements they speak to me.
http://espn.go.com/espnradiostations/NewYork1050/gallery/35218855.htmlhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZL3gQO1WxUk
so cute they are0 -
*plopchiquimonkey wrote:*gougeSo I'll just lie down and wait for the dream
Where I'm not ugly and you're lookin' at me0 -
chiquimonkey wrote:*gouge
sorry that's true. I have no brain capacity at this point.
but seriously, does anyone have such a huge aversion like this? like it I don't WANT to concentrate on a particular thing, it's almost physically impossible for me to do so.0 -
i've been reviewing account stuff and job descriptions for the past hour. hard to focus on it, so i just had a cup of coffee, that helped. it's not my favorite part of my job but it's what they pay me to do.0
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Going back to school doesn't mean you have to quit work and enrol as a full-time student, racking up even more debt and degrees you don't need.
If you love school, take a course or class of interest at your local community college.
.No time to be void or save up on life. You got to spend it all.0 -
chiquimonkey wrote:i've been reviewing account stuff and job descriptions for the past hour. hard to focus on it, so i just had a cup of coffee, that helped. it's not my favorite part of my job but it's what they pay me to do.
I think I get paid for mental anguish...
it really physically hurts me. I don't get it, I love school and hardly ever get bored with it and do fantastically at it and I definitely do not have a problem with hard work, but in every job I've had I've literally just preferred wacking my head against things to doing my work. it just brings down my whole life!0 -
GreenTeaDisease wrote:I think I get paid for mental anguish...
it really physically hurts me. I don't get it, I love school and hardly ever get bored with it and do fantastically at it and I definitely do not have a problem with hard work, but in every job I've had I've literally just preferred wacking my head against things to doing my work. it just brings down my whole life!
okay, i'll bite...are you working in a field that you studied for in school?0 -
pineapplesandwaves wrote:Going back to school doesn't mean you have to quit work and enrol as a full-time student, racking up even more debt and degrees you don't need.
If you love school, take a course or class of interest at your local community college.
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yeah I looked for courses this semester but there wasn't anything I could justify taking. but even if I were taking a class (I have taken them at night after work in the past) it still wouldn't get me to be able to focus on my job work.0 -
chiquimonkey wrote:okay, i'll bite...are you working in a field that you studied for in school?
sort of, sort of not. nominally it is, in practice it isn't.0 -
well maybe find something that interests you more that is in the same field? that way you're using the education/experience you already have, but doing something that holds your interest more?GreenTeaDisease wrote:sort of, sort of not. nominally it is, in practice it isn't.0 -
quit job go to school full time
or
go to school pt and continue working
or
take some vacation time interview at other places and change job
or
stay at job save a chunk of money, travel for a week come back and start at top of list
or
don't be vague about ur degrees and what u want to work in and maybe we can give helpful suggestions, rather thna giving u suggestions and u saying yea buthttp://s278.photobucket.com/albums/kk103/Moonturltemoon/PJ MSG 6-24-08/
Mihi cura futuri.
The elements they speak to me.
http://espn.go.com/espnradiostations/NewYork1050/gallery/35218855.htmlhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZL3gQO1WxUk
so cute they are0 -
GreenTeaDisease wrote:sort of, sort of not. nominally it is, in practice it isn't.
Complicated. as with all your threads, and as it would seem, your life. : )Peace, Love.
"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
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