lonliness

stickboy wrote:

fuck yea man
all long A1A on Collins ave from south beach to wherever it ended I would pass out on the beach, shower up in public restrooms or late at night in lke those rest stop areas where they have showers for truckers and keep it moving at night on US1 and the afternoon
Made it to Savannah had a smoke or 10 with Eric n Mandi and it was the shit.
Bought a backpack and my guitar..thats it...no rush to go anywhere just strolling thru diff places talking to diff people.

that is a great highway.......i stayed in melbourne/titusville during the pj shows in florida.
i also enjoy talking to people that i may never meet again.....it is just a good feeling.

deadnote wrote:

im 35 aand wondering aabout this lonely road

anyone else a lonely loser

Yeah, but I think we all feel lonely at times. It is so easy to look around at everyone else and perceive them as being happy and wonder why you can't have what you want, whether it is good friends , a family, a spouse, kids, etc.
I was at St Joseph's beach yesterday with my kids for the day and I like to people watch and all I could think of is to ask the question in my head as to why so many people seem to be mature enough to handle getting married and having kids and still like each other and give their kids a real family and an example to live by and my husband chose to instead lose all he had that was good and turn into a bitter person hating the kids and me and just basically talking mean about everything and everyone miserably. I couldn't help but wonder why things couldn't be more like the people I saw, (not perfect but still together) instead of me, now a single mom, who is the mom and the dad in thier lives. Don't get me wrong I love these kids and there is no way that I would want them to live anywhere but with me, but it is still something I think about; letting them down.
But also there are a lot of times I just prefer to be alone as opposed to being with other people (other than my kids of course).

writersu wrote:

Yeah, but I think we all feel lonely at times. It is so easy to look around at everyone else and perceive them as being happy and wonder why you can't have what you want, whether it is good friends , a family, a spouse, kids, etc.
I was at St Joseph's beach yesterday with my kids for the day and I like to people watch and all I could think of is to ask the question in my head as to why so many people seem to be mature enough to handle getting married and having kids and still like each other and give their kids a real family and an example to live by and my husband chose to instead lose all he had that was good and turn into a bitter person hating the kids and me and just basically talking mean about everything and everyone miserably. I couldn't help but wonder why things couldn't be more like the people I saw, (not perfect but still together) instead of me, now a single mom, who is the mom and the dad in thier lives. Don't get me wrong I love these kids and there is no way that I would want them to live anywhere but with me, but it is still something I think about; letting them down.
But also there are a lot of times I just prefer to be alone as opposed to being with other people (other than my kids of course).

my mom is the exact same way. had to raise us by herself and work all the time. i look back on it now and i'm sure she wanted some time alone, but never got it. we may have rebelled in our own way, we may have given her a hard time sometimes (or a lot ) but as i got older i loved her more and more. and i truly appreciate everything she has ever done. she is the strongest woman i know. strong to me doesn't mean she handles things perfectly, but she's still here, living life, and loving those around her.....sorry, i got carried away talking about how great my mom is.

Next week I'll be at one of my best friend's wedding. I'm so dam proud and happy for him. Been threw alot together and I wish him and his wife to be so much happyness together. It's gonna be kinda hard cause I'm going single and I'm sure I will feel that loneliness. But the sun will rise another day.

So if we're all lonely here together, does that make us not alone and therefore not lonely? And if we're not lonely what are we doing in this thread?

TrixieCat wrote:

That was you!
I had forgotten about your trip.
Sounds like you had an awesome time.
That kind of loneliness is good for the soul...that lone wolf feeling..connecting with other likeminded people.

Deadnote, you have to break out of this cycle of loneliness...live your life...while you have it.
You are not a loser...I always enjoy reading what you have to say in the poetry forum, even though it is damn depressing.

sound advice.

i would say we are all losers at something and we are all winners at something. the difference being, which one are you going to choose to focus on.
i have had many losses that created wins. i simply made the choice to take the loss and learn from it.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=ufVRMP2BQ00

One of my favorite songs ever.

stickboy wrote:

see? thats the price I gota pay! I havent had home cooking like thi in yrs so Im loving the fact I ge to hang with her, cook, and eat good, but then the Jekyll and Hyde effect starts to take place and I'm like :eek: time to go!

Trixie yea that was me!! My soul is really yearning for that kind of ...

escape again

See, she is putting you in a trance with the food. Guys are like that huh? And if that doesn't work, she could always give you the "if I die tomorrow" bit. I am Greek I know.

I'm beyond lonely...

I bought my own house in November (cool I thought), but I live an hour away from my family and friends and I just feel completely detached from society.

Sometimes, I feel there no one out there that shares my interests and the things I really enjoy in life. I know we're all different and have different personalities but I'd love to share mine with others. (if that makes any sense at all)...:o