Instant thoughts. (add yours if you like)

and by instinct
she rolls her eyes...why?
i don't know
probably just the answer
to the all the things she doesn't know

it felt right
we sat outside together
feeling the mist of spring rising from the ground
drops of water
fell to our foreheads
the magic
touching us
I now see
where I want to be

why can't some people understand that it's unrealistic to think that balance can be found within a delusion?

Thanks for taking the flowers from my fathers grave,

I’m glad that you felt that they were in the way.

Thanks for the phone call to let me know to pick them up, because
I spent near 50 bucks.

I guess they probably look better in the trash anyways, or over at your mommas place.

And thanks for letting me know they finally put his headstone up, it took damn near 6 months.

But I’m glad that within the first month, you already had yours up.

Thanks for putting the little birds up there too, thanks for cramming all of your crap and not leaving me any room.

And thanks for putting the little lanterns there that light up night,

So we can all see our way because it’s so often we go and visit the cemetery at night.

Thanks for always thinking of yourself and no one else, thanks for showing me such little respect.

I won't pretend I can fool this distance,
or that my feelings will last longer than time,
I won't fight to keep a flame going,
when I know that it won't keep me warm.

a sweaty blaze
of thoughts
uncontrollable
bursts of angst
a fear inside
for no apparent reason
but uncertain future
in your hands

prism wrote:

why can't some people understand that it's unrealistic to think that balance can be found within a delusion?

Some delusions are easier to deal with
Delusions are closer to the truth, that what 90% of people perceive as reality
Some people just hate the real world, not surprisingly.

A fault line pretends
To stay calm
For another day
Holding fast
Forces those left
To run away
You can see for miles
Smoke that billows
Move close to smell
Smoke that stays close
I’ve known through clues
How it ends with nothing
But a sunset now
Would darken everything
The past is a horrible thing
Holding you fast with the people it brings
Their faces bright hold everything
You thought was right and made you sing
Never again will rain fall warm
But storm clouds grow
To answer the call
For warm, comforting rain

AWWWWWW, how precious....those deer babies were just born that very afternoon....two lil tiny baby bambis