what to do
where to go, if my plans fail to see the daylight
will I walk away
its only days away, now
I will hear, the same news
again,
it's okay with me, didn't want it anyways
I'm fine where I am, dreaming my days away
walking through nights, under pale street lights
trying to find my will, trying to go on,
waiting
Won't let the light escape from me.
Won't let the darkness swallow me.
he wanders around the walls of his minds, or is there walls - i'm not too sure
his eyes are off, his mind's not there
he reaches, with his heart - picks up a thought and swims in it
thoughts move along, but he's so high above, dragged along.. bloody scratches from holding on, you should know
it's like he sees, something in the dark - he stares so deeply, there must be something there
wanting to see, seeing now
he doesn't believe in time, oh - he just goes far beyond
would run to a mountain and throw his heart out
but mind won't let go
is he so different from me or you
does world throw emotions right through you - see what sticks
have you learned anything, you sad being
there are different ways, for a reason
he falls to his knees, still looking up
trapped by useless wonderings
you should know,
is it really worth it
oh, another trap
watch where you're going
realizations only come so often
would you care to hold on
how surreal can things feel
when you think
in life, don't be afraid to loose
all was gone, long before
happiness isn't really there to be lived
dont be afraid
Won't let the light escape from me.
Won't let the darkness swallow me.
I will hold the candle until it burns up my arm. I'll keep taking punches until their will grows tired. I will stare the sun down until my eyes go blind. I won't change direction and I won't change my mind.
it was a perfect day to ride
6 am to 8 pm
lungs clear
median temp 85
mind clear
wind speed and direction 2mph, maybe
pain clear
i only wish i had more in me
to keep going
live and let live...unless it violates the pearligious doctrine.
I wish the wave never faded away
I wish it didn't go away
That shore is not where I want to stand
Wish it would just go on
Can't stay in the middle
End will come
Waves will crash
Off again
Far away
Another one, for me
This wave will be a better one
Won't let the light escape from me.
Won't let the darkness swallow me.
There's nothing poetic about how I feel
Hate has no love
Nor can I find anything remotely artistic
about the negative energy and dislike I have for you
It's really hate
As you have no love for me
I just keep letting you fuck up our world
And you somehow enjoy it..
gain pleasure at fucking up the life and the world of your child
What...is he owed no more than you?
I can't and won't let you fuck with us much longer
It will be hard... but he is worth it
And you don't see it
And you don't care
So neither do I
The fairgrounds are bustling with laughing children...the smile of ur eyes runs through my mind. I can see you with them, and it brings me joy. It fills my lonely night with dreams. Someday will come, perhaps.
"I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
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angels share laughter
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where to go, if my plans fail to see the daylight
will I walk away
its only days away, now
I will hear, the same news
again,
it's okay with me, didn't want it anyways
I'm fine where I am, dreaming my days away
walking through nights, under pale street lights
trying to find my will, trying to go on,
waiting
Won't let the darkness swallow me.
angels share laughter
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angels share laughter
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his eyes are off, his mind's not there
he reaches, with his heart - picks up a thought and swims in it
thoughts move along, but he's so high above, dragged along.. bloody scratches from holding on, you should know
it's like he sees, something in the dark - he stares so deeply, there must be something there
wanting to see, seeing now
he doesn't believe in time, oh - he just goes far beyond
would run to a mountain and throw his heart out
but mind won't let go
is he so different from me or you
does world throw emotions right through you - see what sticks
have you learned anything, you sad being
there are different ways, for a reason
he falls to his knees, still looking up
trapped by useless wonderings
you should know,
is it really worth it
oh, another trap
watch where you're going
realizations only come so often
would you care to hold on
how surreal can things feel
when you think
in life, don't be afraid to loose
all was gone, long before
happiness isn't really there to be lived
dont be afraid
Won't let the darkness swallow me.
you don't have to make him drink
he ain't stupid
he'll know if he is thirsty
and i'll sleep
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
http://www.myspace.com/brain_of_c
Hera said to Zeus, "Your arse is like a cheap phaser pedal: thin, measly, no gristle and no rhythm control when you play with the knob."
i have a poem
i am excited
so excited
so excited to have a poem
to have a poem
i just wrote it
just wrote it
i just wrote it
just wrote it
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
6 am to 8 pm
lungs clear
median temp 85
mind clear
wind speed and direction 2mph, maybe
pain clear
i only wish i had more in me
to keep going
angels share laughter
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you dont recognize yourself anymore
features fade away
see
something new
fear
Won't let the darkness swallow me.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
though there is one thing
i wish for you to know;
i am right here to hold you
angels share laughter
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I wish it didn't go away
That shore is not where I want to stand
Wish it would just go on
Can't stay in the middle
End will come
Waves will crash
Off again
Far away
Another one, for me
This wave will be a better one
Won't let the darkness swallow me.
Hate has no love
Nor can I find anything remotely artistic
about the negative energy and dislike I have for you
It's really hate
As you have no love for me
I just keep letting you fuck up our world
And you somehow enjoy it..
gain pleasure at fucking up the life and the world of your child
What...is he owed no more than you?
I can't and won't let you fuck with us much longer
It will be hard... but he is worth it
And you don't see it
And you don't care
So neither do I
I've lost any and all love for you
I gather speed
From you fucking with me
maybe it won't
but the fact is
i'll be with you
so i don't care about the weather
Wembley 18/06/07
If there was a reason, it was you.
O2 Arena 18/09/09
angels share laughter
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EV- 08/09,10/2008.06/08,09/2009
thanks fuckers @ msn/verizon
you fuckers rule..not
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
broken guitar
three strings left
one about to go
worn
breaking
useless, can't be played
not mine, just what i saw
Won't let the darkness swallow me.
angels share laughter
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Wembley 18/06/07
If there was a reason, it was you.
O2 Arena 18/09/09
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say