what a fool you are. is that what this is about? a longing... to hear his voice? feel his presence? yes god damn it... yes... its all its ever been about. just to be... what else is there?
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
I don't believe in death
it only exists in our minds
an idea, a thought - that something ends
fades into empty darkness
we don't want to let go
we want to plant and watch everything grow
we want to keep
we want to hold
never let go
because,
we don't know
we can't know
now
and we won't get to see
where we go after, this - life
it's a secret
we'll find, alone
when we leave
and find, something else
something different
we will go, somewhere
we will wake up - maybe not here
we don't know
but I have a feeling
feeling.
I have hope
that this, is not all
there is more to this
than what we can see
there is no end
there is only beginnings
all the time
all the moments we have
we are going somewhere, it never stops
there will be something
Won't let the light escape from me.
Won't let the darkness swallow me.
If you ever fall off the Sears Tower, just go real limp, because maybe you'll look like a dummy and people will try to catch you because, hey, free dummy.
Comments
that's me
angels share laughter
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
it only exists in our minds
an idea, a thought - that something ends
fades into empty darkness
we don't want to let go
we want to plant and watch everything grow
we want to keep
we want to hold
never let go
because,
we don't know
we can't know
now
and we won't get to see
where we go after, this - life
it's a secret
we'll find, alone
when we leave
and find, something else
something different
we will go, somewhere
we will wake up - maybe not here
we don't know
but I have a feeling
feeling.
I have hope
that this, is not all
there is more to this
than what we can see
there is no end
there is only beginnings
all the time
all the moments we have
we are going somewhere, it never stops
there will be something
Won't let the darkness swallow me.
angels share laughter
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
clot
stream of blood
pain
gone
free again
Won't let the darkness swallow me.
I said :
fuck you and the dick you rode in on
ahhhhhh.
"Obama's main opponent in this election on November 4th (was) not John McCain, it (was) ignorance."~Michael Moore
"i'm feeling kinda righteous right now. with my badass motherfuckin' ukulele!"
~ed, 8/7
And your body on my mind......
Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Yuck.
What a horrible thought to start my day. :(
I don't have an answer.... :(
No. I do.
I guess I'd rather be crazy. If I had ALS I'd lose my mind anyway.
what my heart feels
will i ever
know
how it feels
will my life be
what i want it to be
what i have dreamed of
what it could be
will anyone
ever
look at me
the way
you could
is it just me
will i be alone
like i am
Won't let the darkness swallow me.
angels share laughter
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
or cloud up an otherwise beautiful dawn?
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angels share laughter
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
empty buildings
broken roads
walls fallen to the ground
life breaking through the grey concrete
cleaning rain
we're not there
earth moves on
broken, but still alive
Won't let the darkness swallow me.
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
Confused
Overwhelmed
Over consumed
Oversexed
Over anxious
Underpaid
Undersexed
Understmulated
Under a rock
Underwhelmed
Undermined
Under a rock
In my head
Under cover
In my bed
Under a spell cast by three
Under a land mine
Yes.. that's me
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
including reflective waterways flowing and knowing along side bathroom mirrors in a run down shitter..
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce