and i bet spots all slowly came back again...am i right?
Weirdly enough, no. They seem to have cleared up by themselves recently. Not entirely but a vast improvement. I don't know if I'm outgrowing them or what but clearly it's not impossible so who knows
As for spironolactone, I just looked it up and yes, I don't think men should use it
"I remember one night at Muzdalifa with nothing but the sky overhead, I lay awake amid sleeping Muslim brothers and I learned that pilgrims from every land — every colour, and class, and rank; high officials and the beggar alike — all snored in the same language"
i do face all my challenges, but sometimes i just want to ( i know it's wishful thinking) have a fairytale/magical like period in my life. and sometimes i just want to give up, crawl away and hide, and i do get those thoughts where i think that it's easier and far more pleasant to die than to live.....but i've already had those thoughts before, and i know that i won't kill myself no matter what. so i don't think about suicide as it would be a waste of time, but i do think about giving up, becoming really lazy and not giving a shit.
You are not alone in wanting magical answers. It is a comforting thought. I know the struggle is hard. Maybe another way to look at it is to cut yourself some slack. There is nothing wrong with feeling the way you do. Indulge yourself, swim in your feelings, but just make sure you swim to shore eventually.
Sorry I could not be more help.
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last time i felt like this was about 6 months ago....but this time it's even more worse and it's a different reason, but this one is much more horrible than the first one. it just seems like the older that i get the more shit i have to deal with, and it looks like nothings has changed i can never run away from myself whichever problems i had before will stay with me. i feel pressured to succeed or at least to live like a decent person. being a kid was so much better! maaaan, i feel ugly, unhealty, stressed, and like my innocence has gone away....ah the loss of innocence. finding out how fucked up this world really is, is probably like going "cold turkey" for an addict.
sometimes i just get so tired of challenges thrown at me by life
that's it my crying is over.
I'm the same. I just turned 43 but inside I still think like a 20 year old. My friends tell me to grow up but I can't. I don't want to. I have all the burdens of a 43 year old and If I set around and sulk about it and actually "act my age" I get to feeling real suicidal. I've worked so hard the last 25 years and have little to show for it. I have no money saved for the future. ...but as it stands If I had saved lots of money it would never be enough with the economy soaring out of control. Then when I look at working another 25 years I just don't see how I can do it, I already feel sooooo bad and unhealthy even though I have stayed physically fit.... mentally I'm worn down....and it doesn't seem to ever get any better. If I take a vacation I just sink further into debt.
are you nuts? i just did a little research and this is what came up
"Venlafaxine (Effexor) is an antidepressant of the serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor (SNRI) class first introduced by Wyeth in 1993. It is prescribed for the treatment of clinical depression and anxiety disorders, among other uses. Due to the pronounced side effects and suspicions that venlafaxine may significantly increase the risk of suicide, it is not recommended as a first line treatment of depression."
Hmm.. explains a lot.
Maybe my doctor should've been reading Wiki.
'We're learning songs for baby Jesus' birthday. His mum and dad were Merry and Joseph. He had a bed made of clay and the three kings bought him Gold, Frankenstein and Merv as presents.'
that's why i hate my doctors they just examine you really quickly not really giving a fuck about you because you're are nobody to them, they're just doing their job, i swear they in it for the money. just like my stupid college teachers were, they wouldn't be able to train a dog few tricks with their teaching skills. i've got no respect for some of those people, but i do understand that some genuienly do care about the person.
but yeah be careful, it's no laughing matter, do check yourself whatever those doctors give you, just cause they've got degree doesn't mean they always right
i've gotta say thank you to everyone who responded to this thread, you're kind to do so
maybe i should ask for a shrink, at least all of you and everyone around me won't have to put up with this. as for those drugs i've been taking i'm going to stop taking them today as i've noticed one of it's side effects....oh the self-destruction.....at least i'm still alive and kicking
talking about kicking btw, i might just ask my friend to accidently push me into mosh pit, being a girl and having never been in mosh pit i feel a bit out of place....but i think mosh pit is what i need right now to get all that anger and frustration out.
"I remember one night at Muzdalifa with nothing but the sky overhead, I lay awake amid sleeping Muslim brothers and I learned that pilgrims from every land — every colour, and class, and rank; high officials and the beggar alike — all snored in the same language"
talking about kicking btw, i might just ask my friend to accidently push me into mosh pit, being a girl and having never been in mosh pit i feel a bit out of place....but i think mosh pit is what i need right now to get all that anger and frustration out.
Keep your elbows up and use your forearms to protect your face. Maintain a low center of gravity. Push someone smaller than you...
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talking about kicking btw, i might just ask my friend to accidently push me into mosh pit, being a girl and having never been in mosh pit i feel a bit out of place....but i think mosh pit is what i need right now to get all that anger and frustration out.
Let's just say that at Reading last year, I had a couple of frustrations I needed to work out and the circle pit during The Bronx was VERY cathartic. 45 minutes in a raging, whirling tornado of muscley skinheads with Black Flag tattoos... I came out feeling drained but a thousand times better
Of course, you don't want to hurt yourself, or anyone else.
"I remember one night at Muzdalifa with nothing but the sky overhead, I lay awake amid sleeping Muslim brothers and I learned that pilgrims from every land — every colour, and class, and rank; high officials and the beggar alike — all snored in the same language"
Keep your elbows up and use your forearms to protect your face. Maintain a low center of gravity. Push someone smaller than you...
thanks i'll make sure i follow your guidelines but before that i would have to drink to relax myself. i'll be honest, i'm the sort of girl who doesn't like to get hurt, but......i've a bit kinky when it comes to shoving myself around....i actually like getting pushed....i know i'm weird. anyway all i'm worried about is my teeth and not pissing off some tough big guy
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As for spironolactone, I just looked it up and yes, I don't think men should use it
You are not alone in wanting magical answers. It is a comforting thought. I know the struggle is hard. Maybe another way to look at it is to cut yourself some slack. There is nothing wrong with feeling the way you do. Indulge yourself, swim in your feelings, but just make sure you swim to shore eventually.
Sorry I could not be more help.
But mr. justam
is who I am
"That's a repulsive combination of horrible information and bad breath."-Pickles
"Remember, death is a natural part of the workplace. So, when you see a dead body at work, don't freak out, just ring your death bell." "ting"-Toki Wartooth
I'm the same. I just turned 43 but inside I still think like a 20 year old. My friends tell me to grow up but I can't. I don't want to. I have all the burdens of a 43 year old and If I set around and sulk about it and actually "act my age" I get to feeling real suicidal. I've worked so hard the last 25 years and have little to show for it. I have no money saved for the future. ...but as it stands If I had saved lots of money it would never be enough with the economy soaring out of control. Then when I look at working another 25 years I just don't see how I can do it, I already feel sooooo bad and unhealthy even though I have stayed physically fit.... mentally I'm worn down....and it doesn't seem to ever get any better. If I take a vacation I just sink further into debt.
Hmm.. explains a lot.
Maybe my doctor should've been reading Wiki.
- the great Sir Leo Harrison
that's why i hate my doctors they just examine you really quickly not really giving a fuck about you because you're are nobody to them, they're just doing their job, i swear they in it for the money. just like my stupid college teachers were, they wouldn't be able to train a dog few tricks with their teaching skills. i've got no respect for some of those people, but i do understand that some genuienly do care about the person.
but yeah be careful, it's no laughing matter, do check yourself whatever those doctors give you, just cause they've got degree doesn't mean they always right
maybe i should ask for a shrink, at least all of you and everyone around me won't have to put up with this. as for those drugs i've been taking i'm going to stop taking them today as i've noticed one of it's side effects....oh the self-destruction.....at least i'm still alive and kicking
kissing you right back!
smells like... victory.
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Of course, you don't want to hurt yourself, or anyone else.
i'm totally with you
thanks i'll make sure i follow your guidelines
that's exactly what i need
sucks to feel blue....