I am sorry you are not feeling well today. I know, its a bitch but you will feel better as the day goes by..
I know you dont know me but I'm here for you if you need to talk. Sometimes talking to a stranger helps
Thanks for that! Just things piling up. It has been going on for a while and some news this morning (in regards to my job) kinda broke the camels back.
Thanks for that! Just things piling up. It has been going on for a while and some news this morning (in regards to my job) kinda broke the camels back.
I hear ya. I hope everything turns out okay. I'm going to the Doctor with my mom today to get results of some tests that were done. We have been so nervous for days.... but at least we will get some news today
I hear ya. I hope everything turns out okay. I'm going to the Doctor with my mom today to get results of some tests that were done. We have been so nervous for days.... but at least we will get some news today
I wish you such good luck with that .. Went through a bought with my mom over the past couple of years (Breast Cancer) and it looks as though everything is going to be ok. my problems don't compare.
You have no idea how much it means to get empathy from someone who themselves needs some. Let me know how it turns out.
I wish you such good luck with that .. Went through a bought with my mom over the past couple of years (Breast Cancer) and it looks as though everything is going to be ok. my problems don't compare.
You have no idea how much it means to get empathy from someone who themselves needs some. Let me know how it turns out.
It does mean alot. I hope your day gets better... just try to relax.
I will let you know for sure You rock.
Alas this world preys on your soul the daily grinds.. the paying of the bills.
Dying only hurts the ones closest to you.. So just forget the word dying take it out of vocabulary.. Look at the sunrise Look at the mountains walk in the forest
Go save the forest and hug a tree water your flowers.. take a few spotting owls and set them on a fence and use them for target practice.. Besides Owls just watch and learn.. become a watcher dear one .. every Soul every human being on earth is special regardless of who they are.. we are all connected in ways people who don't have the sight
don't have a clue.. the way you feel down because of what is comin down??
Is because YOU FEEL>>> operative word.. empathy apathy.. I have a shoulder
my tears are still stained on the right one but.. I will offer a shoulder too cry on and Lean on.. they said it well everyone needs someone too lean on. So lean on me.. I am here in your dreams.. I walk on the mountaintop.. in the shadows..
A glint in the backyard and another little tinker bell was borne today.. Love laughter and tears.. Go easy on your soul.. try just a little bit harder Janis Joplin
Jimmy Hendricks they are here in the music and the music has to survive..
kick the bucket. hmm. weve discussed this before. its a long warm bath, a codeine haze and the beautiful colour that is red, in two incarnations.
yeah, well rocktober's out, november is getting ready for chrissy and finishing off the year and december is bedlam. By then you're looking at January and a warm bath in January or February or even March for that matter probably isn't going to be such a good idea. SOOOO looks like you'll have to keep that idea on ice till at least April next year. OOH WAIT!!! April we have a visitor that I want you to meet, so May at the earliest, ok?
Cate has agreed that she has and does feel like she wants to die and I am encouraging her to pick a date FAR, FAR, FAR off into the future, preferably when she's 90.
yeah, well rocktober's out, november is getting ready for chrissy and finishing off the year and december is bedlam. By then you're looking at January and a warm bath in January or February or even March for that matter probably isn't going to be such a good idea. SOOOO looks like you'll have to keep that idea on ice till at least April next year. OOH WAIT!!! April we have a visitor that I want you to meet, so May at the earliest, ok?
please help me cause i dont think can hold on that long.
you know i was told the end of august... then new years and now ive nothing. so... :(
i know he wasnt all, but i believed he was enough, you know. and he left me empty.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Cate has agreed that she has and does feel like she wants to die and I am encouraging her to pick a date FAR, FAR, FAR off into the future, preferably when she's 90.
It's on topic, what's the problem?
the problem is when i told him my fondest wish he told me to do it. if thats what i wanted. no willing me to stay. no desire for me to stay. no nothing. just if iwanted to do it then i should do it. can you imagine how that made me feel. when the one person who held my heart in his hand told me if thats what i wanted then i should kill myself.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
please help me cause i dont think can hold on that long.
you know i was told the end of august... then new years and now ive nothing. so... :(
i know he wasnt all, but i believed he was enough, you know. and he left me empty.
Yeah, I know and there's not a bloody thing I can do about it love as you know, other than to repeat all the usual, useless platitudes but there was this time not so long ago when if I could have found the perfect way to die I would have and someone told me that I had to hold on, that time would pass, that the pain would dissipate, that I wouldn't lose my mind. If I remember correctly I told them they were a fucking idiot or something equally terse, but they kept coming back with this time bullshit. I hate when you're right cate and I have to tell you so and I bet you hate when I remind you of the things, the very important and smart things that you tell me. BUT you are holding on till at least May cate. Even if I have to annoy the bejesus out of you ever single day till the time passes. Just like you did for me.
the problem is when i told him my fondest wish he told me to do it. if thats what i wanted. no willing me to stay. no desire for me to stay. no nothing. just if iwanted to do it then i should do it. can you imagine how that made me feel. when the one person who held my heart in his hand told me if thats what i wanted then i should kill myself.
Yeah, and hate to spew another of yours back at you sweetie but he's a fucking tool! :mad: Don't get me started on what I'd like to do to the selfish sob.
He's wrong, in your heart of hearts and in your head you know he's wrong. Selfish, self absorbed and so very, very wrong. This isn't worthy of you cate. He wasn't worthy of you cate.
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I hear ya. I hope everything turns out okay. I'm going to the Doctor with my mom today to get results of some tests that were done. We have been so nervous for days.... but at least we will get some news today
You have no idea how much it means to get empathy from someone who themselves needs some. Let me know how it turns out.
It does mean alot. I hope your day gets better... just try to relax.
I will let you know for sure
Dying only hurts the ones closest to you.. So just forget the word dying take it out of vocabulary.. Look at the sunrise Look at the mountains walk in the forest
Go save the forest and hug a tree water your flowers.. take a few spotting owls and set them on a fence and use them for target practice.. Besides Owls just watch and learn.. become a watcher dear one .. every Soul every human being on earth is special regardless of who they are.. we are all connected in ways people who don't have the sight
don't have a clue.. the way you feel down because of what is comin down??
Is because YOU FEEL>>> operative word.. empathy apathy.. I have a shoulder
my tears are still stained on the right one but.. I will offer a shoulder too cry on and Lean on.. they said it well everyone needs someone too lean on. So lean on me.. I am here in your dreams.. I walk on the mountaintop.. in the shadows..
A glint in the backyard and another little tinker bell was borne today.. Love laughter and tears.. Go easy on your soul.. try just a little bit harder Janis Joplin
Jimmy Hendricks they are here in the music and the music has to survive..
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
...JUST PLEASE... dont die.
and if i did you wouldnt even notice.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
OMG. you sound like ME! HA! Now, Id notice. I dont think we have ever met. Hola!
jeanie would notice. the rest of you fuckers wouldnt give a shit. which is okay. TRUTH.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
okay now you dont sound like me.
Well Jeanie isnt in this thread is she?
I notice and I'm watching you girlie.
*~You're IT Bert!~*
Hold on to the thread
The currents will shift
Haha
Ok now I feel better my mishpucha
hey shit, as if id give up before i saw miss patti in gotham. plus you know i got me some postcards to send to certain peeps.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
And I'd better pull me finger out and get another coupla bottles of that bin 349.
*~You're IT Bert!~*
Hold on to the thread
The currents will shift
kick the bucket. hmm. weve discussed this before. its a long warm bath, a codeine haze and the beautiful colour that is red, in two incarnations.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
*~You're IT Bert!~*
Hold on to the thread
The currents will shift
How so?
Cate has agreed that she has and does feel like she wants to die and I am encouraging her to pick a date FAR, FAR, FAR off into the future, preferably when she's 90.
It's on topic, what's the problem?
*~You're IT Bert!~*
Hold on to the thread
The currents will shift
please help me cause i dont think can hold on that long.
you know i was told the end of august... then new years and now ive nothing. so... :(
i know he wasnt all, but i believed he was enough, you know. and he left me empty.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
the problem is when i told him my fondest wish he told me to do it. if thats what i wanted. no willing me to stay. no desire for me to stay. no nothing. just if iwanted to do it then i should do it. can you imagine how that made me feel. when the one person who held my heart in his hand told me if thats what i wanted then i should kill myself.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
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Yeah, I know and there's not a bloody thing I can do about it love as you know, other than to repeat all the usual, useless platitudes but there was this time not so long ago when if I could have found the perfect way to die I would have and someone told me that I had to hold on, that time would pass, that the pain would dissipate, that I wouldn't lose my mind. If I remember correctly I told them they were a fucking idiot or something equally terse, but they kept coming back with this time bullshit. I hate when you're right cate and I have to tell you so and I bet you hate when I remind you of the things, the very important and smart things that you tell me. BUT you are holding on till at least May cate.
*~You're IT Bert!~*
Hold on to the thread
The currents will shift
No. WOW thats a NEW thread. Who do you feel like killing?
Yeah, and hate to spew another of yours back at you sweetie but he's a fucking tool! :mad: Don't get me started on what I'd like to do to the selfish sob.
He's wrong, in your heart of hearts and in your head you know he's wrong. Selfish, self absorbed and so very, very wrong. This isn't worthy of you cate. He wasn't worthy of you cate.
*~You're IT Bert!~*
Hold on to the thread
The currents will shift
Everyday when I wake up to go to my shitty job.
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