1. Why isn't my mailman bringing my Bonnaroo boot Cds.....
2. I really should study because I have slacked on my schoolwork for the past 2 months......
3. I hope our dogs like the new one we may be adopting today - the last one had to be sent back to the foster home because she attacked my oldest dog :(
4. What do we name the new dog if we adopt her.......?
5. I hope the contractor who is building our deck does a good job.
6. Hoping that my husband gets hired for the 3 month tour he is in discussions about.
I could go on and on - I think my mind is ADD.......
Going out of town to see someone, knowing that when I leave, a relationship will be forever changed. Its the right thing to do, but still losing someone who means a lot to me.
Thinking about how last night I finally had a conversation I've been waiting for and pondering what I would say for about 15 months and then realised that I didn't get the sense of closure or relief or resolution that I expected. I only have more doubt and anxiety over whether or not I could have said it better or if I shouldn't have said anything at all. I thought it would be a weight off my chest to have finally said some shit that I've been bottling up for over a year but I feel resolutely unchanged for having done it.
If nothing else it was a step in the right direction though, I guess.
"I remember one night at Muzdalifa with nothing but the sky overhead, I lay awake amid sleeping Muslim brothers and I learned that pilgrims from every land — every colour, and class, and rank; high officials and the beggar alike — all snored in the same language"
Thinking about how last night I finally had a conversation I've been waiting for and pondering what I would say for about 15 months and then realised that I didn't get the sense of closure or relief or resolution that I expected. I only have more doubt and anxiety over whether or not I could have said it better or if I shouldn't have said anything at all. I thought it would be a weight off my chest to have finally said some shit that I've been bottling up for over a year but I feel resolutely unchanged for having done it.
If nothing else it was a step in the right direction though, I guess.
funny, i've been pondering having a similar conversation for about the same length of time. that's been on my mind today.
so have cigarettes.
so has the fact that i was 2 for 4 on recent cd buys (hold steady's new one kicks ass, local h's 12 angry months kicks ass, nas's new one is pretty mediocre if not bad, and saul williams was a big disappointment)
also that i've not had a day off in 2 weeks and i want to sleep in tomorrow.
"You've never been out of college, you don't know what it's like out there. I've worked in the private sector... they expect results." -Ray
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2. I really should study because I have slacked on my schoolwork for the past 2 months......
3. I hope our dogs like the new one we may be adopting today - the last one had to be sent back to the foster home because she attacked my oldest dog :(
4. What do we name the new dog if we adopt her.......?
5. I hope the contractor who is building our deck does a good job.
6. Hoping that my husband gets hired for the 3 month tour he is in discussions about.
I could go on and on - I think my mind is ADD.......
holy crap...for real?
well who knows, maybe he would enjoy..he did in the dream
YEP!!
http://forums.pearljam.com/showthread.php?t=268226&highlight=Josh+Homme
The best expression of Love is Time.
The best time to Love is Now.
I'm never as good as when you're there.........
whoa...i never saw that...that is cool..dreams do come true....
what's on my mind now?...making my dream a reality!
lol...okay that's stalkerish
gets to me every time
~what is the reason for such actions
~pearl jam pizza love
~how much i miss my doggie
~a possible "meeting" in vegas in september
~a house by the beach
Sir Mike McCready is....THE MASTER!!! WAHHH!!!
EVENFLOW PSYCHOS H.N.I.C~FEEL THE FLOW!!!
"Pearl Jam fans are obsessed, they'd see the boys in HELL if tickets were sold."-CROJAM95
It takes balls to put out a UKE album!
Sir Mike McCready is....THE MASTER!!! WAHHH!!!
EVENFLOW PSYCHOS H.N.I.C~FEEL THE FLOW!!!
"Pearl Jam fans are obsessed, they'd see the boys in HELL if tickets were sold."-CROJAM95
It takes balls to put out a UKE album!
really? :eek:
HELEN :eek: purple and gold dress.. what colour shoes do i need :eek:
http://360oz.files.wordpress.com/2007/11/nike-zoom-huarache-2k4-lakers-kobe-laser.jpg
LMAO! Wow...pretty!!
needed that laugh..
"i cannot stop the thought, Im runnin in the dark"
Sir Mike McCready is....THE MASTER!!! WAHHH!!!
EVENFLOW PSYCHOS H.N.I.C~FEEL THE FLOW!!!
"Pearl Jam fans are obsessed, they'd see the boys in HELL if tickets were sold."-CROJAM95
It takes balls to put out a UKE album!
It is FINALLY Friday!
The weekend
Sleeping
If nothing else it was a step in the right direction though, I guess.
funny, i've been pondering having a similar conversation for about the same length of time. that's been on my mind today.
so have cigarettes.
so has the fact that i was 2 for 4 on recent cd buys (hold steady's new one kicks ass, local h's 12 angry months kicks ass, nas's new one is pretty mediocre if not bad, and saul williams was a big disappointment)
also that i've not had a day off in 2 weeks and i want to sleep in tomorrow.
Denny Crane!
Sir Mike McCready is....THE MASTER!!! WAHHH!!!
EVENFLOW PSYCHOS H.N.I.C~FEEL THE FLOW!!!
"Pearl Jam fans are obsessed, they'd see the boys in HELL if tickets were sold."-CROJAM95
It takes balls to put out a UKE album!
and a fried pickle.
The best expression of Love is Time.
The best time to Love is Now.
I'm never as good as when you're there.........