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small town becksmall town beck Posts: 6,691
edited February 2008 in All Encompassing Trip
and I just can't get out :(

BLAH!! Sorry just wanted to vent.
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  • TrixieCatTrixieCat Posts: 5,756
    You have alot of shit on your plate...you can vent anytime you want.
    It sucks that it is so cold out because fresh air and sunshine usually do the trick for me. I had to force myself out the past few days or I would have lost my mind.
    I am sorry to hear this.
    Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
    And I don't feel right when you're gone away
  • normnorm Posts: 31,146
    you have every right to be in a funk....go ahead and vent....
  • TrailerTrailer Posts: 1,431
    It's got to be the cold weather!!! I get down whenever it's shitty outside.. hope you cheer up :D
    Whoa, chill bro... you know you can't raise your voice like that when the lion's here.
  • small town becksmall town beck Posts: 6,691
    Thanks, guys. I was going to go for a walk as I bought new runners yesterday. I thought I would take my self to the nearest restaurant which is still a half hour walk but when some marketing girl came to the door I realized how bloody cold it is so that seems unlikely now. I hate having no car and feeling stranded. Earlier this week I was feeling like things were good or well could be good before I got the news and now it has all come crashing down on me today.
  • TrixieCatTrixieCat Posts: 5,756
    small town beck wrote:
    Thanks, guys. I was going to go for a walk as I bought new runners yesterday. I thought I would take my self to the nearest restaurant which is still a half hour walk but when some marketing girl came to the door I realized how bloody cold it is so that seems unlikely now. I hate having no car and feeling stranded. Earlier this week I was feeling like things were good or well could be good before I got the news and now it has all come crashing down on me today.
    No car???? wtf? I can be there in about 18 hours....you are somewhere in Toronto now???
    I will drive you there if I could. As would anyone here. Well, almost anyone and who wants to be driven around in a car that smells of cheap perfume and nasty clothes...:p
    ;)
    Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
    And I don't feel right when you're gone away
  • small town becksmall town beck Posts: 6,691
    Trailer wrote:
    It's got to be the cold weather!!! I get down whenever it's shitty outside.. hope you cheer up :D


    Thanks, D. I wish it were just the weather.. although that isn't helping much either as I would love to be outside.
  • GraySaturdayGraySaturday Posts: 2,878
    come on, becks.. don't be such a b*tch :);):)

    Now... I have never posted this for anyone before.. but you are so fab. you deserve it.. Its quite possibly my most favorite song ever, that gets me PUMPED UP...

    Don't say I never gave you anything!

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hGHnuri0dF8

    hahahahahaha
  • decides2dreamdecides2dream Posts: 14,977
    small town beck wrote:
    and I just can't get out :(

    BLAH!! Sorry just wanted to vent.


    :(
    i am so sorry you feel this way beckygirl....and i KNOW full well how it feels, and it SUCKS. not much you can do except accept that you are in a *funk*...be aware...do things to try and work thru it...and KNOW that another day will be bright again.


    NY....long island...ralph's italian ices.....the back porch...and igby...all await you someday. :)


    *hugs*
    Stay with me...
    Let's just breathe...


    I am myself like you somehow


  • small town becksmall town beck Posts: 6,691
    TrixieCat wrote:
    No car???? wtf? I can be there in about 18 hours....you are somewhere in Toronto now???
    I will drive you there if I could. As would anyone here. Well, almost anyone and who wants to be driven around in a car that smells of cheap perfume and nasty clothes...: p
    ; )


    Haha thanks, Trix. yeah I sold my car before I moved here. WORST idea ever :confused: Feel like I get everything wrong :o

    I am in Calgary so I think it would take you a bit to drive here... :p

    Cheap perfume and nasty clothes?? Who were you bringing with you? ;)

    Aren't I great at throwing a little pity party for myself :o
  • TrailerTrailer Posts: 1,431
    small town beck wrote:
    Thanks, D. I wish it were just the weather.. although that isn't helping much either as I would love to be outside.

    oh.. well let me know if I can do anything to cheer you up! I'll try to come up with something today that will make you laugh :)
    Whoa, chill bro... you know you can't raise your voice like that when the lion's here.
  • small town becksmall town beck Posts: 6,691
    GraySaturday wrote:
    come on, becks.. don't be such a b*tch : ) ; ) : )

    Now... I have never posted this for anyone before.. but you are so fab. you deserve it.. Its quite possibly my most favorite song ever, that gets me PUMPED UP...

    Don't say I never gave you anything!

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hGHnuri0dF8

    hahahahahaha


    LOL says the biggest b***h :p
  • TrixieCatTrixieCat Posts: 5,756
    small town beck wrote:
    Haha thanks, Trix. yeah I sold my car before I moved here. WORST idea ever :confused: Feel like I get everything wrong :o

    I am in Calgary so I think it would take you a bit to drive here... :p

    Cheap perfume and nasty clothes?? Who were you bringing with you? ;)

    Aren't I great at throwing a little pity party for myself :o
    But look at all the guests that came to your party!
    Everyone could be home rolling their eyes at you. But no.
    Everyone deserves a good pity party.
    So you made a mistake and sold the car. Doesn't make you stupid. You learn and move on.
    Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
    And I don't feel right when you're gone away
  • small town becksmall town beck Posts: 6,691
    decides2dream wrote:
    :(
    i am so sorry you feel this way beckygirl....and i KNOW full well how it feels, and it SUCKS. not much you can do except accept that you are in a *funk*...be aware...do things to try and work thru it...and KNOW that another day will be bright again.


    NY....long island...ralph's italian ices.....the back porch...and igby...all await you someday. :)


    *hugs*


    That sounds like heaven about now . Thanks
  • normnorm Posts: 31,146
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wnVJZkDuVBM

    :D:D
  • small town becksmall town beck Posts: 6,691
    TrixieCat wrote:
    But look at all the guests that came to your party!
    Everyone could be home rolling their eyes at you. But no.
    Everyone deserves a good pity party.
    So you made a mistake and sold the car. Doesn't make you stupid. You learn and move on.


    True I do have some cool guests and you guys have been great :)
  • chiquimonkeychiquimonkey Posts: 9,337
    aw sweetie, i'm sorry you're feeling down :( i think i missed what is going on, but i hope whatever it is passes quick for you and you feel better soon. i know you were supportive of me when i was going thru my deal before, know that i'm an ear for ya as well :) much love to ya
  • mookie9999mookie9999 Posts: 4,677
    small town beck wrote:
    and I just can't get out :(

    BLAH!! Sorry just wanted to vent.
    You'll get out of your funk if you buy my extra ticket to ROO! ;)
    "The leads are weak!"

    "The leads are weak? Fuckin' leads are weak? You're Weak! I've Been in this business 15 years"

    "What's your name?"

    "FUCK YOU! THAT"S MY NAME!"
  • GraySaturdayGraySaturday Posts: 2,878
    mookie9999 wrote:
    You'll get out of your funk if you buy my extra ticket to ROO! ;)


    hahahahaha!!! sorry becks! ;) I'm a salesman at heart!
  • small town becksmall town beck Posts: 6,691
    chiquimonkey wrote:
    aw sweetie, i'm sorry you're feeling down : ( i think i missed what is going on, but i hope whatever it is passes quick for you and you feel better soon. i know you were supportive of me when i was going thru my deal before, know that i'm an ear for ya as well :) much love to ya


    Thanks, chiqs. I found out this week that my mum is going blind :( I feel far away ...helpless.

    You are so sweet!! love back to ya!!
  • small town becksmall town beck Posts: 6,691
    mookie9999 wrote:
    You'll get out of your funk if you buy my extra ticket to ROO! ;)


    Only if you have your own bed pan with engraving ;)


    GS, thanks :)
  • mookie9999mookie9999 Posts: 4,677
    small town beck wrote:
    Only if you have your own bed pan with engraving ;)


    GS, thanks :)

    Nice memory! I do, it's gold plated, and it's fabulous!
    "The leads are weak!"

    "The leads are weak? Fuckin' leads are weak? You're Weak! I've Been in this business 15 years"

    "What's your name?"

    "FUCK YOU! THAT"S MY NAME!"
  • chiquimonkeychiquimonkey Posts: 9,337
    small town beck wrote:
    Thanks, chiqs. I found out this week that my mum is going blind :( I feel far away ...helpless.

    You are so sweet!! love back to ya!!
    oh no! :( i'm so sorry. i hope you can get back to visit sometime then.

    if you need anything you know where to find me :)
  • small town becksmall town beck Posts: 6,691
    mookie9999 wrote:
    Nice memory! I do, it's gold plated, and it's fabulous!


    I am not just sliding by on my good looks ;)... a girl has to have something else going on!!

    Sweet :D
  • mookie9999mookie9999 Posts: 4,677
    small town beck wrote:
    I am not just sliding by on my good looks ;)... a girl has to have something else going on!!

    Sweet :D

    I might even be able to arrange a special his and hers addition signed by EV if you make it! I guess I should clarify what I mean by "make it" seeing how we are discussing a bedpan. ;)
    "The leads are weak!"

    "The leads are weak? Fuckin' leads are weak? You're Weak! I've Been in this business 15 years"

    "What's your name?"

    "FUCK YOU! THAT"S MY NAME!"
  • small town becksmall town beck Posts: 6,691
    chiquimonkey wrote:
    oh no! :( i'm so sorry. i hope you can get back to visit sometime then.

    if you need anything you know where to find me :)


    B,

    Thank you. I hope so too. I may have to go back and pack her up and clean her place. Not really sure.


    I am not usually the one for venting on here and I tend to hold things pretty much inside but feeling so lost I just had to talk about it. Thanks, guys!!
  • mookie9999mookie9999 Posts: 4,677
    small town beck wrote:
    B,

    Thank you. I hope so too. I may have to go back and pack her up and clean her place. Not really sure.


    I am not usually the one for venting on here and I tend to hold things pretty much inside but feeling so lost I just had to talk about it. Thanks, guys!!

    All joking aside, I hope you're ok and glad you feel comfortable enough to talk with us on here. :)
    "The leads are weak!"

    "The leads are weak? Fuckin' leads are weak? You're Weak! I've Been in this business 15 years"

    "What's your name?"

    "FUCK YOU! THAT"S MY NAME!"
  • smarcheesmarchee Posts: 14,539
    sorry to hear that, I feel that I have been in a funk for about 1 year now, and took 1 step to get out of that, and I want to take up another activity to help pull me out even more so, and hopefully for good.

    In the meantime,

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cFEUy8NzazE

    :D
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  • small town becksmall town beck Posts: 6,691
    mookie9999 wrote:
    All joking aside, I hope you're ok and glad you feel comfortable enough to talk with us on here. :)


    Thank you, mookie. I just have a gazillion thoughts on my mind. Yesterday wasn't too bad but today I am just feeling .... overwhelmed. I am not quite sure.
    mookie9999 wrote:
    I might even be able to arrange a special his and hers addition signed by EV if you make it! I guess I should clarify what I mean by "make it" seeing how we are discussing a bedpan. ;)

    Kinky ;).... even for me :p
  • small town becksmall town beck Posts: 6,691
    smarchee wrote:
    sorry to hear that, I feel that I have been in a funk for about 1 year now, and took 1 step to get out of that, and I want to take up another activity to help pull me out even more so, and hopefully for good.

    In the meantime,

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cFEUy8NzazE

    :D

    Haha Classic... or should I say class ;)


    Also thank you cutback, that video cracks me up!!!
  • decides2dreamdecides2dream Posts: 14,977
    :eek:
    :(


    no words.....just love & support.


    oh...and just because.......
    http://theglobalbible.com/temp/screenclean.swf
    Stay with me...
    Let's just breathe...


    I am myself like you somehow


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