I have a confession to make

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  • gue_bariumgue_barium Posts: 5,515
    gue_barium wrote:
    Punk.

    You're less than Punk.

    That's pretty low, like the lowest.

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  • NMyTreeNMyTree Posts: 2,374
    I feel sorry for you.
  • soulsingingsoulsinging Posts: 13,202
    gue_barium wrote:
    Do you even realize what you are saying with that?

    Validation? With you?

    I don't need your validation. Never did, never will.

    clearly you need something... im thinking some thorazine and a big burly man to give you the love your daddy never did.

    and i hate punk. it sucks. so thank you.
  • dunkmandunkman Posts: 19,646
    gue_barium wrote:
    exactly.

    cheers!


    i have no idea what you're aiming to achieve with this therapy shite... but telling me to fuck myself isnt a good place to start as it shows you have serious anger issues... as for the typing of mental soliloquies onto a message board.. well as Freud once so brilliantly said.... "crazy fuckers in this world"
    oh scary... 40000 morbidly obese christians wearing fanny packs invading europe is probably the least scariest thing since I watched an edited version of The Care Bears movie in an extremely brightly lit cinema.
  • gue_bariumgue_barium Posts: 5,515
    gue_barium wrote:
    Punk.

    You're less than Punk.

    oh my.

    I don't mean harm. I just don't do the hierarchy thing. He does.

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  • soulsingingsoulsinging Posts: 13,202
    gue_barium wrote:
    oh my.

    I don't mean harm. I just don't do the hierarchy thing. He does.

    if this was true, you'd have stood up to your dad and not let him get away with fucking your girls. sounds to me your rebellion is about as real as those good charlotte posers.
  • gue_bariumgue_barium Posts: 5,515
    dunkman wrote:
    i have no idea what you're aiming to achieve with this therapy shite... but telling me to fuck myself isnt a good place to start as it shows you have serious anger issues... as for the typing of mental soliloquies onto a message board.. well as Freud once so brilliantly said.... "crazy fuckers in this world"

    Maybe. I am angry about some things right now. Those things don't have anything to do with my original post, so much.
    I've seen you here much, dunkman, so, that...i dunno, hoping you would take it in stride, I guess.

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  • mammasanmammasan Posts: 5,656
    This is comedic gold.
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  • angelicaangelica Posts: 6,038
    if his dad was really doing that, and there was a history of abuse, it's farrrrr more complex than him just "standing up to his dad".

    If this stuff is true, rebellion is a very natural reaction.
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  • gue_bariumgue_barium Posts: 5,515
    if this was true, you'd have stood up to your dad and not let him get away with fucking your girls. sounds to me your rebellion is about as real as those good charlotte posers.


    PM me with your name and address.

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  • gue_bariumgue_barium Posts: 5,515
    angelica wrote:
    if his dad was really doing that, and there was a history of abuse, it's farrrrr more complex than him just "standing up to his dad".

    If this stuff is true, rebellion is a very natural reaction.

    It's true. He raped my sister.

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  • AhnimusAhnimus Posts: 10,560
    que,

    These other people here have their own issues they are not yet willing to address. You are taking the initiative to deal with your issues. Don't listen to their crap. Do whatever you gotta do. If talking to yourself helps you, as I'm sure it can, by all means do it. If you want someone else to talk to about stuff, there are others here willing to listen. Peace.
    I necessarily have the passion for writing this, and you have the passion for condemning me; both of us are equally fools, equally the toys of destiny. Your nature is to do harm, mine is to love truth, and to make it public in spite of you. - Voltaire
  • dunkmandunkman Posts: 19,646
    gue_barium wrote:
    Maybe. I am angry about some things right now. Those things don't have anything to do with my original post, so much.
    I've seen you here much, dunkman, so, that...i dunno, hoping you would take it in stride, I guess.

    of course i'll take it in my stride... being told to fuck myself on a forum by the inventor of the digital straitjacket isn't high up on my list of worries ;)
    oh scary... 40000 morbidly obese christians wearing fanny packs invading europe is probably the least scariest thing since I watched an edited version of The Care Bears movie in an extremely brightly lit cinema.
  • angelicaangelica Posts: 6,038
    Ahnimus wrote:
    que,

    These other people here have their own issues they are not yet willing to address. You are taking the initiative to deal with your issues. Don't listen to their crap. Do whatever you gotta do. If talking to yourself helps you, as I'm sure it can, by all means do it. If you want someone else to talk to about stuff, there are others here willing to listen. Peace.
    I ditto this, gue. :) Peace.
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  • gue_bariumgue_barium Posts: 5,515
    mammasan wrote:
    This is comedic gold.

    It was for awhile, interpsychologically. It catches up.

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  • dunkmandunkman Posts: 19,646
    Ahnimus wrote:
    que,

    These other people here have their own issues they are not yet willing to address.

    i have no issues... there are people in this world who live normal lives and have no need for therapy or any of that shit.... its an americanism thats sadly making its way into UK life... people going to therapy for any microscopic reason.. deal with it yourself
    oh scary... 40000 morbidly obese christians wearing fanny packs invading europe is probably the least scariest thing since I watched an edited version of The Care Bears movie in an extremely brightly lit cinema.
  • gue_bariumgue_barium Posts: 5,515
    dunkman wrote:
    i have no issues... there are people in this world who live normal lives and have no need for therapy or any of that shit.... its an americanism thats sadly making its way into UK life... people going to therapy for any microscopic reason.. deal with it yourself

    I never did the therapy thing. I'm 44 years old.

    As for "doing it yourself", yeah, i can see the benefit, I'm the living proof of that (lol...to myself, anyway).

    I 'm thinking it comes down to confidence.

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  • mammasanmammasan Posts: 5,656
    angelica wrote:
    I ditto this, gue. :) Peace.

    How do you even know that he is serious. In his first post he even admitted that he falsifies stories on here. If what he states is true than he should seek professionsal help and not on a Pearl Jam message board. If he is just typing this to see people's reactions than he is a pretty sad individual.
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  • gue_bariumgue_barium Posts: 5,515
    Ahnimus wrote:
    que,

    These other people here have their own issues they are not yet willing to address. You are taking the initiative to deal with your issues. Don't listen to their crap. Do whatever you gotta do. If talking to yourself helps you, as I'm sure it can, by all means do it. If you want someone else to talk to about stuff, there are others here willing to listen. Peace.

    Very sane, almost poetic.

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  • AhnimusAhnimus Posts: 10,560
    dunkman wrote:
    i have no issues... there are people in this world who live normal lives and have no need for therapy or any of that shit.... its an americanism thats sadly making its way into UK life... people going to therapy for any microscopic reason.. deal with it yourself

    Perhaps you are unaware of your issues. I have issues I don't often admit to. But, I am overcoming them and I'm not just doing it with my own mind. I am reading and learning.

    I think, if a person says "I have no issues" their issues are unconscious.
    I necessarily have the passion for writing this, and you have the passion for condemning me; both of us are equally fools, equally the toys of destiny. Your nature is to do harm, mine is to love truth, and to make it public in spite of you. - Voltaire
  • gue_bariumgue_barium Posts: 5,515
    mammasan wrote:
    How do you even know that he is serious. In his first post he even admitted that he falsifies stories on here. If what he states is true than he should seek professionsal help and not on a Pearl Jam message board. If he is just typing this to see people's reactions than he is a pretty sad individual.

    It's all true, and I don't need "professional help" you dweeb.

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  • mammasanmammasan Posts: 5,656
    gue_barium wrote:
    It's all true, and I don't need "professional help" you dweeb.

    Is name calling one of your self help methods to make you feel better.
    "When one gets in bed with government, one must expect the diseases it spreads." - Ron Paul
  • AhnimusAhnimus Posts: 10,560
    mammasan wrote:
    How do you even know that he is serious. In his first post he even admitted that he falsifies stories on here. If what he states is true than he should seek professionsal help and not on a Pearl Jam message board. If he is just typing this to see people's reactions than he is a pretty sad individual.

    Behavior has an unconscious foundation. Psychoanalytics and NLP are about identifying and familiarizing our selves with these unconscious foundations so that we can manipulate them. People find many different ways of doing this besides psychoanalytics or NLP, but the basic principles are the same. Behavior and the 'I' are not the same thing and you cannot understand a person by behavior alone. Behavior is like a macroscopic view of the unconscious events leading up to the behavior. IMO, behavior is not to be taken at face value.
    I necessarily have the passion for writing this, and you have the passion for condemning me; both of us are equally fools, equally the toys of destiny. Your nature is to do harm, mine is to love truth, and to make it public in spite of you. - Voltaire
  • gue_bariumgue_barium Posts: 5,515
    It was kind of relieving to get some of this off my chest. Why? Because this was my superiority over some of you. I was grabbed by the hair and tossed across the room (or against the wall) a few times, punched, kicked, and whipped with a horse whip.

    Does this make me superior?

    Of course not.

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  • angelicaangelica Posts: 6,038
    mammasan wrote:
    How do you even know that he is serious. In his first post he even admitted that he falsifies stories on here. If what he states is true than he should seek professionsal help and not on a Pearl Jam message board. If he is just typing this to see people's reactions than he is a pretty sad individual.
    If someone falsifies stories, is that in your conception of a healthy individual?

    With all due respect, I support people seeking support wherever they feel comfortable enough to do so.

    And besides, when my large family continually minimized my twisted stories of sexual assault, and instead of supporting me, continually told me I was "crazy" and told me to get professional help. I know personally how degrading that was, and how much it was a part of the problem. They did it to me, but I vowed to not perpetuate that, myself.
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  • mammasanmammasan Posts: 5,656
    angelica wrote:
    If someone falsifies stories, is that in your conception of a healthy individual?

    With all due respect, I support people seeking support wherever they feel comfortable enough to do so.

    And besides, when my large family continually minimized my twisted stories of sexual assault, and instead of supporting me, continually told me I was "crazy" and told me to get professional help. I know personally how degrading that was, and how much it was a part of the problem. They did it to me, but I vowed to not perpetuate that, myself.

    If the stories are fake no that is not a healthy person but it is still sickening to make that shit up.

    I do agree that any place is a good place to unload what is bothering you, as long as it helps, but if you have such serious problems, like our friend here, professional help is probabably the best way to go.
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  • gue_bariumgue_barium Posts: 5,515
    mammasan wrote:
    If the stories are fake no that is not a healthy person but it is still sickening to make that shit up.

    I do agree that any place is a good place to unload what is bothering you, as long as it helps, but if you have such serious problems, like our friend here, professional help is probabably the best way to go.

    no, i would rather meet you someplace for a beer. I will try not to let mine eyes bug out too much at your exceeded prescence.

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  • mammasanmammasan Posts: 5,656
    gue_barium wrote:
    no, i would rather meet you someplace for a beer. I will try not to let mine eyes bug out too much at your exceeded prescence.

    No thanks. I'll pass.
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  • gue_bariumgue_barium Posts: 5,515
    mammasan wrote:
    No thanks. I'll pass.
    Why?

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  • lucylespianlucylespian Posts: 2,403
    So what's up really, gue ??

    Must be something going on to start all this.
    I'm inclined to start with the view that you didn't just suddenly decide to troll some bullshit to seee what happened.

    My fahter was a peaceful man, and I don't have your experiences, so I'm not gonna say " I know how you feel" cos I don't.
    One man who did though, is Monty Roberts, famous horse trainer. His faterh beat him and whipped him, and he walked a path of peace in his life. I find him incredidibly inspirational. You might try checking out some of his books, there a several. My favourite is a simple one called "Horses in my LIfe", just a series of anecdotes about 50 imporaant horses he ahs owned, the ones he learnt the most from, but he touches on his violent upbringing and gives understanding as to how he chose a different path.

    PM me if you want
    Peace
    Music is not a competetion.
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