I have a confession to make
gue_barium
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I was never beaten or abused by my father. He was a gifted man who married a lovely woman. He wasn't perfect, I just need to make that clear.
I've made up stories sometimes, for the sake of argument.
In high school, I was co-captain of the varsity football team as a sophomore. I dated the head chearleader. I lived an ordinary American life, growing up, I think.
There's more to it than this lil post, but for the most part, that is it.
I've made up stories sometimes, for the sake of argument.
In high school, I was co-captain of the varsity football team as a sophomore. I dated the head chearleader. I lived an ordinary American life, growing up, I think.
There's more to it than this lil post, but for the most part, that is it.
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Q: HE did?
A: oh sure, he was a maniac.
Q: oh man
A: well, i was a good football player, no thanks to him.
Q: Amen.
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How do you think it contributes to who you are today?
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I was defiant to the idea that it contributed anything of who I am, to a fault.
He only grabbed me by the hair and threw me across the room against the wall a few times. I got over it. Oh, and the horsewhip. The punching, I think he held back on, really, that's true.
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Me?
I think you all are looking for something I'm not involved with.
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He laughed, swigged his beer. That was during the emotional abuse stage when he was fucking my girlfriends.
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You want to submit?
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probably cos you do dumb shit like have inane, pointless conversations with yourself on music message boards. there are really great medications out there for schizophrenia, i urge you to look into them.
ummmm.
no.
well, i mean, she did look pretty hot in her cheerleader outfit.
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She was 15!!!!
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Certainly these experiences lend to your defiance and I suspect that led to your analysis of those experiences. Surely some part of your character came from it, perhaps in a chaotic sense.
In many ways, I am glad I experienced the rough parts in my life. I can't recall a particular quote right now, but it's along the lines that, he who has not experienced tragedies in life has not really lived.
It seems to me that people who do experience rough spots are more aware of their ecological environments. They are more likely to identify causes and the structure of experience, as opposed to focusing entirely on the epiphenomenal aspects of life.
stop typing to yourself
I think i know what epiphenomenal means.
youth.
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que, that's fucked!
Yeah. I can't imagine what was going through my Dad's head. We're different.
Dunkman, this is therapy, in a way, fuck yourself.
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therapy is for losers..
Oh.
Glad I found this little gem.
Your nearsightedness is my relief. I urge myself to be nearsighted.
Dumbass.
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what the hell is all this about?!
exactly.
cheers!
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you must've dated some serious whores if they were down with fucking 40 year old men while wearing their cheerleading outfits. on the upside, you'll get to see them again when you rent their porno movies in a year or so.
Quite possibly, Not for you.
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are you trying to write a haiku or something? it's 5-7-5. until then, hire a therapist to help you through your daddy issues. your desperation for attention and validation is pathetic.
You are seriously fucked up.
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yea, cheerleaders being fucked by my dad isnt really my thing..
last i checked, i wasn't the one whining to myself on a message board.
Do you even realize what you are saying with that?
Validation? With you?
I don't need your validation. Never did, never will.
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So you're a liar and anything you say may as well be disregarded as pure bullshit, regardless of what side of the argument you may be on at any given time.
Good going!
Never used the "ignore " function before, but I suspect you would be a good place to start.
Punk.
You're less than Punk.
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He's fucked up?
Holy moly!