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  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    i've messed up things before by focusing on "getting some" instead of "getting to know someone". :(
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • justam
    justam Posts: 21,415
    It's interesting that sometimes it takes bad experiences to make us aware of what we're doing. :shock:
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  • justam
    justam Posts: 21,415
    I'm lucky I have some nice friends. :geek: :)
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  • LONGRD
    LONGRD Posts: 6,036
    :?:
    PJ- 04/29/2003.06/24,25,27,28,30/2008.10/27,28,30,31/2009
    EV- 08/09,10/2008.06/08,09/2009
  • PearlOfAGirl
    PearlOfAGirl Posts: 15,993
    I found out yesterday that someone whom I thought was a very good friend of mine hurt me so badly. I've come to think of this person as a brother in this virtual world. How could I have been so foolish to put so much trust into this man....

    I'll just add this to my collection of emotional scars that will never heal....

    Wish you were here...

    ~RIP Dad
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    onslaught of the fatal reprise
    vindication for the nightmare
    igniting the internal inferno
    repress, suppress, overcome
    unnerve venom's bitter taste
    lament lackluster loathing
    sacrificed venture
    native to the nerve
    deep with in the
    surge of the wave
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • PearlOfAGirl
    PearlOfAGirl Posts: 15,993
    onslaught of the fatal reprise
    vindication for the nightmare
    igniting the internal inferno
    repress, suppress, overcome
    unnerve venom's bitter taste
    lament lackluster loathing
    sacrificed venture
    native to the nerve
    deep with in the
    surge of the wave


    You just said how I feel better than I did. It's hard to believe that today is my anniversary 32 years. I'm thinking it's not going to be such a good day...

    Nothing against men personally, but I really don't think that there is one that I've met and/or loved that hasn't broken a piece of me...

    Wish you were here...

    ~RIP Dad
  • catefrances
    catefrances Posts: 29,003
    you lie to me. you lie to yourself. is it cause you can lie to yourself that you found it so easy to lie to me?
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • justam
    justam Posts: 21,415
    I found out yesterday that someone whom I thought was a very good friend of mine hurt me so badly. I've come to think of this person as a brother in this virtual world. How could I have been so foolish to put so much trust into this man....

    I'll just add this to my collection of emotional scars that will never heal....

    Your scars will heal. Even in the virtual world, the good people float to the top after a while and the bad apples can be recognized.

    I finally noticed you're a nice person right?!! ;):D
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  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    First day not being married (that I'm aware of) in 6 1/2 years... Let's see if this is any different.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • patrickredeyes
    patrickredeyes Posts: 8,834
    In 2 weeks he comes home finally.
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    First day not being married (that I'm aware of) in 6 1/2 years... Let's see if this is any different.
    and......







    ....no. :?
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • olderman
    olderman Posts: 1,765
    my dog barks some :twisted:

    stupid beagle bitch :!:
    Down the street you can hear her scream youre a disgrace
    As she slams the door in his drunken face
    And now he stands outside
    And all the neighbours start to gossip and drool
    He cries oh, girl you must be mad,
    What happened to the sweet love you and me had?
    Against the door he leans and starts a scene,
    And his tears fall and burn the garden green
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    you're one hard bugger to get off my mind, especially with the onslaught of daily reminders.

    even the date of my divorce..... :roll: ....way too close for comfort
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • justam
    justam Posts: 21,415
    Today I feel as if I have more space and less to carry. :)
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  • justam
    justam Posts: 21,415
    We're moving someplace warm! :D Yay! 8-)
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  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    Best day since August......... keep it comin! :D
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    I'm thinking of a number between everything and two...
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    I just need to breathe... or kill... or sleep... or drink heavily, maybe just cry. Today it feels like too much weight to bear... it's crushing me.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    Am I occupying my time or wasting it?
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
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