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  • PearlOfAGirlPearlOfAGirl Posts: 15,993
    I'm feeling so down, I just can't get out of this depression. All I do is either sleep or post on here. I'm literally a mess. :cry:

    There are days that I wish I wouldn't even wake up. How could I let myself get into such a situation? All I know is that around a month and a half ago, my whole life was heading into a better place. :cry:

    Wish you were here...

    ~RIP Dad
  • justamjustam Posts: 21,410
    I'm feeling so down, I just can't get out of this depression. All I do is either sleep or post on here. I'm literally a mess. :cry:

    There are days that I wish I wouldn't even wake up. How could I let myself get into such a situation? All I know is that around a month and a half ago, my whole life was heading into a better place. :cry:

    Try writing down a list of what you want to do. Then, break the tasks down into small steps. Drag yourself out of bed and do one or two things on the list everyday.

    You'll eventually get to the end of the list.
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  • PearlOfAGirlPearlOfAGirl Posts: 15,993
    justam wrote:
    I'm feeling so down, I just can't get out of this depression. All I do is either sleep or post on here. I'm literally a mess. :cry:

    There are days that I wish I wouldn't even wake up. How could I let myself get into such a situation? All I know is that around a month and a half ago, my whole life was heading into a better place. :cry:

    Try writing down a list of what you want to do. Then, break the tasks down into small steps. Drag yourself out of bed and do one or two things on the list everyday.

    You'll eventually get to the end of the list.
    Thanks A.M. that's really good advice. Actually, I did do a little something today. I wish I could just get away from this house, if even just for the weekend to start off with. Once a house doesn't feel like a home, there is just no turning back...


    Wish you were here...

    ~RIP Dad
  • Thoughts_ArriveThoughts_Arrive Posts: 15,165
    HSB you sound like me, unmotivated and online throughout the day.
    Can't be bothered with the mothers day lunch, what for?
    I'm the black sheep of the family and everything I am and do is ridiculed by better people than me.
    Can't wait to move out, it'll be like I am dead.
    Sorry had to vent.
    Adelaide 17/11/2009, Melbourne 20/11/2009, Sydney 22/11/2009, Melbourne (Big Day Out Festival) 24/01/2014
  • CHANGEinWAVESCHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    Some days can be so positive!
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • PearlOfAGirlPearlOfAGirl Posts: 15,993
    HSB you sound like me, unmotivated and online throughout the day.
    Can't be bothered with the mothers day lunch, what for?
    I'm the black sheep of the family and everything I am and do is ridiculed by better people than me.
    Can't wait to move out, it'll be like I am dead.
    Sorry had to vent.
    Don't be sorry, sometimes it can be really hard to keep it altogether, and holidays like these just make things worse. It's just added pressure to pretend we're someone we're not...

    You sound so very sad, and unfortunately we can't pick our families, like we can our friends. Families can leave such emotional scares that may never go away. Anytime you need to talk or vent, you can do it here or PM me. We do sound alike in a lot of ways...

    ((((((((((((((((( hugs )))))))))))))))))


    Wish you were here...

    ~RIP Dad
  • justamjustam Posts: 21,410
    Thanks A.M. that's really good advice. Actually, I did do a little something today. I wish I could just get away from this house, if even just for the weekend to start off with. Once a house doesn't feel like a home, there is just no turning back...


    I hope you can get outside for a while today. Sometimes just going out to do something you enjoy can lift your spirits. :geek:
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  • CHANGEinWAVESCHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    You are needed....here.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • justamjustam Posts: 21,410
    I generally try to avoid stating the obvious, but perhaps I shouldn't assume things are obvious just because they are to me! :?
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  • CHANGEinWAVESCHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    One full day and I'll be headed your way.



    Btw....this coffee sucks!
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • megatronmegatron Posts: 3,420
    i've been trying for years to no avail; now she wants to go to austin..?
  • CHANGEinWAVESCHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    I dream that you're dreaming of me.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • justamjustam Posts: 21,410
    We all like to believe we're unique yet there are billions of people in the world. How different can we all really be?
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  • CHANGEinWAVESCHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    You keep beating me down...
    But I won't fall
    I won't fall

    You keep beating me
    But I'm NOT going down...
    I will not hit the ground.

    I am better than you
    I will pull through
    You can't bring me down
    I WON'T hit the groud

    You keep beating me down
    But I won't fall
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • CHANGEinWAVESCHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    Stress
    Stress
    Cry
    Stress
    Cry
    Cry
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • Thoughts_ArriveThoughts_Arrive Posts: 15,165
    Hey fucker you can't bring me down!
    Your words are like sponges to a brick wall!
    Adelaide 17/11/2009, Melbourne 20/11/2009, Sydney 22/11/2009, Melbourne (Big Day Out Festival) 24/01/2014
  • PearlOfAGirlPearlOfAGirl Posts: 15,993
    True passion in everything you do goes a long way... :)

    Wish you were here...

    ~RIP Dad
  • justamjustam Posts: 21,410
    I'm feeling rather breathless about picking out the new house this weekend. :geek:
    *crosses fingers*
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  • megatronmegatron Posts: 3,420
    wtf am i thinking..i cant go. but i will
  • CHANGEinWAVESCHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    You only loved me when you didn't have to give up anything to be with me.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • PearlOfAGirlPearlOfAGirl Posts: 15,993
    My love lives in a world of fault pleasure and pain...

    Wish you were here...

    ~RIP Dad
  • mfc2006mfc2006 Posts: 37,454
    hmmm.....a new transmission or a new car?
    I LOVE MUSIC.
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  • DangDangDangDang Posts: 1,551
    Without without
    without I sprout
    TIckets where?
    Not here. NOT there.
    T I C K E TSSSSSSSS
    anywhere?
    The glee, the glow,
    and not a Jam to go
  • CHANGEinWAVESCHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    I can forgive everyone
    But I can't seem to forgive myself
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • CHANGEinWAVESCHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    Bye Miggy :(
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • Thorns2010Thorns2010 Posts: 2,201
    Bye Miggy :(

    Wait, you're just leaving now??? You so crazy! :mrgreen:
  • supersonicyearssupersonicyears Posts: 2,619
    Genesis? :lol:






    Phil Collins? :lol::lol::lol:
    "In the age of darkness
    want to be enlightened"
  • CHANGEinWAVESCHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    I wish I could camp under THESE stars and lay beneath them and gaze until I dream
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • CHANGEinWAVESCHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    Would it be irony or stupidity if I ran out of gas coming home from Canada on the PA turnpike exactly 9 months to the day after the last time it happened?
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • CHANGEinWAVESCHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    Would it be irony or stupidity if I ran out of gas coming home from Canada on the PA turnpike exactly 9 months to the day after the last time it happened?
    I'm sitting here waiting for AAA to bring me gas! Oh and my phone is dying too....just like it was then.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
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