why do we sound differently once recorded than we do live? is it us or the recording?
I'm too young to be old and too old to be young; I just don't fit anywhere.
5/9/10 - Cleveland, OH
9/28/09 - SLC, UT 6/17/08 - Virginia Beach, VA
7/7/06 - San Diego, CA 9/1/05 - George, WA
6/7/03 - Phoenix, AZ 10/21/00 - Phoenix, AZ
7/8/98 - Phoenix, AZ 10/7/96 - Ft. Lauderdale, FL
Metamorphose. An object is cut off from its name,
habits, associations. Detached, it becomes only
the thing, in and of itself. When this disintegration
into pure existence is at last achieved, the object
is free to become endlessly anything.
she held on tight
like it was a ride
but of course it wasn't
it was a moment
prior to chaos
but she has started to like it
she grits her teeth
tight to avoid any turbulance
before she even begins to fly
but of course she doesn't
perhaps tis best to let the booze wear off before deciding reaching out is a good idea. sometimes tis not but she don't care. she was never one for keeping her thoughts about him to herself. and so she says what she needs to say. to get it off her mind? hardly... tis always on her mind and no amount of sharing will make it disappear. her resolve it oh so weak when it comes to this one. perhaps tis a good thing his is not.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Pills, alcohol, comtemplation, not clear, but fluid, in a dream like state, with thoughts of responsibility to society clouding the overall purpose of functioning in society. Is there a difference. How many times one want to just be but lose even more touch with "reality" or more importantly with themselves. Be careful and tread on the waves of social expectations carefully. Or maybe just fuck em. Could it be that the Kool aid drinkers really are on the the string of Halleys comet?
"She knows there is no success like failure
And that failure's no success at all."
"Don't ya think its sometimes wise not to grow up."
"Cause life ain't nothing but a good groove
A good mixed tape to put you in the right mood."
We just woke up and saw the new world
Saw the new world
Little girls standing in corners, waiting for good people
To join them
It’s time to enjoy life, you think and walk down the street
Smiling faces are everywhere and you wonder how they came up
We just woke up and saw the new world
It’s not cold or warm, it’s something between
Like when you don’t know what to do and just hope that
Someone
Comes to save you
Save me
The sun shines at the houses, the little housewife walks around in the garden
Can’t think of anything else than flying away from this place
Looking at her view, there’s so many thoughts, she’s thinking
There’s so much she can do
The children are gathering around her, screaming for pancakes
She’s back where she’s supposed to be
But she keeps thinking
“One day, one day...”
We just woke up and saw the new world
The new world where they always ask you to put down the volume of your music
You may affect someone
What if someone starts to like the sound?
You just laugh
This is the new world and you’re still dream about another one,
Just like the little housewife
Dancing in the desert with the ones you love with everything you love with you
Dreaming, hoping, loving
We just woke up and saw the new world
Let’s make it the way we want it
A night this dark could never be
as dark as my lips, stained black with wine
it tasted bitter and seemed out of place
brings a slight of comfort in its voice
which makes it even more wrong
A night this dark should never be
embarks on voyages far and beyond
anything within our grasp
leaves a hole, a trail of decay
which makes it so beautiful
in the learning center right now fucking pissed off like a m/f.
fuckin algebra and learning skills bullshit, fuck me....
fucking daily journal 1 week behind, piece of shit....
managing time........nicely done
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5/9/10 - Cleveland, OH
9/28/09 - SLC, UT 6/17/08 - Virginia Beach, VA
7/7/06 - San Diego, CA 9/1/05 - George, WA
6/7/03 - Phoenix, AZ 10/21/00 - Phoenix, AZ
7/8/98 - Phoenix, AZ 10/7/96 - Ft. Lauderdale, FL
Eyes opening golden skies blowing hair.
People might just stare.
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
seek not the truth
are unaware
of a world beyond this spectacle
- Antwerp '06, Nijmegen '07, Werchter '07
Metamorphose. An object is cut off from its name,
habits, associations. Detached, it becomes only
the thing, in and of itself. When this disintegration
into pure existence is at last achieved, the object
is free to become endlessly anything.
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
gray eyes, this night rolling in dusty burnt bones
lived
walking sun living ash
today stings, darkening star
lived after flesh imploding radiation
my mass has been reduced.
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
edit..
hand, the fallen moon, mine
gray eyes, this night rolling in dusty burnt bones
lived
walking sun living ash
today stings, darkening star
lived after flesh imploding radiation
mass has been reduced.
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
like it was a ride
but of course it wasn't
it was a moment
prior to chaos
but she has started to like it
she grits her teeth
tight to avoid any turbulance
before she even begins to fly
but of course she doesn't
and its not cool
because
i aint cool
but i have to
find somethin
after the weather clears
he gains a few years
with his expression
and splitting his brain apart
with an axe
after all of that
he gets another chance
and not leaning towards sickness
i find away to delete this
dreamer in my dream
we got the guns
i love you,but im..............callin out.........callin out
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
And that failure's no success at all."
"Don't ya think its sometimes wise not to grow up."
"Cause life ain't nothing but a good groove
A good mixed tape to put you in the right mood."
Saw the new world
Little girls standing in corners, waiting for good people
To join them
It’s time to enjoy life, you think and walk down the street
Smiling faces are everywhere and you wonder how they came up
We just woke up and saw the new world
It’s not cold or warm, it’s something between
Like when you don’t know what to do and just hope that
Someone
Comes to save you
Save me
The sun shines at the houses, the little housewife walks around in the garden
Can’t think of anything else than flying away from this place
Looking at her view, there’s so many thoughts, she’s thinking
There’s so much she can do
The children are gathering around her, screaming for pancakes
She’s back where she’s supposed to be
But she keeps thinking
“One day, one day...”
We just woke up and saw the new world
The new world where they always ask you to put down the volume of your music
You may affect someone
What if someone starts to like the sound?
You just laugh
This is the new world and you’re still dream about another one,
Just like the little housewife
Dancing in the desert with the ones you love with everything you love with you
Dreaming, hoping, loving
We just woke up and saw the new world
Let’s make it the way we want it
as dark as my lips, stained black with wine
it tasted bitter and seemed out of place
brings a slight of comfort in its voice
which makes it even more wrong
A night this dark should never be
embarks on voyages far and beyond
anything within our grasp
leaves a hole, a trail of decay
which makes it so beautiful
in all the hurt lies the truth of emotion
- Antwerp '06, Nijmegen '07, Werchter '07
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
but tomorrow this shall pass
and hopefully I will feel
awake
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
fuckin algebra and learning skills bullshit, fuck me....
fucking daily journal 1 week behind, piece of shit....
managing time........nicely done
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
And when?
What if when?
What if it was all for nothing?
I doubt it.
No, I know it.
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
for love
I know exactly
where it is
and how long
it has been there
prove me wrong
isn't pretty ...
does that mean
that I won't be heard ?
hidden away
time to bring them out
I can say what I want
what a shame
please ...
let me sing for myself