a new short poem

deadnote

i hate you
more than
the skies are blue
and when its grey
and full of rain
i think of your pain

it must be lonely
doing what you do
but i cant forgive
the shit i been through

and when the day
comes to an end
i listen to the song
again and again

your just not sensitive
to my families picture
respect has eluded you
and forever i will
hate you

justam

I don't understand how people can suddenly hate people they previously loved. I have never been able to do that.

Does it help you to separate if you find hate? I'm curious because it seems so foreign to me.

Jamal

justam wrote:

I don't understand how people can suddenly hate people they previously loved. I have never been able to do that.

Does it help you to separate if you find hate? I'm curious because it seems so foreign to me.

It does help, only it isn't as easy as it sounds ...

Hatred at least doesn't require the other person to feel the same way about you. it's the easy way out, if you know what I mean.

justam

Jamal wrote:

It does help, only it isn't as easy as it sounds ...

Hatred at least doesn't require the other person to feel the same way about you. it's the easy way out, if you know what I mean.

That's the way it seems when I see it.

deadnote

i was taught to hate
and in response
i hate her

of all the time here on earth
theres only a percentage
of it thats worth all the
hate i feel for her
all the time i spend alive
wishing that i was sleeping

all these years wasted

i never was good at good things
but im good at hating her forever

oh and i never loved her
never spent time with her