a new short poem

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pick up the pieces
this broken picture
and broken voice
erased the grace
waisted love
suspended days
waiting to hold you again
waiting to love you again
waiting to share with you again

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my ancestors are calling me
but im all alone with my tears
missing a moment grabs me
i sway with the steel
never gonna hold you baby
got to leave before you grace
this world with all that i love
you are taking the place
and i dream to leave you videos
the coolest me i could be
sorrounded by the ones i love
the ones i call my family

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your in for the greatest love
your in for the sickest love
theres nothing i can do
except leave you

years go by in gods hands
you will learn the laws of land
to be good is the best that you can do
for consequences suck
the life out too

so baby baby please realize
that i searched and searched
but could not find
the words to show the truth inside
that somehow your the love of life
and i wish i could be your watching eye
the hands that clap the drive inside
to rock the hardest
for the coolest person
i just want that for you

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the seconds tick away the day
id love to pass down video games
i could save you from buying the crap
but these words are like files
just all locked away

love your girl
and give her strength
sit by the lake
and watch the sun

maybe she will appear there
maybe she will bring a crown for you

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i look to my former
i look to my future
and you are twins
now look at me
im being him
i want you
to be us
in your own way
so make some plans
and show her your way
so make some plans
and show him your way
your so cool
i know you will
be instilled
with my former
and with my hat
covered in hair
gettin so old
just gettin so old
so make some plans
and show her your way
so make some plans
and show him your way

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his hat my hat your hat
where is it at
and wheres my money
so i can find it
eluding intruding
innocence turned to anger
34 years tryin on caps
dont fit isnt cool
thought it worked
til i
wore it to school
the mirror cracked
the sun beakoned
took it off
before they laughed

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beckoned

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breaking us apart
its like searching for tears
yet unknown emotions drift into mind
but i havent always been thinkin of you
and now its all i want to do
our hands are the same to me
but still we must seperate them
and someday you will let go to
its like finding your tears

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i may never see you
you may never see me
and thats the reality
of the present tense
i had a song
for your heart
now i forgot
just how it starts
so how it ends
i'll never know
for something else
has taken control
i may never see you
you may never see me

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i want to be the future
i want to see you shine
i want to live in you
and so i will
live forever
in your eyes
and in your smile
and in your song

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searchin for a love
in a private message
all the right reasons
to forget
all the wrongs
that float from these
fingertips
perfect communication
will you bind with me
for one is the purpose
eternally
holding on to hope
just let it all go
and renew what we see
way up there
in the blue sky
wishing you were here

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drink the raindrops
falling on my face
they keep falling
its not my voice

given me life
given me faith
given me dreams
left me here in this place

why do they pass
by in the night
i cant understand
and it
feels so wrong
this is not my voice

they keep falling
they keep falling
the raindrops
keep falling on my face
i dont understand
why
you left me here
in this place
this is not my voice

they keep falling
they keep falling
they keep falling

why do the ships
pass me by
in the night
i cant understand
but it feels so right
the raindrops
fall on my face
i dont understand
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
you left me here

this is not my voice

given me life
given me faith
given me dreams
but.............
left me here
here in this place
i would like to say

this is not my voice

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im cut off
feet in the sand
perfect loves
a perfect drug
wash my souls
and paint my nails
listen to the wind
and drift away
any direction
cleanse the infection
im cut off
feet in the sand
perfect loves
a perect drug
shy away
from everything
the hearts in trust
with a softening touch
and nature moves
towards the fuzzy kind
im cut off
feet in the sand
wash my souls
paint my nails
perfect loves
a perfect drug

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o private messenger
where have you gone
i havent heard a word
from you in so long
now im walking beaches
though the waters far away
and living without your love
makes me very very afraid

oooooooooooooooooooooooo
where have you gone
oooooooooooooooooooooooo
where have you gone
oooooooooooooooooooooooo
missing you for so long
oooooooooooooooooooooooo
where have you gone

the spooky kind of spirit
has infiltrated mind
keeping me awake at night
while counting all the time
one two three four
is it cool enough
am i keeping up

oooooooooooooooooooooooo
where have you gone
oooooooooooooooooooooooo
the spooky kind
just haunting me away
just hunting me night and day

o private messenger
give to me your love
or soon i wont
come home no more
wont no
not me
not coming home
anymore

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teeth are gnashing
crumbling like bricks
is that when i fall down
is that the way out
way out of here

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sitting in the middle of a clock
how modern a thought
tick tock tick tock
the tears roll through my veins
its like april in waiting
tick tock tick tock

in waves of pictures
flickering light engraved
aall my hopes and dreams
four eyes four eyes
tick tock tick tock
sitting in the middle of a clock
how twisted is modern
when roads appeared
from nowhere
reaching out across the sky
the great damn held back
the fighting pain
and it feels alot like april
in my veins
in my veins
i live for you
i bleed for you
i die

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reach out
and hold onto
the ones you love
moments will fade
you can never erase
the present regret
reach out
before its to late
before your alone
and singing for hope
although it is great
to have such faith
dont let it fade
reach out
and hold onto
the ones you love
its never to late
when you in the arms
of the one you love

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its all slowing down
never enough
waiting and waiting
lay it down
without hesitation
praying
holding an infant
singing a lullabye
sharing something
to pass on
some lovin
for my baby
waiting and waiting
never enough
hesitation disrupts
slow me down
never enough
something simple
keep in touch
with love
and your baby
waiting and waiting
to share something
to give something
to be someone
honorable
honoring

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write a letter
and play a chord
wait for rain
and sing along

if it dont rhyme
or the words elude

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following you around
just to see you again
not the quiet kind no
singing out
from the street below
with flowers in hands
im not much picture
singing down
just wondering words
from your fingers what
are you making love
singing to me
never said goodbye
never left me low
always moving around
singing out

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she falls gently
into a dream
i watch her silent
it amazes me
where did this love
originate in time
for this gift of child
is beyond my mind
for somewhere sometime
someone created life
how

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when the time is right
the moment has passed
its like youve just decided
to jump into the net
when the time comes
to reach out with the moment
the inception is a blueprint
for the seconds ahead
love for the shy
is a heart attack
love for the shy
is a heart attack

she loves me
she loves me not
she loves me
she loves me not

when the time is right
stay there with it
cause youll live with regret
and youll never know

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replenish the edit
erase the dork
contained in the mind
this is a call
bits of rambling voyage
into the realm of
spontanious descent
replenish the edit
a nation of youth
revolutionize pits
to erase the truth
that soft interiors need
a second chance to be
something more than this
redundant dork within

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every little thing about you
i miss
my soul begins haunting itself
instantly
down the road
down the road
such a sad picture
whys it have to be this way

im not the father i wish to be
my patience deteriorates
haunting me
its only been minutes
since youve been gone
i pray to god now
for your safety alon
this lonely road
this lonely road
such a sad picture
why it have to be this way

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renewed inspiration
a little on the rainy side
falling down the slopes of face
landscaped veins
happens
when your so far away

other than the morning
or the evening time
im a little out of word
and thats when i come

to say a little sorrow
to invent something within
new or unheard of
by eyes that seen this hand

and your so fay away now
on the outside
im iron steel
but on the inside
just a rusted wheel

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my baby
my little baby
sing to me
bring me to life
im following you home
but i dont want your anger
just want your smile
just want your picture
come to life
my baby
my little baby
how i understand
that i feel a need
to be with you
right now
write now
bring me to life
ami suppossed to hide
or reveal this face
i just dont know the rules
my baby
my little baby
nothing i can do for you
just sit here wasting time
wondering how life can be
such a seperated highway
and as i drive by
i look for your face
as your with me
wanna set you free

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easing into gear
the nerves are healing
slowly building speed
heart is softening

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i know what i might be thinking
cmon theres no way im feelin this way
this love for you in an infinite stage
how could this love be for real

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after reading this thread i sure wish the edit/delete option wer still available
my god when someone writes such pure unintelligent thoughts someones supposed to reveal themselves and say "hey,you suck kevin"

thank you

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for awhile i thought this would end
someday youd give me your hand
but lately ive realized
that i may never do the things
i dream of doing
that i might just fade away
as a nothingman
in my little town

if i could id live with kids
if i could id sing to the world black
if i could someday id ask you all the whys storred up inside my mind
but life isnt about freedom i guess
and all these choices i made
led me to this road of emptiness
and its here that i hate you most
and its here that i hate myself
and its here that i wish i were dead

i will always hate you

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why i wonder its so hard for the ones i love the most to actually sit and listen to me play for more than ten minutes is one reason i will never love you
there are millions of these stupid questions for you and ive reached a point where i figure i might live on social security for the rest of my life
that i may never sing songs to a group a people who admire the band that sorrounds

ellaine this thread is dedicated to how much i truly hate you forever