collection of spontanious prose

matt776

Oh am I suppose to say something?
Why did I win some great award?
I am dead.
Oh am I suppose to say something?
Why is there a prize in the sky?
I am dead I should know by now.

I am alive, but my spirit lies dormant.
I am dead.

matt776

My teacher describes me as a Master, but I am not sure what it is that I have mastered.
My teacher describes as a creative genius, but I am not sure what was genius about a sour pickle.
My teachers should know I guess...why are they the only ones?
Where is my nobel prize?
Where does a a master make a living?
Public High School?

The gypsy says I wil be a world famous artist and travel the world, but I haven't left the 48 states, except for Mexico and Titty bars in Canada.

So, lets talk about the gypsy.
She said by the time I was of mature age I would have everything I want(which isn't much) and I woulld be a famous creator around the world.

I went back 2 years later and the sister of the gypsy wanted to remove a dark aura from my soul. She said for $90 I could dispose of this evil presence.

I didn't know evil had a price, seems fitting.

matt776

Ah shit man!
I am one step ahead of you.
You're the one following me.

matt776

Really I could have sworn the desert is barren of life.

Take a closer look.

Are you sure I am following you?

No, but no one is in front of me.

matt776

this place is so barren!
Is that a vulture circling?
No it's an eagle.
Rather a condor, they live here you know.
Really why?
Cause the old westerns shot em up till they were almost extinct
now the land is theirs to live peacefully again

matt776

sleep is overrated, but I do miss
dreaming...

Goodnight

matt776

Thats it!
Thats the last of it.
Thought we had more,
but we couldn't stop.

Got some money?

Too dazed to find a job
two weeks late at the pawn
Lets go to the Mill Ave.
and sing our sad song?

My daddy was crushed by a tree.
My mommy has been whoring since '83.
Grandma has a coke habit
and Uncle Jim played "Hide the Rabbit".
(don't ask)

Got some money?

My car broke down,
Just got fired
(like 2 hours is late in Berma they have to ride a goat and sometimes it takes days to get to work),
Spent my last dollar on a scratcher.
I am starving.
Got a dollar or just some change?
Not even a quarter?

Man fuck you!
Got some money?

matt776

For some reason I had a dream of being an Astronaut, but I could only get high.

Then one day I came back down to find out my friends had all dissappeared, my family had died, and my dog lost a hind leg in the lawn mower.

I started to play guitar and played the blues some place in KC, where the booze is cheap the women are easy and no one leaves sober. To my amaze there was a sign for 12th St. and Vine, so I stole it.

My guitar had an unfortunant accident when I accidently smashed it on some hillbilly's head. The guitar understood and that hillbillie never heckeled my rendition of "love me tender" again.

Then I got old. My hair turned gray and my genitals shriveled to no use. My CampMaster smells like someone pissed on it. The garabag piles up with my pride of cats inbreeding. I think I might have a new species on my hands.

I never understood why I was called "Trailer Trash" looking down from heaven I don't really care anymore. You can have my dog, my pride of felines, and my smashed guitar.

matt776

What ever happened to the great Jim Morrison?
A drunkard above all things else,
but a beautiful poet with nothing to say.

What ever happened to the great Jim Morrison?
From the roofs of Venice Beach to the streets of Paris.

What ever happened to the great Jim Morrison?
A Hell's Angel throws in a $5 to hear the entire 2 disc set of "Best of the Doors". Rack em up...for a beer.

What ever happened to the great Jim Morrison?
Jim is still alive!
In some dusty bar in Arizona clad in black leather chaps and the lingering smell of gasoline and booze.

What ever happened to the great Jim Morrison?
Who do you love? I'm not sure what made him so great, but man that's some fucking great shit. Pass it my way.

What ever happened to the great Jim Morrison?
I want to know what happened to my copy of "wilderness".

What ever happened to the great Jim Morrison?
He drank himself into history.

Amaterasu

one night in a heated fight...
with all the passion of the night
I gave it my full gusto and all my might
'You only have one chance
make it good' the child coached...
Wrathful rage without to within
a moments confession the night did seem
honest and true sad and blue
LA Woman Sunday afternoon...
I yelled it loud so it was
understood...
"I hope the stars fall on you!!!"
Touch down.
Balanced earth between us ground
skeletal lap of luxury
fairy tale nightmare
locked in a moment
sea to sea
lost found
hounds pound
when I saw him
I let the cat out.
I am she who loved him
Jim until he let me in.
Break on through
was the message
not just
the end.

matt776

"Petion the lord with prayer."....
"You cannot petition the lord with prayer!"
-some dead guy J. Morrison

matt776

For the love of god stop feeding my ego with your compliments I know you don't mean them.

Liar you are when you profess to love what I am about only to turn your back.
Forgerer of compassion when you close your eyes and say yes.
Stop making those false statements when you only will call me those nasty names when I no longer please you.
Bury your head to mute those accusations.
I am who I was ment to be and it is a turning wheel. One day you see the red spike and the next the blue.
But you never stepped back to see the entire gear in the machine turning as life proceeds.

FinsburyParkCarrots

Interesting exchanges on this thread. Interesting to read.

PJGirl2004

i just started visiting this site and it is such a home away from home. i love reading others thoughts and that was cool the way you put them all on one post like that.
very telling.
i have been typing up some poems while sitting at work and posting them. i am so going to get fired because i am in this message pit more than i am actually working,
but oh well.
thanks for sharing.